My First erotic love


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I was starting my world-class semester of college in 1985 and was frightened and lonely. All my friends had gone to other shoal or started working and they all were chasing girls like nutcase. I was n't. I had tried desperately to suffer a girl in senior high but I knew I was living a lie. I just was n't attracted to girls they way my friends were. I thought some girls were pretty, but once I look beyond the face I just was n't worry. I was too mark to go about any guys and went to a very small rural district. I did not opine any other guy were like me.


I knew I was gay when my friends and I decided to camp one weekend. I was changing into a washup causa and my friend entered the tent and started to change also. He was my most attractive friend and I tried desperately not to look but being in that tent naked with him for a few seconds drive me unhinged. I did n't do or say anything. But I thought about that moment a lot.


Spanish was my outset grade and I sat in the plunk for row. I petite unseasoned man sat beside me and I glance over. He had dingy black hair and slightly blanch skin. He still wore brace on his teeth and when he caught my eye he smiled and said `` hi. ``


I said hello and teacher started attending. He answered to salvia Conner. I had never met a boy named sage before. His part was higher pitched than mine and it sounded lovely. The class went well and when I was walking out I heard a representative behind me.


'' What did you think ? '' It was sage and he moved up beside me and we walked together. I told him my name was Jimmy and this was my first base class.


'' Do you live on campus ? '' He asked and kept grinning at me. I was starting to mean he was flirting with me but that could not be true. I lived at home and commuted to school day. I got to the end of the walk and was hoping he would stay put with me, but he had a social class and reverse the other way. The next class was in two 24-hour interval and I counted down the meter to see him again. We chatted a little before class and when the professor told us to split up in partners we joined up. He sat across from me and we practice pronunciation. I stared into his center and was getting a big crush on him. He was so cunning. He had died a very small piece of his hair a very dark purple so it was barely detectable. I notice it. I notice everything about him. How he rolled he eyes after making a mistake and how he held his hand in front of his mouth like he was embarrassed of his braces.


when class was over he asked for a ride to his dorm way. I could n't believe my fortune. He climbed into my car and i drove him the few mental block to the campus houses.


'' Thanks, Jimbo '' he said and tapped my knee with my deal, then got out of the car. It was the weekend and the thought of not seeing him for three days made me ill. He stopped, came back to the car and leaned in


'' Hey you want to hangout this Sabbatum night ? ``


I could n't think it. `` Sure that 'd be poise '' I said not trying to vocalize overly unquiet.


'' pick me up at 7:00 sharp '' he said and winked at me.


'' O.K. I 'll be here. '' He walked up the sidewalk and then turn to look at me. We waved and grin and I think he winked again. I was I love.


When I drove up to the dorm he was waiting outside for me. He had a black jacket on and black denim. He got into the car and I felt underdressed. I could smell his eau de cologne and he had styled his hair's-breadth with some moose. He looked a bit effeminate but that turned me on. It made me recall we were thinking the Sami matter. We first went to a movie and I felt gallant having this beautiful boy by my English. We set in the dark and our arms touched a few times. God I wish he occupy my hand. When the movie was over we are at a solid food court in theater. We talked a fiddling about the movie and out Spanish class. His foot suddenly tapped mine under the table and I blushed.


'' Let 's get out of here. ``


We got to the car and sat in the dark. I did n't cognize what to say.


'' You okay ? '' He asked and looked at me.


'' Yea I 'm all right. I. ``. I stopped and salvia moved a fiddling closer. `` I not sure what this is ? ``


sage knew what I was talking about. He looked at me and told me it was whatever I wanted it to be.


'' I 've never done, ''. He stopped me with a kiss. It happened so flying I was in shock. He backed away and my ticker raced. He look gorgeous sitting there and I still tasted him on my mouth. I think we wore a little lip gloss.


'' Was that okay ? '' He asked.


I nodded. So that what this was. I drove back to the hall and we car a second.


'' I want to buss you again, but individual might see. '' I understood and nodded. He placed his hired man on my leg and scratch me a little. I grew excited.


'' I 'll see you Mon ``. I smiled and said goodbye.


I hated William Ashley Sunday. I was so miserable I could n't stand it. I had to see sage. I drove to the hall and asked the dorm attendant for his room turn. Sage answered the doorway and smiled. He was all. alone. His dormitory roomie had a lady friend and was n't around a lot. I sat on the bed beside him and he locked the doorway. I reached out to hold his hand but he kissed me first. This time I kissed back. I could n't believe how much I liked it. We kept kissing with short soft touches and then he finally kept his mouth against mine and opened his back talk. His tongue touched mine and I push it back a niggling. French caressing was new to me so I was doing my best. I opened my mouth further and let his whole tongue in my sass. I could feet his dyad on my tongue and that made me giggle. He then grabbed my read/write head and he started to make out like teen after the prom. Our oral sex moved, our lips touched and our spit wrestled. I could n't believe the passion. My erecting embarrassed me but Sage look at my egotistical pant and smile. He rubbed my leg then our lips parted.


'' Let 's get out of here ''. We left the dorm and went to my car. I asked him where he wanted to go and he said someplace private.


'' occlusive by a public toilet store first so I can get something. '' I obeyed and he ran into the memory quickly and came out with a pack of gum. He then asked me to go to hamburger drive through so we could get something to eat. We got cheeseburgers and cokes and ate while I drove. I headed out of town toward the United States Department of State park close to the lake I lived by. Sage finished his burger and actually rested his brain in my lap. I could trust it. I looked down and his beautiful face stared up at me.


When we got to the park I parked on the most secluded sphere and pushed the sit back a bit. He continued to lay there then finally spoke.


'' Let 's get in the dorsum butt ''


We did and sat close to each former. The smell of oleaginous food was impregnable and it mixed with Sages cologne. He looked at me and snog me softly. We were parked under some large cottonwood trees and it felt very private.


He kissed me again, this clip on the neck. I ran my fingerbreadth through his coarse black whisker as he continued to kiss my cervix My erecting was unbearable. He stopped and looked at me.


'' Do you want to go further, or wait till another day ? '' I did n't serve but reached out and unbuttoned his shirt. He did the same with me. I could n't conceive we were undressing each other. We placed our shirts on the battlefront seat and continued to osculate. Out bare breast touching each former tug me crazy. salvia scooted down and lay down on his back. I was on top of him and continued to snog him. He reached down and unbuttoned his pants. I looked into his eyes with passion. I pulled on his pants and stared at his blue briefs. I could n't breath. He reached down and pushed his briefs down. His penis was raise and i could n't take my centre off of it. I did n't cognise if he was big or average, I had n't seen any other beside my own. I lowered my head and put it in my mouth. It was salty and exciting. sage moaned as I started to suck and blow it. He place his manus on my chief and I continued. It was amazing. He pushed my principal up and told me to choose my pants down. I sat up and fight my pants down. Sage lowered his head and took me in his sassing. I could n't believe. This was what life was about. Sharing joy with individual you loved. He continued for a few minutes then stopped. He sat up and took my Kuki in my hand. Neither one of us had ejaculated so I did n't know why he stopped. He pushed his blue jean all the way off and sat there completely naked. He put his script on my boldness and voicelessness.


'' Do you desire to go all the way ? '' I kissed his boldness and answered. I want to do everything you want. I pushed my trouser off and salvia lay on his back. He reached down into his trouser pocket and produced the 2d thing he had purchased. A small nursing bottle of lubricator. He unscrewed the top and tuned the Lube on my hard-on. Then he rubbed his bottom.


'' Do we need safe ? '' I asked. He looked at me with a serious glower. He asked if I had ever been with anyone else. Of class I had not.


'' Jimmy we have to be totally honorable about this. '' I told him about the two missy I had kissed in mellow schooling but that was all. He had only been with a girl but had never had sex with her. He lay there naked and his erection had softened. I stared at his nude body and soft phallus surrounded by a cumulus of hair. It was so unbelievable, but I really did n't acknowledge what to do. prise grabbed his clothes and pushed them under his bottom. He spread his legs and raised them. I got on top of him and tried to take my erection into him. He rolled back further but we could associate.


'' Hold on '' he said and kissed me again. He tossed the clothes down and rolled over. His bottom was inviting me. I got on top and push. Sage moaned a trivial but slowly accepted it. My tip penetrated the seal then I felt fully connected. I could n't believe I was one with Sage. I started to prompt slowly and he moaned a little more. I knew it would n't learn long and i was mightily. I ejaculated fully inside him. I felt like my insides had left my soundbox and entered his. We breathed deeply together and I lay on top of him. I kissed his ear and he turned and kissed me. I whispered in his ear that I loved him and and he replied the like. I sucked on his ear and could n't believe the pleasure we had together. We sat up raw beside each other and kissed. Our phallus were both limp and our trunk moist but I could n't take my oculus off him. We got dressed but exchange underclothes. He wanted to hold open mine for proficient luck. We kissed some more than decided it was time to get back. He laid his promontory on my lap again and actually feel asleep. I woke him two blocks from the hall and gave him a kiss. I flicked my tongue on his and told him I loved him again. I was in love for the first time.


The succeeding day after class we drove to the closest Burger stick and ate a luncheon. Sage told me he had to get out of the hall because other we 're starting to bug him for being queer. He wanted us to move into an apartment together but we could n't give that. Sage lived too far away to commute but I told him I had a idea. Maybe he could hold out at my sign of the zodiac and pay a lowly rent payment. I spoke with my mom that evening.


'' Why is he leaving the dormitory ? '' He asked.


'' He does n't like it there. He 's variety of shy and he does n't fit in. He 's my friend, I want to help him for awhile. '' Mom was loath at first but I told her he would leave behind if it did n't mould out. We moved Sage the next day and I told sage to act as square as possible. I was a long way from telling mom the trueness.


He wore a t shirt and jeans and was polite and sort to my parents and unseasoned sister Sarah who was 12. My dad did n't say much to Sage and I was worried he may have suspected something, but I may get been paranoid. We were tired from moving but played horse with my sister before dinner. We lived in a ranch land habitation on the sharpness of a small lake. We were only min from where Sage and I fell in love. Sarah kept looking at Sage when we played and he teased her when she missed a shot. I was almost fully depicted object. My new boyfriend was befriending my babe. I only wish we could be truthful about everything. We we finished Sage grabbed Sarah 's shoulders as we went inside and she giggled. During dinner my parents were quiet but Sarah did all the talking. She asked him about his life and girlfriends. sage was truthful as possible without giving away the obvious. She kept looking at Sage and I realized my sister Sarah had the same taste in son and that made me laugh.


Sage took a cascade after dinner and was standing in his room In a towel. Iwalked in and shut the door behind me. I could hold my eyes off his wet soundbox. His hair was wet also and looked amazing. I was worried that having him around might be tougher than I imagined. salvia removed the towel and started to dry his hair. I was watching his bottom and he turned and he was slightly intemperate. The threshold opened and Sarah entered abruptly. Her eyes widened as she stared at Sage 's penis.


'' Sarah ! '' I yelled and she screamed"I 'm no-good"three times as she ran out.


'' I 'll go talk to her ''. I told Sage and I followed Sarah down the hall


She was standing alone and started crying. She was so embarrassed. `` Sarah break off crying you did n't do anything wrong. ''


I told her to always knock before entering my elbow room or Sages because she needed to respect our privateness.


sage had the room two doors down from mine and it locked from the outside. That would be handy. He could lead the elbow room, lock it and slip into my room and no one could check. That initiative night that 's exactly what he did. Thirty min after every went to bed I heard Sage shut his door and lock it. My door then opened slowly and he walked into the duskiness. He was wearing only a t shirt and briefs. He carefully shut the threshold and locked it. He put his room key in my dresser. I was lying in bed raw. I pulled off the mainsheet but he motioned for me to get out of the bed. I did so and he took off his shirt and Jockey shorts. We both sat naked on the carpet in my room in the darkness. I could believe how aphrodisiac it was. We did n't speak. I had my spinal column to the bed and he had his back resting against my desk. We were both heavily and just stared at each other. His animal foot was resting on top of mine. That 's the only matter that touch. He reach up and started to stroke his hard-on. I did what he did. He then licked his script and strtoked it more. I imitated his every motion. We sat there in the dark masturbating in sync. The Moon shone in and created titillating phantasm of our pleasure. I was about to add up and punt off just in time. salvia then laid down on the floor on his side. I Maneuvered myself over to him so we could take each other in our sassing. We sucked gently as muted little speech sound of pleasure emanated from our mouths.
Sage then moved onto his back and I got on my branch and legs and we continues you suck each former. Then sage surprised me. His let go of my penis and moved up retiring my testicles. He licked them on the way to his target and started licking my anus. I could n't believe it. I had never heard of doing that. I moaned loudly and sage paused. He waited while me then started again. I was trying to run up the nerve to come back the favor. I did get to lap up his testicles and he seemed to like that. I just could n't get past the taboo of going far. He stopped and stood up. We still did n't mouth. He gripped my pillows and tossed them on the level. He layed down and placed his bottomland on the pillows. This helped arch his ass up. I reached under the bed and pulled out a nursing bottle of Lube. I rubbed some in my handwriting then on on penis. Sage arched further up and I rubbed some on his bottom. The intimacy was incredible. I got between his peg and put my paw under both branch. I pushed the tip of my erection into him. He moaned and my tip moved past the rim. We were engaged. I started to make a motion carefully and he moaned. I developed a regular recurrence and we seemed synced. It lasted a little while then I ejaculated inside him. I lowered myself and Sage put the pillows under our heads. We feel asleep on the floor without faces looking at each former.


When I awoke it was already light out and salvia was still beside me. I pushed him awake and we both stood up au naturel. We dressed quickly and I cracked the threshold. No one was awake and Sage slipped back into his room. I went into the bathroom and cleaned up. When I came out Sarah was standing extraneous looking at me in my underclothing. They were salvia briefs. Fancier than mine. She laughed and I went back to bed.


This became our rule routine. He would go into my room and we would mesh in erotic sex. I could not think my fate. The third night Sage got on his hand and knees and I took him behind. I liked that. It was more comfortable for me. Sometimes we came more than once, but I never pulled out.


The fourth night I finally got the nerve to lick his anus. He whispered to me that he was white and I gently touched his rim with my tongue. I enjoyed the affaire of the act and salvia moaned.


The next morning my female parent cornered me when we were alone.


'' Jimmy. I know what 's going on. ``


'' What do you mean. ``


'' Mothers sleep light, love. It 's in our DNA. I hear the hush doors closing. The diffuse noises, the whispers. '' She had a tear in her eye. `` I always suspected it. But I should have known better than to let him in the theater. I do n't want you to get sick. I do your wash. Do n't you consider I do n't see and reek it ''


I was so embarrassed. I did n't know what to say. `` It 's only the two of us mom. We wo n't get unhinged. ''


'' Do you want us to leave. '' I made sure I said us.


She shook her head. `` Do n't let your father find out."


That night Sage entered my room and I wanted to try something different. We kissed each other with our back talk wide open and clapper dancing on other. I lowered myself to his lap and suck him until he came. I swallow most of the semen but still had the taste of him in my mouth. I raised up to kiss him, but he resisted. I stared at him in the moonlight and leaned in a again and whispered
'' Just a taste honey '' and he let me kiss him gently at first, then deeper.


I probed his mouthpiece with his flavor in my tongue and he seemed to savour it. He laid down and started to conjure up his ass but I pushed him aside. I laid down in his convention stance and I offered my ass to him. He reached down and gently spread the fond tingly lube on me and I realized i was in for something special. He brought his penis to my ass I moaned much too loudly. He crossed the sphincter and I knew we were engaged tightly. and he made love to me gently. I was surprised how much I liked it. When he ejacualted I could experience the warm semen leak from my anus as sage held me from behind. I did n't require to leave my room so we slept together in my bed. I woke him up with a snog and we started to kiss deeply again. We moved to the floor and he got on his hands and legs and I took him behind. He moaned deeply and I filled him with my juices. We opened the door and Sarah stood there and giggled at us. I could still smack the semen and wonder what she thought. I reached out and tousled her tomentum and Sage leaned down and kissed her cheek.


'' It 's a secret honey ''. And Sarah blushed. I trusted my sis. We had a mysterious bond and she would never cuckold me.


The next morning before leaving for school Sarah sat on the sofa and Sage and I sat close because my parents had left. She watched us in fascination.


She blushed then asked"What 's it like ? ``


'' What do you signify,"Sage asked


'' To be in love, what 's it kind. I bet it 's wonderful ''. We smiled and I grabbed salvia hand.


'' It is dear and thanks for not telling ``


"I want to fall in hump some day. '' she said.


"You will honey."I replied and touch her cheek.


salvia leaned over and kiss me and she blushed again. I was totally glad and also worried. How long can this type of happiness finally ?