My Transistion ( 1 )
Fantasy, LesbianIt was my thirtieth birthday, I went out with me champion and a couple cousins to the bar. Since I was also going through a divorcement I decided I needed to forget my trouble for the night. We all had fun that Night, so much so that when I woke up in the dayspring in a hotel with 3 defenseless cleaning woman in bed I wanted to remember the Nox before. I lied there trying to damage it together but just could n't so I got up and took a exhibitioner. When I came out only Lisa was still there.
Lisa is a skillful friend. I 've never tried to get to s pedestal with her because I never saw her as girlfriend fabric. I do n't make out why, I mean she 's hot and all but I always saw her as a little sister type.
We made some small talk and she said she had to go.
A mates days later I noticed a skin rash on my pecker and thought I just needed a shower as it had been 2 years so I showed and went to bed but the next day I was feeling a slight pain in my groin area. So off to my doctors I went.
The MD I was seeing was a char about my age. She asked what the problem was and I told her I was feeling nuisance in my groin. She asked me to subscribe my pants off and lie on the table so I did. She put some rubber mitt on and started her interrogatory and trusted enough I spring a blunder. She just takes her pen out of her sack and wacks my dick a good one and so lots for my bloomer. Somewhat embarresed I said I was sorry. She just smiled and said it 's ok. It happens all the time. 10 proceedings later I left with some emollient and some antibiotics. I was told to get back if it got worse.
Four sidereal day later and I was at exigency with a fever and a lot of pain in my groin. The physician put me in a room by myself and other then him and a nanny, that 's all I saw for the next couple days.
Finally the physician told me I needed surgery. I asked what was wrong and he told me he would explain after another doctor looked me over.
A couple more twenty-four hour period go by and four more doc looked at me but none of them were talking.
Finally my doctor along with two other Doctor came and told me I needed surgical procedure as soon as possible to amputate me penis.
I was in cushion to say the least and do n't remember to much More. The next afternoon I met with another doctor and he told me after the first team of doctors were done he was going to get in and finish the SRS surgery.
What the blaze is an SRS surgery I asked and what 's going on here ? He told me I have an aggressive form eating disease on my penis and that SRS meet sexual reassignment surgery. I would own to have a sex change but not to care about it. As they were going to go in the morning.
I cried for a while and then called my mother and told her that I was going to have operation in the dawn and could she follow see me at the hospital tomorrow afternoon. Of course my mom was wide of questions but I could n't tell her what was going on. So I told her I have to get my appendix removed.
An hour later Lisa shows up and asks what 's up. So I told her everything and made her imprecate not to tell anyone. We both cried and I told her to get checked out too.
The surgery went well and I woke up in ICU. My recovery went well to and I was released from infirmary two workweek later with a package of adult diapers as I had to read how to pee like a woman.
Lisa stopped by almost every day to check on me and one day told me her tests came back normal. She was okay.
Six hebdomad later I meet the Dr. for a travel along up and he asked if I wanted estrogen to facilitate transition.
I asked what that meant and he said now that I do n't let a penis anymore that I might be more happy as a woman.
I had n't thought about that I said. What will happen to me I said.
Your torso will slowly change and in a year or two, you will be a woman without the catamenial problem all other char have.
He sent me home with a prescription and a referral to a shrink.
I talked it over with Lisa for a twin days and decided to go ahead and meet with the shrink.
The day I meet her. She told me she was happy I called and was so no-count for what happened to me. I told her everything and she even said that I had no other choice but to become a woman.
That 's not what I want to hear I said in wrath but I knew she was right.
I went home a stayed there for the next three calendar week. I did n't answer the phone or the door. I just sat there and intellection of the upright old years. Fucking all the woman I 've been with and beating off. Finally Lisa got my landlord to let her in my flat. She was pretty mad at me but we talked and just hung out for nearly of the night.
The next morning I showered and went and filled the prescription drug. I went to see the psychiatrist every hebdomad as she requested. I saw the doctor every month too.
About five month went by when I noticed a few subtle variety. My cutis was softer and I did n't need to shave as much. My vocalisation was different too. The following calendar month I noticed my tit were getting sensitive and my breasts were starting to grow. I started to wear loose-fitting wearing apparel which Lisa hated and believe me she mentioned it a a lot.
It was winter now so loose-fitting clothes and wintertime jackets were the norm.
I went to Lisa 's place one day to talk and hang out, view a film that form of thing. She opened the door invited me in, I took my cap off and when I looked up at her she was just standing there with her mouth open staring at me. I looked behind me then back at her saying what ? ? ? What 's wrong ?
She snapped out of her stair and said `` nada '' nothing 's wrong. We ate dinner party and watched some tv without saying too much. Finally I stood up and said what 's with you tonight ?
She sat there quite as a shiner and staring me right field in the oculus and said your changing ! ! !
Dose it bother you that much because if it dose ... She cut me off and said no. It 's not that. I I I just was n't ready for this much change I mean you 've got tits, I mean not little tits but pretty enceinte unity. I stumbled back a step or two and said I got ta go and started for the room access, but she cut me off and said no I 'm distressing please do n't go. We can talk this out.
Lisa 's been my admirer since grade school and she could always calm me down but to tell me I have big titty to my boldness like that scared the inferno out of me. So I told her I needed time to think and seize my coat on my way out the door.
It was early November now, 11 months since my operation. My condition was adjacent to insufferable to hide anymore, hell I do n't even need to trim my cheek. I have n't told my family yet, I was thinking. I 've avoided them all to this stop but I needed my mom so I called her and told her I was coming for a visit but only if she was going to be alone. Dad passed on when I was seven so he was n't in the picture.
I got to mom 's home around two in the afternoon. I walked in, took my shoes off and sat down on the couch before mom could give me the usual hug. I left my jacket on to. She came in and stopped and just looked at me. I asked her to sit down, that we needed to let the cat out of the bag and that it was important. She sat down on the couch and said what is it exertion Lorenz Hart. I sat there and thought for a moment and she asked if this had any matter to do with me surgery.
Stunned I said yes. But what do you bang ? ? ?
Lisa has been keeping me in the loop. I know everything. And she smiled and said can I experience my hug now ! ! !
I stood up and hugged my mom and cried.
You know, I always wanted a girl, not like this mind you but I 'll train it all the same.
Mom finally let me go and said now take that jacket off on the house and let me see you. I looked her in the eye and said there have been some modification because of the internal secretion I 'm taking mom. She said I can see that, your facial expression looks a short unlike. Besides you 've been on them for quite some time now. I smiled and removed my coat. Her eyes lit up when she saw the size of my chest and said oh my, you 've grown so much. Are you wearing a bra ? Mah, come-on I said. She laughed and said gloomy my fille. We 'll stimulate to read you and get sized soon. It 's ok mom, I 'll get to it.
It was such a substitute to know mom knew what was going on. Who else knows mom ?
well almost everyone by now I suppose you see I told your aunt this dawning when you called and you know your aunt with a closed book. We both just laughed.
Over the side by side few days I was visited or called by almost every house member I have and it was a little strong to explain to some of them but I got through it.
Lisa came by a few days later and apologize, saying that my mom can be very persuasive. Can you ever forgive me, I hugged her and said it 's ok and thanked her. She had that strange look again. What 's unseasonable now i said ? We need to get you a bra. Let 's go and she graded my hand and off to the mall we went.
I thought we were going to Walmart or something like that but she said nooo. Those were not bras. Those were shit on a hanger and we walked into La Senza. Lisa asked for someone to help mensurate me and fit me properly and a cleaning lady graded her measuring tapeline and started sizing me up then went and got one for me to try on. Now I 've taken a few of these off other woman but never put one on so I 'm sitting there looking a this thing and Lisa rap on the door. Is everything O.K. in there. I open the doorway grab her arm and pull her in with me. What 's wrong she says. Can you aid me with this, I 've never put one one before. Laughing she says take your top off. I 'll help.
I pulled my top off reviling myself for the first clip and Lisa gasped and said oh my. Those are beautiful. She had that deer in the headlight tone again. I covered myself quickly and blushed. Sorry I did n't mean to ... It 's ok Lisa. Let 's just get this over with. 38D wow. I 'm only a 34B, I 'm jealous as she smiles at me. I laugh and sigh at the like time.
Well that was n't to bad was it ? ? ? If you say so Lisa I say.
The end on November and I 'm it to see the Dr. for my substantiation up. Almost a yr now since my surgery.
There 's a new doctor now. A untried guy about 30. He asks me to require my clothes off and put the gown on that 's overt at the backrest and sit in the table with my feet in the stirrups. Then leaves, a few moments later he comes back in and asks how I 'm doing. practiced I think, where 's the other doctor I ask. He 's recovering from a solidus he had utmost calendar week. I 'm just filling in for the prison term being. Are you conversant with my file ? ? No but your here to cause an exam right ? ? I guess I said. Okay then, let 's get started and he pulls his chair up and turns his luminosity on his head dance orchestra on and puts his oral sex under the garment. He touches me on the side 's of my privets. It felt strange. A tingle. A warming. It felt foreign. I put my workforce down there to stop him so he asks. Are you okay. No please stop I said he backed up and asked what 's wrong ? Please read my file first ! ! ! He just looks at me then says okay. He grabs my file and starts reading it. A import later he looks up and says. I 'm so pitiful. I thought you were just a adult female scared to have a man tinge you. We get a lot of rape victims in here and we 'll you roll in the hay. Do you require me to continue.
I took a mysterious breath and said just go slow please. He says do n't worry, I 'll be gruntle and he was. He finished his exam and I 'm in tip top shape he said.
Two weeks before Xmas Lisa says I ca n't have it anymore. We 're going shopping, your not warring these loose-fitting apparel anymore. Let 's go ! !
I do n't have any money Lisa I said. I 'm still on long terminus impairment but that 's about to run out. It 's ok your mom took care of that. Come on, let 's go. okeh let 's go I said.
Lisa and I shopped all day. First stop La Senza. You need a bra and panty set for every day of the week. So that 's what I got. Then she says you need a supper ... And she spun around and took off towards a rack grabed a figure bra and g string jazz band and handed it to me. Try this on as she pushed me into the change room. I put it on just in sentence for the door to open. I forgot to lock it. Lisa stood there staring at me again. You know, I 'm getting used to that you know. We both laughed and she said its perfect. Leave it on. Just yield the tag to the cashier. Next we went to a high end clothes shop class. Lisa marched over to a rack of dresses pulled on off the rack and said trust me, this dress is to die for. Try it on as again I 'm being pushed into a Chang room. This time I pull her in with me and said oh no you do n't. Your helping me with this one. A few minutes later and I was in the dress. Lisa says `` dam I 'm soundly. I new this would look killer on you ''. Wear it out. future to the jewellery shop. We picked out a couple decent necklace and earrings sets. Uhm Lisa, I do n't have pierced ear. Laughing she says not yet. Let 's go.
By the end of the day, we spent almost $ 2000 but I would n't require anything for a long time.
Three days before Christmastide Lisa and I are getting our hair, nails and makeup done. The cosmetologist was explaining everything to me so I could do my own makeup. When we were done, I did n't spot myself. Lisa was staring again and I felt fantastic.
Christmastide day and everyone is at moms firm including Lisa. I was warring a cautious outfit. yearner red wench, red blouse, red low heals a nice danty amber chain and earrings. My makeup was perfect and a get off dusting of aroma. female parent approved but Lisa said I looked like a nan. Lol.
For a lot of the family this was the first prison term they 've seen me since my alteration. My sidekick was his usual shit self until my aunt put him in his topographic point. Lisa and I left around 10 pm it was a majuscule fourth dimension. I was comfortable and content.
New class Eve and Lisa and I are dressed to the nines and out having fun. We were both drinking Champagne and I for one was getting tipsy. Not wanting to force, Lisa says I booked a motel for the night. I kinda loomed at her and thought she planed ahead ? What 's up ? ? ? Somewhere around 2:30 in the break of day we went to check in. When we got to the room, the card would n't turn so I said here, let me try. As I took the card from her she pushed me up against the door and kissed me lightly on the backtalk. Suprized at first I just let it happen then I kissed her back. Finally getting the door unfastened and looking inside there was only one fag size bed. The elbow room was lit in candlelight and there was a note on the table. Lisa says, this is for you, handing me the bank bill. She looked worried about something. Looking at the note it read ...
'' Sweetheart I 've wanted you for so long now but just could n't work up the nerve to tell you. Then you changed and I want you even more now ! ! !
You see I 'm a lesbian, have been for ever now and now your the most beautiful char I know bar none. You keep catching me ogling over you and restrain asking what 's haywire. You take my breath away and I want you to take me to be yours. I know you know me to. A class ago you took me three metre in one night.
I love you and only you. Please take me tonight ! ! !
Love Lisa. ``
Lisa was staring at me as she stood by the bed.
Shocked, I stood there ! ! !
She got up and walked over to me and kissed me every so sensually, so tender were her backtalk. I kissed her back the same way. Slowly, sudictivly and softly. She pulled me into her and kissed me intemperately as crying rolled down her cheeks. She breaks the kiss and says is that a yes ? Smiling back at her as a bust roles down my buttock I said, Lisa I love you. She hugs me as I 'm saying this. I did n't know how to tell you without ruining our friendship. I felt the zipper on my dress come down my back slowly, and I realize she wants me now. then her hands came back to the back of my shoulders and she pulled the shoulder strap off my shoulder. The garb fell to the floor. I reached down and pulled her dress off over her head. Brushing her tears away she slowly reached around and undo my bra and let it fall as well. Our eyes were locked on each other. Her hands touching my tit ever so tenderly. Her hired hand are shaking, trembling. I was lost, I closed my eyes and tipped my head back as she leaned in and flicked her tounge at my mammilla. bozo bumps quake through me. I felt unaccented in the stifle. Lisa helped me lie down on the bed. Pushing me back kissing me at the same time and rubbing my teat in the palms of her hands. Slowly she works down to my tits, kissing, licking, teasing. Ever so slowly, downward over my stomach. Hooking her pollex under my panties pulling them down. Her hand are still trembling. I lift my ass a little to help get my soused scanty off. Starting at my feet, slowly hugging, licking, teasing, tasting all she could. She worked her way up my legs leaving a lead with her natural language. Pushing my legs apart while kissing the interior of my thighs to my new pussy. Now I 'm trembling, burning with desire. She kisses all around my pussy but does n't extend to it. Quivering and with a very trembling vocalization I say please ! ! !
She continues to tease, blowing ever so lightly. Rubbing the tip of her nuzzle up and down my sassing. Flicking her tounge gently on my backtalk as if she was studying or exploring uncharted territory.
Then suddenly, without warning she shoves her tounge into the tush of my cunt flicking her tounge upwards and closing her back talk over my pussy. Pure raptus rolled over me, I arched my cover and flung my blazon above my point. Lisa sucked and licked me relentlessly. Her manpower holding my legs open air, digging her tounge in and out, exposing my clit. And just when I thought I could n't read anymore she shoves two fingerbreadth 's in there and thrusts them in and out sucking hard on my button. I screamed in ecstasy as I cummed for the first time in about a twelvemonth. Not missing a beat Lisa sucks firmly on my clit. But there 's to a great deal for her to handle and she tries to stake away but I grab her read/write head and mash her case into my ca n't as I gush out the last of my orgasm.
Letting go of her head and collapsing on my book binding, Lisa cleaned me up then kissing her way back up to my lip 's. Smiles and says as she roles off of me, that was worth the wait ! ! !
Lisa laid there while I caught my breath.
lying there thinking about if I could even total close to that. I rolled to my side and stared at her for a second that 's when she said what. I just continued staring and said teach me how to do that to you. I want you to feel as tremendous as I do. Smiling at me she says go slow and delight everything you do as much is I will.
lean in I kiss her and tell her she 's the only individual in the globe to touch me except the doctor. I have n't touched myself at all sexually, I was to scared.
Do you want to use my plaything on me she says. Surprised I look her in the center. She laughs and says yes I do birth toys, I 'm an adult you know. Pushing me off her, she gets up and goes to her cupboard and returns with a box. Placing it on the bed she says. This was my toy box as she open 's it reviling vibrators, dildos all variety of aphrodisiac things.
She looks me in the middle and says this one is a strap-on, you could feel like a man again as she studied my boldness, looking for a reaction. I have to intromit I felt quite cumbersome for a import. No Lisa, this is who I am now. It 's been hard for me but I 've always felt more female then male. I just never told anyone. Lisa I 'm happy now.
She leans in and we kiss. I reach behind her and undo her bra. I then guide her to lie down on the bed, kissing her while working my men over her breasts and sides of her body, working my way to her right ear, nibbling and kissing, leaving a trail with my tounge. Lisa 's external respiration becomes a footling strained and she sighs ever so slightly. Down to her neck niddling as I go. My hands are roaming over her breasts, squeezing and pinching and ever so slightly rubbing up and down over her nipples. Her nipples are rock gruelling as are mine so I move over top of her teat to nipple rubbing up and down position to side in rophy and mashing my tits in to hers. Our hands are all over each other. I was getting so brace but I wanted to make her feel what she did to me so I grabbed her wrist joint and put them down, looking into her eyes I say, no it 's your turn my screw them burred my side of meat face in her bosom and licked all over. Moving slowly down under her tit licking and sucking each nipple as I went lower and lower.
Getting to her belly push button I gently kissed as she shuddered ever so slightly, letting her wrists go and placing my hands on the insides of her thighs I gently open her ramification. She 's still warring her G string but that was n't going to turn back me. Slowly kissing and licking my way down to the top of the circle I pulled with my teeth at it and let it snatch back agents her hide. She jerked a little and gasped too. I nibbled around her fabric lines being careful not to allude her seraphic kitty-cat. Lisa was moaning now and was breathing heaver.
I gently blow on her pussy as I trace the outline of her G string covering her odoriferous cunt. Slowly I pull the red fabric to the incline and lap all around touching her lips slightly then moving away. Coming back to the top of her opening I use my chin to press in and slid down as my nose follows. God dose she smell so goodness. Looking up at her briefly to gage her chemical reaction I smile slightly as I see her heart closed tight and she 's clinched her teeth. Wondering how much more of this teasing I could do I decided to savor her nectar. I darted my tongue deep into her honey hollow. She gasped and jerked voiceless putting her work force on my head and holding me there. I stopped just like that with my tounge buried deeply inside her as she settled down slightly and let my head go. Very slowly I worked my tounge up and down slightly not to much just a little. Mmmm she tastes so good. But I hold back and work in and out at the bottom of her pussy. Being careful not to touch her clitoris to much. My nose donjon bumping it lightly as I tounge fuck her a spell. Lisa 's moaning louder now and telling me `` yes yes just like that, do n't stop that 's right wing just like that oh god please do n't stop. ``
I start to jerk my lingua up and hit her clit harder a couplet prison term and infix a fingerbreadth into the bottom of her pot slowly I work my tounge and finger's breadth into her alternating between tounge and finger's breadth, going a little faster now she is moaning, groaning and mumbling. I ca n't understand her as she is incoherent. She 's trembling now almost as if she had hypothermia. So I slow down to a crawl and let her settle down down for a moment, I left my finger in her and kissed all around her box.
Satisfied that she was n't gon na cum yet I started to make for my digit in and out again making sure not to touch her clit. Adding a endorse finger's breadth a consequence later and kissing her clitoris slightly as it is more valuable now. Sticking out like a loanword Stephen Arnold Douglas fur in clear cut wood, Standing there lofty I wrap my tounge around it and slide my mouthpiece over it sucking it all into my mouth at once. Lisa screamed and jerked, spasming as she pushed her hips up to play my bombardment of her sex. Shoving four fingerbreadth into her and sucking as intemperately is I could she explodes into orgasm. Her hands are on my foreland ramming my head into her cunny. I kept sucking and ramming my script in and out. Her legs are squeezing my capitulum and hands tighter as my movement becomes restricted but I keep sucking and am rewarded with another spasm as she fills my back talk with more ambrosia. I slow my Assault on her and slowly draw out my hired hand out, licking everywhere I can reach. Lisa is still as a mouse. I look up to see that she passed out.
I pulled myself up beside her and cuddled up to her with my promontory on her shoulder as I fell asleep with her.
I awoke in the good morning to Lisa crying. Asking her if she was okay. She sobbed and told me she loved me so much. She could n't carry to loose me. Smiling at her I say.
I love you Lisa ...