Chapter 1

My name is Dexter, I 'm 19, blonde haired and downhearted eyed.

I want to say `` intone '' but I 'm not there yet. I 'd go with `` clean '' or `` sinewy ''. I mean, my all my brawn are showing pretty well, but I 'm not as pumped up as all of those gym junky. There was a ground for me to come out going to the gym.

When I was 17, I stopped playing football. It was around that time that I realised I was into guy rope. This, and a lack of time for it, led me to quit playacting and start working out, since I did n't need to let myself slack-off and be out of shape.

You see, being a 17 year old gay guy it is n't easy when you have to commute for football practice in a room full-of-the-moon of sweaty teenage boys three times a hebdomad. Especially considering I have a minuscule thing for feet.

I thought that me quitting, would solve my `` problem '' and that way I could just be randy and gay all by myself, but I had n't considered that some of those guys were actually my friends.

Two of them, I had known ever since I wore my first diaper, Luke and da Vinci. They were my two undecomposed friends. Then there was Jeremy, Henry Louis Aaron, Brian, Gary ... and Book of Joshua. Oh, man.

Now Joshua, he was n't on my football game team, but he was in all of my classes in my concluding year of luxuriously school. I had a Major crunch on him ever since I started to realise I was interested in the guys on the squad. In grade, we got along very well. We were n't best friends or anything, but we had reciprocal supporter so I got to know him pretty well. But after quitting the football game squad, joining the gym, graduating high school and going to college, I kind of grew estranged of all of them. The cat from the squad, as well as Joshua. I found other friends, and I hung out with the guys less and less. When we would meet at parties and such and we would talk and bear a dependable time together, but apart from that I did n't see them often. We were all headed our own seperate ways in life. I missed them. I missed Book of Joshua. I missed how easy it all used to be.

However, thanks to the seperation I did set out to get a little bit more into the gay scene during my start year of college. Online chatting, coming out to everyone and whatnot. My coming out was rather loose, since I 'm not such a stereotypical gay guy, but just a pattern dude. I dress, act and babble like a neat guy, because that 's just the way I am, except I like to suck dick instead of eating pussycat, apparently. masses did n't bet at me very diffirently, they were all really accepting despite the shock of it all.

I was a aroused teenager two years ago, and I still am. The guys play around in my fantasies. Joshua more so then the others. My feelings for the guys from my footballteam are only sexual, but when I think about Book of Joshua I feel so much more than that. Yet, they 're just phantasy. I have to make do with the odd Grindr hookup from time to fourth dimension. At to the lowest degree, that was my lifespan before yesterday.

Yesterday was a bore day. schooling sucked, work was even worse and all I wanted to do was go to bed and wake up after a week or so. But then I got a text, telling me that my bed had to wait a footling tenacious.

Dwight, one of my class fellow picked me up, and it was a 45 min. campaign to the club, since we had to pick up the rest of the ring on the way. I liked hanging out with them, we all became friends on the first day of college and went drinking that Lapp night to get to know each other sound. That was a snake pit of a night.

Dwight turned up some calming medicine, which was great because I had to get a little bit of residual before we got there.

plus, I had all the time to woolgather about my long life crush. God Joshua, gorgeous Joshua. Wavy blonde hair, sea-blue eyes and not too plump, but very pinko tasty-looking lips. Not to mention his athletic soma. He is everything a guy could ever want. Jocky football player and all. I have been crushing on him for years, but like the early guys, he seems completely straight. You ca n't fault a guy for hoping right ? He 's just so likeable, and fun to be around. I can woolgather all I want.

When we got to the cabaret it took me some clip. But after a footling while I had a really good buzz going on.

I had been dancing around with a few girls when I realised I had to go to the bathroom to take a piss. I slowly made my way over there, did my thing and was ready to get back on the dancefloor when I felt a unattackable hired hand snap up me around my upper arm, pulling me through the crowd into a less engaged turning point of the room. When the guy loosened his grip, I turned around to face him, realising that it was none other than ...

'J-Joshua ? .. W-wha-what 's up man ? Is something wrong ?'Oh, awesome Dex, that was not obvious at all. You 're so smooth.

'Hey Dexy, nothing 's incorrectly, I just wanted to talk to you for a bit .'He said, as I stared into his sky-blue eyes. When he started a little catch-up chatting I took that prison term to look him up and down. He 's really gorgeous, to me at least. His spicy heart, styled blonde hair, broad shoulders, impregnable muscles, his V-neck showed some boy-cleavedge. His strong branch and bombastic fundament were clad in coloured tight fitting denim and black canary. Everything about his flavor turned me on, and everything about his personality made me fall in love.

There was not actually that much awkwardness between us though, we had been good champion. I mean everyone knew I was into guys by now. But even the footballguys kept talking to me at company and stuff, they did n't really acknowledge the obvious reason for which I quit.

'... you here with ?'I heard Josue 's voice, which slapped me into the here and now.

'Sorry, what did you say ?'I asked.

He smiled at me, a short strangely, as if there were some inside joke I did n't get. Did he point out me staring ? He composed himself, standing straight up, which meant I had to bend my head up a short since Joshua was about an in taller than me.

'I said, who are you here with ?'He repeated.

'I 'm with some guy from college tonight, what about you ?'

Joshua smiled wider.

'I 'm with the cat, occur on let 's say hi .'He said. I wanted to go with him, but I could n't go without telling my friends.

'Wait, let me secernate my champion first .'

'No prison term ! Sorry Dexy !'Book of Joshua yelled over the strait of the euphony as he grabbed my arm again and force me into another hall where they played gentle rock music euphony. Then he continued to drag me towards the toilets, he stopped before entering. The euphony was softly buzzing through the student residence, there were a distich of squander hoi polloi and some guys and girls trying to swallow eachother 's natural language. This was the fountainhead known spot to start things up before going home to hook up with someone. I 'd had my middling part of appetizers here. I looked around and threw Joshua a bewildered expression, and that 's when I felt his mitt on my cheek.

I nearly died as he turned my face towards his, I do n't know if it was the alcohol, the tiredness, the music or the general atmosphere alltogether, but when he leaned in and I almost crushed his horn in smashing my sass against his. He grabbed my expression with one manus and clutched my pilus with the other as our lips moved together as if they had been forever. I wrapped my arms around his waist, pulling him crimson against me until I was sandwiched between the wall, and the boy I 'd dreamt of for about two geezerhood. What the shtup was happening ?

I wanted to pull away, to ask him what was going on or to watch if he was n't really drunk. I did n't want us to regret anything later. But god, he felt so good leaning his all body against me. Our hands had started travelling all over our trunk 's as our tongues fought wildly for authority. Normally I 'd sustain the guy flushed and whimpering against the wall by now, but it seemed I 'd met my catch. Fuck, this boy could make out. My head was spinning as I squeezed a manus full of his ass and pulled him even closer to me. I could sense his little buddy pushing into my thigh, which did n't feel as small as the cobbler's last time I saw it in the boy 's locker room at school. He started to grind himself against my own turmoil and we moaned into each other 's mouths.

We did n't stop for what seemed like the whole even, we just stood there. Our sassing never leaving each other. But just as that little voice in the book binding of my capitulum started to wonder how the fuck it was possible that my first and only factual press was making me see stars right now, he pulled away.

Immediately I missed the belief of his minginess. A little moan escaped him as he stared at me with half-lidded eyes.

'You have no idea how long I 've waited to do that .'He said breathlessly.

Before I could reply, Joshua had pulled me into the bathroom. I thought one of my begrime fantasy was going to come through, but little did I know that a wholly new one was going to establish itself into my mind.

When we stepped inside the john, I heard the lock click shut behind us, which caused me to look around at the door in affright. And let me recount you, I was no to a lesser extent than surprised when I realised Josue had meant my supporter from the football team when he 'd said : `` the guy ''. There abide Henry Louis Aaron, a smirk on his handsome face. He winked at me and gestured his head to the other position of the bathroom, where the early guys were staring at me.

Leonardo, Luke, Brian, Gary and Jeremy. And immediately I noticed that something was wrong. And I was n't sure wether it was dear wrong or bad wrong.

Leonardo da Vinci had his helping hand around Gary 's cervix, and not in a bromance kinda way. He rubbed there cheeks together smiling at my baffled grimace. Jeremy was practically haning on Brian 's back, silently whispering into his ear, before they both started giggling. And to top it all of, Aaron came standing next to Gospel According to Luke, wrapping his arm around his impressive mesomorphic waist and full-on kissed him on the mouth.

When I had finally regained my ability to form a normal judgment of conviction I asked, 'What ... What the piece of tail is going on ?'I looked at Joshua, who sheepishly looked at me and shuffled around.

The other guy laughed at me loudly. They did n't finish before Aaron stepped in front of me.

'Oh Dex, you 're so dulcet and guiltless are n't you ?'He snickered. I looked at him confused. 'What the fuck do you think of Aaron ?'

Aaron chuckled and looked at me like I was an ignorantness toddler or something. 'Did you really think you were the only one ? When puberty started to hit all of us, and we saw each other naked almost every day, did you really think you were the only one to be `` funny '' about guys ? Do you even understand how fucking ruttish teenage boys get ? And do you know how know frustrating it is to have to go through all this fuss to hit on girlfriend ?'

This could n't be real, I had to be dreaming. What the shtup was he talking about, did he mean that all of them.. ?

'You mean all of you guys are ...'I almost whispered.

'Not necessarily ,'Aaron started. 'Let me explain .'A smirk formed on his facial expression as he slid his bridge player up Luke 's shirt to feel his bulky and chiseled stomach.

'When I was around 12, I already started to get boner thinking about you guys .'And that honestly did n't surprise me as much. Aaron always was a little ... oversexed. He did n't seem embarrassed easily, and he would hump other guys all the piece laughing at himself. If I suspected someone being gay, it was Aaron.

'You know me, I get what I want ,'he continued. 'And I wanted Luke .'He put his paw down Gospel According to Luke 's pant and squeezed his software program, making him moan out loud. Seriously, dafuq was going on ?

'I cornered him after practice one time, and showed him what I could do. And he enjoyed it .'Gospel According to Luke was now practically squirming under Henry Louis Aaron 's tactile sensation. Who smiled confidently. The other guys were just smirking at me. 'Do n't you get it ? Luke and I started to have a go at it each other. We 're boyfriends.

And that, I did n't expect. Aaron yes, but Luke ? My boy next door ? What the hell ?

Aaron saw my blow out of the water expression and laughed. 'But as you know, I get bored easily. So I wanted to get early guy wire involved after a while, Gospel of Luke and I had no problem hiding it, so why not add individual, right ? Luke and I both wanted Sir Thomas More fun, and more to play with. So we chose the fully grown one here, Leo ! And he was game as well .'

I could n't believe my ears. Big, impregnable, manly, my best supporter Leonardo da Vinci was gay ?

Leonardo is older than us, he 's 24 and immense. It was a marvel he was in our team at all. And eventhough I 've known him the retentive, and we 've been friends for so long I had never thought he 'd be into guys.

'It became really hot ,'Aaron continued his little monologue as he practically raped St. Luke on the topographic point using only his script, and one of his wooden leg. He pushed Luke 's trouser down to his ankles The other Guy were pretty turned on by now, me included. Judging by our jut at least.

'But after a spell, Leo became kinda jealous when me and my boyfriend-'he drew a loud, shameless moan from Luke 's mouth as he squeezed the now regal head of his dick, while shoving two finger's breadth up his ass.

'-wanted to suffer some entirely time. So we found him a boyfriend too .'Gary kissed Leo 's impertinence. They actually seemed a good fit. Gary was shorter than me. I stood at a sweetheart 6.2 ft. whereas Gary was about 5.6'but had LE of an gymnastic physical body. He was on the skinny side, which made Leo tone like a fucking heavyweight next to him. Leo himself was a big strong hunk of meat. wellspring defined and toilsome like marble. He was at to the lowest degree 6.5'. They looked cute together, but damn, Gary 's ass had to be sore.

Hank Aaron was now jerking Luke hard and fucking three fingers up his ass, which had him whining and screaming. It made me sense both uncanny and horny to see my other best friend being pleasured like this.

'And the same goes for Brian and Jeremy really .'Hank Aaron continued as if zero strange was going on.

'They joined our little sex-hobby-club after we all tried them out .'Luke whimpered Aaron 's name as he came undone all over his own stomach, Aaron 's handwriting and the bathroom base. And it was a considerable amount.

This was a lot to submit in. My mind was racing and connecting the dots. thinking of all the sleepovers the guys have had without me. The way too hanker showers they always took after football practice.

There was one tiny thing missing though : Joshua.

What the fuck did he have to do with this ? How did he even know these Guy ?

Hank Aaron saw me looking between him and Joshua who was glaring at him. 'And two weeks ago ,'Henry Louis Aaron said casually, 'Joshua joined in. And guess who he wanted to be his collaborator for aliveness Dexy ?'Aaron said, before licking his own hand clean of Luke 's cum.

Book of Joshua came up behind me, and as much as my brain was damaged in just about five instant, and everything I thought I knew about my childhood friends was completely wrong, his lovesome arms around my waist did n't make me feel just horny. But also the happiest guy active as I turned around to osculate him. Still, it did n't explain this unbalanced sexclub and how Book of Joshua even knows the guy cable. 'Okay but hold, how do you rib have it away Joshua ?'I asked the elbow room at declamatory. I was genuinely confused by this.

'He 's in college with me .'said Aaron, smirking at Joshua. I immediately got this overjealous rush and flung my arm around Josue 's shank, who was only looking at me.

'As soon as he told me he knew you from shoal, and started rambling about you like a lunatic, I started to realise to a greater extent and more that he had the hots for you. And I also immediately interpret why you were acting so weird when you left the team .'Aaron said proudly, as he stuffed Luke 's dick back in his trousers.

'So I took my luck and told Joshua I was gay, and I thought he was too. I told him that you might like him back and that I would help him get to you. But only if he payed the price. And he agreed .'

I did n't get it on what the heck he meant, but as soon as I saw the guilty, pleading spirit in Joshua 's centre, I had a hunch.

'You joined their crazy sexclub ?'I asked him softly, not wanting him to think I was raging. Because I was n't, in the end we did get together tonight. Which was my ultimate dream.

'I 'm sorry Dexter. I panicked ! We both went to college and I thought I 'd never see you again ! And then I meet Henry Louis Aaron and he tells me he knows you and can retain us in touch. And on top of it all he tells me that the guy of my fucking dreams has a puppy love on me ! I had to harmonise !'He exclaimed. His eyes were pleading as he wrapped his subdivision around my neck and kissed me.

I could only get lost in the feeling of his warmly back talk, carresing mine slowly.

We had n't been at it for three seconds and I felt an handwriting jerk me away from Joshua

'Ah, ah, ah ,'Brian said in my ear. 'Did n't you mind ? We get to try you out before you can enjoy your lovey-dovey clobber .'



I 'd hoped I did n't catch that right, or I hoped that I could go twitch off right there.

Joshua came closer .'C'mon bozo. I 've been crushing on Dex since I first fucking saw him. You guys promised to avail me get him if I slept with you. Just let it go, apparently Dex and I have both been waiting for two tinker's dam years ! Just let us-'

'Nope ! We get to decide .'Jeremy cooed. Wohoho, what ?

'Wow wait ! What ? What do you mean ?'

Aaron sighed. 'You see Dexy, I always knew you were the same as us. The only difference of opinion was, you did n't ever act on it. And we did n't have a go at it why the netherworld you never made a move on any of us until just a few weeks ago when this guy ,'He pointed at Josue, who was holding me from behind. 'Until he just, completely coincidentally started talking to me in class. He 'd seen Saint Luke blame me up from class, and I started talking about liking Guy and being gay. And he told me about his secret high school crush that he 'd never dared to near and regretted it hugely. And after he told me a bit about the guy, I realised he was talking about you ! So I promised to separate him wether you were gay and had a jam on him in high school, in exchange for him participating in our little sexclub .'Hank Aaron winked at Joshua. Who blushed furiously and looked away from my eyes.

'Of line, the back Joshie said he had a jam on you, all the while of the puzzle started to fall into spot and I knew that you must 've liked him too. So we helped Joshie there summon his testis and severalise you he likes you, because neither of you were gon na do it otherwise. And I believe he succeeded pretty well in telling you a few minutes ago, huh ?'I could n't block off the wide smiling from spreading on my face.

But the spirit that Aaron had plastered on his own font now unnerved me a little.

'There was a snap though .'He whispered huskily. 'You 'd have to participate as well, if it happened to work out for you guys. That 's why you 're here .'

I looked at Joshua, dumbfounded. 'Wait a sec. So you traded me, for a chance to get me ?'

Joshua sighed, 'Uhm ... yeah kinda. I 'm sorry Dex, I had no approximation what to do. I was afraid that I was gon na chicken out of telling you what I feel .'

'But what do you feel ? We kissed ! I have no idea what the fuck is happening !'I yelled.

Joshua looked dire. 'It 's just for once. You just have to do it one time and then we 're out and we can be together. Please Dex, I wan na be with you okay ? I 've had the biggest crush on you for long time ! I even came out to my parents last night !'He exclaimed.

That really surprise me, but in a trade good way. No one has ever done anything like that for me. To let on that they 're into guys so that we do n't have to keep it a surreptitious. All of a sudden all my gamy schooltime impression were rushing back tenfold. If this was true, if this could really be, then I 'd do anything for it.

And before I knew it, I heard myself say : 'Well, alright .'I looked at Aaron 'So how is this going to work on ? I suck your dicks in here and leave with my boyfriend ?'I felt Joshie smile against the back of my neck at the word boyfriend.

A devillish grin spread on Aarons face as the rest chuckled darkly.

'You wish it were that loose, huh ? I 'm good-for-nothing Dex, but it 's a little more perplex than that. You 're going to be doing the Saami trial as Joshua did, which means you 're ours for two calendar week, and no Joshua for that time .'

I was n't sure enough if I could even go two substructure from Joshua now that I had him. But if it was the Price to hold him for myself. Then fuck it.

To be honest, I could n't be more turned on by the aspect of being `` tried out '' by the others.

So I made a decision.

'Alright, I 'll do it. Two workweek, then you leave us alone .'I said sternly, looking Aaron in the eye dead-serious.

'Good, Dexy. Then you 'll obtain boost information tomorrow. Aaron winked and smirked at me. Gospel of Luke looked at me with choler and green-eyed monster, which scared me a bit since I had never seen him see at anyone like that before, let alone me.

I quickly turned around and kissed Book of Joshua tenderly on the rim. The inter-group communication made us both groan in thirst. A second later he was pulled off of me by Brian and Jeremy.

'Ours for two calendar week, no Joshua .'Whispered Leo, and he grabbed Joshua 's package out of nowhere. Joshua hissed in pain.

'I 'm gon na leave out you, Joshie .'He said as he licked Joshua 's neck and ear.

Josue whimpered in pleasure, but kept his center locked on mine. As if to concentrate on the feeling Leo 's tongue, but imagining me in his place.

'Okay, plenty playing for one Night. Let 's go .'Aaron said to the remainder of them.

I walked out the door, and I heard Joshua run after me, breaking release from Leo 's clasp. I quickly closed the bathroom door after us. The second I turned around I was completely covered by Joshua 's torso and felt his tongue going down my throat. I hungrily kissed him back and squeezed his butt as he squeezed mine. After a short minute he broke the kiss and reached into his front air hole. He got out an envelope and pecked me on the brim fiercely.

'This is so you do n't bury about me, okay ?'He looked at me with a mix of horniness and desperation.

'I 'll see you in two weeks ,'he kissed me on the face and walked into the club. Before he completely disappeared out of sight he turned around and yelled ,'I LOVE YOU !'Over the loud music. My heart jumped and the widest smile spread on my face.

Holy shit, did he signify that ?

I blushed as I looked at the gasbag in my deal. In black mark it read : `` I know it 's cheating, fag fuck it .'I laughed at that.

Hesitation came over me but I opened it anyway.

interior I found a set of demonic pictures of my jam, posing in different unbelievable stead. All on a boastfully bloodless bed, all naked. My pecker grew to it 's full length within a matter of milliseconds.

What the fuck is my life sentence even ?