My Mother, My Lover ( P.2 ) ( 1 )
Lesbian, MassageI forgot to put incest as one of the themes, so re-posting ! My bad !
So um little monition, this portion of my uh tarradiddle ? I surmisal tale is right Word of God, um is a short darker. Sorry but it's true, not too sullen just, I was going through many emotions the day after.
I awoke the sunup after feeling like I had slept for sidereal day. At first the night before with my mother felt like a dream, that was until I vastly became mindful of my nudity. I grinded my teeth as I do when I am trying to cover how flighty I am, so I guess I was trying to hide it from myself ? After though my initial awe of what happened passed, I realized I heard the shower on, quickly I rolled onto my back, belief with my hand the border of the bed.
My female parent had already slipped out of the bed. I sat up, blanket falling down and my breast just out and exposed. I remember looking down at them and blushing, scratching the side of my human face, but the embarrassment quickly became overmaster as I looked around for my shirt. It wasn't in the room so I just fell back into the bed, curling up this time and making sure I was wrapped from pes to make out. I pretty much just laid there silently looking at my hired man, caressing my fingers with my thumb, lol like as if I was trying to puddle certainly I was real or something…
The noise of the running water had long stopped, I had to begin to inquire what was taking my mom so long, but didn't honestly put too much thought into it, just paused every now and then to listen. Oh rectify ! You should know she has her own bathroom connected to her bedroom, so ya lol. So ya I just sorta laid there until the sound of the bathroom room access opening made me parachuting. I got up with a smile on my face…but sadly it was quickly gone and I was holding back tears once again as I saw my mom fixing her sleeve for work. .
You know, now that I am a bit one-time, I'd like to believe a tad wiser : P hehe. I realize now that one of the major things that change as you grow up, is you are truly taught the lesson that life simply goes on. It isn't that the night before wasn't as of import to her as it was to me, simply that I was jr. and had yet learn that fact, I was a kid and something major had happened to me, so in the typical tike response, I had expected the entire humankind to finish and feel as if it had changed also. So ya unaware of that life lesson, I was insanely hurt by the fact that she was going to work so easily.
suffering and pissed, I looked at her with the most annoyed boldness I could make. centre squinted hard and mouth closed harshly. Once my mom noticed my glare at her, she huffed and her workforce hit the incline of her second joint. ( that was her, what's up ? What's damage motion that I had became very use to ). And you should sleep with I hated that, she knew I hated that, it's like kinda rude in my eyes ? Just say the Son. Well I like breathed out through my nose pissed that she did that, but instead of her usual reception of going"Oh what is it ?"Instead this time she gently asked."Kim, babe, what's wrong ?"I sharply looked back at her, and simply said goose egg !
My mom, I guess trying to be affected role, sat at the edge of the bed, and said the very LITERALLY the perfect thing I thought she should of said."Honey, do you want me to stay home ? We can talk about, well, anything you want."Heh…she said the words, she even looked like she truly meant it, so even till today, I ask myself, why didn't I just accept her fling ? Why did I have to be a bitch. *sigh* So ya instead of saying, yes please ! I need you to stay ! No instead of I just got out of bed, keeping the mantle tightly held to my chest, responding to her without even looking at her."No I'm mulct, go to work."Was all I had to say. Oh little funny position note haha was actually hard shuffling with my foot over the mantle ( im not tall LOL ! )
I guess trying to be a good mom, she cut me off at the door*sigh* It's like, you know when you are just so angry, but you want to like…you want to just stop being mad you want to just say"hey I'm sorry."But you don't….well that was this cause. She cut me off asking me, pleading with me to delight talk to her. But being the stubborn brat that I was AND YES I ADMIT IT I WAS…key Christian Bible is was…anyways ! I just told her in a very low but stern pure tone"Please just let me go to my room, I want to be left alone, okay ? !"
My mom simply put her head down, I remember this action very well cuz, well…cuz I just wanted to seize her and…yes kiss her. But as you may order, this day was just becoming a rule of things I wish I did differently cuz well, I just nodded for her to spread the door, and left as she did.
Now in my room, I dropped the cover, crying quietly to myself, but my handwriting shook it's self into a fist as I grabbed my hairsbreadth, I hated myself in that present moment, but I wasn't sure what I hated myself for, the sex, or giving her the low temperature shoulder after. I know sex is never what we want it to be our first off sentence, but my trouble wasn't this, it was the face-to-face damn it. I was furious that, she was thoroughgoing she wasn't this monster I partly wanted her to be, she was assuage and loving the full sentence, and it was amazing, daring I say perfect for me ? But It was with my female parent and I was upset, disturbed how much I had enjoyed myself.
Well feeling really weird just being naked, I had decided to find some clothes. I walked to my press, but stopped as I heard the front man door give and close…I remembering just, I dunno, snickering ? in disappointment that she actually left, and just shrugging it off, telling myself…fuck her.
So ya, feeling too many emotions to dispense with, I decided to …well take a shower to relax/erm…clean up ya…So ya..there I was in the shower, hands against the wall, eyes closed and me just trying to relax, trying to just dedicate on the hot water running down my consistence, I had it so hot my skin was turning pink lol. Sadly, the thaumaturgy of a nice hot shower bath, did not form this meter as I, well began once again playing back the events of last dark, though this time was different, my mom drifted not to what she had done to me, but to her body, how ….how amazing she looked, and I found myself starting to become very turned on.
I remember my hand, drifting down my chest and cupping my left breast. I massaged myself gently, blushing, pretending it was my mom's hand on me. For a minute I think I just stood there massaging my breast, rubbing my breadbasket with my other hand, avoiding actually touching my cunt. Then, heh it's Wyrd where our minds go sometimes…or well mine at least, I thought of my father…I thought of my blood brother and I began to cerebrate of what they would think…then of how my friends would approximate me, what they would say of me if they knew and I just 100 % immediately stopped…no farsighted did I even have the zip to contend the mi in my abdomen or even cry, so instead I simply sat down in the exhibitioner, slouching myself up against the corner, just sitting there for not sure how long, but felt like 15 min+.
I guess just simply the estrus had became too much, or just sitting on the hard exhibitor flooring for so retentive my bum was going dull : P So I had decided to finally get out, I poured person wash on my hands and just gave myself a quick cleansing, you know, shampoo ect ect hehe.
So ya this is sorta when I lost it…lol. When I exited the shower bath, I didn't even grab a towel, I just felt kinda like a snake god, drained…mentally exhausted. Then…I don't know…I looked at the mirror which now was super foggy, I leaned over jumping from the coldness I felt as my tegument touched the edge of the sink. I wiped away as much as I could ( im short ! ) and ya I mean I just stepped back and looked at myself.
I was just, I was confused. I looked at myself thinking, what, I mean what could she possible see me in me that was so big ? I examined myself from head word to waist. I thought, my eyes are kind of pretty…maybe she liked them ? Then I looked at my breast, I…I never really looked at them like this before I always thought they where kinda courteous, I developed early, but…never really saw them as physical object of desire before. I looked at them, remembering like, like how much my mom just seemed to…erm enjoy them. I…just, I became quickly embarrassed tbh, and even felt a little stupid, trying to mean of what my own mother found best about me…haha*sigh*
Well…needless to say embarrassment quickly turned into pity *Sigh* and Shame quickly became angriness. I was angry…angry at myself but wanting to put all the incrimination on her…I foolishly did and I just became filled with rage, so much furore it was like I woke up, my eubstance just got all this vitality and anger and I just I didn't know where to site it like I needed to physically put it somewhere and I just looked at myself and I just was thinking how, like god how could I allow this happen, how could she do this to me, how just how. It just all built up too fast trough finally I just grabbed the mitt soap pump, fully prepared to make at the mirror.
So…there I was looking at myself, my handwriting up in throwing motion, but I just I guess I stopped cuz I haha thought of how mad my mom would be, how it would cost money to revive it, and well it sounds dumb but I liked the mirror so that factored into it too. But…but then I erm…I thought again how much my mom use to get upset when my Brother broke stuff when he got wild and how annoyed she gets even when we break gorge on fortuity and I …I just SCREAMED I MEAN I JUST SCREAMED and threw it with all my might at the mirror breaking the soap nursing bottle thingy ( it was a nice like glass thingy my opulent ma bought me ) And it just broke and the mirror had 2 colossus cracks with a care huge gash where I threw it.
I stood there, looking at my handy work, and just I was just still so mad that I just grabbed my hair as tight as I could and pulled it back, still screaming, falling to my knees and once again, crying but this time just full blown weeping, shivering and all…It got so bad that I started to hic up and almost threw up. I even found myself over the toilet, but I didn't.
So, ya… that happened lol. But after I calmed down finally, I got up and got dressed ( slipped over a recollective dim HBK jersey, and a distich of pink pantie ) To hell with matching ! I didn't care ... My fountainhead was killing me and I was tiptop freakin hungry…but didn't feel exactly like cooking…lol. So I called my deary pizza place ! late dish sausage paddy with spear carrier cheese..mmmmm : P well while I was waiting…I was just like sorta bored and trying not to think of utmost night, so I decided to let a movie on demand ( branding iron man in case any of you care. ) Oh ya, not, that it's crucial but I am a pretty big D/C fan ! Im a hardcore mirthful girl…so let's all hope man of steel rock music ! Cuz I am tired of Marvel wtfpwnig the comic volume movie creation ! I mean…ya batman is cool but really heath ledger's joker made that trilogy special, the beginning one was ok, third base one good, only the dark knight was a master piece.
Anyways…lol sorry now that that is out of my system…I will continue hehe…oh ya young justice rules ! Ok ok I'm done : P So there I was watching Iron man, till finally I heard the door knocking. I quickly jumped up thinking THANK GOD ! Lol…but to my dismay…lol dismay look at me being all fancy, anyways to my dismay ! It wasn't the pizza guy…
It's like of all the citizenry in the world I really didn't want to see ( early than my mom, or maybe I did want to see her who knows, surely not me ) My dad…was at the doorway UGH. Ya…needless to say I was just taken back, I immediately was like…DAD ? ! I think if I recall correctly, my vocalization even crackled lol. Ya, so like I just..haha I stood there blocking him from entering till finally he knocked me back to reality. He was like"Uh…Move ?"lol ya…that's my dad for ya : P As he walked in he took a fast spirit around. Becoming oddly unquiet as if somehow he had physic abilities and fuck what had happened here cobbler's last night, I questioned him as to why he was here.
wellspring he saw my pants on the floor, I watched him just stare at them. I just…my heart began to wash like a thousand times faster than it should, I just all I could do from panicking was I just stabbed my inner hand with my nails telling myself SHUT UP in my oral sex saying it's not like it's not convention to just give my pants laying around he has no approximation your being an idiot ! Then, it was like as if god was just messing with me, to make things worse my dad picked up my dungaree, squeezing them feeling them. I was like"What are you doing ?"Then..my torso just lol, just let out a big sigh of relief as he went in my pocket and grabbed out my phone, his cheek giving me that…tisk tisk looking hehe. He saw how like…panicy I was or how just calm I had become all of a sudden not sure, but he is not one to let something go. Soooo my dad being who he is quickly began to grill me asking me."What's unseasonable ? Scared I was gon na find something else in your pant, and also observe your damn phone charged Kimberly ! ( he calls me full phase of the moon public figure when he is lecturing. )
Apparently he was worried all day because last he heard I was going by Ruben's…and he had tried to call me to check up, but I guess I just let my speech sound die out and then he had been unable to pass on my mom. ( I found out years later that she actually felt too awkward to address to him that day.
I told him no to his questions, but he was suspicious so he had begun to cockle through my knickers pocket, which quite frankly pissed me off and I was already moody that day. So well haha honestly I just raged. I was like DAD occlusive WTH. He just…typically laughed off my reaction telling me to calm down, which just made it so much regretful so I walked up to him and snatched my gasp, telling him not reach my things. He then went. HEY ! You know in that way Father-God do implying showing them respect, but I just rolled my eyes and said, dad Ruben dumped me, I am not in the temper.
You should know my dad has never been wonderful with the drama situations so his response haha was like"Ah fucking you okay ?"lol. So ya I just was like"I'm fine."But honestly I just wanted him to leave, naught against him I just wanted to be left alone ya know ? And also well like Ruben literally meant cipher to me haha being dumped really was soooo underage to me now. fountainhead anyways, he wasn't seeming to get the film that I wanted to be left alone as he sat down on the sofa. But quickly after he sat down, the pizza guy finally knocked.
My dad asked who that was. I told him I had ordered pizza pie, he haha said"Oh nice, from genoz ?"I was like…yes…how we like it. I gave a faint smiling as he got up to go pay for it, but honestly I just was thinking…o god he isn't gon na go lol. So ya…my dad paid, placed the pizza on the table, opening it and taking a big sniff as if he had never smelled it before haha. I was like…"Dad I ordered that for myself !"And he looked at me and said"A large pizza for yourself ? Also I paid !"I was like…well it's not like I asked you too I was going to…You just sorta got to the door first, besides ! I was gon na eat it over the course of 2 or 3 24-hour interval ! My dad though just went"Bah I'll get ya another one if you want it so bad in 3 days."I …ugh panicking I just…honestly I just figured I'd play the verity placard ( half truth ).
I simply just, half whispered to my dad, telling him that I love him and thanks for checking on me, but I really just demand to be alone right now. I was hoping for a simpleton O.K., maybe he takes a patch or two of pizza with him lol, but nope, nothing is ever that simpleton. He just grabbed a small-arm and sat down, pointing across from him, asking me to take a seat. I think I just like sighed and like made that motor sound with my lips haha.
So I did as he asked and sat down, but I just crossed my branch as I sat down, giving him a pretty undeservingly dusty"What ?"He just well went on to tell me he was worried about me, he was worried about how I have been acting lately. He told me that he gets everyone has to go through a rough in patch where they need to act out, but he specifically told me he was very unpleased in how I had been treating my mother…haha you could only imagine how just, slopped my head got as I tried not to erupt out in angriness, and at same meter had to set about fighting back the binge that was forming. It was like he just couldn't of said anything worse as he had told me how he talked to my mom. And how she told him I just needed time I I JUST I JUST WANTED HIM TO SHUT UP. He was praising her like she was the easily freakin female parent ever. He was telling me how she told him to be patient role that it's a phase it will perish. He was telling me how much my mother loves me and how she would do anything for me….heh all I could think was he should be intimate what she has fucking done TO me.
Anyways, I guess he misread my tears, but then again, what sane Father would see his daughter in teardrop and go, oh hey you must be stressed over the sex with your mother LOL ! So ya, misreading em, my dad just was all like, I am not saying this stuff to make you find bad, I just want you to get it on your mother loves you, I love you blah claptrap fustian. It's like thanks but…you just don't know.
Well needless to say lol tbh, my chemical reaction as ummm less then positivist as I just told him to please stop, that he has no idea what I am going through. My intelligence where form, but my flavor was totally, hey piss off lol. wellspring you know how kids and parents are, we never think they understand, but they usually do, though in this case I truly don't think he did. Though it did not check him from giving me the old"Kim, listen I have been threw stuff in my life."He even gave me the you think your ma and I breaking up was gentle on me words - -. Honestly though the rummy matter happen, I was watching my dad talk to me, being you know…a father…a parent and I just, well I melted as speechless as that may sound, I just melted and completely instantly relaxed.
I just ha, I almost laughed but I just smiled and said thanks dad. He haha my dad is a pretty funny guy : P So my dad was just like"No prob…so we in force ? Did I fix ya ?"I just glared at him and was like um I wasn't broke and you were doing great money box then you jerk. So lol anyways after that it was pretty normal we talked about how big of a jerk Ruben is ( I lied a little ) And we both knew it was me who was the bitch but it was really relaxing bashing the guy who dumped me with my dad haha. Oh also I am a horrible sister : P BUT HE IS A BAD Dad cuz we both had a good laugh at my blood brother who apparently had got mugged ? I think mugged, what is it called when you fall asleep in the and someone takes your packsack lol.
So ya the repose of the day more or less was easy, we restarted the movie, I got a mini public lecture of how I only ate 1 slice of pizza pie and how wasteful it was to parliamentary law a vauntingly haha, you know just normal stuff..and god was it what I needed just some pattern prison term with a parent. I think about half way through the last fight scene of iron man I just fell asleep, snuggle up against my dad, smiling and just not even thinking about her or the night before.
So, I guess despite having a well night of good eternal sleep, I think I was just emotionally drained. I slept for a few hours apparently and my dad had seem to settle asleep as well holding me hehe. Everything was just, a close to hone as it could birth been considering. But then…she came house. I was woken up by the door mop up, and my mom going"Robert ? ? ?"My mom ha just seemed so thrown that my dad was over. I remember her cracking her neck ( which she sometimes does when she is caught off guard ).
My dad quickly jumped up, which kinda made me sad, I even….grabbed onto him trying to keep him for just a moment longer, I loved the flavor of his chest, his flavor, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY AT ALL I never have ever had feelings for my begetter, just…I was that Padre feel, like I was dependable with him and I just didn't want to him to go. Sadly though, my little attempt to book onto him failed as he just laughed me off and got up, resting my hands back onto the couch.
There was a quickly conversation between the two, my mom asking why he was there and my dad asking why she wasn't picking up her phone. I am not sure if my mom lied or just happen to have a respectable reason, but the reason she gave was, she was in a group meeting with a client and had her phone muted. I remember my dad like, blowing out like his mouth got big as he blew out and that's simply his distinctive"im tired im out guys."Tell. He even stretched, yawning, looking at me. It took everything in me to not cry, it literally took my complete effort to just, not cry.
He asked if I felt better, if I was alright now. Heh it's Weird. I remember feeling like, trapped like plz don't leave me alone with her ! But there was nothing keeping me there ? There was cypher stopping me but myself from leaving, from not being alone with her, simply me, unearthly huh ? Too feel trapped but only to be trapped by yourself lol.
My mom walked my dad out the room access, I think they talked for a second or two, not sure what about but I didn't feel like waiting for my mom to come in and say or do something, so I simply got up off the couch and glided half dazed to my room, locking the door and just falling on my bed, and rolling up into the center. I laid there, just waiting for her, finally I heard her walking down the hall, stopping in front of my door. There wasn't even a sec of silence, the secondly she reached my door she immediately knocked, turning the grip, unsuccessfully trying to enter my room.
I didn't say a work I just sat up and looked at the door, my heart and soul began to finger as if it was sinking down into my abdomen. I was expecting her to say spread out the door, or something, ask how I was ? Ask to talk, I don't know, all I know is she did none of those. Instead she merely asked if I needed anything. I told her I just wanted to be left alone right now. And with a simple alright, I heard her walk away.
So I pretty much laid there for just awhile, not sure how long wasn't even for certain what time it was I am guessing pass 6, considering my mom gets home around 5:30-6 usually. Anyways I got up, bored ? But unwilling to leave my room, so I went to my shelf and finally gave in haha. My friend Amy had been trying to get me to watch Buffy the Vampire killer for like EVER, so I figured what the hell I grabbed the time of year 1 and figured I will finally give it a snapshot, she did buy me all 7 time of year after all lol…sorta lame b-day gift when you wanted so many other things, but oh well lol.
Okay I got to say, did not click with me at all the only reason I even got through 4 episodes was because I had NOTHING ELSE TO DO…you know alone…cuz see, I didn't just not want to leave my room, I really did desire to be left alone at that minute. So I just so you all know, it wasn't for like another year+ Did I finally watch all of Buffy haha. So it was like 11 and I was annoyingly all-inclusive awake, it was a Saturday night too so all my Quaker that didn't hatred me lol where asking me to go out with them. And a few clip I will allow I almost just called one or two and told em to come conform to up with me but I just never got to it cuz, well…well I had started to wonder what my mom was doing heh.
I hadn't heard from her and I wonder if she had gone to sleep. But as I wondered if she was sleeping my judgement started to mean of many other things. What was she thinking all day ? Was she really just okay with everything ? I thought to myself it makes sense I mean she had wanted this longer then I right ? And well I still wasn't certain if I wanted it even after it had happened. As I walked back and forth in my way, I started to have an urge to go talk of the town to her, to just speak to her but had no idea about what. And foolishly I walked back and Forth River in my room thinking how to utter to her, do I go hey mom, how was your day ? Or do I just gah I don't even know I actually thought that I just it was stressful wanting, needing to do something and having no melodic theme why, or even exactly what you wanted.
Finally I gave up and told my friends I was going to slumber for the dark I wasn't feeling good which was a lie cuz I was just I had slept a lot that day so I was simply just too wake, despite really wanting nothing to a greater extent than to just come together my oculus and sleep. Eventually, it wasn't even the motive that had me to see my mom tbh lol it was simply ennui, I was bored out of my mind and nothing seemed to be able to proceed my stake, so I finally left my way, and slowly very slowly, taking each measure to make sure enough I was quick for…w/e…and well …heh It was that base on balls to my room that, my body had begun to tingle.
I was taking my metre and getting greyback in my stomach, wondering now that if I came to her elbow room at night, would she get the wrong estimate ? Would she think I wanted a repeat of last dark ? And then as I was outside her room access, It was as if that walk from room to room was enough to just go back and forth 100000000 times on what I wanted, and now that I was in front of her threshold, I was no closer to knowing. All I knew was my body was tingling, my breast were…feeling ticklish ? Haha like little digit were crawling all over them and my stomach was all in knots. I ten asked myself in my idea, had I come here for something ? Am I that messed up in the head that I was bored so I went to my mom to…um what ? flirt with me ? *sigh*
I had decided that I was already there and I was going to at least just, talk to her, but honestly I was so nervous that my berm were shaking and I literally no joke was so nervous also that I debated on if I should just walk in or knock for like 3 minute of arc. I went with the little but quick knock on the doorway ( you know the loud one you make that are short but fast and when you want to awake someone up or get them out of the bathroom like ASAP ) : P.
About like half a second went by without a response lol, so I gave it another quick rap. Then I heard my mom going"clutches on ! 1 indorse !"My hands clutched open and closed when I heard her voice, I was nervous, but I think, I don't know maybe it's just how I feel today, but I think I might birth been a little worked up. Anyways ! The room access opened and my mom was wearing only a robe, that she had tightly closed. She was clearly asleep as she was rubbing her eyes, yawning a little. I remember looking at her and smiling a little, she was…so cute. I stood lol oddly quiet, not sure why but I just wanted her to greet me or something, I just didn't want to ask to occur in, I just didn't. After she gathered herself a picayune, she looked at me and with a smile asked me what's up haha…I just, awkwardly responded, telling her I couldn't sleep, gulping hard and scratching my head, annoyingly cognisant of what I was doing and screaming at myself to quit being like such a freakin idiot lol.
fountainhead, as I raged at myself in my head, my mom finally gave me the greeting I wanted lol. She just asked, so gently and welcoming, almost like she sounded immature if that makes sentience."Kim, want to come in ?"I just nodded a piddling and said sure. So I came in…and haha god I was so lame back then, I sorta just stood in the room looking around as if I never been in it ... haha…Ya…lol. My mom made me spring so much when she put her hands gently but VERY unexpectedly on my articulatio humeri, massaging them for probably half a sec, cuz when I jumped I must of startled her because she quickly let go and apologized.
I lol was like, sorry ! Back to her sorry ? Haha I know odd but w/e…So like was maybe 2-5 instant of just awkward secretiveness before my mom just sat on the bed and placed her hands on her laps, gave me a very well what felt like a very solemn motherly smile and asked me what's up. I sorta just walked around the bed looking at it, thinking how odd it was that that is where it happened, while I just wondered how it must of looked from this decimal point of view. I had heard her, but I had yet to respond so my mom just again asked me What's up but this time adding a"Are you okay sweetie ?"
My gaze quickly shifted from the bed back to her, I just I didn't know what to say so I nodded my head no…I nodded my no in reception to"What do you want"only issue is…she didn't ask that haha. So I guess there was a little mussiness up in communications, it's like I knew what she said I just was having issues forming lyric, and she just looked at me very concern and asked me what was wrong. I finally stopped, and with a severely gulp that made my ears popped a little, I said I was fine. My mom asked if I was sure, and I went back to nodding as a response.
Feeling debile in the knees, I sat on the edge of the bed inverse of my mom, but for some reason I felt really really like fluttered and I stood back up, apologizing and asking if it was alright for me to sit down. My mom just haha she laughed at me = ( Not like a crazy mean HAHAHA moron FAIL jest just a little chortle, giggle ? She laughed and I just sighed feeling stupid, I guess causing her to put her hand over her mouth in a very VERY bad effort in trying to stop herself from laughing.
Okay so this is probably where you are gon na intend im a add up child/brat but I was thinking of the day I had…the mirror..I broke and how mad I had been earlier, now I didn't feel angry at all in that import but I stupidly wanted to…So I tried to muster up some angriness and I snapped at her laughing and shouted"It's not funny ! God what is untimely with you !"…My mom immediately then stopped laughing, and she just sighed her head tilted and her middle wary. She just took a mystifying breathing space and said"child please, let's not fight, let's just talk okay ? How was your day ?"She asked…
I dunno, maybe I was spent, I had let out all my anger, but when she asked I tried to act discomfit, I tried to frown my brow and be pissed, but honestly I just the words that came out came out filled with snag as I told her about the mirror I broke…I think I told you to begin with how my mom is about breaking hooey its really one of her clit, like it hits a face. So I sorta scream expecting her to rage but she …haha clearly wanted to cuz she started getting worked up, her nose flared open. But haha she let out a recollective pennywhistle shock ? Not for sure what to call it lol. I apologized, I said that I would pay for it ( not sure how lol ). She just looked at me though and just said its fine. But after I guess it was really annoying her cuz she got up and I was like"time lag it's really bad I haven't cleaned it yet"( no idea what I would of done tom ake it look better ) I was just talking out of panic. But she got up and just walked out, I quickly followed to my bathroom where she entered first, I stood at the door as she was in the heart of the way, hands on her rosehip as she looked at the mirror and the shattered looking glass bridge player pump thingy all over the sink.
"I'm pitiful"I said again. She, solve as day trying very hard to restrain herself, asked why. I…I told her I didn't know. And I started to cry again and this fourth dimension bad I just slouched my position against the door and slid down the threshold and asked"Mom I am so fucked up what do I do ?"I guess thinking about it, it's probably messed up to ask the somebody who is sorta the problem, but I just wanted my mommy. *sigh*My mom I remember bridge player shook hysterically at the mirror, telling me not to even vex about that, that its nada, she quickly was on the floor with me, her hands again on my shoulders, rubbing them, trying to make relaxed me as she said"Kimmy listen to me, there is nothing wrongfulness with you, I just, I am dazed okay ? I put too a lot on you baby, this is me not you, alright ?"
I heard her words, and I could tell she think it, but I just shook my head no, cuz despite how sincere she was, I knew the truth. I response licking my teeth and biting my lingua, shaking my head in disagreement public treasury finally the quarrel just came pouring out."I made you mom, it's me, I…I made you, I made you"And then I just became a broken record repeating those give-and-take, until my own shame became too enceinte and I covered my aspect with my hands, and just weep into them hardcore.
My mom now was rubbing the side's of my shoulders furiously, telling me to please stop, to please heed to her. I heard her but I just wanted to just explode in that moment, I just wanted to wave up in a ball and became small, I felt lacerate and I just kept on crying, heaving now extremely bad into my deal. I just kept on till my mom said something that just shocked me out of it. She said"Kimberly ! Listen to me I wanted last nighttime to happen, I played as if you were forcing me so you felt in ascendence, but the the true is."Then she paused and her work force went on mine, pulling my manpower away from my boldness. I was shaking still from crying so hard, but I looked directly into her now tearful face, tears running down each side. She then said it again"Listen to me"She asked if I was and I weakly nodded up and down."Listen to me, I wanted to be with you I was selfish, I was wrong, you want to be mad infant, be mad at me I am a monstrosity. When I heard you broke up with Ruben, honorable to god I was just hoping in my fucked up mind, that you'd run into my arms."
I searched her optic to see if she meant it, or was just saying what I needed to try, but as I saw her center squint in….in shame ? I saw she meant it, she had got what she wanted. She continued though."I am so sorry, I truly just need you well-chosen more than anything, but Kim I am in love with you."And that was it…I have heard her William Tell me over month now that she had fallen in lovemaking with the mortal I have grown into, but it's different, citizenry can say the language a 100 unlike ways, but zippo is like hearing individual say they are IN sexual love WITH YOU, just 4 words mere as that, yet far more, revealing than any early words. I mean it, for anyone who disagrees well mulct, but if she had said Kim I am in love with my girl, or kim I am in beloved with who you have become or anything else, I wouldn't of done what I did side by side. I placed my hand on the side of her face and kissed her. I was caught up in the kiss, her mouth on mine again, still at this point it felt so haywire but so proficient. I now miss that smell as I have grown use to my female parent's lips on mine.
Sadly the spirit did not stay put as anger, actually did make again in me, I broke the kiss remembering, playing back what she had just told me. I was furious at the thought and I asked straight out, almost yelling it"Are you just using me now ? Hoping I just gift you what you want again cuz you evidence me you loved me ?"My mom put her mitt on my stifle and shook her top dog no and told me."I never used you Kim and I never will I swear to god I won't, but I won't lie to you about anything like this. I love you and I don't think I ever will contain being in love with you. Okay ? But that said. I am your mother and I will protect you from anything even myself, and if you want this to end it will end. I just won't lie to you and hazard that I am not promising that you may hark back my love."
I sat there, taking in every Word of God but honestly just blushed, my mom was telling me she was in love with me over and over and she was telling me she wanted me. I liked the parts where she said she was still my mother, but I just…I could really only think about the parts where she said she loved me, the function of returning her love. So I just sat there thinking, my mom patiently staying tacit just rubbing my knees gently, not rushing me at all, it was nice.
Heh to be honorable I knew my answer to the question she hadn't technically asked, the irregular she was done oral presentation, I knew I was going to kiss her and I knew I wanted to be with her again, but I stood there, scared, trying to find a way to be strong and resist, but I was weak lol and thank god for it. Finally I looked at her and…in my cute sorta kiddy vocalization I asked her if maybe we can um….go back to her room. My mom let out a niggling chortle and winked at me saying of course.
So ya…lol we went to her room and as we entered I lol figured better use this a little to my advantage and was like"So you aren't mad about the mirror right ?"She…haha okay honestly I swear I am not an cretin but her response still so bewitch me off guard. She just went"Na you will make up for it."And she winked at me and….undid her robe, letting it just fall open………I I just felt so stupid I was like"Mom..that isn't funny don't say that."My mom just curled her lip and nodded, walking to me and putting her arms on my shoulders, her script resting well pass my read/write head as she just said"Ok, im sorry"ina very none grave step, and she even immediately after leaned in and kissed me. This kiss I think, was our low gear kiss where I actually was moaning quite a bit, I wasn't so nervous this time but still was plenty, but I was enjoying myself much more, really kissing her back with everything I had….I even for first sentence was bold a lilliputian and put both my hands on her waistline ...
She was the one to break the kiss as she took a step back, slipping her gown off and letting it hang to the floor. I just stood there looking at her, almost biting my lip but it was as if I lost ascendence of my dead body and my lip wouldn't move correctly haha. She then said"How about we give old Ted Shawn a break."( okay for you multitude who don't know HBK=Shawn Michaels the dude on my T-shirt ). So ya my mom came to me and I think she was gon na help me admit my shirt off but I just nodded my heading and said"ok"and quickly slipped it off…I mean she was gon na help me cuz she went"oh"and let out a trivial giggle like..okay then that works variety of jape.
My mom then smiled and just reached over and gave my mamilla a quick pinch *sigh* haha. I twitched and she just lifted her head forward for a sec saying"how about you get fully comfortable."I ..only took a indorse to get what she meant as I grabbed my pantie to contribute em down, but she told me wait. Then she told me to"Take them off slow baby, please."So…remembering the nighttime before I, leaned forward and stuck my bum out, and began to dislocate them slowly but honestly I felt WAY TO EMBARASSED I just haha strip teasing my mom I so was not up for that yet, so I just went"Na I'm goodness"And just yanked back up straight person and pulled em down fast, stepping out of them and just kicking em off to the floor.
My mom rolled her eyes and told me I was no fun lol ! But what she did next made me feel so stupid she, leaned down and grabbed my panties, she held em stretched out for me to see…She then brought it to her face and just inhaled them. Then after…o god haha I actually don't even want to type this part, she lowered them, keeping both of her centre sharply on mine as she bit down on the edge of my panties, pulling them with her teeth and letting them snap out of her backtalk. I just..lol I felt so just GAH I just sat down for a sec before rolling to the eye of the bed….taking the same touch as I did the night before. She laughed at me, making me experience stupidly and for some reason I covered my breast, whining and asking her"WHAT ? !"My mom just started laughing actually kinda hard and it was upsetting me. But I felt so silent that I didn't even ramp I was just corresponding"Mom please stop."
She could totally enjoin how I said it that she really was hurting my flavor but she seemed to have a hard time stopping she just said"Baby I'm sorry you just are too adorable, you just."Then she started laughing again…but I was like MOM ! And she was like"I am so deplorable just ( while laughing ) I am just, you are just so cute my baby girl, only you would just get into situation like that."I…ugh I felt like my face was on fire I quickly jumped up and was like"I'm sorry I just…please occlusion laughing ! I just thought you wanted to…do um what…what we did…sorry."And my mom just was same awww baby you are TOO CUTE. And she crawled on the bed, finally thankfully stopped laughing more or less, she came up to me and gave me a quick kiss. Raising her brow though she than went, sorta of asking but not really."So you liked what I did hold up Night huh ?"
I just I had never felt more slow in my life, I was just like"No I just, thought you wanted to do that…stuff again."I swear the instant the Bible left my mouth I was like REALLY KIM ? REALLY ? ! She just snapped her fingers and pointed at me going"riiight"Honestly I was just passing embarrassed so I was just like"Can we please just move on."My mom just smile, biting her back talk and letting the her lip pop out as she said"Sure we can."She then…told me to go back lay down, get comfy she said…then teased me and said"take your position !"I was like MOM ! She was like"Okay okay, I'm done."So ya…I…as she put it…took the position and laid back at the center of attention of the bed. So..I laid there now feeling kinda dumb after that whole ordeal…lol.
My mom…looked at me up and down, making me blush *sigh* She then stroked her chin and said"I changed my mind, rollover…"I was like …um…no ? lol. Then she…uhhh lol she placed her hand on my stomach and rubbed it over my stomach playfully telling me to total on and not be shy. . I just..I TOLD her amercement and I got up just to arrest her from doing the hired hand affair on my stomach, she use to do that to me when I was lilliputian trying to get me to halt throwing a fit but …ya it was kinda creeping me out now tbh. So I got up and…I rolled over to my tum, feeling really off setting, I mean I of course laid my cheek vapid and turned it, to look at her but it just…I felt very just like I said off.
Anyways, so there I was, on my stomach and my mom just, lol did something VERY unexpected, she put her hands on each of my sides and pushed down semi toilsome on my back. I remember grunting but moaning I was like holy shite that feels fucking awe-inspiring ! She was like"See, just listen to your female parent ! Relax okay ?"And I just placed my face forward and nodded ( assuming she saw me ) Cuz she went up my back and pushed again. I, even till today I love having her push on my back it feels great, I have tried to have others do it and I dunno maybe cuz I have only ever had guys do it other than her and it's usually they hurt, but it felt really goodness that night having her do it. So haha she did that for about 5 min and she punched my rachis also, rubbed it really good, all tot up probably like 10 min hehe. And then she stopped.
After helping me relax hehe, my mom gave me a quick kiss on my back, asking me if I felt a niggling better…I …I just honestly felt so much more unbend but she gives such with child massages that I said, trying to be endearing but half serious"5 More moment and I'll be great ! Please and ty !"She hates when I say plz and ty : P But I guess she really wanted me to just sense relaxed, cuz she said okay sweetheart and kissed my binding again and rubbed my back some more, my cervix and she finished by rubbing my head, I WAS IN HEAVEN, honestly I never had anyone consecrate me a massage before, and I had…been stressed lately and I guess she just knew what I needed heh…
Anyways we chatted also during it was actually …nice I am so glad she did that cuz it did completely slow down me, and it just, I needed that not just the massage but the conversation, we talked about my friend Lisa, work, and my dad's disturbed compulsion with Genoz pizza. So…I surmisal after my mom was done, she got close to my ear and said, well asked …um"So ready to really relax now babe ?"…God after the massage and hooey I dunno I just loved when she called me babe now : P
I just, I knew what she meant so I was a footling hesitant, also I sorta just wanted her to go along rubbing me : P but I just nodded yes. And I began to roll over. But my mom stopped me going"No no Kimmy, just decompress stoppage down."I just…I was like erm okay, kinda just assuming she was gon na rub me some more haha ! Maybe my wooden leg ? I dunno all I know was I loved being spoiled like this !
Little pause for a minute, my mom totally must of wanted me for awhile cuz I remember thinking how the hell is this woman single, she is only 18 long time older then I ( yep that's right 36 ) She highly above norm, she is no good example but she looks 28 ish, and I just I don't get how the the pits someone else didn't snatch her up lol, I guess SHE IS PICKY.
Okay back to the good percentage : P sorry. So like I was laying there expecting some more second friction but instead she said…very um cute yet seductively."Do me a favor baby girl, please lift your beautiful ass for me."Haha I …god I remember my reaction I just was 100 % like"WHAT ? ! NO ?"I even tried lfiting my head but she playfully pushed my head back down and went"come on, barricade playing the shy card hun, just ask yourself this, sanction ?"I just…whispered okay in response."Just ask yourself if you want mommy to fix you cum really heavily, if so then do I say !"I …lol I was like…ma…don't like talk like that. She then asked if I really didn't like when she does. I just shrugged and told her maybe I just need time to get use to it, I am just so use to hearing her talk a sealed way it's crazy to find out her talking like this now…to me.
So my mom…being the smartass she is, grabbed my buttock and started massaging them going"Ok then."Her voice…changed like she was telling me to do my preparation and she simply said"Kimberly Blank blank ( no law-breaking don't want to get my middle and last epithet ) Lift your ass right now young lady."I…haha I am not sure if that is exactly what I had in mind im 99.9 % sure it wasn't but I sorta liked it so I obeyed, besides she was already…um spreading my cheeks and stuff so that also kinda helped in the sensory faculty that it would sustain been stupid person to exhibit off to her what she was already …playing with ?
So I did as she said, lifting my butt in the air, my human knee sliding up the bed into the mantle. My mom placed her hands on my waist, attend to me in raising my rear in introduction for her…*sigh* So ya…there I was, my arm up and crossed, forehead resting on them with my knees up on the bed, my butt up in the air, breast exclusively nipple touching barely the bed. She wasted no time…I just I didn't even get a moment to be embarrassed of the pose I was in as she just got behind me and plunge right hand in…
It caught me so off guard that I jumped a little yelping"wait time lag hold on !"But she did not even slow down, she gliding her workforce up and down my cheeks while she licked my pussy in up and down in circles…I, felt so much more juicy being in this position…I felt…degraded, and…more on display I suppose. Which may not make common sense but it is what it is. I moaned and shivered and a part of me truly displeased the situation I was in but anytime I would try to dissent, all that would escape my lips was the word mom between the moans I could not help but release.
After about if I had to imagine 5 transactions, I had my first orgasm of the night, but as my torso tightened and my psyche just exploded, my mom did not slow at all, instead she rewarded my sexual climax with a finger inside me…It was…too much never had I had something truly inside me other then myself, and now my mother, it was my mother that was inside. I felt her finger wiggle around inside me and I felt violated, not …erm not bad just I felt like, like I was truly being touched, like a voice of me that wasn't supposed to be touched by her was just hers to do with as she pleased. It was sick how much my dead body my intact body just focused on this 1 little finger in me that seemed to control my entire body with every motion it did.
My mom now removing her sass from my ass, she now adjusted herself to the side of me…keeping her mediate fingerbreadth inside me, the rest of her hand squeezing my butt. With her former hand she glidded over my back, calling me a good girl and how beautiful I was, but it was when she said"God I love you Kim."that just sent me over the edge, I came again, and this time I could find my body fasten its grip on her finger as if it didn't want to let it go I felt so……so..just silly to sustain something in me moving around so much I somehow wanted to obscure my interior from it, but at the Lapplander time…I wanted more…so a great deal more.
As she continued to just finger me…her fingerbreadth rubbing me inside, with her release hand she was now gently flicking at my pap, she continued to do this, asking me how it felt, asking me if I loved it. I never gave her an answer…I just moaned and yelped as I came for the third prison term, and with my 3rd orgasm she seemed to almost jump by how it felt back behind her, diving her face back in, and making…very very loud slurping noises which just….made me finger so GAH it was like she was literally pushing how often my mind could carry as I nearly caused my lips to phlebotomise I bit them so hard.
Finally and I mean finally after 3 John R. Major orgasms and many slight I that followed after, she stopped, but only for brief of consequence as she placed her bridge player on my waistline, and roughly and forcefully turned me over. My arm even hurt as it was stuck for a second before I popped it out from half underneath me. I looked at her and she just had this smiling, this grinning like she….she was having the time of her life history, I just…what could I do but smile back. My stage I kept wide as I was so washed-out, gasping for air. But she was not done with me yet. No…she now crawled over me, keeping herself hovering above me with her hands on the side of meat of me, I shivered though as I looked at her tit, and felt her second joint touch my own.
My eyes were one-half shut as she kissed me, but they shot open with surprise as I ..I tasted…I tasted me on her lips…and it was…different. My mom broke the osculation raising herself, smiling and telling me again that she loves me. I just…I think I cried a piddling, but my optic also looked down as I saw and felt her hired man find its way to my pussy again…inserting it's self back in, her thumb rubbing my button as her middle finger twirled and thrust its way around and in me. My header jerked back as I had a ripple of piffling sexual climax shoot through my body…my mom leaned down ( sorta impressive imo considering she was holding herself up with 1 arm pretty much did a 1 arm push up, well I mean she was half laying on me but not the point ! ) And she lowered herself taking my boob into her mouth…and that right there was my commencement o god moment, where I just came screaming the quarrel oh god.
As I came my mom bit on my mammilla and pushed on my clit, and her finger picked up much fastness, and she just kept on and kept on forcing my organic structure to rise. She took her mouth off my breast as my body rised, she just wouldn't stop her finger jabbing its self in and out of me so fast and I just it was too much I was so sensitive all I was doing now was going"mom mom mom mom"I wanted to say mom enough plz but only mom kept coming out as I just had the most mighty by far coming ever and she just wouldn't I even started to press for her to get off me, but that only seemed to give her try to go faster though impossible I think. I started to wiggle now, the champion becoming unbearable I pleaded now"Mom plz plosive speech sound mom !"but instead of stopping she latched back to my breast, sucking and making popping sounds as I wiggled out of her mouth uncontrollably. Finally and god do I think of finally she slowed down, I am guessing her hand got tired….lol. She didn't remove her finger though…simply stopped leaving her finger resting in me and letting her body just unwind on top of me.
My breathing was so fast it was actually hurting a fiddling haha. My hands where now on my mother's back, just feeling her back and holding her in..I think thankfulness ? I think it's normal to just be grateful when person makes you feel like that. My mom's tit were smashed against me one-half on mine one-half below them, my mom looking up at me, swearing haha I guess she really gave it her all, and I just looked down at her and around the room thinking what the hell just happened that, beyond Logos.
After just laying there for many minutes, my extremely medium body jumped entirely as my mom finally removed her finger's breadth, pushing up and getting off me. I…I was hot and glutinous it wasn't like the Nox before where I got a with child orgasm this was…more and my body had felt like it just had been through a huge trial by ordeal ( I guess it was ). I was hot…really hot…like I felt the like just spent and on flaming. My mom sat up, and looked at me, giving me another blinking and about to say something but I said"No mom groovy job."And she just laughed like a quick gag and then made a very adorable face, her brows up as she said"well thanks."I just…I…then asked if I may ask for 1 more affair. And..her reaction brought tears to my optic."Anything Kim, I'm yours."I…I asked her if maybe…if she didn't idea and keep open in intellect I was still breathing quite hard so it took 10 seconds extra to get the words out, but I was like mom…maybe even If you wake up first, you can stay in bed till I wake up please.
My mom looked at me, tears now formed in her eyes and she said"Kim I am sorry about this morning…"She seemed like she was gon na go on but I just shake my head and said plz don't, just lets think about tonight, just assure me when I wake up you will be there. She tilted her head down and said"I promise, I will never will you."She then got up and went and got a mantle again, I watched her for just a moment but then I just laid back with the gravid grin on my look, thinking how foolish I had been today for not be okay with this, for being so angry. My mom came back to bed with the blanket, and two pillows, she helped my chief up and placed 1 under me, and tossing the blanket over me. She then proceeded to slip under the blanket and putting her arm around my stomach, kissing my nerve and saying she loved me, and finally before I closed for my eyes for the Night, I said it back."I love you…Lesley."Although she gave me this really appall look cuz I used her name and we both just laughed a little well more her I more just weakly giggled, I was exhausted : P. Anyways she held me and I asked for TV on and fell asleep to something and my mom holding me hehe.
So ya that's the um tale of the day after, I truly hope you enjoyed and I would love feedback, this was much strong to recall seeing as I had to try to remember a day specifically but I tried my hardest to do well.
Oh ya P.S. Since I had started sharing my mom and I relationship, I have been met with expected but I feel stupid anger and insults towards us. You know what to all you haters out there, I simply have this to say. I am not the smartest or the wises somebody out there, but I have learned this in my life time. love is weak and fragile. Love conquers nada. Love is something that must be protected, and more importantly fought for. That's what I did throughout my life that's what we did, we fought for love and happiness, can you say the Saame ?