*Author's Note- This is based of the KoRn song"Daddy,"and this is just how I would view the outcome of the song to go by, if you don't know the history of the song, look it up. I hope I've done the song justice, with a spin of my own at the end, even though for those of you who have listened to the call, the melt down of Jon ( the singer ) at the end of the track kind of inspired the death entry. Enjoy. : ) *


entry One- April 20th 20**

Had a good day with mom and dad today, we went out with some of their supporter and their kids to the beach. I didn't play much with them though, I'm kinda shy and don't get along with most kids. They sorta make fun of me nigh of the time anyway.

Something interesting though, a new neighbor that moved in close week joined us, mom said it would be"hostpitabel"or something like that, she said her epithet was Liz. She seemed kind of nice, she was pretty to, she kept most of the boys around her including me, she must have a son of her own ‘ cus she knew the kind of matter we like, talking about biz and stuff.

She had us talking about miss at some point saying"Some can be foreign, but sometimes mature is a better route to go."I don't really bang what she meant but when she said it she gave me a particular look, I don't know why though. I don't like drawing care to myself, but I really did savour talking to her, and when the others went to play on the beach, I stayed with her and talked.

No one has listened to me blab out that long since I don't know when, I think we can be unspoiled friends.

Entry Two- April 27th 20**

I forgot to take hold of my key before heading to school day and got locked out of the house for awhile. Mom and dad were still at workplace so I checked with the neighbors, only Liz was home though. She let me in and I told her what happened, she said I could use her phone to call my parents. When I did they said I should ask Liz if I could rest with her until they came home plate in an hour. She said it was ok.

We talked about school and things. She showed me around her house, but she wouldn't let me go in a sure room, she said it was her"particular place,"I'm not sure what she was talking about, but she said"every grown up has one."

I'll have to stool certainly and ask mom and dad about theirs…

Entry Three- May 5th 20**

I don't have many champion, really none to be good, but Liz said she would be my friend.

I'm so happy, I've never had a friend as secure as her. She lets me stay over when I get family from shoal, mom and dad said it was ok, I think they're just happy that I finally have a Friend.

Liz hugged me really tight, I almost couldn't breathe, when I came and visited her today, she says she missed me. I didn't get to see her all weekend. I know I was blushing really heavy, I could feel every region of her when she gave me that hug and it made me kinda abashed, but then she let go and gave me some biscuit and we talked about what she did before she moved.

She was a Dr. in California, it made me wonder why she moved all the way to the former side of meat of the US, she said she needed some remainder away from the city, and she has sept here. She says she has a son about my age, but she doesn't get to see him often cus he lives with his dad. She got a sad flavour on her face, but then she looked at me and smiled and said"but its ok, as long as you keep me company Davey."And she stroked my face and I felt the rosiness pop back up. Only mom has ever done that to me and it felt unearthly, but, at the Lapp meter I did like it.

I like Liz.

first appearance Four- May 25th 20**

I can't think back what happened today. Mom and dad took me to the hospital because I blacked out and Liz's. They didn't find anything incorrectly but they are keeping me overnight.

I was at Liz's like normal, she greeted me with her hug which I've gotten used to, and she took me into the kitchen to give me some chocolate flake cooky. I noticed the cookies tasted a bit differently then usual, but I didn't say anything because I didn't want to ache her feelings, so I kept eating them.

Everything was fine, but after I ate a couple of cookies I started to feel a bit sleepy, and I started to sway in my chairperson and stumble in what I was saying to her. Then, I think it was just a"halloosination"but Liz smiled really unearthly at me and put her hand on the upper part of my thigh at touched me…there, before everything went blank.

I didn't tell mom or dad, I don't want to get her fuss for something I imagined.

I can still feel that touch though…

Entry Five- June 3rd 20**

Everything has been pattern with Liz, I haven't blacked out again, and she hasn't made any movement towards me. But I can still feel that touch, and my privates still feel uncanny, really sensitive.

I saw this fairly female child the other day and it stood straight up, I've never had it happen and I got scare off. I told mom and dad, and they said it was mulct and instinctive and didn't do anything after.

Late that nighttime, I stayed up and it got hard again and I wondered what it would feel like to touch it. When I did it felt really estimable, and I continued, then I felt REALLY good, and then my phallus exploded with this Edward White sticky stuff, I don't know what it was, but I cleaned it up.

I didn't tell mom or dad.

Entry 6- June 11th 20**

Liz has gotten a bit strange, she kissed me on the impertinence today, and laid her hand on my thigh when we were watching a moving-picture show, I didn't move it though, it felt kinda upright and made my phallus hard again. I hid it with a pillow so she couldn't see.

I hope she didn't, I don't want to spite her. I wonder if she does that too when she gets excited, I've never seen her or mom do it though. I'll have to ask.

accounting entry 7- July 4th 20**

Why did she do that ? Why ? I don't understand ? pa, why didn't you believe me ? She hurt me and you don't care.

Liz, I thought you were my friend, and you hurt me.

I feel so alone, no one will believe me. She says she was going to love me, and she touched me, lead me to her"particular place"a red way with a big bed, she made me undress, then tied me to the bed and played with me.

She got naked…she made me feel in effect, better than my hand.

NO ! nO ! WhY ? ! I didn't want it ! Why ! She made me Daddy ! Pleeease…believe me !

Tied down…

That's a good boy…

No one heard my screams…

I feel…dirty…

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY…

entranceway 8- August 20**

She keeps doing it, she keeps pain me, wHy…whyyyy, why won't you belive me mommy, why ? screw you ! No, Fuck ! I don't want it…

I don't want to hurt anymore…why does it own to hurt…

introduction 9- October 20**

TheY woNT beliEve me, whY ? What haev I donE to deseeerveee thisss ?

Daddy…it hurts…it hurrtsss…it huuuuuurtssss…

ledger entry 10- Its covered in origin, found in Liz's house. Dated November 6th 20**

wHY ? Wyh du u Hve to dOo thsi ? to mE ? I aM ur SON ? WhY do U noT trust me ? I haD tooo lay off itt, sHe kept hurTINg ME and YOU DIDN'T fear ! nookie YOU !

It's OVER NOW isn't it pa ? I'M coVereD in her BLOOD now, in a WHORE'S BLOOD !

I feel dirty, assist me…

Mother please forgive me, I just had to get out all my bother and hurt. Now that I am done remember, I will always love you. I'm your son…





Can I be your Daddy ?

**Thanks for reading, this is one of my favorite birdsong by KoRn, and I felt the urge to write a fic about it. This is my first fic as well, and I think I will start writing more. I hope you've enjoyed, pace and give feedback. **