What is sex ? Basically, I mean, people do try a lot of variations by using different positions, using different holes for pleasure and toy dog. But to put it simply, sex is the to-and-fro motion of the dick in a vagina causing excitement, joy and finally cum. It's heavenly at first, but when you do the Sami thing again and again with the like person. It starts to get irksome. I was never a fan of toys to be used as a substitute for delight. I want to do something that is challenging, so that I get the pleasure and satisfaction I got when I had sex for the first clock time. Oh ! The first time, I'll never forget the intuitive feeling of having sex the first of all time.

It happened 5 calendar month ago during summertime holiday. My unseasoned chum who is still in schoolhouse had his holidays. My parents had planned a trip for a week in the village, a remote shoes with not much access to technology. Though I never liked that space, my parents were fond of it as they were born there. Thankfully I will not be capable to visit this time because of my college. I am doing engineering ; my holidays simply don't coincide with my brother's. I was very excited to stay home, alone for a workweek. I'll visit my friend over ; well have late night parties, music, etc. While my parents were packing and getting ready to bequeath, I was lost in my cerebration, planning the parties. I was really elevated with those thoughts, until the door-bell ruined it all. At the door was Raj with a bag pack.

"Aa gaye beta ( You came ? ). You are doing a big favour on us."Said my mother, as she approached the door from behind.

"Mom, what is all this about ? Why is he here ?"I said. I feared as I knew what my mom is going to say and was praying for her not to say the Sami. But it didn't work.

"Raj has come to detain here till the time we are back."She said.

"But mom, I am 21, a grown up now. I don't need baby-sitting."I stressed this power point raising my articulation. Just to clear things, Raj is my cousin who lives nearby. He is 11 yrs older than me and has been baby-sitting me since I was 5.

"Oh come on, Reeti. No matter how old you get, you will still be my piffling girl."My father interrupted.

"But…I am…I don't…"

"No buts. Raj will be staying here and that's final."my mom said in firm voice.

My parents where gone and I was home with Raj. He was outdoor watch TV while I lay in bed moping over my plan getting crumbled. Raj was an attractive guy. I had a bit of a crush on him while growing up. But over the years he got obsessed on silly childish things like superhero funnies, animated movies and some former material. His ‘ nerdy'meth and these sideline gave him a bit of abhorrent personality. No wonder he was still single even after crossing 30. I had this fixed opinion about him, but it all changed in just a week.

Later that dark Raj called me for dinner. He had prepared Butter chicken and Roti among other delicacies. I could tell with just the expectant smell what was cooked without looking. Well, Raj is a chef by professing and is really safe at it, at least that's what I've heard. I will smack his nutrient for the low gear time. With the first bite, I realized how good he was at cooking."Tasty intellectual nourishment bro."was the exclusively words from my sass and then I focused on eating all up especially the butter poulet. This dish out usually has a mild predilection but Raj had done some variation to it since he knew I liked spicy nutrient. After we were done I went to the washroom.

Remembering the mouthful of the awesome intellectual nourishment I ate, I was a bit draw to Raj. It also seemed a bit weird that he didn't say a Bible while having dinner. Looking in the mirror made me realize the ground for his weird doings. Eating that spicy food made me sweaty, also while drinking water I spilled a petty on my T-shirt to further add on to that, it was night prison term so I didn't wear any bra. The slight whiteness textile of the tee shirt, which was almost transparent after getting wet, was clinging to my boobs.

"Shit ! How didn't I realize this originally, I was too much focused on eating."I said this out loud while hitting the medal hard on the mirror."No wonder Raj didn't talk or eat sufficiently. His attention was elsewhere. Well, the food was pleasant-tasting, he deserve the peek."I said convincing myself to get over the uncomfortable feeling.

This wasn't it, the next few showdown got weirder. I have small but my own room where I can give birth my privateness. Since I have a habit of pleasuring myself to sleep, I wear release clothes shirt-pant. Next morning, Raj came in my elbow room to wake me up. He had in his hands, a tray with tea and breakfast, while he walked in.

"Wake Island up ! Sleepy principal. Don't you have to go to college ?"He asked.

"College is at 11 p.m. I'll be going late today."I told him in a soft sleepy voice.

"Alright then, I'll keep this here. You can have it when you get up."He said this with a smile and placed the tray on my study table. He had a giggly brass while he said all this and gave me a look before leaving. Another shocker, my shirt push button were loosen giving a snitcher of my breasts. My right nipple was clearly visible and he saw it. His expressions were the test copy of it.

"God ! Girl, you need to be careful when other masses are around, especially Raj."I said it to myself.

It was too ahead of time, but I woke up anyway. Raj was watching his usual cookery appearance while I went for a bath. I was bathing under the exhibitor when I heard a audio of something falling. Ignoring it I continued with my bathing tub. Later while getting out I saw that the lav door was slightly open, but I remember clearly that I closed it after coming inside."Raj saw me completely naked."Things were going really fast."Maybe I am over thought process it. I don't think he would do that."I said to myself.

There was still meter to spare before going to college. So I went and sat with Raj to watch TV. Same old preparation appearance was going on and his eyes were set on it. He didn't even notice me while I sat down or maybe he just pretended to not notice. After a duet of minutes of silence,

Raj said,

"Reeti, I have known you for a very recollective fourth dimension now. I have seen you grow up since the time you were a lilliputian girl. Now you are a woman. You must be cognisant of sure urges that develop while growing one-time. Based on what I have observed till now, you have not learned to relieve those impulse properly. Just to work it clear if you don't understand what I am talking about, I am talking about sex. This act is considered to be wrong or base in the smart set. But one needs to get sex at the right age for a healthy mind development. My question to you is, do you want to possess sex ? If you decline its fine, I won't speak of it ever again. It's up to you now. Think about it and tell me in the evening."

This was unexpected. When he started talking, he muted the TV and looked at me. His methamphetamine hydrochloride were off and had a life-threatening look on his face. I never saw his centre like that, they were hypnotic. Without a Word of God I stood up and left for college early.

"I was holding up for a very long fourth dimension from having sex. Maybe I was just searching for the right somebody. Raj, is my cousin. He is the only guy I have spent nearly of my childhood with. Considering his age, he was not like a ally to me. He is not a brother either, at to the lowest degree I don't think that way. There has always been a unlike connection between us. The connection where because of his experience he was my teacher and I was the student who learned new things from him. Maybe, sex is just another lesson I need to determine from him. That's why he is the ideal partner to mislay my virginity."These cerebration constantly hovered in my mind while I sat in the lecturing pretending to listen. I didn't say anything about this to my friends. Actually I didn't public lecture at all. Having sex for the commencement clock time was a big step, a big determination to be taken. I was scared of the event still excited and couldn't wait for it to go on. I left college a talking to early.

At home, I opened the door with my key. There was no one in the hall. I looked for Raj in the kitchen, then my room. I turned to be stunned as Raj was standing behind me defenseless just a towel around his shank. Probably he just came out of bathing tub. I had a commodity tone at him with the formulation of being jolt. Not that there was something to be scared about, it was just that unexpected things were happening since the day before. He didn't have ripped muscular body but sufficiently fit, just the way I like it. I think having ‘ 6-pack abs and everything'is just over-rated and unneeded. One reason for me thinking that way was that I myself am a bit out of contour. That is very solve as I have always been a ‘ foodaholic ’.

Looking at my expressions he tried to get me settle with a smiled."I didn't expect you to come so soon."He said.

"Yes. I skipped a lecturing to fare home early."I replied.

He continued to smile at me. He kept quite but I understood the signs. I knew what he was expecting from me, I just wasn't sure I want to say it. But then I took a deep breathing spell, repeated the motto in brain, ‘ it's now or never'and then said.

"I'm in."His smile widened."So, do you need me to uncase ?"I asked.

"No, I'll do that for you. Just freshen up and go get well-off on your bed."He replied.

I gave an awkward grin and went to the washroom. Ten mo later I was resting in my bed thinking about what's going to pass off. I was wearing the pink boxers and a check shirt, which I purchased secretly for me to wear upon when no one was around. I had seen a few adult movies but doing it practically is unlike."Will he reach me do that kinky clobber done it porn ?"was the thought that bothered me the most. I had a mental debate in my brain whether to agree to it or decline. If no, then how am I supposed to stop him ? My thoughts were interrupted when Raj walked in. He was wearing a blue gown, something he brought specially for this occasion I guess.

He took it off and underneath he was wearing just the shorts. His eyes were fixed on mine while he got on the bed, getting closer and closer every second. Meanwhile I was just sitting with legs stretched on the bed. I thought he would run me through the process by giving step by measure instructions. But he didn't, not one Logos he spoke since he entered the elbow room and till all was over. His actions were more than sufficient to guide me through the process.

On the bed he crawled close to me like a idle hunter, keeping his eyes fixed on me and I was frozen, still like the target that has no way out. He was steady and confident but I wasn't. I was unable to look directly at him ; I rolled my middle left-right up-down, tried to pore anywhere but his face. Then he got really close so that I couldn't flavor elsewhere and my vision got blurry. There was no former option but to shut my eyes. I didn't understand what was happening but I could find his breathing place on my aspect. My heart was beating faster and time felt like it slowed down. I was literally in darkness until I had the sensation of touch on my lips. My first kiss. I know that a kiss is not a big thing.

But even today in Bharat not all get to see their 1st kiss at a very Lester Willis Young age. The initiatory one was just a slight touch after which he took a break and followed with a lot more intense and longsighted kiss pulling me closely. A kiss, the way I would describe it is like eating a mango. Sweet and juicy and gives you satisfaction no thing how many clock time you eat it. He then gently unbuttoned my shirt and took off my bra, so smooth that I didn't feel anything. But then again I was lost in the wizard kiss.

Then with his lead hand grabbed on to my the right way breast. Touching softly, getting the spirit of it, using his thumb he played with my mamilla, getting them hard. He kept on kissing my neck opening while getting miserable until he put his mouth on my left field nipple, sucking on it. Raj had bit jolting man-hands but the way he handled my knocker, I understood that he appreciated my breasts which were of size of it bigger than average fille my age. I was just sitting there enjoying the instant. I didn't know this feeling was so awesome and we have not even started the sex part yet. He then turned to the incline and slipped his bridge player in my drawers fingering my pussy.

He was pleasuring my whole dead body. My snatch was getting more wet every moment with exhilaration. Then he suddenly stopped. I looked at him to see that he stood up and dropped his drawers. Seeing a real dick for the initiative time was a good deal to remember. I have seen in telecasting but seeing it in realness is a dissimilar feeling. His penis was of modal size not as big as I have seen in the porno movies, but that didn't matter. He had shaved the nether part as if he was already prepared for sex knowing I would hold to it.

He then pulled me to sleeping position to the edge of the bed. Lifting my legs he widened them. He inserted his dick in my snatch slowly, knowing it was my low gear sentence. It was a different feeling to get something inside the body from the opening down there. I felt the warmth of his dick inside me.

He looked at me to see if I was comfortable with taking his thing inside. Then he started stroking it, moving to-and-fro. The slow built-up and finally getting started with the act of sex was exciting. He started speeding up. A sudden surge in pleasure made me start moaning. After a couple of mo he slowed down and stopped. Maybe he wanted to do in different position, ‘ doggie style'is what men like, I heard. But he stopped me while I was turning, hinting me that it's better to face each early while having sex the first time.

"But then why did you turn back ?"I whispered. He then applied something ; I didn't know what it was, back then. Raj sensed that I was feeling a bit of urge, slight pain so he stopped to apply lubricant.

It's my commencement time and I was so much aroused at that moment that I knew I wasn't going to finally longsighted. He then put his prick back in and started thrusting, faster and deeper this time. I always thought moaning or screaming was unnecessary during sex. But at that moment I couldn't terminate myself. I grabbed on to the bed sheet while he fucked me really hard. My moaning kept on getting louder and louder until the spot of coming I screamed at the top of my vocalism. Thankfully no one was there in the next room and the music being played on the TV outside, covered the rest. Raj was not done yet ; still he took his tool out and stroked it with hand money box he cum on my belly.

For that moment I was really satisfied. Sex made me forget any other issues that were bothering me those twenty-four hour period. I was quenched speechless and was resting naked on the bed. Finally Raj came close, kissed me and said,"Thank you."

That time I was an amateur and what I learned later that Raj wasn't much of an expert either. We have got a lot safe since then with every experience. Still, the first clock time I had sex was the best I ever had in life.

That incident taught me one Thomas More matter. Virginity is like a lock on the room access of a room. The elbow room is full-of-the-moon of treasure and all will be lost once you open it. This is a misconception people have. Actually, the room is wide-cut of knowledge. Unless you open it, you won't be able-bodied to learn some really important affair in life story .