While there 's probably something dirty for everyone here, this is n't a porno story so much trying to keep course of what I 've been up to so far. Like watching a show as I 'm doing now, it 's actually potential to forget how and who you went through to get here. It 's a love-life timeline of me I guess, kind of a cliffnotes matter without bulletpoints. It does n't represent everyone I 've ever been with because some one-nighters are forgettable, and not every metre I 've had sex because like to the highest degree of us not every time was story worthy and it 's pretty sponsor when you 're in a relationship. It 's More about the of import ace where I discovered something new or interesting. I thought about putting it under the `` journal '' category but I think that would be misconstrued as `` darling diary, insert porno. ``

My showtime boyfriend was a guy named Mark, coincidentally my current husband 's name. He was controlling and abusive in the naughty way, so I accepted it. He did n't like me having guy friends, did n't want me going out without him, easy to piss off, like what young woman warn their girl about, but I was a sexually ignorant Virgin in the `` slashie fangirl '' sock-in-your-mouth, crying-as-I-tie-you-down-with-more-duct-tape kind of way at the time. Because I guess I was the nut he always wanted he was now justified in not asking if I wanted to try something and just went for it. Alot of hombre have experience trying to mouth girls into trying affair like anal or even giving head for the slow dessert missy, and it 's usually a atruggle but he did n't worry about it. We were n't attached and needy either but he was pretty territorial. We never said we loved each early or anything and he even shared me with 2 of his nicer friends once, one of whom would later become a bf so he was n't terribly in love with me. This sharing 'll become a recur topic. So brand was my friend 's beau before mine, she met him at a party we went to and I got to know him through her, and after they broke up he came to me. She tried to monish me like I said but I did n't hear or worry, she had become kind of timid since they broke up and it was form of an embarassed hypnotism at respectable. There was a secure reason for it. He was never bad to me, or you could say he was but I loved it, like I said, but that was n't the event for her. Although it turned out alright for me, I did n't know at the time ( and she did n't recite me which is kind of a dick move ), He was the Sami way with her. But she was n't like me. Her low gear clock time was in front of his friends crying as she was raped and humiliated, a lowly company or bbq with his friends or something where everyone was drunk. remember the controlling part, she had no friends there because he did n't need them around. If there were more vox saying `` hey what the fuck ? ! ? diaphragm ! '' it might not have happened, but they did n't hear that. I assume to them it was like a rape-porno, something everybody ticker but does n't allow to their friends. In that environment though they were all thinking the same matter ; Everyone 's cool with it and I 'm not doing it so I 'm ok with it. He did n't leave a physical mark where I could see it, otherwise the timing of that and the breakup would have been suspicious to me and I would n't experience become his side by side girl. From what she told me though during that consequence he was rough in the way I knew him, he choked and slapped her around during which is where the abasement came in. She only told me after he and I broke up, which while I understand it being hard to let the cat out of the bag about was kind of messed up because it might have happened to me. ease up the circumstances she has n't been with a guy since as far as I know. I have n't talked to her in a couple twelvemonth but for a few years after that she was strictly girls, including my inaugural. More about that later.

Kenny came second. He was one of Mark 's nicer friends that I was shared with like I was talking about. After the last brakeup he was all over my telephone set being `` a honest friend. '' Basically he knew I was usable, what kind of affair I was into and had to overreach someone else to me. He was alot less well-heeled with just doing what he wanted to me with no apologia. But that was the only type of guy I was used to, I so was the one pushing him to try new things. Nothing boring like anal and blowjobs because he knew from experience I was into those and I consider them parts of regular sex. But I wanted to be slapped and choked, tied up and belted like I was used to. He was my firstly attentive bf, the kind of formula nice guy who gives daughter what they want. We said our `` hump you '' s, went out places and everything rule couples do together. There were thing I could n't get him to do. One of them was pegging, the former was n't group sex, after all that would be hypocritical since we 'd already done that together. I actually convinced him to let me choose from a group of his supporter for a gangbang. We 'd hang out with them one at a time, someone hanging out with his friend and the supporter 's gf basically, casually loosen them up with innuendo while playing games or what have you while I was laying on the blatant coquetry. When I had private present moment with them most would play more directly with me, thinking I wanted something on the position and Kenny was totally oblivious. Even guys who claim to be honorable and would never shack up with a booster 's girl will do it if they think they can get away with it. Anyway I would differentiate them that he was poise with sharing and they did n't have to wait until we were alone to lay on the game. When we were all in the like room again the conversation could continue more than fluidly. I had 6 recruits lined up pretty fast, a little more than a week I think, sadly only 5 showed up. I 'm only going to namedrop the `` of import snick '' but Curtis deserves a especial citation and made up for the absense. After breaking up with Kenny I did n't see him again, but occasionally I still think about him because ... His dick was amazing. Almost coke-can thick, foreskinned that did n't come all the way around his nous, light blue veins all the way down the sides, and I could n't even get my fingertips to tinct together at the infrastructure. And that was diffuse, it hung along his second joint almost halfway to his knees at like 9+ column inch when hard like a pornstar. Except for the fact that aside from size pornstars have unremarkable prick, but this one was staring and inviting, practically yummy. Naturally during the gangbang and probably because I 'd been making constant jocularity about its size of it, he maintained a Monopoly on my asshole the majority of the time. The pressure on the back of my vaginal bulwark left me hovering around coming constantly, the guys who took go in my pussy made me cum every time. I had a theory that a girl 's body can take 6 cat at once. The logistics are hard, not enough room to fit that many people in around a girl at once and they did in fact mostly take turns 2 or 3 at once. But with a coffee table the acme is about properly to arrive at it work on. Curtis underneath me while on my back, someone standing at the foot of the coffee berry table to do it my twat, one at the head with his peter in my oral cavity, one straddling over me and the table titfucking me, and 2 on either side of meat for me to screw up while they waited for a better parking spot. Only 1 in that last example though when mortal did n't show. Kenny and I were together for awhile after that too. But he personally never shared me with them again. Not that it caused any problems or anything, but as far as I know none of them had ever seen each others'dicks and I probably did n't draw him too glad with my frequent musings about Curtis 's but he was a soundly mutant and it, but anyway of row we eventually broke up.

After that was H. I 'll call her H and she was the one I was talking about in bell ringer 's story. We 'd been bff 's since we were piffling but we 've drifted apart the live on few years. It probably had something to do with being Quaker and then being together for awhile. I can reasonably maintain relationships with exes and ride out friends, but the onus is on other people to be able-bodied to do the Lapp. It 's a uncommon thing outside of swinger, jealousy comes too easily to some people. I 've never been in a monogamous relationship even now. Anyway, She was the first girl I 've ever been with, and there have been 3 1/2, which will be explained. As soon as my `` single '' window was unresolved she made her move the Saame way I tried to convince bozo to volunteer for my gangbang. We 'd always been flirty the way Quaker are, but after him I noticed she started acting differently. She 'd stare too long or she would want to nest all the time, no sense of personal place. I did n't mind, she was always like that but it was different than usual. So after the innuendo and flirting to ease me into it like I 've done, we had that conversation where she said she wanted me, and asked me to help her get off. The way she sold me on it was that it would n't mean anything and would be well-off, she would have on a annulus and no step-in for clad unawkward admittance, laying with her legs hanging over the bed, and I could wear a strapon over my clothes. Then just came rocking together like whenever girls are dancing or giving a mock lap-dance. Basically entirely unoffensive if I was n't into it, not asking much. It did n't wrench out that way. I got excited as she was and I did start off wearing it over my gasp, but all of her clothes and my shirt had come off by the meter we were done. And I was on top of her with my natural language in her mouth. Que sera ... We were living together for almost a year, a few months of which were after we broke up. I do n't know why, we were still assuredness with each other and I could have had a relationship with a missy, we were pulling it off, I was just more into bozo and she was n't at all. So we broke up but lived together and I started seeing Nick.

gouge was interesting. He was a tightfitting blonde fem looking guy who had some confutative fetishes and a affair for former cleaning lady. He had in fact dated a 32 year old sub PE teacher at his HS before we got together and would n't you cognize it- she became my gf later. In keeping with my polygamous nature and his guy libido, he introduced me to her one night at his apartment. We talked about how they met, PE shorts, yoga ( which we met for properly away ) and they had previously talked about how she was eager to try sex with another girl. Naturally the reasonableness he facilitated was he was hoping to be in on it, which never happened. Aside from a shared BJ at a bbq later. ANyway this para 's his so I 'll say he was like my opposite. We had different fetich but we were both freaks. Some matter even I wo n't do like diaper/shit stuff, when I want to do that it 'll be when I 'm changing an actual baby, thank you. One thing we could both correspond on was pegging. I had strapon experience and he had anal experience so we went together like hot bounder and doughnuts. I was n't expecting him to wear lingerie but it was unexpectedly welcome too. The region I was n't gravid about was topping. Not like it made me uncomfortable, I 'm just not the take-charge type and was used to being on the take in end. But I like to make water my men happy so I tied his wrist to his headboard, buttfucked, belittled, and spanked him while he was dressed like a slutty little girl. We were n't together for long, maybe 6 month when I found out I was pregnant ! I planned to forge out what to do together with him and I was totally undefended to an abortion, we were n't that serious and it was still other in every sense. But he threw a fit and essentially threatened me, I wo n't say what he said but I figured it was over. My roommate was supportive but my former burgeoning yoga champion did n't want the play at the sentence. I had n't decided what to do with the pregnancy but it was decided for me when I went for a `` lady checkup '' and was told I could n't cause a baby yet. I had some uterine scarring that would n't allow it to get nutrients and air it needed to develop. It was n't a big hit to me or anything because it was so too soon and actually fixable whenever I finally found the money for it, which I did n't have at the time ( I 'm now executable ). So after a snaking I went dwelling house with a sore cooch, which sounds like the darker half of a porn joke but it 's not laughable at all, especially the infliction and cramping.

So the PE sub. I 'll call her R, guys like shoutouts for bro-fives but young woman and cleaning woman probably wo n't. While I was with Nick I actually started hanging out with her and we did Yoga at her mansion. I do n't remember the positions but that 's not why I was doing it. I looked great in those pants and they were fun to rub against someone wearing them, which we did. Our inaugural experience was titillating but not sexual, doing stretches together and she showed me how to disturb my toes with her lap straddling my ass for `` guidance ''. If we were n't wearing scanty it could bear been embarassing wearing those trouser wet as we were ... I was still living with H while I was with notch, which caused rubbing because of our history together, then when I left him she found out I had been getting close to a char that was n't her and how R reacted with my fraught news, it pissed off H even more. She and R actually almost had some dramatic play when R came to talk about the whole gestation thing with me. After we 'd been seeing each former for awhile and my roomie got another gf the shoes got a little crowded, so I moved in with R and her son Dillan. Trouble. Not right away, and the `` mom 's gf '' sounds like a tarradiddle from Naughty U.S.A. but they would n't legally be able-bodied to upload this form of thing. She was pretty inexperienced for an Old woman, Me being her beginning girl and we had similar stories. Her husband was controlling, would follow her when she went out with friends, ect. The only good matter she got from him was his son. She married him before she could legally drink so she missed out on the young messing around prospect of figuring stuff and nonsense out and was trying to take a crap up for it with younger guys. After separating with him she burned through a half twelve barely legals and one 16 year old Nick before me, but she was n't interested in a relationship and after having sex with them would leave them soon after, all besides dent. Anyway I loved her alot and we were together a duet yr before I messed that up. She was accomodating for a cleaning woman, she let me have a bf on the side, a single dad of 2 kids who I actually forget about from sentence to sentence, he 's the hangdog grounds I 'm getting this stuff and nonsense down ! She did n't take care sharing either, having me home every night while I carved out whatever extra time I could with him, and I taught her the things my former bfs taught me. Like I said she was pretty inexperienced in the sense that she 'd been in the drive through plenty decent times but always ordered the Lapplander matter. I made her try anal, bondage, spanking, ect. again topping against my nature but she needed to try something different. The family relationship with her son was easy too. Being a teen he was into gaming, lady friend, and being a smartass like me so we got along great, and when she was n't home we would hang out together. But we got too easy. We would flirt but it was always a joke, I made certain not to cave in him the wrong estimation pretty much only because of how much trouble I could take found myself in, so I kept distancing myself when it started heating up. But he was the only testosterone in the firm and I 'm needy, but it 's not like I made the first or any motility and did n't deliver a bf already so my ass was covered, like how you feel obligated to say `` no '' when you do n't really want to. There was also no `` regular thing '' just the first time I did n't say no comparable I was supposed to, and the second time exceptional occasion which got me thrown out. That first time, I sat on the couch across from him and put my legs in his lap like I 'd done a hundred clock time before, and he started tickling my metrical unit. Not a big deal, so I struggled a little and he stopped for a minute of arc before stroking my peg. He was getting sheer and tracing higher and I did n't say anything, when he got to the hem of my shorts leg I put my ankle behind his neck and pulled his brain towards me, I could n't avail it then. When he started kissing my thighs I lost it and let him do what he wanted. That was apparently to clean out my pussy with his tongue, or maybe shine my button with it. Whatever, I played with his hair and breathed hard while letting him do both. After that he got more confident and severe, things like grabbing my fag while his mom was right there looking the early way, tempting fate. The moment and endure time I was taking him out driving for his 16th birthday but he told me what he really wanted and I agreed, it was a one-half Sojourner Truth I told his mom. We were going out practice driving but he really wanted what he got a couple age before, yeah if you 're doing the math you know I 'm a bad person. I was driving to a `` safety slur '' somewhere we could practice driving without the risk of getting pulled over or hitting anyone, with the tot welfare of not getting caught giving him his present. It was just after wickedness and we were just out of the drive when he had his hawkshaw out, playing with it in one mitt and massaging the back of my cervix with the other. R had told me she was n't planning on going anywhere and she 'd see us when we got back, but about 15 proceedings later I saw her again. My demerit for not making it very far and picking a bad place to stop, the route towards main street went right by where I parked. He was pushy and eager so I had to pull into a dollar bill entrepot 's shit lot down the street with no light source nearby, I 'm surprised she could even see the car in the dark from the road, but she pulled in behind us and almost caught me trying to reach his musket ball with my tongue and I already had a mouthful of his pecker. She did n't see anything much the car parked in the lot, but since we were parked in the night so soon after leaving there was zilch else we could receive been doing. But she did probably see us panic like worm along with him riding senior high in the seat pulling his pants up when the lights hit us, I thougt she was a cop. I knew it was all my fault but I was still bitter, I got thrown out that dark and went to outride with my mom. That was late in the month a couple Nov ago, I had a bunch of udder in her closet, Christmas Day presents that I still do n't know what happened to. That 's just a uncanny piddling detail that I would keep coming back to that made me cry a longsighted time after it was over. Now we 're actually on casual talking term on a mutual chat site we visit and we send each other pictures and memes we find online occasionally. She says she realizes it 's hypocritical to hate me for doing what she 's done but we 'll never be close again because of the betrayal of it. I effectively cheated on her with her underage son. How Jerry springer.

While I was with her I had been working on a ranch. I 'd worked my way up to director over a caboodle of immigrants with varying levels of English language, but we had a fun human relationship. I rode around in a golf cart all day yelling mock Spanish people along with the few parole I knew and I would take heed thing back like `` puta '' with a smile and wave, I think Puta means love life ! No we were all pretty aplomb and loved giving each other asshole. Literally, I was the coach so I decided who deloused knight stall, Javier ! Anyway after breaking up with R I quit the job out of depression, sat around at my mom 's all day playing games and moping, a girlfriend of mine made it easier taking me out places like company. She 's vernal, in fact she was Dillan 's on/off lady friend around his age and I knew her through the folk. I started going to heights School party with citizenry 5 or 6 geezerhood untried than me, not that I was the lonesome one like I thought I 'd be. One tall bald dim guy was chatting with me and pretty soon I was sitting on his lap, and we were talking about what coke does to you and he was trying to talk me into it. He expected it to get me in the mood and get him put, but while I was already in his lap I was n't for certain I was in the modality. `` H2 '' I 'll call my friend, she was putting him on about how much I actually wanted it and he should take me in the unoccupied bedroom and give me some more. She did n't experience it at the time but I 'd been with black-market guys before ( not a stranger though, between-noteworthyness dating ), because she was n't talking about the coke, which she also totally approves of. That candy he did throw me got my heart going and I liked the rush, but he followed her lead and said we could only have to a greater extent if we were alone like she suggested, so I indulged him. I knew where it was going and just figured `` know it. '' When we were alone he rubbed some behind the head of his cock with his thumb and I licked it off, and I discovered I did n't wish it on my lingua much. Not like I have n't trained my gag reflex for the express reason of deepthroating but if I had n't it would have killed that too because my throat felt numb. side note- black peter are n't any bigger than anyone altitude'. Now in porno everyone 's dick 's big so of line every dark guy you see 's going to give a big dick, but the myth 's in place because of the reflection of lonely clean womanhood wondering about the `` tabu '' of BBC who have never had it. Like nigh agressive guy cable, especially political party cat I 've noticed there was n't alot of kissing and playing around, it was `` turn me around, lift dress, panties off, push down and drunk doggystyle. '' After about only 10 minutes someone knocked on the door looking for him, from the ebonic accent I knew it was the early black guy I 'd seen there hitting on girls and failing so I think if he struck out the whole `` knock and walk in '' affair was plan B. It was the comfortably I 'd felt up in awhile, so I did n't even say anything or look back when he told him he could come in. It went on for like another 15 minute of arc until both had cum at either end of me and the original guy before he left helped me pull my panties back on with an unexpected present. A ziplock baggie tucked by my behind. That gave me an estimate how I could get back on the horse.

I browsed Craigslist personals for one of `` those '' entering. If you 've been desperate and horny you know about them, they say `` sensual massage '' or `` amatuer naked photoshoot '' or something like. I only had to message one guy back, but did my safe homework first and bagged a collegiate amatuer lensman. That 's actually stretching it, he had a camera and was in college but it was community of interests college and a cameraphone that I 'm sure he did n't even know how to vary the place setting on. He took flock of pics and a couple telecasting of me posing naked with props like his member and we had a fun metre. I got $ 300 for it which was probably most of a paycheck since he works at at a pizza place rhyming with Riddle Cheesers which I say so I do n't get sued or something. From then on I went by referral, he would intimate me to his friends and they would get something standardised, but being `` broke Warren E. Burger fin '' as I like to foretell them I got frequent-but-unstrenuous workplace. I became an escort ! But since I was playing it secure and meeting by referral the networking pool was limited to guys my age who did n't let alot of money, so I gave alot of chief since that was cheap and fast. The `` savings over time '' logical system does n't put to work with instant gratification, getting off is getting off whether it 's $ 300 or $ 50 so natually everyone wanted the $ 50 option. Yeah I learned later how small I was charging, I 'm not vain but I get told I 'm hot and hit on plenty, so I think I 'm fairly aphrodisiacal. But apparently I could have been charging thousands if I 'd chosen clients a little right, I 've talked to other young lady that charge that very much and they 're like 300lb chainsmoking grandmas, guys will TRULY fuck anything. Mine were nice guys though, about 6 of them in their group and I got invited to party with them, called to hang out and play plot, we were supporter with benefits and $ being exchanged. One node I met at a party was a landscape gardener at a winery and he referred me to `` Mk2. '' I say that as a joke because he 's my secong Mark and the one who 's my hubby now. Owning a winery on top of acreage like he does I figured he was rich but I did n't know how much, that was n't where his capital came from, it was just where he lays his head, I wo n't say how much he makes but It 's a couple figure above the in high spirits plausable guessing. At one point I was spending 2 mean solar day a week with him and getting double whole-package value of $ 400 a day. What we did those nights was the most fun too, he became my dearie in a hurry being alot like Mk1 with a meaner streak. When I slept there I actually started spent my Nox tied up on the floor of his closet in between playing servant, being belted while hanging from the punching bag eyebolt in the cellar ceiling, led around on a trio and swatted with a paper like a dog and more. He eventually got jealous and wanted me all to himself, giving me a Miata and a $ 5000 a month allowance to arrive live with him and be his alone, which I recently learned someone else is effectively paying present. I would receive done it for free for the chance to live with him and have that kind of fun every day. We got married in July hold out year, I loved the ceremony and thought he did, it was a voyeuristical group sex thing but since then he has n't touched me like that, only wanting the periodic wakeup cock sucking and housekeeping. I 'm more like the muddied live-in maid nowadays, but I 've gotten something else from him as a solace present- a boyfriend who is again a friend of his. I stay with him whenever sucker 's out of town, which is about 10-12 mean solar day a month, and when I 'm over there my girlfriend usually comes to advert out with us and that 's when I get my gambling time in. He 's the one who 's taken up giving mark that $ 5000 a month I get as an allowance. As far as I know that was n't always the case, but I wonder if I 'm still in the escort biz and my husband 's now my pimp ... I have in fact entertained one of his wedding node who was traveling to CA on business, he did n't speak a word of English language and had an entourage, and I did n't bed he was coming until I got an out-of-timezone textbook from my husband telling me to expect him and I was to establish him the VIP intervention. I 've learned to cook since I moved in here, there were actually staff on another theater on the holding for that variety of thing before he met me but it 's hollow now. I wonder if I 'm basically getting their $ to do their jobs now since I clean this colossus place and do all the cookery and wash and stuff.

Before I forget, earlier I said I 'd been with 3 1/2 women which I said I 'd explain. I met a tgirl at a company and have been spending prison term with her lately. She 's so feminine and beautiful that she was getting hit on there as very much or more than any former girl, and the guys have no idea. Neither did I until the subject came up and she whispered it to me nervously. She actually does n't palpate well-off in the open with people knowing who she really is and wants to abide discreet for now. But at some power point we got into talking about our experiences and matter we still wanted to try and I mentioned young woman with cock, I do n't bang if she somehow managed to steer the conversation that way but we got a couple joking cheers fron drunk Guy when we went to hang out by ourselves in the garage to `` talk '' more privately. It 's a developing post, but she 's not like the usual guy rope or girls I like. It 's fitting I speculation since she 's basically neither gender, but definitely feminine. She 's gentle and likes dumb sex with alot of holding each early and kissing and gentle rocking. My husband being as ... progressive as he is, daughter are allowed and he knows I like to hang out and mess around with H2 but I do n't have a go at it how he 'd finger about `` T '' if he knew she had a dick. She 's not on the blessing list, I 've told him about her but not the being trans component part.

So that 's where I am right now, I do n't know about my standing in my marriage and while I love him and it was fun at the start right now I 'm more like the naughty maidservant like I said. He gives me so much freedom though which is totally counter to what I was expecting ( I graduated from the cupboard to a Cage in the basement gym when I stopped seeing him as an escort and became undivided, now none of that ) and I ca n't see myself with anyone else, so it 's not in danger just totally opposite to what I was expecting. I 'll probably update this eventually as more interest material happens so I hope it was interesting .