Breaking Up & Breaking In
Anal, FantasyI opened up the doorway, abdomen churning. My guts dropped as Serah saw me and smiled, widely and broadly.
`` Hey handsome ! I missed you, '' she said, moving across the room with a cute-almost stumble. She wrapped her arms around me, but I stood rigid. She must have felt that, sensed something was wrong, because her smile began to evanesce. Her lips still stayed stretched up, but her eyes started to fill with worries.
`` We need to talk, Serah. ``
detachment are awful. I did n't want to hurt Serah, but then I also did n't want to be with her anymore. She was gorgeous, do n't get me wrong : around 5'6 with a sonsy dead body that was pillowy and soft around the tits and ass, but still some sort of taut around her waistline. Long, still legs, and a pussy she shaved regularly that seemed eternally to be dripping. Maybe not literally always dripping, but the girl had an appetite. It used to be that if I woke in the night with the urge, I could count on being able to wake her with two fingers between her legs and get a good answer.
You can probably severalize, I have some ruefulness. Or rather, some misgiving. But personally ? The young woman was terrible. Constantly trying to ingratiate herself with anyone, desperately grasping for any kind of running trick she could establish. I never minded her flirting with other guy rope ; I 'm not the overjealous type. But there 's something deeply irritating about watching someone trying to make you envious. Not lusting after someone else, but rather just pretending to, for a reaction. No, I was well shot of Serah, but I knew there were going to be some things that I missed. Particularly, I thought as I caught a glimpse of her dresser heaving through shit, some of lifespan 's not-so-little sumptuosity.
I 'll spare you the aroused details. I was cold, while she tried to twist some sort of tenderness from me, some sort of apologia perhaps. I should really make walked out after delivering the breakup, but perhaps my nerve failed me. At any pace, it left me stood here like a gimp while she cried. The emotions were n't hitting me yet- perhaps they never would- so I was stood instead wondering if her housemates were getting back soon, and if it would be awkward trying to allow once they were. If they 'd start a shot too. This was where things got a small strange.
You see, I 'd been daydreaming a lot. I always have been a daydreamer, forever drifting in and out of fantasyland. But this detachment I 'd been feeling recently was in part from that foreign portion of me suddenly doubling down. My castle in the air were out of hand : just there, stood wondering about Serah 's housemates, I suddenly began to imagine them, vividly. I imagined the smaller of the two, porky niggling Samantha. I guess Serah had told me some time before that Sam was into BDSM, because I was imagining her all strapped up, her pale little breast knotted and her plump arse up and on display ... I imagined her upstairs from this very elbow room, and I imagined that when I was done here ...
Serah was looking at me with some mingle expression of disgust and muddiness. There was brief panic- had I popped a fuckup while breaking up with someone ? No, no- I was stood just as stoic and impassive as before.
`` What ? '' I said.
`` You- did you ... ? '' Serah scrunched her tear-blotched side in disarray, her sadness apparently briefly set aside. `` Nothing. Weird. ``
Had she just picked up on my little daydreaming ? No way. I thought about it again, about little Samantha spreading her arse-cheeks and looking over her should at me with those big, dismal eyes ... Proportioned like a round, chubby baby, but with none of the innocence ...
Serah was watching me with that same weird expression. I met her regard, and she glanced down at the ground.
`` What ? '' I said again, letting a little provocation into my voice.
`` I ... I do n't know. I thought you ... I thought you said something. ``
`` Yeah ? I did n't say anything. '' She looked back up at me, and when she met my middle again I raised one brow and let my imagination loose again. I pictured Samantha, groaning while I furiously finger-banged her with three digits. Serah audibly gasped.
Was Serah reading my nous ? Was I projecting my opinion ? This was insane.
`` I need a drink. '' I grumbled, and walked out from the room purposefully. Once I was out on the hallway with the door closed I paused and exhaled, walking slowly to the bathroom.
What was going on ? I thought I should be a piddling flighty, if Serah was developing psychic index ... there were definitely affair from the last couple of workweek I did n't want her to know about ! But I felt weirdly positive.
I leaned over the small sink in her lav and cupped my work force under the tap, slugging a little water at a time between my lips. I wanted to experiment with this. I had to try out with it.
I walked back into the way. Serah had composed herself back into her mask of lugubriousness. I wondered how much of it was unfeigned now, seeing how quickly much of it had fallen away. She watched me warily.
How was this going to work ? I had a feeling, a kind of working theory based on instinct. A yoke of time since my daydreaming had gotten out of hand, I had noticed other the great unwashed gazing glassily at wherever my aid was focused. I 'd regain it to be a strange coincidence, but now those little reminiscence were exciting and a little scary. I was broadcasting thoughts !
`` smell, I 'm going to go, '' I said, while looking into Serah 's eyes. At the same sentence as I spoke, I imagined fiercely that she did n't want me to go. I imagined the interior of her brain, and something weirdo happened- I felt it.
Something snapped and I was briefly there, in her head. I felt her assuagement at my leaving, because whatever she had just seen or heard or ... or experienced, about Sam ... it had shaken her, and she needed to think about it ... she wanted me to go, I could experience that ...
But then I felt the other thought process, the one I had imagined. They had a different texture, but they were simple- stay, stay, you want him to stick. I licked my backtalk.
`` What is it ? '' I said aloud.
She was still wrestling, so I doubled down. You want me to stay, I broadcast. You want me to stick around, and you will do anything to make indisputable I do.
`` Stay, please, '' she blurted out. I raised an eyebrow again.
`` No, I really do n't retrieve I should. '' Again, I broadcast Sir Thomas More and more desire for me to stay. I started building a scenario in her creative thinker, some thought to try and save me here.
`` Please ... please stay. I 'll, '' she hesitated, and licked her lips lightly, `` I 'll do anything to hold back you here. ``
`` You'll- really ? Serah, I do n't know what to say, '' I said, feigning surprise and confusion. `` We 're breaking up, Serah. I do n't need this to be mussy. ``
`` No strings, '' she said in an almost rustle. I felt a inspiration of guilt, seeing how run afoul she looked. `` None, I promise. '' I felt the Truth of that, built up of my programme whimsey that were lining her mind.
`` Maybe I could stay just a little spell, then. '' I said, letting the shade of a grin equal my lips. I continued to broadcast, letting the construction high temperature of my crave seep into her. There was still some doubt in my mind that this was me affecting her. I was going to need to push her to do something way out of character to really be sure.
Serah stood, still looking uncertain. She was wearing a dungaree skirt that buttoned up the side, only coming down to mid-thigh, and a brightness flannel shirt in blues and loss. She 'd done her physical composition before I arrived, so her eyeliner had run and was now heavy iniquity syndicate over a pulverized typeface and juicy red lips.
She began to bollocks up at her push on her shirt. I closed the distance between us and swiftly started unbuttoning her blue jean skirt, too, getting it off in half the sentence it took her to manage the shirt. Her mamilla were hanging out visibly, barely held in place by a lacy minuscule bra that I could see matched the step-in she had on. I tugged the pantie down quite violently, and bent her over her bed.
Serah gasped, but carried on unbuttoning the shirt. I spread her arse boldness and found her pussy backtalk, two thick lines that pursed almost like a pout. I leaned in faithful and inspire, then darted a glossa over them. Already moist.
She 'd managed to get out of the shirt, and I took it from her, tossing it aside. I made brusque study of her bra fastener, and had those soft conformation dislodge and bouncing in moments. Quietly, I unzipped my fly and fished out my prick, stroking it softly and wondering at how quickly it had stiffened.
I ran a finger's breadth along her prick, and she shuddered. I could still find how run afoul she was. I slipped the finger in, all the way to the knuckle, and began to pump it in and out. Serah groaned a little, and I popped in another. Carefully I spread the wet from her sopping trap all over her genital organ, then spanked it gently, getting a pant. I lined myself up behind her and plunged my dick inside.
Warm, wet and delicious. Serah panted like a dog in heat, while I reached around and fondled the top of her mons veneris and her clit, still driving away at her with wildness. With my digit still moist with her juices, I spread her cheeks to wait down at her little brown rosebud.
Serah had never wanted any variety of butt-play. It had been a firm line that she 'd never wanted to crossbreed, and earnestly, I had never been interested. But a thing denied is often a thing elevated, and over meter that short mess, so close and yet so far, had become a Sangraal for me. Usually when we fucked I 'd let a finger drift close to it, just graze the change in grain and brush against the cockle fiddling kettle of fish. She 'd always wriggled away artfully.
This fourth dimension I brushed one digit over it, and watched in fascination as it almost breathed in response, puckering and shifting slightly. Serah gasped. I repeated, and she moved. I could feel, from the strange little corridor into her mind, that she was terrified of giving that component of herself over.
`` Do you want this ? '' I asked, as my finger pressed a little more firmly against that little grayback of hers, and my vision broadcast what it was she should respond.
`` Yes, '' she managed. I felt her mind doing unbelievable aerobatics around me to free that little result.
I poked my finger's breadth into her voider slowly, feeling the trivial ring contract bridge tightly about it while I still fucked her forcefully in the slit. Serah 's brain was exploding in pleasure- this was doing it for her ! The taboo she had built up for herself, the red ink of control- even if she did n't realise it was me taking the control away- all of that was really turning her on. And I had to say, she was n't the lone one.
I ploughed her, hard. Her pussy gripped my hawkshaw and my fingerbreadth reamed her lilliputian arsehole, blowing away much of the ohmic resistance in her mind that I 'd felt before. Just when I thought it was too much, that I was about to lose control and nut, I realised I had n't bothered to get a condom on. I was conflicted. I wanted, deeply, to muck up my load and fill her up. I wanted to leave her oozing my cum. But she was n't on the pill, and I did n't need the complicatedness of a baby.
I pulled out, and Serah responded to my programme idea without me saying a word. She had never wanted to give suck dick, our integral relationship. But now, without any prompt, she rolled off the bed and onto her knees and lunged, wrapping her lips around my rooster. She choked on it like a pro, swallowing the whole length and working the shaft, bobbing her head along it. Another idea occurred to me.
Again prompted by a silent program, Serah reached down and started rubbing herself frantically, building up speed on her pussy as she started to climb onto the balls of her feet. Once she had headroom from the storey she went for her arse as well, slipping a digit in and frantically frigging herself.
It was too much for me, watching her go crackpot like that. I felt my orgasm building and pulled her point off my shaft, then watched rope after forget me drug spatter out all over her facial expression and those great soft tits of hers.
I zipped up, and pulled away all of my reckon programme, feeling them like tentacles that moved back towards me. The architecture in my thinker was dissimilar now though- the changes I had made were there to stay, it seemed.
`` I 'm going. '' I said. `` But I 'll see you again soon. ``
Serah looked up at me, confusion there on her expression alongside the flush of arousal.
I definitely had some more experiments to mould out .