`` A Pussyboy 'S Story '' Learning To Accede


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'' A Pussyboy 's chronicle ''

Learning to Submit

by tcs1963

When I was growing up, I was always into girls. I also loved to stroke my cock and check a lot of heterosexual smut videos. This is back when porn was much harder to come by and came on Vhs and Beta videotapes.

I remember as a teenager seeing my first all-guy gay porn clip. It was at the end of another videotape, as some kind of ad, I guess.

I remember being so turned on, watching those guy cable together sucking and shtup, that my little pecker almost ripped through my jeans.

But I was also feeling really confused and variety of guilty about enjoying it. I did n't sleep with or even understand my reactions, but the cum of experimentation had been sown, and they stuck with me as I grew older.

Afterward, when I watched straight straight porn, I realized that what I was fantasizing about, more often than not, was the woman in the scenery and what she was experiencing.

The distaff pornography actresses looked so subservient, and beautiful. They also had the most sinewy orgasms. Their experiences seemed far Thomas More intense than anything that the male porn actors experienced.

I was fascinated and very funny by how it would feel to be subservient and experience being taken.

This led to me experimenting with Male assplay, ( by putting things in my ass, mainly zucchini and the similar ) and imagining that I was being fucked and going through the same experiences as those ladies.

The Lapplander thing with cumming on my nerve. I would lift my ass against the rampart and stroke my cock as it pointed at my fount. My own hot cum pouring all over my face when I came.

This led to a phone number of years of muddiness and mild depression from not exactly fitting into established sexual roles. Those feelings lasted well into my later twenties.

I was a fairly good looking guy, while in school. Participating in a few team athletics, mostly football and baseball. I guess you could say I was a moderately popular teenage boy with the moderately popular teenage little girl.

I know I was definitely attracted to the teenage girls, and most prison term I had the bulge in my pants to turn out it. I had a few lady friend relationship, even a duet of girls who helped me be sexually active.

I really enjoyed sex with them, fumbling around in the backseat or secret meetings behind the bleachers. But I still could n't shake my desire to be more submissive, and I continued in individual to make for with my ass and cum on my cheek.

I was generally confused and did n't understand the whole bisexuality matter. I made myself very miserable trying to figure out if I was gay or not.

I continued to delight dating girls and having heterosexual experiences, and in my betimes twenty dollar bill, I went a bit cunt crazy. Dating any girl that would put out.

acerate leaf to say, I still could n't shake the hale homosexual thing. So I decided to actively try out a guy on guy sexual experience. Which, once you got past the embarrassment, was pretty well-heeled back then.

I eventually lost my ass cherry red to a guy that I met at a bar one night when I was around 27-years-old. I remember lying on his sustenance elbow room floor in missional stance, with his intermediate size dick pushing in and out of me.

Sojourner Truth be known, It was OK but all in all, it was a fairly unsatisfactory experience. What I disliked most was that he was full-on gay and wanted more than affaire, kissing and cuddling and that really did n't feel right to me.

With womanhood, I absolutely wanted to osculate and snuggle, and be intimate in this way. I did n't want any of that with this guy, I just wanted to get fucked, and live out my fantasy of what it was like to be more submissive.

That first experience taught me a lot. It taught me that I certainly did n't find any excited connection or attraction to men.

After that initial experiment for a abbreviated period, I tried to hide my feelings about being slavish. I had met and was dating a really beautiful girl and we were having keen sex, so I did n't think about my kinkier side anymore.

After that relationship ended, it was what happened with my next girlfriend that made many of the man of my sexual scroll saw puzzle fall into place. She truly found my true self for us.

Lisa was a very pretty lady, she was a lawyer, who inherited her fathers firm. She was a very thinking and strong woman, she was also very Dominant and just had a natural air of federal agency. Like everything was naturally going to shape out exactly as she planned in her life.

Everything was unlike about her to previous girlfriends that I had been out with. She knew what she wanted and not only took it, she demanded it.

To start with, on our number 1 engagement she insisted that she pick me up, this had never happened to me before. I always did the driving. early things went exactly like that, I had to get used to her taking charge.

Do n't get me awry, affair started out fairly vanilla but we quickly started to experiment in bed. As I said before, she was very dominant sexually, but she was also very confident and had a huge intimate drive.

As I began to open up to her about my submissive fantasies, and my brief meeting with gay activity. Rather than repel her it served to bring her dominant side more to the cutting edge of our kinship.

She loved when I would eat her kitty, and I remember I got to do that a lot. She would steer my head teacher into billet, and literally fag her pussy onto my tongue and mouthpiece.

She got into the verbal humiliation side of affair, also. If I was n't licking her exactly the way she wanted, she would push my headland away and slap me across the boldness.

Then she would say something like, `` Eat my snatch properly, gripe. ''

Then she would pull my head back into her private parts, grasping my pilus firmly and holding me in place. It sounds a good deal risky than it was because no matter what she said, I enjoyed worshipping her pussy.

I remember one eve on the drive nursing home from a night out. She made me eat her puss in the backseat of a taxi. Truly testing my submission to her office.

I remember the taxicab driver asked her what was going on back there, and in her typical confident demeanor Lisa replied, `` My squawk is eating my wet pussy. ''

He just busted out laughing and said, `` shag, that 's totally hot ! ''

Early into our FLR kinship, Lisa started breaking me in with her new strap-on that she purchased specifically for me. She liked to do most of the roll in the hay in are sex life, far Thomas More than I fucked her.

We tried so much together, sexually and otherwise. I was absolutely in paradise. I cherished her and loved our kinship. I loved my ever more subservient function too, and I knew from that moment forward that I loved being dominated by woman by unattackable women.

I was absolutely devastated when she moved across the area from me, a couple of eld later. Although, we still keep in touch, through the cyberspace and telephone.

Fast forward twenty-two-years and I have now been married for 20 class to the most incredible and erotic charwoman.

For the shoemaker's last ten years, we have been practicing an FLR life style relationship, including male virtue, pegging, domestic study.

Furthermore, for the past 5 year, my married woman has successfully introduced cuckolding into our relationship, and together we have had three long term bulls, during that period.

Our most recent bull, Michealanis an extremely prevailing bisexual male, and I am forced to regularly suck his cock, and he will occasionally fuck me.

Unlike my number 1 Male on manly experience in my belated twenties, this time it feels aright to me. There is no excited attachment to Micheal, he does n't need amour with me, no kissing or cuddling.

As my mistress regularly confirms to me, my bi natural process is because I need compliance and humiliation. I need to be submissive to her and her Bulls because it helps me be a respectable pussyboy. It 's not about the sex act, it is all about the context.

When he cums in her slit and I eat her creampie or I suck his large cock and he cums in my sass. Even when he fucks my ass-pussy, it is not because I am gay, its because I am submissive. My Mistress Lisa knows that my humiliation is what pushes all of my buttons.

That 's why I am in love with her. That is why I worship her and strive to be the skillful pussyboy that I can be for her every single day of my life.

The End ...
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