what would you do if eveyrthing you thought you love about your life turned out to be a lie if the people you love the world you love shatterd like a mirror in front of you what would you do find out it burn down fight it or let it waste you just be carefull who you become on the way even if it takes getting your ass kicked or worse loosing some one you love or doing anything for them and loosing your ego on the way but either way thoughs are the mo that define us that shape us it doesnt affair if it takes 6 hour or 6 seconds because in the end we have to inhabit with the decisions we make but im gettting ahead of myself my figure is jake hale im 19 and i live in new House of York with my 12 year old kid sis amy its just us now ever since our parents died in a car clangour 2 eld ago soon after i realised i had to get a job so i did at a resturant waiting tables serving at the bar anything to get money i shot but today was just another dull ass day in college trying not to fall asleep.
'' hey jake wake up man '' i herd kyle almost shout at me and if your wondering kyle is a friend of mine ive known him ever since my parents died `` halo jake wake up man its clock time to go '' i slowly opend my centre realising the social class room was abandon apart from me and kyle i looked to my left beholding kyle sitting on the desk next to me `` waky waky bro you must of slept through the hole out class whats a matter havent you had much slumber lately you look exausted '' kyle said putting his script on my berm `` well atleast i dont look as bad as you '' i replied with a smirk `` haha yeah you wish bro anyway are you comming to my party tonight you have to man theres gon na be hot lady friend there and i mean hot like youve never seen and you look like you need to loosen up seems like you havent slept in a year '' kyle said standing up
`` it feels like it and i cant i have to make for tonight so im form of tighed up at the mo `` i replied realising how previous it must of been so i quickly reached in my pocket and pulled out my phone seeing thats i had only 15 minute of arc to get to work before i was late twice in a row `` dam looking i have to go '' i said standing up and grabing my backpack before swinging it over my left shoulder and darting for the room access but just as i reached it mrs clements walked in `` mr Hale i need a word with you right now '' she said sitting at her desk `` mrs clements cant this wait im running late for workplace '' i said turning around `` this will only take a moment lease a arse mr hale mr shameful could you please leave while i have a chat with jake please '' she asked kyle nodded and then headed for the door `` hey ill give you a margin call later ok '' kyle wisperd as he walked out i walked over to the front of her desk and took a seat hoping this would be over soon `` mr hale its been brought to my attension that your studdys have been taking a turn for the uncollectible your hardly ever here and when you do express up you sit at the back of the socio-economic class either talking with your friends or falling asleep on your desk so what do you make to say for your self '' she said with a pissed off tone `` look i have to go to work every night just to make terminal receive and on top of that i have to pack attention of my kid sis because she has no one els just me and even after working all night i still carry off to drag myself out of bed and come here for 8am just like anyone els so i think i deserve a little falling off dont you '' just as i said that she stood up and her case turned red with ire `` ITS NOT GOOD enough mr Nathan Hale you just straighten up or your going to fail this class and this kettle of fish condition and thats a shoes where you dont want to be leaving here with nothing to show for it '' i looked up and just gave her a smug smiling
`` is that all '' i replied but before she could serve i grabed my back pack off the floor and sprinted out of the door into the hall way i ran as degenerate as i could but i was so exausted from working all night and lets just say college wasnt exactly a place that could get my head off of everything it just seemed to get worse every week but all i could conceive of was that i couldent be late again i had to be on time because marcus would drink down me i must of been lost in thought because before i new it i was falling matted on my back in a fog wondering what the pit just happend `` hey spotter where your going what are you blind or something '' i herd a vocalism scream at me i tried to look up but i couldednt see at offset i was so tierd my eyes were foggy `` what are you deff as well '' i herd the girlish voice say again i mannaged to finally get my eye sight back i looked up and noticed a feminine figure standing above me with blond haire but my eye were so blured i couldent see her that well `` umm halo what am i talking to myself or something '' she screached at me `` sorry i didnt realise where i was going '' i said standing up `` what are you some sort of perv or something just stay away from me ok '' she continued to screach at me `` anyone ever differentiate you how charming you '' i replied sarcasticly but she must of be off balance from the fall because she fell against one of the lockers but i jumped forward and grabed her before she could do any dangerous legal injury but she pushed me away `` did i say i needed your help perv no just last out away from me is that realise enough for you '' she stated turning around and walking away `` nice to satisfy you to '' i mutterd under my breath but i was quickly snaped off my string off thought when my phone started to ring i quckly answered it not looking at the bit `` jake its marcus where are you we expected you here 5 minute ago hurry up or your working the late sack on the bar '' i quickly put my telephone set down and ran down the corridor to the principal entrence i ran as fast as i could across the main road almost getting knocked down by a car and if that wasnt bad enough it started raining getting me drenched i ran down every short cut i could i finally arrived at the resturant so i decided to go through the endorse hoping no one would notice me sneaking in so tardily i opend the door to the employe locker room soaking wet trying to capture my breath i looked around not noticing anyone i slid my packsack off getting my work clothes out but just as i did i looked up seeing marcus leaning against the entrance to the kitchen `` umm is it raining by any opportunity brother '' he said with a slight chuckle `` just a few showers around goose egg to bad '' i jokingly replied trying desperatly to overhear my breath `` are you feeling ok jake you dont look so just buddy ''
all i could do was laugh as i collapsed on the work judiciary behind me `` yeah never honest just have to view my intimation '' marcus walked over to me and sat down on the work bench near the employes lockers `` jake honestly are you ok if you need some sentence off all you have to do is ask you look like you could use a good luck '' marcus had a interested look on his boldness what ide never seen before `` you know your not the beginning person to ask me that '' i said smirking at him `` but i patois i need the money have to keep up payments on the house or they will make me and amy out on the street i wish i could take a falling out but i patois '' i sat up on the work judiciary putting my employment clothes on `` if your indisputable brother just dont process your self to death '' marcus said laughing before getting up and walking to the doorway `` oh and jake i was wondering we have a new girl starting claire do you conceive you could show up her the ropes its her first day and i mentation who safe than you '' i paused confused for a second marcus always tells me about new employes oh well it wasnt like i could say no `` uh yeah surely thing '' replied still incertain `` with child you have 2 mo to get ready and then ill see you in the kicthen '' marcus said before turning around and walking into the resturant i quickly got changed puting my bag and my crownwork into my locker and closure it i laughed to myself i mean could this day get any worse but i guess i had to deal with it but as i started to exit the locker way my phone started to ring again i quickly pulled my speech sound from my pocket seeing it was amy i answered it as fast as i could `` hey jake are you going to be menage tonight you promised me you would be where are you '' i felt worse than id ever felt before i totaly forgot that i promised amy i would be home today `` dam sorry sis i have work i spaced it completely i '' but before i could say another Holy Scripture the line started to kick downstairs up and eventally died out so i put my phone in my pockect already as pissed off as i could be with how the day is turning out.
i walked into the kitchen slowy opening the room access looking around to see if anyone was in there but to my surpise it was almost as if it was abandand i walked over to the sink turning the tap on looking at how many dishes i would have to do by myself `` yo jake my boy have you seen the new doll were working with '' i turned around seeing joe inclination on the near side heel counter joe was a cool guy he was the foremost soul i worked with when i started at the resturant he seemed a bit full of himself but he was a nice enough guy `` what the new fille claire yeah marcus said something about that but i havent seen her yet '' joe just gave me an unsettling smile `` cartel dude your in for a treat a big treat '' i just turned around and started loading the swallow hole with home plate
'' jake i want you to meet claire this is who i was talking about '' i almost droped a plate when i saw her she had the look that could gas away a hole Army with one look she had dark sinister shoulder length haire nighttime brown hazzel oculus and a figure of an hour glass sexy wasnt the Good Book `` um jake '' marcus said snapping me out of my trans `` oh uh hey '' i said stuttering tryint to put my countersign together witch only made her giggle at me `` well claire this is jake hes going to show you around and shew you where everything you need is joe seed with me buddy i need your help at the board and jake you and claire are on dishes till half 8 '' marcus and joe walked out leaving the room totaly silent i turned around and kept loading the sinkhole not sure enough what to say then claire walked passed and threw a dish cloth at me `` so do you desire to wash or dry '' she said with a giggle `` ill wash you dry '' replied laughing still a niggling unsure what to say `` so are you new around here then '' i asked rubbing my burning eyes
'' moved a week ago with my dad from Buckeye State and well here i am '' she said giggling
'' but is it always this quiet around here '' i turned around and walked over to the sterio on the shelf turning it on and walking back towards the sink just as an old ac/dc strain started to act on the sterio better i replied grabbing a plate and cleaning it off
'' i love ac/dc so guesswork im going to have to say yes '' claire said playfully nudging my arm
'' well some sentence you just have to make love the classic '' i said nudging her dorsum beldame only mad her giggle more at me but there was something about her not just how amazing she looks it was like i couldent layover looking at her heart but i had to save snapping myself back to world before she noticed anything was up `` uh so what college have you applied to around here '' i said handing a collection plate to her `` ive got into one west brooke do you get laid it ''
'' haha know it thats the exact college i go to ''
'' to be honest im a bit nervouse about going i dont really know anyone around here '' she said in a worried representative `` you know me so dont be so worried '' i replied and she gave me a the cutest smile i think ive ever seen we carried on talking and time flew by untill it was almost 8.30 just as we were almost done she walked over stacking the plates and bowls away while the sterio blaired out loude i must not of been paying as a lot attension as i mentation because the next moment i had a crisp newspaper clipping pain across the parm of my manus i forced my helping hand out of the water like a reflex `` arghh dam '' claire ran over to see what was wrong and all i could see was my parm split open must of been from one of the knives still in the sink `` oh my god come here '' i herd claire say i turned around and she wraped my helping hand in a wet dish material to stop the haemorrhage she looked like she was in such a panic `` stop here im going to go get marcus she stated running out the door but why did she care so much i mean its not like she knew me that well but before i could think more into it marcus came running in with a world-class aid kit in his deal and claire following behind `` let me see your paw pal he said opening the low aid box on the side he took off the cup of tea cloth off and chucked it in the ice `` ouch buddy i think you might postulate some stitches ''
'' ill be fine dont worry it will heal up soon enough ''
'' well if your insisting atleast let me apparel it and strip it up just to be on the safe English '' marcus started dressing my hired man i had to grit my dentition trying not to grunt with the pain of it `` jake listen i want you to take the day off tomorrow and rest up you cant have a bun in the oven on like this yield Friday off and fare back better saterday i dont care what you do just use up it well-fixed buddy spend some meter with amy '' he said with that same concerned aspect on his face i knew i couldent argue with him after all hes done for me `` well amy has been on my back about working belatedly i suppose i could contract one day off ''
'' that a boy now both of you can get off former ok and claire good initiative day dearest '' marcus said looking over at claire who was sitting on the counter with the Saami worried tone `` boss i could use a script in here '' joe said poking his promontory back around the door `` ill see you both saterday ok and jake rest ok buddy '' i nodded my caput then he walked out `` are you feeling any ameliorate '' claire said walking over to me slowly `` ill servive '' i said smilling at her
'' good i wouldent want to have to injure you '' claire said as we both walked out the room access and turned left to the storage locker elbow room together i opened my locker grabbing my backpack and putting my jacket crown on then feeling a punch in my arm i turned my fountainhead seeing claire with the Sami grin on her face `` do you hit everyone you just met '' i said trying not to smirk `` only the unity i really like '' she replied shooting me a trice and walking out the expiration door holding the door unresolved for me `` so you comming or staying the night '' she said with a cheecky chuckle i walked out closing the door behind me we walked down from the back of the car park to the side of the street `` hey jake do you beware waiting with me until my dad pickaxe me up '' even though i felt like i couldent stand anymore it wasnt like i could say no and leave her waiting on the street alone `` uh yeah sure '' i replied looking up and for some intellect the sky was lit up with stars brighter than usual claire must of noticed me looking up because she seemed to get her own heart lost in the superstar `` there beautiful arnt they i never dreamed that in the city they could be so bright ''
'' there not normaly this brilliantly '' i noticed that claire was shivering so i took my jacket off and handed it to her `` here take this your freezing ''
'' no i couldent take that off you will get sick you keep it you need it more than me ''
i wasnt asking payoff '' i took a stride towards her and wrapped it over her articulatio humeri `` thanks jake '' she said teeth almost chattering trying to smile `` so what folk do you have in here in the city ''
'' uhh no one its just me and my sister no parents anymore just us thats why im working here to make sure she has some one she can rely on its not utter but id do anything to try and hold her a formula life '' for some cause claire paused like she was stuck in stone `` oh im sorry i shouldent of asked '' but before we could bear on a car pulled up on the early English of the street `` thats my ride thanks for waiting with me here take your cap ''
'' no proceed it you can give it back to me at college tomorrow '' she didnt say anything just smiled kissed me on the cheeck and ran over to her dads car and in a instant drove off so here i was freezing and walking nursing home with no drive and no jacket and to make things worsened with every pace i took i felt like i couldent use up another i looked up at the stars as i walked down the street but the Night wasnt like any other there were hardly any cars on the road no people from what i could see no sign of life at all but the affair that was really out of position was the stars untill something caught my eye it was like a red blaze `` what the hell '' was all i could mutter under my breathing space as i crossed the road but my center were fixed on the red blaze it seemed to get clearer and nearer but as i looked down the street spark started to flicker on and off untill it was almost pitch black i tried to use the light on my telephone set but when i looked it was completly perfectly whats going it just kept going over and over in my mind maybe it was a ability cut but if it was how would that explain my phone it was fully charged half an hr ago i looked back up at the red hell maybe it was connected some how but i just shrugged it off trying to convince my self it was my tierd mind trying to trick me my hand felt like it was burning up but i just couldent stop following the red blaze with my eyes even though every piece of my trunk screamed for sleep i could see it getting closer untill i lost it in the park i just had to see what it was i crossed the street to the park i put my backpack on and jumped over the logic gate bairly landing on my feet i walked on the foot path untill i saw something ahead of me i walked faster and when i stoped i saw a metore rock in the core of the foot bath the ground was destroyed beneath the rock and around it the rock seemed to almost beam red hot i knew i had to go but i just couldent i walked skinny to it leaning down trying to wrap my headland around what exactly the this matter is but i didnt have time to opine in a nictitation i was being shot threw the tomentum flying backwards with tilt and concrete in my face the rock exploded all i could feel was my hole body burning up i landing 10 metrical unit away my thinker was in over driveway what the roll in the hay was going on i looked down and i almost freaked i saw black tar over me as hot as oil burning at the stake into me i shouted the hole park down trying to get it off me when i looked down again it was gone but the electrocution still filled my consistence with infliction i managed to crawl to my invertebrate foot and run as fast as i could back to the gate i held the top of it trying to pull myself up i managed to prepare it over but bairly i started to walk home and the streets were still short silent but the painful sensation in my stomach was almost to much i lent back against a lit street Christ Within resting my mind and body against it but when i did it started to flicker from bright to dark then nothing i was to freaked out to stay around i ran sprinting down every path way i could till i finally got to my battlefront door i searched my blue jean trying to observe my cay after a arcminute of looking i was able-bodied to open up the threshold but my head the painful sensation took over i could find myself blacking out and the last thing i could remember was my body hitting the floor and passing out .