I forgot to put incest as one of the subject, so re-posting ! My bad !

So um little warning, this percentage of my uh tale ? I dead reckoning fib is right-hand word, um is a minuscule darker. Sorry but it's true, not too dark just, I was going through many emotions the day after.

I awoke the break of the day after feeling like I had slept for days. At first the dark before with my mother felt like a dream, that was until I vastly became cognisant of my nakedness. I grinded my tooth as I do when I am trying to blot out how queasy I am, so I guess I was trying to obliterate it from myself ? After though my initial awe of what happened passed, I realized I heard the shower on, quickly I rolled onto my book binding, feeling with my hand the border of the bed.

My female parent had already slipped out of the bed. I sat up, blanket falling down and my breast just out and exposed. I remember looking down at them and blushing, scratching the side of my nerve, but the overplus quickly became overwhelming as I looked around for my shirt. It wasn't in the room so I just fell back into the bed, curling up this time and making sure I was wrapped from feet to make out. I pretty much just laid there silently looking at my mitt, caressing my fingerbreadth with my thumb, lol like as if I was trying to seduce sure I was substantial or something…

The interference of the flow body of water had long stopped, I had to start to wonder what was taking my mom so long, but didn't honestly put too a lot thought into it, just paused every now and then to hear. Oh right ! You should eff she has her own lavatory connected to her bedchamber, so ya lol. So ya I just sorta laid there until the audio of the john door opening made me jump. I got up with a smile on my face…but sadly it was quickly gone and I was holding back teardrop once again as I saw my mom fixing her arm for work. .

You know, now that I am a bit previous, I'd like to think a tad wiser : P hehe. I realize now that one of the Major thing that change as you grow up, is you are truly taught the lesson that life simply goes on. It isn't that the night before wasn't as important to her as it was to me, simply that I was young and had yet learn that fact, I was a kid and something major had happened to me, so in the distinctive nestling response, I had expected the entire existence to end and feel as if it had changed also. So ya unaware of that life lesson, I was insanely hurt by the fact that she was going to work out so easily.

scathe and pissed, I looked at her with the most annoyed brass I could make. middle squinted hard and mouth closed harshly. Once my mom noticed my glare at her, she huffed and her hands hit the side of her second joint. ( that was her, what's up ? What's wrong motion that I had became very use to ). And you should know I hated that, she knew I hated that, it's like kinda rude in my center ? Just say the words. Well I like breathed out through my nose pissed that she did that, but instead of her usual response of going"Oh what is it ?"Instead this prison term she gently asked."Kim, babe, what's improper ?"I sharply looked back at her, and simply said nothing !

My mom, I guess trying to be patient, sat at the edge of the bed, and said the very LITERALLY the thoroughgoing thing I thought she should of said."beloved, do you need me to stay home ? We can talk about, well, anything you want."Heh…she said the words, she even looked like she truly meant it, so even till today, I ask myself, why didn't I just accept her offer ? Why did I have to be a bitch. *sigh* So ya instead of saying, yes please ! I need you to stay ! No instead of I just got out of bed, keeping the cover tightly held to my chest, responding to her without even looking at her."No I'm fine, go to work."Was all I had to say. Oh little rummy incline bill haha was actually hard shuffling with my foot over the mantle ( im not tall LOL ! )

I guess trying to be a good mom, she cut me off at the door*sigh* It's like, you know when you are just so wild, but you want to like…you want to just hold back being mad you want to just say"hey I'm sorry."But you don't….well that was this casing. She cut me off asking me, pleading with me to delight verbalize to her. But being the stubborn brat that I was AND YES I ADMIT IT I WAS…key Logos is was…anyways ! I just told her in a very low but unforgiving look"Please just let me go to my way, I want to be left alone, okay ? !"
My mom simply put her question down, I remember this action very well cuz, well…cuz I just wanted to grab her and…yes kiss her. But as you may assure, this day was just becoming a blueprint of things I wish I did differently cuz well, I just nodded for her to open the room access, and left as she did.

Now in my elbow room, I dropped the blanket, crying quietly to myself, but my handwriting shook it's self into a fist as I grabbed my hair, I hated myself in that moment, but I wasn't sure what I hated myself for, the sex, or giving her the cold berm after. I know sex is never what we want it to be our 1st times, but my problem wasn't this, it was the opposite damn it. I was furious that, she was perfect she wasn't this monster I partly wanted her to be, she was easy and loving the intact clock time, and it was amazing, dare I say gross for me ? But It was with my female parent and I was upset, trouble how much I had enjoyed myself.

well feeling really weird just being naked, I had decided to chance some apparel. I walked to my wardrobe, but stopped as I heard the front door open and close…I remembering just, I dunno, snickering ? in letdown that she actually left, and just shrugging it off, telling myself…fuck her.

So ya, feeling too many emotions to dole out with, I decided to …well take a shower to relax/erm…clean up ya…So ya..there I was in the exhibitor, script against the wall, middle closed and me just trying to relax, trying to just consecrate on the hot pee running down my physical structure, I had it so hot my skin was turning pink lol. Sadly, the deception of a decent hot rain shower, did not work this meter as I, well began once again playing back the event of last Nox, though this time was unlike, my mom drifted not to what she had done to me, but to her body, how ….how awe-inspiring she looked, and I found myself starting to go very turn on.

I remember my hand, drifting down my chest and cupping my left wing white meat. I massaged myself gently, blushing, pretending it was my mom's bridge player on me. For a minute I think I just stood there massaging my white meat, rubbing my stomach with my other helping hand, avoiding actually touching my pussy. Then, heh it's weird where our mind go sometimes…or well mine at least, I thought of my father…I thought of my sidekick and I began to think of what they would think…then of how my Quaker would guess me, what they would say of me if they knew and I just 100 % immediately stopped…no longer did I even have the energy to fight the knots in my stomach or even cry, so instead I simply sat down in the shower, slouching myself up against the corner, just sitting there for not sure how long, but felt like 15 min+.

I guess just simply the hotness had became too often, or just sitting on the arduous shower floor for so hanker my bum was going blunt : P So I had decided to finally get out, I poured individual wash on my hands and just gave myself a quick cleansing, you know, shampoo ect ect hehe.

So ya this is sorta when I lost it…lol. When I exited the shower, I didn't even grab a towel, I just felt kinda like a zombie, drained…mentally exhausted. Then…I don't know…I looked at the mirror which now was super foggy, I leaned over jump from the coldness I felt as my cutis touched the edge of the sink. I wiped away as a good deal as I could ( im short ! ) and ya I mean I just stepped back and looked at myself.

I was just, I was confused. I looked at myself thinking, what, I mean what could she potential see me in me that was so big ? I examined myself from head to waist. I thought, my heart are kinda pretty…maybe she liked them ? Then I looked at my breast, I…I never really looked at them like this before I always thought they where kinda nice, I developed early, but…never really saw them as object of desire before. I looked at them, remembering like, like how much my mom just seemed to…erm revel them. I…just, I became quickly embarrassed tbh, and even felt a trivial stunned, trying to intend of what my own mother found trump about me…haha*sigh*

Well…needless to say embarrassment quickly turned into shame *Sigh* and ignominy quickly became wrath. I was angry…angry at myself but wanting to put all the incrimination on her…I foolishly did and I just became filled with cult, so much rage it was like I woke up, my body just got all this energy and ira and I just I didn't know where to put it like I needed to physically put it somewhere and I just looked at myself and I just was thinking how, like god how could I allow this happen, how could she do this to me, how just how. It just all built up too fast till finally I just grabbed the script easy lay pump, fully prepared to drop at the mirror.

So…there I was looking at myself, my hand up in throwing motion, but I just I guess I stopped cuz I haha thought of how mad my mom would be, how it would cost money to repair it, and well it sounds silent but I liked the mirror so that factored into it too. But…but then I erm…I thought again how practically my mom use to get disturbance when my crony broke stuff when he got wild and how annoyed she gets even when we break stuff on accident and I …I just SCREAMED I MEAN I JUST SCREAMED and threw it with all my might at the mirror breaking the easy lay feeding bottle thingy ( it was a nice like glass thingy my fantastic ma bought me ) And it just broke and the mirror had 2 giant fracture with a like huge gash where I threw it.

I stood there, looking at my William Christopher Handy work, and just I was just still so mad that I just grabbed my tomentum as slopped as I could and pulled it back, still screaming, falling to my knees and once again, crying but this time just full blown weeping, shivering and all…It got so bad that I started to hic up and almost threw up. I even found myself over the toilet, but I didn't.

So, ya… that happened lol. But after I calmed down finally, I got up and got dressed ( slipped over a farseeing pitch-dark HBK jersey, and a pair of ping scanty ) To hell with matching ! I didn't aid ... My fountainhead was killing me and I was top-notch freakin hungry…but didn't feel exactly like cooking…lol. So I called my favorite pizza seat ! mystifying dish blimp paddy with excess cheese..mmmmm : P fountainhead while I was waiting…I was just like sorta bored and trying not to think of in conclusion night, so I decided to rent a movie on requirement ( Iron man in case any of you care. ) Oh ya, not, that it's authoritative but I am a pretty big D/C fan ! Im a hardcore comic girl…so let's all hope man of brand rocks ! Cuz I am tired of marvel wtfpwnig the comic account book movie world ! I mean…ya batman is cool but really heath leger's joker made that trilogy particular, the first one was ok, third base one good, only the dark knight was a original spell.

Anyways…lol sorry now that that is out of my system…I will continue hehe…oh ya young Justice Department rules ! Ok ok I'm done : P So there I was watching smoothing iron man, till finally I heard the door knocking. I quickly jumped up thinking THANK GOD ! Lol…but to my dismay…lol dismay smell at me being all fancy, anyways to my dismay ! It wasn't the pizza guy…

It's like of all the masses in the earthly concern I really didn't want to see ( other than my mom, or maybe I did want to see her who knows, surely not me ) My dad…was at the door UGH. Ya…needless to say I was just taken back, I immediately was like…DAD ? ! I think if I recall correctly, my voice even crackled lol. Ya, so like I just..haha I stood there blocking him from entering till finally he knocked me back to realness. He was like"Uh…Move ?"lol ya…that's my dad for ya : P As he walked in he took a quick face around. Becoming oddly nervous as if somehow he had aperient power and knew what had happened here death nighttime, I questioned him as to why he was here.

Well he saw my pants on the base, I watched him just stare at them. I just…my warmheartedness began to backwash like a one thousand metre faster than it should, I just all I could do from panicking was I just stabbed my intimate hand with my nails telling myself SHUT UP in my head saying it's not like it's not normal to just experience my pants laying around he has no musical theme your being an changeling ! Then, it was like as if god was just messing with me, to make things spoiled my dad picked up my jeans, squeezing them feeling them. I was like"What are you doing ?"Then..my body just lol, just let out a big sigh of relief as he went in my sac and grabbed out my speech sound, his face giving me that…tisk tisk look hehe. He saw how like…panicy I was or how just tranquillise I had become all of a sudden not sure, but he is not one to let something go. Soooo my dad being who he is quickly began to grill me asking me."What's incorrect ? Scared I was gon na find something else in your trouser, and also observe your damn phone charged Kimberly ! ( he calls me full epithet when he is lecturing. )

Apparently he was worried all day because last he heard I was going by Ruben's…and he had tried to telephone me to find out up, but I guess I just let my phone die out and then he had been ineffectual to reach my mom. ( I found out eld later that she actually felt too inept to mouth to him that day.

I told him no to his questions, but he was suspicious so he had begun to riffle through my pants pouch, which quite frankly pissed me off and I was already moody that day. So well haha honestly I just raged. I was like DAD stay WTH. He just…typically laughed off my response telling me to calm down, which just made it so very much defective so I walked up to him and snatched my bloomers, telling him not touch my things. He then went. HEY ! You know in that way begetter do implying showing them respect, but I just rolled my eyes and said, dad Ruben dumped me, I am not in the mood.

You should be intimate my dad has never been marvelous with the drama situations so his reaction haha was like"Ah fuck you okay ?"lol. So ya I just was like"I'm fine."But honestly I just wanted him to exit, nothing against him I just wanted to be left alone ya know ? And also well like Ruben literally meant nothing to me haha being dumped really was soooo minor to me now. well anyways, he wasn't seeming to get the movie that I wanted to be left alone as he sat down on the couch. But quickly after he sat down, the pizza guy finally knocked.

My dad asked who that was. I told him I had ordered pizza pie, he haha said"Oh nice, from genoz ?"I was like…yes…how we like it. I gave a faint smile as he got up to go pay for it, but honestly I just was thinking…o god he isn't gon na go lol. So ya…my dad paid, placed the pizza on the table, opening it and taking a big snuff as if he had never smelled it before haha. I was like…"Dad I ordered that for myself !"And he looked at me and said"A boastfully pizza for yourself ? Also I paid !"I was like…well it's not like I asked you too I was going to…You just sorta got to the door first, besides ! I was gon na eat it over the course of 2 or 3 days ! My dad though just went"Bah I'll get ya another one if you want it so bad in 3 days."I …ugh panicking I just…honestly I just figured I'd play the the true scorecard ( half truth ).

I simply just, one-half whispered to my dad, telling him that I love him and thanks for checking on me, but I really just need to be alone right now. I was hoping for a simple O.K., maybe he takes a piece of music or two of pizza pie with him lol, but nope, cypher is ever that simple. He just grabbed a piece and sat down, pointing across from him, asking me to take a seat. I think I just like sighed and like made that motor audio with my lips haha.

So I did as he asked and sat down, but I just crossed my arms as I sat down, giving him a pretty undeservingly moth-eaten"What ?"He just well went on to secern me he was worried about me, he was worried about how I have been acting lately. He told me that he gets everyone has to go through a rough maculation where they need to act out, but he specifically told me he was very unpleased in how I had been treating my mother…haha you could only think how just, blind drunk my head got as I tried not to burst out in anger, and at same fourth dimension had to begin fighting back the rent that was forming. It was like he just couldn't of said anything worse as he had told me how he talked to my mom. And how she told him I just needed meter I I JUST I JUST WANTED HIM TO SHUT UP. He was praising her like she was the best freakin mother ever. He was telling me how she told him to be affected role that it's a phase it will pass. He was telling me how much my mother loves me and how she would do anything for me….heh all I could think was he should bed what she has fucking done TO me.

Anyways, I guess he misinterpret my tears, but then again, what sane Padre would see his daughter in tears and go, oh hey you must be stressed over the sex with your mother LOL ! So ya, misreading em, my dad just was all like, I am not saying this stuff to make you feel bad, I just want you to do it your female parent loves you, I love you blah blah blah. It's like thanks but…you just don't know.

wellspring needless to say lol tbh, my reaction as ummm less then positive as I just told him to please kibosh, that he has no idea what I am going through. My words where variety, but my tone was totally, hey piss off lol. fountainhead you know how tike and parents are, we never think they understand, but they usually do, though in this case I truly don't think he did. Though it did not block him from giving me the old"Kim, listen I have been confound stuff in my life."He even gave me the you think your ma and I breaking up was well-to-do on me speech - -. Honestly though the oddest thing happen, I was watching my dad public lecture to me, being you know…a father…a parent and I just, well I melted as dumb as that may sound, I just melted and completely instantly relaxed.

I just ha, I almost laughed but I just smiled and said thanks dad. He haha my dad is a pretty funny guy : P So my dad was just like"No prob…so we good ? Did I fix ya ?"I just glared at him and was like um I wasn't broke and you were doing great public treasury then you jerk. So lol anyways after that it was pretty normal we talked about how big of a jolt Ruben is ( I lied a little ) And we both knew it was me who was the beef but it was really relaxing bashing the guy who dumped me with my dad haha. Oh also I am a horrible sister : P BUT HE IS A BAD Dad cuz we both had a unspoilt laugh at my Brother who apparently had got mugged ? I think mugged, what is it called when you fall asleep in the and someone takes your haversack lol.
So ya the rest of the day more or less was slow, we restarted the flick, I got a mini lecture of how I only ate 1 piece of pizza and how wasteful it was to order a large haha, you know just convention stuff..and god was it what I needed just some normal time with a parent. I think about half way through the last fight scene of branding iron man I just fell asleep, cuddle up against my dad, smiling and just not even thinking about her or the night before.

So, I guess despite having a well night of good slumber, I think I was just emotionally drained. I slept for a few hours apparently and my dad had seem to fallen asleep as well holding me hehe. Everything was just, a close to hone as it could have been considering. But then…she came abode. I was woken up by the threshold closing, and my mom going"Robert ? ? ?"My mom ha just seemed so thrown that my dad was over. I remember her cracking her neck ( which she sometimes does when she is caught off precaution ).
My dad quickly jumped up, which kinda made me sad, I even….grabbed onto him trying to keep him for just a moment longer, I loved the feeling of his chest, his odor, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY AT ALL I never have ever had feelings for my founding father, just…I was that father feel, like I was safe with him and I just didn't want to him to go. Sadly though, my slight attempt to hold onto him failed as he just laughed me off and got up, resting my hands back onto the couch.

There was a quick conversation between the two, my mom asking why he was there and my dad asking why she wasn't picking up her telephone. I am not sure if my mom lied or just bechance to have a secure reasonableness, but the ground she gave was, she was in a confluence with a client and had her headphone muted. I remember my dad like, blowing out like his lips got big as he blew out and that's simply his typical"im tired im out guys."William Tell. He even stretched, yawning, looking at me. It took everything in me to not cry, it literally took my fill in travail to just, not cry.

He asked if I felt better, if I was alright now. Heh it's Weird. I remember feeling like, trapped like plz don't leave me alone with her ! But there was nothing keeping me there ? There was nothing stopping me but myself from leaving, from not being alone with her, simply me, weird huh ? Too tactile property trapped but only to be trapped by yourself lol.

My mom walked my dad out the door, I think they talked for a arcminute or two, not trusted what about but I didn't feel like waiting for my mom to derive in and say or do something, so I simply got up off the couch and glided half dazed to my room, locking the door and just falling on my bed, and rolling up into the kernel. I laid there, just waiting for her, finally I heard her walking down the mansion, stopping in front of my door. There wasn't even a minute of silence, the secondment she reached my door she immediately knocked, turning the handle, unsuccessfully trying to participate my elbow room.

I didn't say a work I just sat up and looked at the door, my essence began to feel as if it was sinking down into my stomach. I was expecting her to say spread the room access, or something, ask how I was ? Ask to tattle, I don't know, all I know is she did none of those. Instead she merely asked if I needed anything. I told her I just wanted to be left alone right now. And with a unproblematic alright, I heard her paseo away.

So I pretty a lot laid there for just awhile, not sure how long wasn't even sure what time it was I am guessing passport 6, considering my mom gets home around 5:30-6 usually. Anyways I got up, bored ? But unwilling to leave my room, so I went to my ledge and finally gave in haha. My admirer Amy had been trying to get me to watch out Buffy the lamia Slayer for like EVER, so I figured what the hell I grabbed the season 1 and figured I will finally open it a injection, she did buy me all 7 seasons after all lol…sorta feeble b-day gift when you wanted so many former things, but oh well lol.

Okay I got to say, did not chatter with me at all the only reason I even got through 4 episodes was because I had NOTHING ELSE TO DO…you know alone…cuz see, I didn't just not need to leave my room, I really did want to be left alone at that consequence. So I just so you all know, it wasn't for like another year+ Did I finally watch all of Buffy haha. So it was like 11 and I was annoyingly wide awake, it was a Saturday night too so all my protagonist that didn't hate me lol where asking me to go out with them. And a few sentence I will accommodate I almost just called one or two and told em to total suffer up with me but I just never got to it cuz, well…well I had started to marvel what my mom was doing heh.

I hadn't heard from her and I wonder if she had gone to sleep. But as I wondered if she was sleeping my mind started to cogitate of many other things. What was she thinking all day ? Was she really just sanction with everything ? I thought to myself it makes sense I mean she had wanted this longer then I right ? And well I still wasn't trusted if I wanted it even after it had happened. As I walked back and Forth River in my elbow room, I started to have an urge to go talk of the town to her, to just address to her but had no theme about what. And foolishly I walked back and forth in my room thinking how to talk to her, do I go hey mom, how was your day ? Or do I just gah I don't even know I actually thought that I just it was stressful wanting, needing to do something and having no idea why, or even exactly what you wanted.

Finally I gave up and told my friend I was going to sleep for the night I wasn't feeling respectable which was a lie cuz I was just I had slept a lot that day so I was simply just too alert, despite really wanting nothing more than than to just shut my eye and sleep. Eventually, it wasn't even the need that had me to see my mom tbh lol it was simply boredom, I was bored out of my judgement and null seemed to be able to maintain my interest, so I finally left my room, and slowly very slowly, taking each step to make indisputable I was ready for…w/e…and well …heh It was that walking to my room that, my physical structure had begun to tingle.

I was taking my time and getting knots in my stomach, wondering now that if I came to her room at night, would she get the unseasonable melodic theme ? Would she guess I wanted a repetition of end night ? And then as I was outside her door, It was as if that walk from elbow room to room was sufficiency to just go back and forth 100000000 times on what I wanted, and now that I was in straw man of her door, I was no closer to knowing. All I knew was my body was tingling, my breast were…feeling ticklish ? Haha like little finger were crawling all over them and my belly was all in knots. I ten asked myself in my judgement, had I come here for something ? Am I that messed up in the head that I was bored so I went to my mom to…um what ? toy with me ? *sigh*

I had decided that I was already there and I was going to at least just, talk to her, but honestly I was so nervous that my berm were shaking and I literally no prank was so skittish also that I debated on if I should just walk in or knock for like 3 minutes. I went with the little but ready whang on the door ( you know the flashy ones you make that are inadequate but dissipated and when you want to wake individual up or get them out of the bathroom like ASAP ) : P.

About like half a second went by without a response lol, so I gave it another flying knock. Then I heard my mom going"Hold on ! 1 Second !"My manpower clutched open and closed when I heard her vocalization, I was uneasy, but I think, I don't know maybe it's just how I feel today, but I think I might consume been a trivial excited. Anyways ! The doorway opened and my mom was wearing only a robe, that she had tightly closed. She was clearly asleep as she was rubbing her heart, yawning a little. I remember looking at her and smiling a little, she was…so cute. I stood lol oddly quiet, not sure why but I just wanted her to greet me or something, I just didn't want to ask to total in, I just didn't. After she gathered herself a picayune, she looked at me and with a smile asked me what's up haha…I just, awkwardly responded, telling her I couldn't sleep, gulping intemperate and scratching my promontory, annoyingly aware of what I was doing and screaming at myself to arrest being like such a freakin retard lol.

well, as I raged at myself in my head, my mom finally gave me the greeting I wanted lol. She just asked, so gently and welcoming, almost like she sounded younger if that makes sense."Kim, want to get along in ?"I just nodded a niggling and said sure. So I came in…and haha god I was so halt back then, I sorta just stood in the room looking around as if I never been in it ... haha…Ya…lol. My mom made me start so much when she put her hands gently but VERY unexpectedly on my shoulder joint, massaging them for probably half a sec, cuz when I jumped I must of startled her because she quickly let go and apologized.

I lol was like, sorry ! Back to her sorry ? Haha I know odd but w/e…So like was maybe 2-5 seconds of just awkward muteness before my mom just sat on the bed and placed her hands on her laps, gave me a very well what felt like a very earnest motherly smiling and asked me what's up. I sorta just walked around the bed looking at it, thinking how odd it was that that is where it happened, while I just wondered how it must of looked from this point of sentiment. I had heard her, but I had yet to reply so my mom just again asked me What's up but this time adding a"Are you okay sweetie ?"

My gaze quickly shifted from the bed back to her, I just I didn't know what to say so I nodded my head no…I nodded my no in response to"What do you require"only issue is…she didn't ask that haha. So I guess there was a little mess up in communicating, it's like I knew what she said I just was having issues forming row, and she just looked at me very concern and asked me what was wrong. I finally stopped, and with a voiceless gulp that made my ears popped a little, I said I was fine. My mom asked if I was sure, and I went back to nodding as a response.

Feeling feeble in the articulatio genus, I sat on the edge of the bed reverse of my mom, but for some reason I felt really really like fluttered and I stood back up, apologizing and asking if it was alright for me to sit down. My mom just haha she laughed at me = ( Not like a crazy mean HAHAHA imbecile FAIL gag just a slight chuckle, giggle ? She laughed and I just sighed feeling stupid, I guess causing her to put her hand over her mouth in a very VERY bad endeavour in trying to stop herself from laughing.

OK so this is probably where you are gon na mean im a total child/brat but I was thinking of the day I had…the mirror..I broke and how mad I had been earlier, now I didn't feel angry at all in that instant but I stupidly wanted to…So I tried to muster up some anger and I snapped at her laughing and shouted"It's not mirthful ! God what is wrong with you !"…My mom immediately then stopped laughing, and she just sighed her pass tilted and her eyes wary. She just took a deep breather and said"Baby please, let's not fight, let's just talk okay ? How was your day ?"She asked…

I dunno, maybe I was spent, I had let out all my anger, but when she asked I tried to act overturn, I tried to frown my brows and be pissed, but honestly I just the wrangle that came out came out filled with tears as I told her about the mirror I broke…I think I told you earlier how my mom is about breaking stuff its really one of her buttons, like it hits a nerve. So I sorta cried expecting her to rage but she …haha clearly wanted to cuz she started getting worked up, her nuzzle break open unfastened. But haha she let out a long whistle blow ? Not indisputable what to holler it lol. I apologized, I said that I would pay for it ( not indisputable how lol ). She just looked at me though and just said its fine. But after I guess it was really annoying her cuz she got up and I was like"Wait it's really bad I haven't cleaned it yet"( no idea what I would of done tom ake it front better ) I was just talking out of panic. But she got up and just walked out, I quickly followed to my toilet where she entered first, I stood at the door as she was in the eye of the room, hands on her articulatio coxae as she looked at the mirror and the shatter glass hired man ticker thingy all over the sink.

"I'm dingy"I said again. She, assoil as day trying very hard to intimidate herself, asked why. I…I told her I didn't know. And I started to cry again and this prison term bad I just slouched my position against the door and slid down the door and asked"Mom I am so fucked up what do I do ?"I guess thinking about it, it's probably messed up to ask the person who is sorta the problem, but I just wanted my mommy. *sigh*My mom I remember hand shook hysterically at the mirror, telling me not to even care about that, that its nothing, she quickly was on the flooring with me, her hands again on my shoulder joint, rubbing them, trying to relax me as she said"Kimmy listen to me, there is nothing incorrect with you, I just, I am stupid person okay ? I put too much on you baby, this is me not you, alright ?"

I heard her Logos, and I could tell she mean it, but I just stimulate my point no, cuz despite how sincere she was, I knew the truth. I response licking my teeth and biting my tongue, shaking my head in disagreement till finally the words just came pouring out."I made you mom, it's me, I…I made you, I made you"And then I just became a broken record repeating those countersign, until my own shame became too great and I covered my facial expression with my helping hand, and just cry into them hardcore.

My mom now was rubbing the side's of my shoulders furiously, telling me to delight stop, to please mind to her. I heard her but I just wanted to just explode in that moment, I just wanted to coil up in a ball and became diminished, I felt torn and I just kept on shout, heaving now extremely bad into my work force. I just kept on public treasury my mom said something that just shocked me out of it. She said"Kimberly ! Listen to me I wanted stopping point night to chance, I played as if you were forcing me so you felt in control, but the truth is."Then she paused and her hands went on mine, pulling my hands away from my face. I was shaking still from crying so hard, but I looked directly into her now dolorous face, tears running down each position. She then said it again"Listen to me"She asked if I was and I weakly nodded up and down."Listen to me, I wanted to be with you I was selfish, I was wrong, you want to be mad baby, be mad at me I am a colossus. When I heard you broke up with Ruben, fair to god I was just hoping in my fucked up idea, that you'd run into my arms."

I searched her eyes to see if she meant it, or was just saying what I needed to hear, but as I saw her middle squint in….in pity ? I saw she meant it, she had got what she wanted. She continued though."I am so no-count, I truly just require you happy more than anything, but Kim I am in love with you."And that was it…I have heard her Tell me over months now that she had fallen in passion with the person I have grown into, but it's different, people can say the Book a 100 different manner, but nothing is like hearing someone say they are IN LOVE WITH YOU, just 4 Word of God simple as that, yet far more, revealing than any other words. I mean it, for anyone who disagrees well OK, but if she had said Kim I am in beloved with my daughter, or kim I am in love with who you have become or anything else, I wouldn't of done what I did following. I placed my workforce on the slope of her side and kissed her. I was caught up in the candy kiss, her back talk on mine again, still at this point it felt so unseasonable but so good. I now miss that look as I have grown use to my mother's lips on mine.

Sadly the tactual sensation did not quell as choler, actually did mould again in me, I broke the kiss memory, playing back what she had just told me. I was furious at the idea and I asked straight out, almost yelling it"Are you just using me now ? Hoping I just give you what you want again cuz you recount me you loved me ?"My mom put her hired hand on my articulatio genus and shook her head no and told me."I never used you Kim and I never will I depose to god I won't, but I won't lie to you about anything like this. I love you and I don't think I ever will stop being in dearest with you. O.K. ? But that said. I am your mother and I will protect you from anything even myself, and if you want this to end it will end. I just won't lie to you and pretend that I am not wannabe that you may rejoin my love."

I sat there, taking in every word but honestly just blushed, my mom was telling me she was in love with me over and over and she was telling me she wanted me. I liked the constituent where she said she was still my female parent, but I just…I could really only think about the parts where she said she loved me, the part of returning her dearest. So I just sat there thinking, my mom patiently staying unsounded just rubbing my articulatio genus gently, not rushing me at all, it was nice.

Heh to be honest I knew my answer to the interrogative she hadn't technically asked, the second she was done speaking, I knew I was going to kiss her and I knew I wanted to be with her again, but I stood there, scared, trying to find a way to be strong and resist, but I was weak lol and thank god for it. Finally I looked at her and…in my precious sorta kiddy representative I asked her if maybe we can um….go back to her room. My mom let out a fiddling chuckle and winked at me saying of course.

So ya…lol we went to her room and as we entered I lol figured better use this a picayune to my advantage and was like"So you aren't mad about the mirror right ?"She…haha okay honestly I swear I am not an idiot but her response still so caught me off guard duty. She just went"Na you will make up for it."And she winked at me and….undid her gown, letting it just fall open………I I just felt so dullard I was like"Mom..that isn't singular don't say that."My mom just curled her lip and nodded, walking to me and putting her arms on my shoulders, her hands resting well give-up the ghost my head as she just said"Ok, im sorry"ina very none life-threatening whole tone, and she even immediately after leaned in and kissed me. This kiss I think, was our initiatory kiss where I actually was moaning quite a bit, I wasn't so nervous this time but still was plenty, but I was enjoying myself much more, really kissing her backrest with everything I had….I even for for the first time time was bold a piffling and put both my helping hand on her waist ...

She was the one to die the osculation as she took a stride back, slipping her robe off and letting it fall to the storey. I just stood there looking at her, almost biting my lip but it was as if I lost control of my body and my lip wouldn't move correctly haha. She then said"How about we give old shawn a break."( okay for you citizenry who don't know HBK=Shawn Michaels the gallant on my t-shirt ). So ya my mom came to me and I think she was gon na facilitate me take my shirt off but I just nodded my head and said"ok"and quickly slipped it off…I think she was gon na help me cuz she went"oh"and let out a small giggle like..okay then that works kind of laugh.

My mom then smiled and just reached over and gave my nipple a immediate tinge *sigh* haha. I twitched and she just lifted her head forward for a sec saying"how about you get fully comfortable."I ..only took a second to get what she meant as I grabbed my step-in to add em down, but she told me wait. Then she told me to"take up them off slow baby, please."So…remembering the night before I, leaned forward and bind my bum out, and began to slip them slowly but honestly I felt WAY TO EMBARASSED I just haha airstrip teasing my mom I so was not up for that yet, so I just went"Na I'm good"And just yanked back up straight and pulled em down fast, stepping out of them and just kicking em off to the floor.

My mom rolled her eyes and told me I was no fun lol ! But what she did future made me find so pillock she, leaned down and grabbed my panties, she held em stretched out for me to see…She then brought it to her face and just inhaled them. Then after…o god haha I actually don't even want to type this percentage, she lowered them, keeping both of her oculus sharply on mine as she bit down on the sharpness of my step-in, pulling them with her teeth and letting them snap out of her mouth. I just..lol I felt so just GAH I just sat down for a sec before rolling to the middle of the bed….taking the same point as I did the dark before. She laughed at me, making me feel stupidly and for some reason I covered my breast, whining and asking her"WHAT ? !"My mom just started laughing actually kinda knockout and it was upsetting me. But I felt so dumb that I didn't even storm I was just like"Mom please stop."

She could totally narrate how I said it that she really was hurting my intuitive feeling but she seemed to have a tough time stopping she just said"child I'm sorry you just are too endearing, you just."Then she started laughing again…but I was like MOM ! And she was like"I am so sorry just ( while laughing ) I am just, you are just so cunning my baby daughter, only you would just get into position like that."I…ugh I felt like my face was on fire I quickly jumped up and was like"I'm sorry I just…please full point laughing ! I just thought you wanted to…do um what…what we did…sorry."And my mom just was alike awww baby you are TOO CUTE. And she crawled on the bed, finally thankfully stopped laughing more or less, she came up to me and gave me a fast osculation. Raising her brow though she than went, sorta of asking but not really."So you liked what I did final stage night huh ?"

I just I had never felt more retarded in my lifetime, I was just like"No I just, thought you wanted to do that…stuff again."I swear the second the words left my oral cavity I was like REALLY KIM ? REALLY ? ! She just snapped her fingers and pointed at me going"riiight"Honestly I was just toss embarrassed so I was just like"Can we please just travel on."My mom just smile, biting her sass and letting the her lip pop out as she said"Sure we can."She then…told me to go back lay down, get comfortable she said…then teased me and said"take your position !"I was like MOM ! She was like"Okay okay, I'm done."So ya…I…as she put it…took the position and laid back at the essence of the bed. So..I laid there now feeling kinda dumb after that unscathed ordeal…lol.

My mom…looked at me up and down, making me redden *sigh* She then stroked her chin and said"I changed my mind, rollover…"I was like …um…no ? lol. Then she…uhhh lol she placed her bridge player on my stomach and rubbed it over my abdomen playfully telling me to follow on and not be shy. . I just..I TOLD her amercement and I got up just to break her from doing the paw thing on my tum, she use to do that to me when I was piddling trying to get me to stop throwing a fit but …ya it was kinda creeping me out now tbh. So I got up and…I rolled over to my stomach, feeling really off setting, I mean I of course of instruction laid my face flat and turned it, to look at her but it just…I felt very just like I said off.

Anyways, so there I was, on my stomach and my mom just, lol did something VERY unexpected, she put her hands on each of my English and pushed down semi hard on my back. I remember grunting but moaning I was like holy crap that feels fucking awing ! She was like"See, just listen to your mother ! Relax okay ?"And I just placed my face forward and nodded ( assuming she saw me ) Cuz she went up my back and pushed again. I, even till today I love having her button on my back it feels great, I have tried to have others do it and I dunno maybe cuz I have only ever had Guy do it other than her and it's usually they hurt, but it felt really good that night having her do it. So haha she did that for about 5 min and she punched my back also, rubbed it really good, all come probably like 10 min hehe. And then she stopped.

After helping me loosen up hehe, my mom gave me a quick kiss on my back, asking me if I felt a little better…I …I just honestly felt so much more loosen up but she gives such with child massages that I said, trying to be endearing but half unplayful"5 More minutes and I'll be great ! Please and ty !"She hates when I say plz and ty : P But I guess she really wanted me to just feel relaxed, cuz she said okay sweetie and kissed my back again and rubbed my back some more, my neck and she finished by rubbing my foreland, I WAS IN Eden, honestly I never had anyone give me a massage before, and I had…been stressed lately and I guess she just knew what I needed heh…

Anyways we chatted also during it was actually …nice I am so happy she did that cuz it did completely relax me, and it just, I needed that not just the massage but the conversation, we talked about my friend Lisa, body of work, and my dad's crazy compulsion with Genoz pizza. So…I guess after my mom was done, she got close to my ear and said, well asked …um"So gear up to really loose now babe ?"…God after the massage and stuff I dunno I just loved when she called me babe now : P

I just, I knew what she meant so I was a little hesitant, also I sorta just wanted her to keep rubbing me : P but I just nodded yes. And I began to roll over. But my mom stopped me going"No no Kimmy, just relax stay down."I just…I was similar erm okay, kinda just assuming she was gon na rub me some more haha ! Maybe my ramification ? I dunno all I know was I loved being spoiled like this !
Little pause for a second, my mom totally must of wanted me for awhile cuz I remember thinking how the Hell is this adult female single, she is only 18 years older then I ( yep that's right 36 ) She highly above average, she is no model but she looks 28 ish, and I just I don't get how the Hades soul else didn't snatch her up lol, I guess SHE IS PICKY.

okeh back to the salutary parts : P sorry. So like I was laying there expecting some more back rubbing but instead she said…very um cute yet seductively."Do me a party favour babe girl, delight lift your beautiful ass for me."Haha I …god I remember my reaction I just was 100 % like"WHAT ? ! NO ?"I even tried lfiting my head but she playfully pushed my headspring back down and went"cum on, stop playing the shy batting order hun, just ask yourself this, okay ?"I just…whispered okay in response."Just ask yourself if you want mum to make you cum really hard, if so then do I say !"I …lol I was like…ma…don't like talk of the town like that. She then asked if I really didn't like when she does. I just shrugged and told her maybe I just demand time to get use to it, I am just so use to hearing her talk a sealed way it's crazy to hear her public lecture like this now…to me.

So my mom…being the smartass she is, catch my brass and started massaging them going"Ok then."Her voice…changed like she was telling me to do my homework and she simply said"Kimberly dummy Blank ( no offense don't want to get my middle and last-place gens ) move up your ass right now young lady."I…haha I am not sure if that is exactly what I had in mind im 99.9 % sure it wasn't but I sorta liked it so I obeyed, besides she was already…um spreading my buttock and clobber so that also kinda helped in the gumption that it would ingest been stupe to show off to her what she was already …playing with ?

So I did as she said, lifting my butt in the air, my knee sliding up the bed into the blanket. My mom placed her hands on my shank, assist me in raising my stern in demonstration for her…*sigh* So ya…there I was, my arms up and crossed, forehead resting on them with my knees up on the bed, my butt up in the air, breast exclusively nipples touching barely the bed. She wasted no time…I just I didn't even get a instant to be embarrassed of the affectation I was in as she just got behind me and dove right in…

It caught me so off guard that I jumped a little yelping"wait postponement hold on !"But she did not even slow down, she gliding her hands up and down my cheeks while she licked my puss in up and down in circles…I, felt so much more naughty being in this position…I felt…degraded, and…more on display I suppose. Which may not make sentience but it is what it is. I moaned and shivered and a part of me truly displeased the position I was in but anytime I would try to protest, all that would escape my mouth was the word mom between the groan I could not assist but release.

After about if I had to guess 5 minutes, I had my number one orgasm of the night, but as my body tightened and my mind just exploded, my mom did not slow at all, instead she rewarded my orgasm with a digit inside me…It was…too a good deal never had I had something truly inside me early then myself, and now my mother, it was my mother that was inside. I felt her fingerbreadth wiggle around inside me and I felt violated, not …erm not bad just I felt like, like I was truly being touched, like a contribution of me that wasn't supposed to be touched by her was just hers to do with as she pleased. It was crazy how lots my dead body my entire body just focused on this 1 little fingerbreadth in me that seemed to assure my integral body with every movement it did.

My mom now removing her mouth from my ass, she now adjusted herself to the slope of me…keeping her middle finger inside me, the rest of her paw squeezing my butt. With her former hand she glidded over my back, calling me a good girlfriend and how beautiful I was, but it was when she said"God I love you Kim."that just sent me over the edge, I came again, and this clock time I could feel my body tighten its grip on her finger's breadth as if it didn't want to let it go I felt so……so..just silly to have something in me moving around so a great deal I somehow wanted to hide my insides from it, but at the same time…I wanted more…so much more.

As she continued to just feel me…her fingerbreadth rubbing me inside, with her free bridge player she was now gently flicking at my nipple, she continued to do this, asking me how it felt, asking me if I loved it. I never gave her an answer…I just moaned and yelped as I came for the tertiary time, and with my one-third coming she seemed to almost jump by how it felt back behind her, diving her face back in, and making…very very loud slurping dissonance which just….made me feel so GAH it was like she was literally pushing how much my mind could take as I nearly caused my mouth to bleed I bit them so hard.

Finally and I mean finally after 3 Major orgasm and many little ones that followed after, she stopped, but only for briefest of moments as she placed her hands on my waist, and roughly and forcefully turned me over. My arm even hurt as it was stuck for a second before I popped it out from one-half underneath me. I looked at her and she just had this grinning, this smile like she….she was having the time of her spirit, I just…what could I do but smile back. My peg I kept wide-eyed as I was so play out, gasping for air. But she was not done with me yet. No…she now crawled over me, keeping herself hovering above me with her hands on the slope of me, I shivered though as I looked at her tit, and felt her thighs tint my own.

My oculus were half shut as she kissed me, but they shot spread out with surprise as I ..I tasted…I tasted me on her lips…and it was…different. My mom broke the kiss raising herself, smiling and telling me again that she loves me. I just…I think I cried a footling, but my oculus also looked down as I saw and felt her hand line up its way to my kitty-cat again…inserting it's self back in, her quarter round rubbing my clit as her middle digit twirled and thrust its way around and in me. My straits jerked back as I had a ripple of little orgasms shoot through my body…my mom leaned down ( sorta impressive imo considering she was holding herself up with 1 arm pretty much did a 1 arm button up, well I mean she was half laying on me but not the decimal point ! ) And she lowered herself taking my breast into her mouth…and that right there was my start o god moment, where I just came screaming the words oh god.

As I came my mom bit on my mamilla and pushed on my clitoris, and her digit picked up much velocity, and she just kept on and kept on forcing my dead body to rise. She took her oral fissure off my breast as my consistency rised, she just wouldn't give up her finger jabbing its self in and out of me so profligate and I just it was too often I was so spiritualist all I was doing now was going"mom mom mom mom"I wanted to say mom adequate plz but only mom kept coming out as I just had the most herculean by far sexual climax ever and she just wouldn't I even started to advertize for her to get off me, but that only seemed to make her try to go faster though impossible I think. I started to joggle now, the whizz becoming unbearable I pleaded now"Mom plz stop mom !"but instead of stopping she latched back to my white meat, sucking and making popping sounds as I wiggled out of her mouth uncontrollably. Finally and god do I mean finally she slowed down, I am guessing her hand got tired….lol. She didn't withdraw her finger though…simply stopped leaving her finger resting in me and letting her body just relax on top of me.

My breathing was so profligate it was actually hurting a little haha. My hands where now on my female parent's back, just feeling her backbone and holding her in..I think thankfulness ? I think it's normal to just be thankful when someone makes you feel like that. My mom's bosom were smashed against me half on mine one-half below them, my mom looking up at me, swearing haha I guess she really gave it her all, and I just looked down at her and around the room thinking what the hell just happened that, beyond words.

After just laying there for many minutes, my extremely sensitive body jumped entirely as my mom finally removed her finger, pushing up and getting off me. I…I was hot and steamy it wasn't like the night before where I got a great coming this was…more and my body had felt like it just had been through a immense trial by ordeal ( I guess it was ). I was hot…really hot…like I felt corresponding just spent and on fire. My mom sat up, and looked at me, giving me another wink and about to say something but I said"No mom groovy job."And she just laughed like a quick laugh and then made a very adorable font, her brows up as she said"fountainhead thanks."I just…I…then asked if I may ask for 1 to a greater extent affair. And..her response brought tears to my eyes."Anything Kim, I'm yours."I…I asked her if maybe…if she didn't mind and keep in judgement I was still breathing quite hard so it took 10 seconds extra to get the words out, but I was like mom…maybe even If you wake up first, you can stay in bed till I wake up please.

My mom looked at me, tears now formed in her eyes and she said"Kim I am sorry about this morning…"She seemed like she was gon na go on but I just shook my straits and said plz don't, just lets think about tonight, just promise me when I wake up you will be there. She tilted her head down and said"I promise, I will never leave you."She then got up and went and got a blanket again, I watched her for just a moment but then I just laid back with the biggest grin on my case, thinking how goosy I had been today for not be okay with this, for being so angry. My mom came back to bed with the blanket, and two pillows, she helped my brain up and placed 1 under me, and tossing the blanket over me. She then proceeded to skid under the blanket and putting her arm around my stomach, kissing my cheek and saying she loved me, and finally before I closed for my optic for the Nox, I said it back."I love you…Lesley."Although she gave me this really shocked feeling cuz I used her public figure and we both just laughed a little well more her I more just weakly giggled, I was exhausted : P. Anyways she held me and I asked for TV on and fell asleep to something and my mom holding me hehe.

So ya that's the um tale of the day after, I truly hope you enjoyed and I would bang feedback, this was much difficult to retrieve seeing as I had to try to recall a day specifically but I tried my hardest to do well.

Oh ya P.S. Since I had started sharing my mom and I relationship, I have been met with expected but I feel stupid anger and affront towards us. You know what to all you haters out there, I simply have this to say. I am not the smartest or the wises soul out there, but I have learned this in my life fourth dimension. dear is weak and fragile. Love conquers aught. lovemaking is something that must be protected, and more importantly fought for. That's what I did throughout my life that's what we did, we fought for love and happiness, can you say the Saami ?