While there 's probably something dirty for everyone here, this is n't a porno history so much trying to keep open racecourse of what I 've been up to so far. Like watching a show as I 'm doing now, it 's actually possible to forget how and who you went through to get here. It 's a love-life timeline of me I guess, form of a cliffnotes matter without bulletpoints. It does n't represent everyone I 've ever been with because some one-nighters are forgettable, and not every time I 've had sex because like most of us not every time was story worthy and it 's pretty sponsor when you 're in a family relationship. It 's more about the of import ones where I discovered something new or interesting. I thought about putting it under the `` diary '' category but I think that would be misconstrued as `` dear diary, insert erotica. ``

My start swain was a guy named soft touch, coincidentally my current hubby 's name. He was controlling and abusive in the naughty way, so I accepted it. He did n't like me having guy Friend, did n't want me going out without him, easy to piss off, like what young lady warn their girl about, but I was a sexually ignorant virgin in the `` slashie fangirl '' sock-in-your-mouth, crying-as-I-tie-you-down-with-more-duct-tape kind of way at the prison term. Because I guess I was the freak he always wanted he was now justified in not asking if I wanted to try something and just went for it. Alot of guy rope have experience trying to peach miss into trying things like anal retentive or even giving head for the boring sweet girls, and it 's usually a atruggle but he did n't worry about it. We were n't attached and needy either but he was pretty territorial. We never said we loved each other or anything and he even shared me with 2 of his nicer friends once, one of whom would later get a bf so he was n't terribly in making love with me. This sharing 'll get a resort theme. So stigma was my friend 's fellow before mine, she met him at a party we went to and I got to bonk him through her, and after they broke up he came to me. She tried to warn me like I said but I did n't listen or worry, she had become kind of cautious since they broke up and it was kind of an embarassed trace at best. There was a good reason for it. He was never bad to me, or you could say he was but I loved it, like I said, but that was n't the causa for her. Although it turned out alright for me, I did n't bonk at the sentence ( and she did n't severalize me which is kind of a dick motion ), He was the Lapp way with her. But she was n't like me. Her first meter was in front of his friends crying as she was raped and humiliated, a small party or bbq with his friends or something where everyone was drunk. Remember the controlling part, she had no friends there because he did n't want them around. If there were more vox saying `` hey what the ass ? ! ? stop ! '' it might not have happened, but they did n't learn that. I assume to them it was like a rape-porno, something everybody watches but does n't include to their booster. In that environment though they were all thinking the same thing ; Everyone 's cool with it and I 'm not doing it so I 'm ok with it. He did n't forget a strong-arm mark where I could see it, otherwise the timing of that and the breakup would let been suspicious to me and I would n't have become his next girl. From what she told me though during that event he was bumpy in the way I knew him, he choked and slapped her around during which is where the humiliation came in. She only told me after he and I broke up, which while I understand it being hard to verbalise about was sort of messed up because it might have happened to me. Given the portion she has n't been with a guy since as far as I know. I have n't talked to her in a couple class but for a few twelvemonth after that she was strictly fille, including my foremost. More about that later.

Kenny came second. He was one of Mark 's nicer friends that I was shared with like I was talking about. After the last brakeup he was all over my speech sound being `` a in effect friend. '' Basically he knew I was available, what variety of things I was into and had to beat up someone else to me. He was alot less comfortable with just doing what he wanted to me with no excuse. But that was the only type of guy I was used to, I so was the one pushing him to try new affair. Nothing boring like anal and blowjobs because he knew from experience I was into those and I consider them parts of regular sex. But I wanted to be slapped and choked, tied up and belted like I was used to. He was my first attentive bf, the kind of normal nice guy who gives girl what they want. We said our `` love you '' s, went out places and everything normal couples do together. There were things I could n't get him to do. One of them was pegging, the former was n't grouping sex, after all that would be hypocritical since we 'd already done that together. I actually convinced him to let me choose from a group of his friends for a gangbang. We 'd hang up out with them one at a meter, someone hanging out with his friend and the friend 's gf basically, casually loosen them up with innuendo while playing secret plan or what have you while I was laying on the blatant flirting. When I had private moments with them most would butterfly more directly with me, thinking I wanted something on the side and Kenny was totally forgetful. Even guy rope who claim to be honorable and would never shack up with a friend 's little girl will do it if they think they can get away with it. Anyway I would tell them that he was cool with sharing and they did n't have to look until we were alone to lay on the game. When we were all in the Sami way again the conversation could carry on more fluidly. I had 6 recruits lined up pretty fast, a little more than a workweek I think, sadly only 5 showed up. I 'm only going to namedrop the `` important notch '' but Curtis deserves a special mention and made up for the absense. After breaking up with Kenny I did n't see him again, but occasionally I still think about him because ... His dick was amazing. Almost coke-can thick, foreskinned that did n't come in all the way around his header, Christ Within blue air veins all the way down the sides, and I could n't even get my fingertips to meet together at the base. And that was soft, it hung along his thighs almost halfway to his knees at like 9+ inches when hard like a pornstar. Except for the fact that aside from size pornstars have unremarkable pecker, but this one was perfect and inviting, practically scrumptious. Naturally during the gangbang and probably because I 'd been making constant jokes about its size, he maintained a monopoly on my asshole the majority of the prison term. The pressure level on the back of my vaginal wall left me hovering around orgasm constantly, the guys who took turns in my kitty made me cum every time. I had a possibility that a girl 's body can take in 6 cat at once. The logistics are hard, not enough room to fit that many people in around a girl at once and they did in fact mostly take turns 2 or 3 at once. But with a coffee bean board the superlative is about right to make it lick. Curtis underneath me while on my back, someone standing at the invertebrate foot of the coffee table to have intercourse my pussy, one at the question with his dick in my oral cavity, one straddling over me and the table titfucking me, and 2 on either side for me to blow while they waited for a better parking spot. Only 1 in that last example though when someone did n't show. Kenny and I were together for awhile after that too. But he personally never shared me with them again. Not that it caused any job or anything, but as far as I know none of them had ever seen each others'tool and I probably did n't make him too felicitous with my frequent musing about Curtis 's but he was a dependable sportswoman and it, but anyway of course we eventually broke up.

After that was H. I 'll send for her H and she was the one I was talking about in Mark 's chronicle. We 'd been bff 's since we were piffling but we 've drifted apart the last few years. It probably had something to do with being friends and then being together for awhile. I can reasonably maintain kinship with exes and stay booster, but the onus is on other multitude to be able to do the same. It 's a rare thing outside of tramp, jealousy comes too easily to some people. I 've never been in a monogamous relationship even now. Anyway, She was the first girl I 've ever been with, and there have been 3 1/2, which will be explained. As soon as my `` single '' window was open she made her go the Sami way I tried to convince guys to offer for my gangbang. We 'd always been flirty the way friend are, but after him I noticed she started acting differently. She 'd stare too long or she would require to nuzzle all the time, no sense of personal space. I did n't mind, she was always like that but it was different than usual. So after the innuendo and flirting to ease me into it like I 've done, we had that conversation where she said she wanted me, and asked me to help oneself her get off. The way she sold me on it was that it would n't intend anything and would be comfy, she would wear a chick and no panties for enclothe unawkward access, laying with her legs hanging over the bed, and I could wear thin a strapon over my clothes. Then just came rocking together like whenever miss are dancing or giving a mock lap-dance. Basically entirely unoffensive if I was n't into it, not asking much. It did n't turn out that way. I got excited as she was and I did come out off wearing it over my pants, but all of her clothes and my shirt had come off by the clip we were done. And I was on top of her with my tongue in her mouth. Que sera ... We were living together for almost a class, a few months of which were after we broke up. I do n't get laid why, we were still cool with each other and I could have had a relationship with a daughter, we were pulling it off, I was just more into guys and she was n't at all. So we broke up but lived together and I started seeing Nick.

Nick was interesting. He was a skinny blonde fem looking guy who had some refutable fetich and a thing for older adult female. He had in fact dated a 32 year old sub PE teacher at his HS before we got together and would n't you hump it- she became my gf later. In keeping with my polygamous nature and his guy libido, he introduced me to her one night at his apartment. We talked about how they met, PE shorts, yoga ( which we met for the right way away ) and they had previously talked about how she was eagre to try sex with another girl. Naturally the reason he facilitated was he was hoping to be in on it, which never happened. Aside from a shared BJ at a bbq later. ANyway this parity 's his so I 'll say he was like my opposite. We had different juju but we were both freak. Some thing even I wo n't do like diaper/shit stuff and nonsense, when I want to do that it 'll be when I 'm changing an real baby, thank you. One matter we could both agree on was pegging. I had strapon experience and he had anal experience so we went together like hot dogs and doughnuts. I was n't expecting him to wear intimate apparel but it was unexpectedly welcome too. The part I was n't great about was topping. Not like it made me uncomfortable, I 'm just not the take-charge type and was used to being on the receiving end. But I like to do my men well-chosen so I tied his wrists to his headboard, buttfucked, belittled, and spanked him while he was dressed like a slutty young lady. We were n't together for long, maybe 6 month when I found out I was fraught ! I planned to figure out out what to do together with him and I was totally open to an abortion, we were n't that dangerous and it was still betimes in every sense. But he threw a fit and essentially threatened me, I wo n't say what he said but I figured it was over. My roomie was supportive but my former burgeoning yoga friend did n't want the dramatic play at the clip. I had n't decided what to do with the gestation but it was decided for me when I went for a `` lady medical examination '' and was told I could n't give birth a baby yet. I had some uterine scarring that would n't allow it to get food and air it needed to evolve. It was n't a big hit to me or anything because it was so early and actually fixable whenever I finally found the money for it, which I did n't have at the time ( I 'm now feasible ). So after a snaking I went plate with a sore cooch, which sounds like the darker half of a porn joke but it 's not funny at all, especially the pain and cramping.

So the PE sub. I 'll bid her R, guys like shoutouts for bro-fives but girls and fair sex probably wo n't. While I was with Nick I actually started hanging out with her and we did Yoga at her house. I do n't think the billet but that 's not why I was doing it. I looked smashing in those pants and they were fun to rub against someone wearing them, which we did. Our beginning experience was erotic but not sexual, doing stint together and she showed me how to touch my toes with her lap straddling my ass for `` guidance ''. If we were n't wearing scanty it could have been embarassing wearing those gasp wet as we were ... I was still living with H while I was with snick, which caused friction because of our history together, then when I left him she found out I had been getting close to a char that was n't her and how R reacted with my meaning word, it pissed off H even more. She and R actually almost had some play when R came to babble out about the whole pregnancy matter with me. After we 'd been seeing each other for awhile and my roomy got another gf the place got a short crowd together, so I moved in with R and her son Dillan. Trouble. Not right away, and the `` mom 's gf '' sounds like a story from Naughty America but they would n't legally be able-bodied to upload this kind of matter. She was pretty inexperienced for an older char, Me being her world-class girl and we had similar narration. Her hubby was controlling, would follow her when she went out with ally, ect. The only good affair she got from him was his son. She married him before she could legally drink so she missed out on the young messing around expression of figuring hooey out and was trying to make up for it with untested guy rope. After separating with him she burned through a half dozen barely legals and one 16 year old gouge before me, but she was n't interested in a kinship and after having sex with them would pass on them soon after, all besides Nick. Anyway I loved her alot and we were together a duet long time before I messed that up. She was accomodating for a woman, she let me have a bf on the English, a single dad of 2 tiddler who I actually forget about from sentence to meter, he 's the guilty reason I 'm getting this stuff down ! She did n't take care sharing either, having me home every night while I carved out whatever supernumerary metre I could with him, and I taught her the things my premature bfs taught me. Like I said she was pretty inexperienced in the sense that she 'd been in the effort through plenty enough sentence but always ordered the Sami thing. I made her try anal retentive, thralldom, spanking, ect. again topping against my nature but she needed to try something dissimilar. The relationship with her son was easy too. Being a teenager he was into gaming, daughter, and being a smartass like me so we got along great, and when she was n't household we would hang out together. But we got too prosperous. We would dally but it was always a joke, I made sure as shooting not to give him the damage idea pretty much only because of how practically problem I could possess found myself in, so I kept distancing myself when it started heating up. But he was the lone testosterone in the house and I 'm needy, but it 's not like I made the number one or any move and did n't sustain a bf already so my ass was covered, like how you feel obligated to say `` no '' when you do n't really want to. There was also no `` regular thing '' just the first off time I did n't say no the like I was supposed to, and the second time exceptional social occasion which got me thrown out. That starting time clock time, I sat on the couch across from him and put my legs in his lap like I 'd done a hundred metre before, and he started tickling my feet. Not a big deal, so I struggled a little and he stopped for a minute before stroking my legs. He was getting bluff and tracing higher and I did n't say anything, when he got to the hem of my boxers leg I put my ankle behind his neck and pulled his promontory towards me, I could n't help oneself it then. When he started kissing my thigh I lost it and let him do what he wanted. That was apparently to clean house out my kitty with his tongue, or maybe shine my clit with it. Whatever, I played with his hair and breathed hard while letting him do both. After that he got more confident and unsafe, things like grabbing my butt while his mom was right there looking the early way, tempting fate. The second and conclusion time I was taking him out driving for his 16th birthday but he told me what he really wanted and I agreed, it was a half truth I told his mom. We were going out praxis driving but he really wanted what he got a twain years before, yeah if you 're doing the math you know I 'm a bad someone. I was driving to a `` safe smear '' somewhere we could practice driving without the risk of exposure of getting pulled over or hitting anyone, with the add up welfare of not getting caught giving him his nowadays. It was just after darkness and we were just out of the driveway when he had his dick out, playing with it in one hand and massaging the dorsum of my neck with the other. R had told me she was n't planning on going anywhere and she 'd see us when we got back, but about 15 second later I saw her again. My geological fault for not making it very far and picking a bad place to stop, the road towards main street went right by where I parked. He was pushy and eager so I had to pull into a dollar store 's dirt lot down the street with no spark nearby, I 'm surprised she could even see the car in the iniquity from the route, but she pulled in behind us and almost caught me trying to reach his balls with my tongue and I already had a mouthful of his hawkshaw. She did n't see anything much the car parked in the lot, but since we were parked in the dark so soon after leaving there was nothing else we could have been doing. But she did probably see us panic like insect along with him riding high in the hindquarters pulling his pant up when the lights hit us, I thougt she was a cop. I knew it was all my fault but I was still bitterly, I got thrown out that night and went to continue with my mom. That was late in the month a mates November ago, I had a clump of bags in her closet, Christmas Day presents that I still do n't know what happened to. That 's just a Weird little item that I would keep on coming back to that made me cry a long meter after it was over. Now we 're actually on casual talking damage on a mutual schmoose web site we visit and we send each former delineation and memes we find online occasionally. She says she realizes it 's hypocritical to hate me for doing what she 's done but we 'll never be close again because of the betrayal of it. I effectively cheated on her with her nonaged son. How Jerry Springer.

While I was with her I had been working on a ranch. I 'd worked my way up to manager over a bunch of immigrants with varying story of English, but we had a fun human relationship. I rode around in a golf pushcart all day yelling mock Spanish people along with the few lyric I knew and I would hear things back like `` puta '' with a smile and waving, I think Puta means love ! No we were all pretty sang-froid and loved giving each early squat. Literally, I was the manager so I decided who deloused horse cubicle, Javier ! Anyway after breaking up with R I quit the job out of depression, sat around at my mom 's all day playing game and moping, a girlfriend of mine made it easier taking me out places like parties. She 's youthful, in fact she was Dillan 's on/off girl around his age and I knew her through the family. I started going to highschool school company with people 5 or 6 year younger than me, not that I was the entirely one like I thought I 'd be. One tall bald bootleg guy was chatting with me and pretty soon I was sitting on his lap, and we were talking about what coke does to you and he was trying to talk me into it. He expected it to get me in the mode and get him put, but while I was already in his lap I was n't sure I was in the mode. `` H2 '' I 'll prognosticate my booster, she was putting him on about how much I actually wanted it and he should use up me in the unoccupied sleeping accommodation and throw me some more. She did n't know it at the time but I 'd been with sinister guys before ( not a alien though, between-noteworthyness dating ), because she was n't talking about the Coke, which she also totally approves of. That candy he did give me got my heart going and I liked the Rush, but he followed her pinch and said we could only have more if we were alone like she suggested, so I indulged him. I knew where it was going and just figured `` jazz it. '' When we were alone he rubbed some behind the head of his prick with his thumb and I licked it off, and I discovered I did n't like it on my glossa much. Not like I have n't trained my gag reflex for the convey reasonableness of deepthroating but if I had n't it would induce killed that too because my throat felt asleep. Side note- black gumshoe are n't any bigger than anyone elses'. Now in porno everyone 's shaft 's big so of course every pitch blackness guy you see 's going to have a big dick, but the myth 's in situation because of the contemplation of lonely bloodless women wondering about the `` taboo '' of BBC who have never had it. Like near agressive guys, especially party guys I 've noticed there was n't alot of kissing and playing around, it was `` turn me around, rhytidoplasty apparel, scanty off, push down and inebriate doggystyle. '' After about only 10 minutes person knocked on the door looking for him, from the ebonic accent I knew it was the former shameful guy I 'd seen there hitting on little girl and failing so I think if he struck out the all `` bash and walking in '' thing was plan B. It was the practiced I 'd find in awhile, so I did n't even say anything or look back when he told him he could come in. It went on for like another 15 min until both had cum at either end of me and the archetype guy before he left helped me pull up my panties back on with an unexpected present. A ziplock baggie tucked by my butt. That gave me an idea how I could get back on the horse.

I browsed Craigslist personals for one of `` those '' entries. If you 've been despairing and horny you know about them, they say `` sensual massage '' or `` amatuer defenseless photoshoot '' or something standardized. I only had to message one guy back, but did my rubber homework first and bagged a collegiate amatuer lensman. That 's actually stretching it, he had a television camera and was in college but it was community college and a cameraphone that I 'm certainly he did n't even know how to change the settings on. He took great deal of moving picture and a yoke videos of me posing defenseless with airplane propeller like his member and we had a fun time. I got $ 300 for it which was probably most of a payroll check since he works at at a pizza piazza rhyming with riddle Cheesers which I say so I do n't get sued or something. From then on I went by referral, he would suggest me to his admirer and they would get something exchangeable, but being `` broke burger flippers '' as I like to call them I got frequent-but-unstrenuous piece of work. I became an escort ! But since I was playing it safe and group meeting by referral the networking pool was limited to laugh at my age who did n't have alot of money, so I gave alot of drumhead since that was cheap and fast. The `` delivery over time '' system of logic does n't operate with moment gratification, getting off is getting off whether it 's $ 300 or $ 50 so natually everyone wanted the $ 50 selection. Yeah I learned later how little I was charging, I 'm not vain but I get told I 'm hot and hit on mountain, so I think I 'm fairly sexy. But apparently I could accept been charging thousands if I 'd chosen guest a little considerably, I 've talked to other girls that charge that much and they 're like 300lb chainsmoking gran, guys will TRULY fuck anything. Mine were nice guy cable though, about 6 of them in their chemical group and I got invited to parties with them, called to fall out and play plot, we were supporter with benefits and $ being exchanged. One client I met at a party was a landscaper at a winery and he referred me to `` Mk2. '' I say that as a jocularity because he 's my secong mug and the one who 's my husband now. Owning a winery on top of acreage like he does I figured he was rich but I did n't know how much, that was n't where his majuscule came from, it was just where he lays his foreland, I wo n't say how a great deal he makes but It 's a twosome finger above the in high spirits plausable guess. At one point I was spending 2 daytime a workweek with him and getting double whole-package time value of $ 400 a day. What we did those dark was the most fun too, he became my favorite in a rushing being alot like Mk1 with a meaner streak. When I slept there I actually started spent my Night tied up on the floor of his closet in between playing servant, being belted while hanging from the punching bag eyebolt in the basement roof, led around on a lead and swatted with a paper like a dog and more. He eventually got green-eyed and wanted me all to himself, giving me a Miata and a $ 5000 a calendar month allowance to derive bouncy with him and be his alone, which I recently learned mortal else is effectively paying nowadays. I would have done it for free for the chance to live with him and have that variety of fun every day. We got married in July finish year, I loved the ceremony and thought he did, it was a voyeuristical mathematical group sex thing but since then he has n't touched me like that, only wanting the occasional wakeup blowjob and housekeeping. I 'm more like the soiled live-in maid nowadays, but I 've gotten something else from him as a consolation present- a young man who is again a Quaker of his. I stay with him whenever target 's out of township, which is about 10-12 days a calendar month, and when I 'm over there my girlfriend usually comes to cling out with us and that 's when I get my gaming time in. He 's the one who 's taken up giving Mark that $ 5000 a calendar month I get as an allowance. As far as I know that was n't always the case, but I wonder if I 'm still in the escort biz and my hubby 's now my pimp ... I have in fact entertained one of his wedding Guest who was traveling to CA on business organization, he did n't speak a word of English language and had an retinue, and I did n't know he was coming until I got an out-of-timezone schoolbook from my hubby telling me to expect him and I was to return him the VIP treatment. I 've learned to cook since I moved in here, there were actually stave on another family on the holding for that kind of affair before he met me but it 's empty now. I wonder if I 'm basically getting their $ to do their jobs now since I clean this giant star shoes and do all the cooking and laundry and stuff.

Before I forget, earlier I said I 'd been with 3 1/2 women which I said I 'd explain. I met a tgirl at a party and have been outlay time with her lately. She 's so feminine and beautiful that she was getting hit on there as a lot or Thomas More than any other girl, and the guys have no idea. Neither did I until the issue came up and she whispered it to me nervously. She actually does n't sense comfortable in the open with people knowing who she really is and wants to stay on discreet for now. But at some point we got into talking about our experiences and affair we still wanted to try and I mentioned young lady with putz, I do n't know if she somehow managed to steer the conversation that way but we got a couple joking cheers fron rummy hombre when we went to hang out by ourselves in the garage to `` talk '' more privately. It 's a recrudesce situation, but she 's not like the common guys or girls I like. It 's fitting I guess since she 's basically neither gender, but definitely womanly. She 's gentle and ilk slow sex with alot of holding each other and kissing and mollify rocking. My husband being as ... progressive as he is, girls are allowed and he knows I like to flow out and mess around with H2 but I do n't know how he 'd palpate about `` T '' if he knew she had a tool. She 's not on the approval lean, I 've told him about her but not the being trans part.

So that 's where I am right now, I do n't know about my standing in my wedlock and while I love him and it was fun at the head start right now I 'm more like the naughty maid like I said. He gives me so much freedom though which is totally rejoinder to what I was expecting ( I graduated from the closet to a batting cage in the cellar gym when I stopped seeing him as an escort and became exclusive, now none of that ) and I ca n't see myself with anyone else, so it 's not in danger just totally opposite to what I was expecting. I 'll probably update this eventually as more interesting stuff and nonsense happens so I hope it was interesting .