I am thrilled and excited about the show. Yesterday I 've sent message through Facebook to all my friends : `` seed and observe me tomorrow at six : link to the site ''. It was internet site with the web cams where the great unwashed could look out girls and tip them if they like it. I switched off my phone so nobody could adjoin me and ask about the display. I know that there is a quite big treatment among my friends about that, I am just normal daughter who normally would never do something like that so everyone is curious if this was just a mistake or a joke.

intellection that all friends will see me not only naked but doing some kinky material is driving me unhinged, I just ca n't break thinking about it and thousand of different idea is going through my forefront. My convention reasonable part is screaming to not do this but my deform side is whispering to my ear : `` go for it, I know you crave this ''. And I listen to the whisper. At lastly the show day has come. I was teasing myself all hebdomad without a relief so I would be as aroused as possible. I know that I will need to be extremely aroused to do what I 've planned. I 'm very skittish and actually I am really close to foreswear the estimate about show.
The time of day are passing by and I 'm still not sure, now when meter of display is so near everything becomes real and serious and I have a lot of doubts and I still have a chance to quit. I look in the mirror, I see rule daughter with beautiful case and skinny perfect tense trunk and I 'm feeling warm butterflies coming through my belly and spreading across my whole eubstance `` I am a degenerate '' I 'm thinking `` I am going to point everyone who I am, a lilliputian sluty deviate, I want to bear witness that to everyone I want to revile myself I want to slide down into lust and perversions. This is what I crave and this is the time when it all starts. My all friend will know my existent nature now. No more concealing and pretending. '' I know that I have to do it.
I clean myself and wear black opaque stockings and red 6 inch dog, my well shaved puss radiancy with juice and my nipples poking heavily. I ca n't waitress any thirster and with a pounding fondness I login into the web cam site. There is already 500 people waiting for me, probably the news has spread across the facebook and everyone want to see me bare ! I can imagine that among those hoi polloi are my friends as I recognize some of their sobriquet. `` Wow its really happening ! ''. They see me naked wearing just black stockings and red sluty blackguard and the comments have start to hang - `` Wow Lily is that really you ? ``, `` You are crazy ! ``, `` You look like loose woman '' and some of them are quite offensive produced probably by female person function of the audience - `` I knew you are slut bitch '', `` No respect at all '', `` Fucking bitch ''. But while I am reading all those comments I 'm getting more and more wet. `` howdy, Thanks for coming to see my appearance I hope you 'll bask it. Its going to be bondage display so I hope you like that kind of stuff. I 've another surprise for you - its going to be interactional display ''.
I grab alligator clip with sharp alloy teeth and attached wire to it. `` You see that wire ? It is attached to the electric transformer so each time you tip me the galvanizing seismic disturbance comes through the clip. Cool huh ? ''. I open kickoff clip and attach to my nipple - the stinging botheration cattle farm across my body. I did n't wait till pain in the neck fade but I attach instant cartridge holder to my other nipple - another bite and another moving ridge of pain. Now I realize that this is really happening and the painfulness is tangible and I love it. I smile and start working with more clips - five on each tit then six on each side of me and ten directly on my slim down beautiful belly. By the clock time I finish I can find pulsating pain from each of the clip and there is still my pussy to go ! My hands start to shake and I drop few clips cause I could n't hold in them. I take oceanic abyss breathing time and get working with my pussy. I have really dainty looking pussy, with meaty flesh covered with juices and beautifully poking clit. As offset I grab extinct labia and start attaching snip to it. It is n't so bad but I know that fun is just going to start up. When I finished there is four time on each incline. Next inside I, these are a slight bit more awful - slowly and carefully I attach four on each side. After that I spread my pussy as spacious I can, I grab one of the clips and slowly push inside my pussy, after few secondment I found out where my g point usually is and push the cartridge holder directly into that smudge. When I released the clip and discriminating teeth bite flesh inside my pussy I scream as pain in the ass inside me is so substantial that my whole eubstance start to shake off. After a arcminute I calm down a bit. I take the hold up clipping, bigger than others with bounteous shiny teeth so sharp that can easily penetrate the peel. I know that joke are over and this is going to offend as hell. I rubbed my clit till become big and hard. With my shaking paw I open the hold out big clip and move toward clit. My affectionateness is pounding like during the backwash, a mixture of feelings - pain, excitement, pleasance are mixing together and dance in my belly. I take a big breather and slowly set about to issue the clip. I can feel first touch of sharp dentition against my peel and then slowly pressure, harder and harder the painfulness is growing as dentition are slowly closing around my clit. Now I can feel the dentition sinking deeply into my physique as finally I release the clip fully. The pain in the ass is insane and I am breathing heavily trying to gain ascendence over my shaking body. I opened my oculus and smile, there are infrangible storm of gossip, they ca n't believe what they are seeing, they ca n't believe that girl like me is so twisted.
I get to my knee, all the magazine are wired and attached to the transformer but the circuit is still off. I need to do few more than things before head start. I get a foresightful firearm of rophy with running noose on the end. I put my brain through the loop topology and tighten. There is 5kg weightiness attached to the second end of the rope lying on the storey so when I will try to sit down the weight goes up and tighten the noose even more. I get the monolithic three inch wide dildo and place underneath me pointing to my ass, I 'm going to use it later as a sec part of my show. As a lubricate I 've planned to use hot chili pepper sauce ! I got a small bottle with extra hot chili pepper sauce. It is still sealed and closed, I show it to the camera so everyone can see it. I put the bottle beside the dildo.

It is time to start the show. I switch on the electric transformer connected to the cartridge holder and cuff my handwriting behind my back. The release key should devolve for about one 60 minutes. I announce that everything is set up and they can take up tipping to see if it works. I can feel some faint electrical shocks on the clips. I explain that than bigger the tip the bigger electric shock will be. I 'm keep smiling and supporting my audience `` seminal fluid on guys - hit me harder I know you want to ''. Each time I hear tipping sound I get excited and electric car shock go through my body. The steer are more often with each minute as I can see that more and more multitude are coming. Probably the news that some perv girl is doing kinky show have spread across net quickly.
After 15 bit my body is covered in thick bed of sweat, cartridge clip hot from electric car flow are like wasps stinging my belly, tits and slit. The pain sensation is monolithic and I think that I must be really writhe doing this to myself. But at the same metre I 'm feeling peachy pleasance and my snatch is so wet that I can actually sense my juices that are dripping on the trading floor. There are moments when I do n't have a break from electric shocks. I can barely catch a breathe, pain and pleasure are mixing together in this masochistic dance of electric car jolt coming through most delicate part of my body with the sharp dentition of magazine ripping through my skin.

The 30 second went by and it is time for indorse role of the appearance - the dildo covered in hot sauce ! I 'm not sure enough if I can do it, I 'm already on the edge of my survival but deeply inside I know that I crave more pain. I asked the looker, five thousand now ! to stop tipping as it is time for succeeding voice of the show. I ask them if they all can tip me at the same time exactly 5 minutes after I 'll start the clock.
I 'm afraid, my hands start to shake but at the same time I 'm extremely aroused and my pussy is dripping with juices like crazy. I slowly open the bottleful and I feel hot sauce on my finger. With my heart insanely pounding I carefully spread the sauce all over dildo. I throw away empty bottle and try to smile but I 'm too nervous and frantic. I push start button on the clock and the clock start ticking, in exactly five minutes all spectator agreed to hit the gratuity at the same clock time. Now it is the time and its no turn back. I know that it will hurt like perdition and I 'm already really wear upon and exhausted not mentioning that the pain coming from cartridge holder is unbearable now. I take a rich breath and slowly begin to drop on lubricated hot sauce dildo. It is coming into me without a problem and at inaugural it is quite pleasurable. While I 'm lowering myself down the weighs on the other end of the rope go up causing noose on my neck to be Sir Thomas More tight. Finally the whole dildo is deeply buried inside my ass.
There is small lock attached to the bottom of dildo, I lock my handcuff to it. I heard quite click of the lock, there is no turning back now, I have to stomach for 30 hour until handout will unlock all the curl and I will be free.
After few seconds after inserting dildo into my ass I can palpate warm whiz spreading across my interior but few s later warmness become hotness and hotness become ardent combustion. With tight noose around my cervix I 'm fighting for each hint now, the pain is harebrained, it is burning like hell and I feel like my guts are on flak. I clench my teeth and fist but the pain is becoming more and Sir Thomas More stronger. Sweat instantly cover my unanimous body, my ass fluid are desperately trying to launder the burning liquid from my ass but instead of feeling any backup my interior are becoming more sore and painful. I look and the clock and it shows 4 minutes and 20 moment, only 40 seconds till spectator will start out tipping and I 'm already collapsing from pain. I want to stop this madness and protest but I ca n't say anything, I cant focus or do something, I 'm paralyzed and bound by hurting. And then it starts - five thousand people start tipping at once, it hit me with all brutal force that I never imagined exist - the electric shocks are coming through my body with such intensity level that clips showtime to becoming very hot and burning my skin ! I can see flashes and smoke going from the clips, my soundbox is on the boundary, my senses are overloaded and pain so intense that become firm, my psyche just ca n't hold it any more and then, it happened. The white Light from spine of my head like pulsating orb is becoming bigger and bigger and then the greatest coming of my life incisive my body, it is so intense that I ca n't breathe, I ca n't feel, my eyes roll out and my dead body twinkling in a orgasmic turmoil. When I got back, there is no electric electrical shock, I think the watchers are not surely what is going on so they stopped tipping. I 'm completely exhausted and the botheration hit me with all mighty. I 'm sore, clip biting my soma and my guts still burning like inferno but now after I came everything is more real, without arousal I feel sick and it is difficult to cope with all of that. With tears in my eyes I ask watchers if they could stop tipping. But they not listening. When they saw that I 'm okay they start again and the electric shock starting line biting my consistence. It is like a nightmare now, I 'm very uncomfortable and there is still 15 second until key firing. The noose around my neck opening is very miserly and I have difficulty to take a breather. I wish that show would be over now but I have to suffer a little bit more. The electric shock is still coming through but my eubstance go form of numb. I feel sleepy and silly, I trying to focus but it is really hard to do it.
Finally the dismission key gun trigger and I 'm able to give up myself. With massive sculptural relief I remove burning like hot rod dildo from my ass and all the magazine. I take of the snare and breathe freely. I quickly log off from the site and switch off the camera, I feel shame and disgrace of what I 've done. But the damage is done now and there is no way of fixing it. Everyone knows now my dark secrets, everyone knows that I 'm hook infliction slut. I went to shower and I could n't resist. The recent result are still fresh in my memory and I brought myself to orgasm several times. Finally I went back to my room and switch my laptop on. I forget that I recorded everything. The eternal sleep of the night I spend watching my video and masturbating franticly. The break of day has come, my snatch is swollen and sore but I keep masturbating I just ca n't stop doing it.
As a final point I 've decided to do it something really stupe. I opened my email box and create new email to everyone in my contacts including my co-worker and crime syndicate appendage. I attached the TV from my appearance and publish message where I describe that I 'm slut and I need orgasms more then air. I offer that I will voluntary satisfy most extreme and perverse phantasy. I hesitate for a second and click send push. I make my dream come through and with that intellection I fell asleep .