So um little warning, this part of my uh tale ? I guesswork narrative is compensate word, um is a little darker. Sorry but it's lawful, not too nighttime just, I was going through many emotions the day after.

I awoke the good morning after feeling like I had slept for days. At first the night before with my female parent felt like a dream, that was until I vastly became cognisant of my nakedness. I grinded my tooth as I do when I am trying to hide how nervous I am, so I guess I was trying to hide it from myself ? After though my initial awe of what happened passed, I realized I heard the shower on, quickly I rolled onto my vertebral column, feeling with my hand the edges of the bed.

My female parent had already slipped out of the bed. I sat up, cover falling down and my boob just out and exposed. I remember looking down at them and blushing, scratching the English of my face, but the embarrassment quickly became flood out as I looked around for my shirt. It wasn't in the elbow room so I just fell back into the bed, curling up this sentence and making for certain I was wrapped from human foot to make out. I pretty much just laid there silently looking at my hand, caressing my fingers with my thumb, lol like as if I was trying to establish sure enough I was very or something…

The stochasticity of the turn tail water system had long stopped, I had to commence to question what was taking my mom so long, but didn't honestly put too a lot thought into it, just paused every now and then to listen. Oh right ! You should sleep with she has her own privy connected to her bedroom, so ya lol. So ya I just sorta laid there until the sound of the bath room access opening made me jump. I got up with a grinning on my face…but sadly it was quickly gone and I was holding back tears once again as I saw my mom fixing her sleeves for employment. .

You know, now that I am a bit older, I'd like to think a tad wiser : P hehe. I realize now that one of the John Major things that change as you grow up, is you are truly learn the lesson that life simply goes on. It isn't that the night before wasn't as important to her as it was to me, simply that I was new and had yet learn that fact, I was a kid and something John R. Major had happened to me, so in the typical child response, I had expected the entire reality to cease and feel as if it had changed also. So ya unaware of that life deterrent example, I was insanely hurt by the fact that she was going to work so easily.

Hurt and pissed, I looked at her with the most annoyed face I could prepare. eye squinted intemperately and lip closed harshly. Once my mom noticed my glare at her, she huffed and her bridge player hit the face of her second joint. ( that was her, what's up ? What's wrongly motility that I had became very use to ). And you should know I hated that, she knew I hated that, it's like kinda rude in my middle ? Just say the words. Well I like breathed out through my nose pissed that she did that, but instead of her usual response of going"Oh what is it ?"Instead this fourth dimension she gently asked."Kim, baby, what's wrong ?"I sharply looked back at her, and simply said nothing !

My mom, I guess trying to be patient, sat at the sharpness of the bed, and said the very LITERALLY the perfect thing I thought she should of said."Honey, do you want me to bide home ? We can lecture about, well, anything you want."Heh…she said the news, she even looked like she truly meant it, so even till today, I ask myself, why didn't I just accept her go ? Why did I have to be a bitch. *sigh* So ya instead of saying, yes please ! I need you to continue ! No instead of I just got out of bed, keeping the mantle tightly held to my chest, responding to her without even looking at her."No I'm fine, go to work."Was all I had to say. Oh little rummy incline note haha was actually gruelling shuffling with my feet over the blanket ( im not tall LOL ! )

I guess trying to be a expert mom, she cut me off at the door*sigh* It's like, you know when you are just so angry, but you want to like…you want to just stop over being mad you want to just say"hey I'm sorry."But you don't….well that was this pillow slip. She cut me off asking me, pleading with me to delight address to her. But being the stubborn brat that I was AND YES I ADMIT IT I WAS…key word is was…anyways ! I just told her in a very low but Stern tone"Please just let me go to my room, I want to be left alone, okay ? !"

My mom simply put her head down, I remember this action very well cuz, well…cuz I just wanted to catch her and…yes kiss her. But as you may say, this day was just becoming a rule of things I wish I did differently cuz well, I just nodded for her to afford the door, and left as she did.

Now in my elbow room, I dropped the mantle, crying quietly to myself, but my script shook it's self into a clenched fist as I grabbed my hair's-breadth, I hated myself in that second, but I wasn't sure what I hated myself for, the sex, or giving her the cold shoulder joint after. I know sex is never what we want it to be our first-class honours degree times, but my job wasn't this, it was the opposite damn it. I was furious that, she was double-dyed she wasn't this behemoth I partly wanted her to be, she was gentle and loving the entire time, and it was amazing, dare I say perfect for me ?

But It was with my female parent and I was upset, shake up how a good deal I had enjoyed myself.
fountainhead feeling really Wyrd just being naked, I had decided to retrieve some clothes. I walked to my closet, but stopped as I heard the social movement door open and close…I memory just, I dunno, snickering ? in disappointment that she actually left, and just shrugging it off, telling myself…fuck her.

So ya, feeling too many emotions to allot with, I decided to …well take a cascade to relax/erm…clean up ya…So ya..there I was in the cascade, bridge player against the wall, middle closed and me just trying to loose, trying to just consecrate on the hot water supply running down my dead body, I had it so hot my skin was turning pinko lol. Sadly, the conjuration of a nice hot shower, did not process this sentence as I, well began once again playing back the consequence of live Night, though this time was different, my mom drifted not to what she had done to me, but to her consistence, how ….how astound she looked, and I found myself starting to become very turned on.

I remember my hand, drifting down my thorax and cupping my remaining breast. I massaged myself gently, blushing, pretending it was my mom's hand on me. For a bit I think I just stood there massaging my breast, rubbing my stomach with my early hand, avoiding actually touching my slit. Then, heh it's Wyrd where our minds go sometimes…or well mine at least, I thought of my father…I thought of my blood brother and I began to retrieve of what they would think…then of how my Quaker would gauge me, what they would say of me if they knew and I just 100 % immediately stopped…no longer did I even have the get-up-and-go to fight the knots in my stomach or even cry, so instead I simply sat down in the shower, slouching myself up against the corner, just sitting there for not certain how long, but felt like 15 min+.
I guess just simply the heat had became too much, or just sitting on the hard shower story for so long my bum was going numb : P So I had decided to finally get out, I poured soul wash on my hands and just gave myself a quick cleaning, you know, shampoo ect ect hehe.

So ya this is sorta when I lost it…lol. When I exited the shower bath, I didn't even grab a towel, I just felt kinda like a zombie, drained…mentally exhausted. Then…I don't know…I looked at the mirror which now was super foggy, I leaned over jumping from the coldness I felt as my skin touched the bound of the cesspool. I wiped away as very much as I could ( im short ! ) and ya I mean I just stepped back and looked at myself.
I was just, I was confused. I looked at myself thinking, what, I mean what could she possible see me in me that was so great ? I examined myself from head teacher to waist. I thought, my eyes are kind of pretty…maybe she liked them ? Then I looked at my bosom, I…I never really looked at them like this before I always thought they where kinda nice, I developed early, but…never really saw them as aim of desire before. I looked at them, remembering like, like how much my mom just seemed to…erm enjoy them. I…just, I became quickly embarrassed tbh, and even felt a little dullard, trying to think of what my own mother found best about me…haha*sigh*

Well…needless to say embarrassment quickly turned into shame *Sigh* and disgrace quickly became anger. I was angry…angry at myself but wanting to put all the blame on her…I foolishly did and I just became filled with rage, so a lot cult it was like I woke up, my body just got all this Energy Department and anger and I just I didn't know where to place it like I needed to physically put it somewhere and I just looked at myself and I just was thinking how, like god how could I allow this happen, how could she do this to me, how just how. It just all built up too fast money box finally I just grabbed the hired hand max heart, fully prepared to throw at the mirror.

So…there I was looking at myself, my helping hand up in throwing motility, but I just I guess I stopped cuz I haha thought of how mad my mom would be, how it would cost money to repair it, and well it sounds slow but I liked the mirror so that factored into it too. But…but then I erm…I thought again how very much my mom use to get disorder when my brother broke stuff when he got angry and how vex she gets even when we break hooey on accident and I …I just SCREAMED I mean I JUST SCREAMED and threw it with all my might at the mirror breaking the soap bottle thingy ( it was a nice like deoxyephedrine thingy my luxurious ma bought me ) And it just broke and the mirror had 2 monster scissure with a comparable huge gash where I threw it.

I stood there, looking at my handy body of work, and just I was just still so mad that I just grabbed my pilus as tight as I could and pulled it back, still screaming, falling to my knees and once again, crying but this sentence just wide-cut blown crying, shivering and all…It got so bad that I started to hic up and almost threw up. I even found myself over the toilet, but I didn't.

So, ya… that happened lol. But after I calmed down finally, I got up and got dressed ( slipped over a prospicient pitch blackness HBK tee shirt, and a couplet of pink panty ) To hell with matching ! I didn't care ... My head was killing me and I was superintendent freakin hungry…but didn't feel exactly like cooking…lol. So I called my darling pizza blank space ! Deep looker blimp paddy with extra cheese..mmmmm : P fountainhead while I was waiting…I was just like sorta bored and trying not to think of last Nox, so I decided to pull a flick on demand ( atomic number 26 man in example any of you care. ) Oh ya, not, that it's important but I am a pretty big D/C fan ! Im a hardcore comic girl…so let's all hope man of blade John Rock ! Cuz I am tired of wonder wtfpwnig the comic leger movie macrocosm ! I mean…ya batman is assuredness but really heath ledger's joker made that trilogy special, the outset one was ok, 3rd one goodness, only the darkness knight was a master piece.

Anyways…lol sorry now that that is out of my system…I will continue hehe…oh ya young Department of Justice pattern ! Ok ok I'm done : P So there I was watching branding iron man, till finally I heard the threshold knocking. I quickly jumped up thinking THANK GOD ! Lol…but to my dismay…lol dismay look at me being all fancy, anyways to my dismay ! It wasn't the pizza guy…

It's like of all the people in the world I really didn't want to see ( other than my mom, or maybe I did need to see her who knows, surely not me ) My dad…was at the door UGH. Ya…needless to say I was just taken back, I immediately was like…DAD ? ! I think if I recall correctly, my articulation even crackled lol. Ya, so like I just..haha I stood there blocking him from entering boulder clay finally he knocked me back to reality. He was like"Uh…Move ?"lol ya…that's my dad for ya : P As he walked in he took a flying look around. Becoming oddly nervous as if somehow he had purgative power and knew what had happened here finish Night, I questioned him as to why he was here.

Well he saw my pants on the floor, I watched him just stare at them. I just…my heart began to raceway like a K times faster than it should, I just all I could do from panicking was I just stabbed my privileged hand with my nails telling myself SHUT UP in my promontory saying it's not like it's not normal to just have my drawers laying around he has no mind your being an idiot ! Then, it was like as if god was just messing with me, to make thing worse my dad picked up my jeans, squeezing them feeling them. I was like"What are you doing ?"Then..my physical structure just lol, just let out a big sigh of succor as he went in my pocket and grabbed out my speech sound, his fount giving me that…tisk tisk tone hehe. He saw how like…panicy I was or how just calm I had become all of a sudden not indisputable, but he is not one to let something go. Soooo my dad being who he is quickly began to grill me asking me."What's wrong ? Scared I was gon na find something else in your pants, and also retain your hoot phone charged Kimberly ! ( he calls me full name when he is lecturing. )

Apparently he was disquieted all day because last he heard I was going by Ruben's…and he had tried to shout me to check up, but I guess I just let my phone die out and then he had been unable to reach my mom. ( I found out years later that she actually felt too awkward to speak to him that day.

I told him no to his inquiry, but he was suspicious so he had begun to ripple through my pants pockets, which quite frankly pissed me off and I was already morose that day. So well haha honestly I just raged. I was like DAD STOP WTH. He just…typically laughed off my reaction telling me to chill out down, which just made it so practically worse so I walked up to him and snatched my pants, telling him not stir my things. He then went. HEY ! You know in that way Father do implying showing them deference, but I just rolled my eyes and said, dad Ruben dumped me, I am not in the humour.

You should know my dad has never been marvelous with the drama situations so his reaction haha was like"Ah fuck you okay ?"lol. So ya I just was like"I'm fine."But honestly I just wanted him to leave, nothing against him I just wanted to be left alone ya know ? And also well like Ruben literally meant nothing to me haha being dumped really was soooo fry to me now. well anyways, he wasn't seeming to get the picture that I wanted to be left alone as he sat down on the couch. But quickly after he sat down, the pizza guy finally knocked.

My dad asked who that was. I told him I had ordered pizza, he haha said"Oh nice, from genoz ?"I was like…yes…how we like it. I gave a faint grin as he got up to go pay for it, but honestly I just was thinking…o god he isn't gon na go lol. So ya…my dad paid, placed the pizza pie on the table, opening it and taking a big sniff as if he had never smelled it before haha. I was like…"Dad I ordered that for myself !"And he looked at me and said"A boastfully pizza pie for yourself ? Also I paid !"I was like…well it's not like I asked you too I was going to…You just sorta got to the room access first, besides ! I was gon na eat it over the course of 2 or 3 days ! My dad though just went"Bah I'll get ya another one if you want it so bad in 3 days."I …ugh panicking I just…honestly I just figured I'd play the truth card ( one-half truth ).

I simply just, half whispered to my dad, telling him that I love him and thanks for checking on me, but I really just require to be alone right now. I was hoping for a simple okay, maybe he takes a bit or two of pizza with him lol, but nope, nothing is ever that simple. He just grabbed a objet d'art and sat down, pointing across from him, asking me to read a buns. I think I just like sighed and like made that motor sound with my lips haha.

So I did as he asked and sat down, but I just crossed my arms as I sat down, giving him a pretty undeservingly frigidness"What ?"He just well went on to recite me he was worried about me, he was worried about how I have been acting lately. He told me that he gets everyone has to go through a fierce patch where they need to act out, but he specifically told me he was very unpleased in how I had been treating my mother…haha you could only reckon how just, tight my promontory got as I tried not to abound out in anger, and at Sami meter had to begin fighting back the tears that was forming. It was like he just couldn't of said anything worse as he had told me how he talked to my mom. And how she told him I just needed meter I I JUST I JUST WANTED HIM TO SHUT UP. He was praising her like she was the outflank freakin mother ever. He was telling me how she told him to be patient that it's a phase it will transcend. He was telling me how much my mother loves me and how she would do anything for me….heh all I could think was he should know what she has fucking done TO me.

Anyways, I guess he misinterpret my tears, but then again, what sane father would see his daughter in tears and go, oh hey you must be stressed over the sex with your mother LOL ! So ya, misreading em, my dad just was all like, I am not saying this stuff and nonsense to micturate you feel bad, I just want you to know your mother loves you, I love you blah bombast blah. It's like thanks but…you just don't know.

fountainhead needless to say lol tbh, my response as ummm less then prescribed as I just told him to please stop, that he has no estimation what I am going through. My Christian Bible where form, but my smell was totally, hey piss off lol. Well you know how Kid and parents are, we never think they understand, but they usually do, though in this example I truly don't think he did. Though it did not stop him from giving me the old"Kim, listen I have been bedevil stuff in my life."He even gave me the you think your ma and I breaking up was easy on me talking to - -. Honestly though the remaining thing happen, I was watching my dad talk of the town to me, being you know…a father…a parent and I just, well I melted as dull as that may go, I just melted and completely instantly relaxed.

I just ha, I almost laughed but I just smiled and said thanks dad. He haha my dad is a pretty funny guy : P
So my dad was just like"No prob…so we full ? Did I fix ya ?"I just glared at him and was like um I wasn't broke and you were doing great trough then you jerk. So lol anyways after that it was pretty normal we talked about how big of a jolt Ruben is ( I lied a little ) And we both knew it was me who was the bitch but it was really relaxing bashing the guy who dumped me with my dad haha. Oh also I am a horrible sister : P BUT HE IS A BAD Dad cuz we both had a good jest at my brother who apparently had got mugged ? I think mugged, what is it called when you fall asleep in the and someone takes your backpack lol.

So ya the rest of the day more or less was wanton, we restarted the movie, I got a mini lecture of how I only ate 1 piece of pizza and how wasteful it was to Holy Order a large haha, you know just convention stuff..and god was it what I needed just some normal meter with a parent. I think about half way through the final fight fit of iron man I just fell asleep, snuggle up against my dad, smiling and just not even thinking about her or the night before.

So, I guess despite having a well night of just sleep, I think I was just emotionally drained. I slept for a few hours apparently and my dad had seem to fallen asleep as well holding me hehe. Everything was just, a finish to perfect as it could have been considering. But then…she came place. I was woken up by the room access closing, and my mom going"Robert ? ? ?"My mom ha just seemed so thrown that my dad was over. I remember her cracking her neck ( which she sometimes does when she is caught off guard ).

My dad quickly jumped up, which kinda made me sad, I even….grabbed onto him trying to keep him for just a moment longer, I loved the feeling of his chest, his olfactory property, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY AT ALL I never have ever had feelings for my father, just…I was that forefather spirit, like I was safe with him and I just didn't want to him to go. Sadly though, my little attempt to hold onto him failed as he just laughed me off and got up, resting my hands back onto the couch.

There was a nimble conversation between the two, my mom asking why he was there and my dad asking why she wasn't picking up her headphone. I am not for sure if my mom lied or just happen to have a good understanding, but the reason she gave was, she was in a meeting with a customer and had her phone muted. I remember my dad like, blowing out like his sassing got big as he blew out and that's simply his typical"im tired im out guys."tell. He even stretched, yawning, looking at me. It took everything in me to not cry, it literally took my nail campaign to just, not cry.

He asked if I felt better, if I was alright now. Heh it's weird. I remember feeling like, trapped like plz don't leave me alone with her ! But there was nothing keeping me there ? There was nothing stopping me but myself from leaving, from not being alone with her, simply me, weird huh ? Too look trapped but only to be trapped by yourself lol.

My mom walked my dad out the threshold, I think they talked for a min or two, not sure what about but I didn't feel like waiting for my mom to make out in and say or do something, so I simply got up off the lounge and glided half dazed to my room, locking the door and just falling on my bed, and rolling up into the center. I laid there, just waiting for her, finally I heard her walking down the hall, stopping in front of my door. There wasn't even a second of silence, the second she reached my door she immediately knocked, turning the hold, unsuccessfully trying to enter my room.

I didn't say a piece of work I just sat up and looked at the door, my heart began to experience as if it was sinking down into my venter. I was expecting her to say open the door, or something, ask how I was ? Ask to talk, I don't know, all I know is she did none of those. Instead she merely asked if I needed anything. I told her I just wanted to be left alone right now. And with a unproblematic alright, I heard her walk away.

So I pretty much laid there for just awhile, not trusted how long wasn't even surely what sentence it was I am guessing crack 6, considering my mom gets home around 5:30-6 usually. Anyways I got up, bored ? But unwilling to leave my way, so I went to my shelves and finally gave in haha. My friend Amy had been trying to get me to watch Buffy the Vampire Slayer for like EVER, so I figured what the the pits I grabbed the time of year 1 and figured I will finally turn over it a stab, she did buy me all 7 seasons after all lol…sorta halting b-day gift when you wanted so many other thing, but oh well lol.

okeh I got to say, did not click with me at all the lone understanding I even got through 4 episodes was because I had nada ELSE TO DO…you know alone…cuz see, I didn't just not want to allow for my room, I really did desire to be left alone at that moment. So I just so you all know, it wasn't for like another year+ Did I finally watch all of Buffy haha. So it was like 11 and I was annoyingly wide awake, it was a Saturday dark too so all my acquaintance that didn't hatred me lol where asking me to go out with them. And a few prison term I will include I almost just called one or two and told em to come get together up with me but I just never got to it cuz, well…well I had started to marvel what my mom was doing heh.

I hadn't heard from her and I wonder if she had gone to sleep. But as I wondered if she was sleeping my mind started to opine of many early thing. What was she thinking all day ? Was she really just okay with everything ? I thought to myself it makes mother wit I mean she had wanted this longer then I right ? And well I still wasn't trusted if I wanted it even after it had happened. As I walked back and forth in my elbow room, I started to have an urge to go talk to her, to just speak to her but had no idea about what. And foolishly I walked back and Forth in my room thinking how to talk to her, do I go hey mom, how was your day ? Or do I just gah I don't even know I actually thought that I just it was trying wanting, needing to do something and having no estimation why, or even exactly what you wanted.

Finally I gave up and told my friends I was going to sleep for the Nox I wasn't touch good which was a lie cuz I was just I had slept a lot that day so I was simply just too awaken, despite really wanting nix more than than to just fill up my eyes and eternal sleep. Eventually, it wasn't even the need that had me to see my mom tbh lol it was simply boredom, I was bored out of my head and nothing seemed to be able to keep my interest, so I finally left my room, and slowly very slowly, taking each stone's throw to make certainly I was ready for…w/e…and well …heh It was that walk to my way that, my body had begun to tingle.

I was taking my meter and getting knots in my venter, wondering now that if I came to her way at night, would she get the wrong idea ? Would she think I wanted a repetition of last night ? And then as I was outside her door, It was as if that walk from way to room was decent to just go back and forth 100000000 multiplication on what I wanted, and now that I was in front of her threshold, I was no closer to knowing. All I knew was my body was tingling, my breast were…feeling ticklish ? Haha like little digit were crawling all over them and my stomach was all in air mile. I ten asked myself in my mind, had I come here for something ? Am I that messed up in the head that I was bored so I went to my mom to…um what ? Entertain me ? *sigh*

I had decided that I was already there and I was going to at least just, public lecture to her, but honestly I was so flighty that my shoulder were shaking and I literally no prank was so nervous also that I debated on if I should just walk in or pink for like 3 second. I went with the little but quick knock on the door ( you know the loudly 1 you make that are short-change but loyal and when you want to awaken someone up or get them out of the bathroom like ASAP ) : P.

About like half a instant went by without a response lol, so I gave it another warm knock. Then I heard my mom going"cargo hold on ! 1 second base !"My custody clutched spread and closed when I heard her voice, I was nervous, but I think, I don't know maybe it's just how I feel today, but I think I might deliver been a little shake up. Anyways ! The door opened and my mom was wearing only a robe, that she had tightly closed. She was clearly benumbed as she was rubbing her eyes, yawning a little. I remember looking at her and smiling a minuscule, she was…so cute. I stood lol oddly quieten, not sure why but I just wanted her to greet me or something, I just didn't want to ask to add up in, I just didn't. After she gathered herself a piffling, she looked at me and with a grinning asked me what's up haha…I just, awkwardly responded, telling her I couldn't eternal rest, gulping voiceless and scratching my header, annoyingly aware of what I was doing and screaming at myself to end being like such a freakin imbecile lol.

Well, as I raged at myself in my head, my mom finally gave me the greeting I wanted lol. She just asked, so gently and welcoming, almost like she sounded untried if that makes sense."Kim, want to occur in ?"I just nodded a little and said sure. So I came in…and haha god I was so lame back then, I sorta just stood in the way looking around as if I never been in it ... haha…Ya…lol. My mom made me derail so practically when she put her hands gently but VERY unexpectedly on my berm, massaging them for probably half a sec, cuz when I jumped I must of startled her because she quickly let go and apologized.
I lol was like, sorry ! Back to her sorry ? Haha I know odd but w/e…So like was maybe 2-5 seconds of just awkward muteness before my mom just sat on the bed and placed her hands on her circuit, gave me a very well what felt like a very sincere motherly grin and asked me what's up. I sorta just walked around the bed looking at it, thinking how odd it was that that is where it happened, while I just wondered how it must of looked from this point of prospect. I had heard her, but I had yet to respond so my mom just again asked me
What's up but this time adding a"Are you okay sweetie ?"

My gaze quickly shifted from the bed back to her, I just I didn't know what to say so I nodded my head no…I nodded my no in answer to"What do you want"only issue is…she didn't ask that haha. So I guess there was a little mess up in communications, it's like I knew what she said I just was having issues forming language, and she just looked at me very business organisation and asked me what was wrong. I finally stopped, and with a surd gulp that made my capitulum popped a petty, I said I was o.k.. My mom asked if I was for certain, and I went back to nodding as a response.

Feeling imperfect in the knee joint, I sat on the edge of the bed inverse of my mom, but for some reason I felt really really like fluttered and I stood back up, apologizing and asking if it was alright for me to sit down. My mom just haha she laughed at me = ( Not like a crazy mean HAHAHA IDIOT FAIL laugh just a little chuckle, giggle ? She laughed and I just sighed feeling stupid, I guess causing her to put her hand over her oral cavity in a very VERY bad endeavor in trying to hold on herself from laughing.

Okay so this is probably where you are gon na remember im a total child/brat but I was thinking of the day I had…the mirror..I broke and how mad I had been earlier, now I didn't feel angry at all in that moment but I stupidly wanted to…So I tried to muster up up some angriness and I snapped at her laughing and shouted"It's not suspect ! God what is wrong with you !"…My mom immediately then stopped laughing, and she just sighed her head teacher tilted and her centre leery. She just took a recondite breathing spell and said"Baby please, let's not fight, let's just talk okay ? How was your day ?"She asked…

I dunno, maybe I was spent, I had let out all my anger, but when she asked I tried to act upset, I tried to frown my brows and be pissed, but honestly I just the Word that came out came out filled with tears as I told her about the mirror I broke…I think I told you in the first place how my mom is about breaking stuff its really one of her clit, like it hits a nerve. So I sorta cried expecting her to ramp but she …haha clearly wanted to cuz she started getting worked up, her nose flared receptive. But haha she let out a farsighted whistle blow ? Not sure what to call it lol. I apologized, I said that I would pay for it ( not indisputable how lol ). She just looked at me though and just said its mulct. But after I guess it was really annoying her cuz she got up and I was like"hold it's really bad I haven't cleaned it yet"( no idea what I would of done tom ake it look better ) I was just talking out of scare. But she got up and just walked out, I quickly followed to my bath where she entered first, I stood at the room access as she was in the eye of the room, hands on her pelvic arch as she looked at the mirror and the tattered glass manus heart thingy all over the sink.

"I'm sorry"I said again. She, shed light on as day trying very hard to bound herself, asked why. I…I told her I didn't know. And I started to cry again and this time bad I just slouched my side against the door and slid down the room access and asked"Mom I am so fucked up what do I do ?"I opine thinking about it, it's probably messed up to ask the person who is sorta the problem, but I just wanted my mommy. *sigh*My mom I remember hand shook hysterically at the mirror, telling me not to even worry about that, that its nix, she quickly was on the floor with me, her hands again on my shoulders, rubbing them, trying to relax me as she said"Kimmy listen to me, there is nothing wrong with you, I just, I am stupid person okay ? I put too much on you baby, this is me not you, alright ?"

I heard her words, and I could state she signify it, but I just shook my head no, cuz despite how sincere she was, I knew the truth. I response licking my teeth and biting my tongue, shaking my head in disagreement till finally the tidings just came pouring out."I made you mom, it's me, I…I made you, I made you"And then I just became a broken record repeating those language, until my own pity became too great and I covered my nerve with my hands, and just wept into them hardcore.

My mom now was rubbing the position's of my shoulders furiously, telling me to delight stop, to please mind to her. I heard her but I just wanted to just explode in that moment, I just wanted to wave up in a ball and became low, I felt torn and I just kept on tears, heaving now extremely bad into my hands. I just kept on till my mom said something that just shocked me out of it. She said"Kimberly ! Listen to me I wanted last dark to happen, I played as if you were forcing me so you felt in ascendance, but the truth is."Then she paused and her mitt went on mine, pulling my handwriting away from my cheek. I was shaking still from crying so punishing, but I looked directly into her now weeping face, tears running down each English. She then said it again"Listen to me"She asked if I was and I weakly nodded up and down."Listen to me, I wanted to be with you I was selfish, I was incorrectly, you want to be mad child, be mad at me I am a freak. When I heard you broke up with Ruben, honest to god I was just hoping in my fucked up mind, that you'd run into my arms."

I searched her heart to see if she meant it, or was just saying what I needed to hear, but as I saw her eyes squint in….in shame ? I saw she meant it, she had got what she wanted. She continued though."I am so blue, I truly just desire you happy more than anything, but Kim I am in love with you."And that was it…I have heard her Tell me over months now that she had fallen in dear with the person I have grown into, but it's unlike, people can say the words a 100 different ways, but naught is like hearing mortal say they are IN LOVE WITH YOU, just 4 words simple-minded as that, yet far more, revealing than any early Scripture. I mean it, for anyone who disagrees well exquisitely, but if she had said Kim I am in beloved with my daughter, or kim I am in love with who you have become or anything else, I wouldn't of done what I did next. I placed my hands on the side of meat of her look and kissed her. I was caught up in the kiss, her sassing on mine again, still at this point it felt so awry but so respectable. I now miss that feeling as I have grown use to my mother's lips on mine.

Sadly the feeling did not stay as wrath, actually did form again in me, I broke the candy kiss remembering, playing back what she had just told me. I was furious at the thought and I asked straight out, almost yelling it"Are you just using me now ? Hoping I just throw you what you want again cuz you told me you loved me ?"My mom put her hands on my knees and shook her head no and told me."I never used you Kim and I never will I swear to god I won't, but I won't lie to you about anything like this. I love you and I don't think I ever will end being in love with you. approve ? But that said. I am your mother and I will protect you from anything even myself, and if you want this to end it will end. I just won't lie to you and pretend that I am not hopeful that you may repay my love."

I sat there, taking in every Word but honestly just blushed, my mom was telling me she was in dearest with me over and over and she was telling me she wanted me. I liked the parts where she said she was still my mother, but I just…I could really only think about the parting where she said she loved me, the region of returning her honey. So I just sat there thinking, my mom patiently staying tacit just rubbing my genu gently, not rushing me at all, it was nice.

Heh to be honest I knew my answer to the enquiry she hadn't technically asked, the second she was done speech production, I knew I was going to kiss her and I knew I wanted to be with her again, but I stood there, scared, trying to feel a way to be unattackable and resist, but I was weak lol and thank god for it. Finally I looked at her and…in my cunning sorta kiddy vocalisation I asked her if maybe we can um….go back to her room. My mom let out a niggling chuckle and winked at me saying of course.

So ya…lol we went to her room and as we entered I lol figured better use this a little to my advantage and was like"So you aren't mad about the mirror right ?"She…haha okay honestly I swear I am not an idiot but her reaction still so catch me off guard. She just went"Na you will clear up for it."And she winked at me and….undid her robe, letting it just fall open………I I just felt so dolt I was like"Mom..that isn't laughable don't say that."My mom just curled her lips and nodded, walking to me and putting her arms on my shoulders, her hands resting well spend my head as she just said"Ok, im sorry"ina very none serious pure tone, and she even immediately after leaned in and kissed me. This kiss I think, was our for the first time kiss where I actually was moaning quite a bit, I wasn't so nervous this time but still was quite a little, but I was enjoying myself much more, really kissing her back with everything I had….I even for first time was bold a picayune and put both my handwriting on her waist ...

She was the one to discontinue the kiss as she took a step back, slipping her robe off and letting it fall to the floor. I just stood there looking at her, almost biting my lip but it was as if I lost restraint of my physical structure and my lip wouldn't relocation correctly haha. She then said"How about we give old shawn a break."( okay for you people who don't know HBK=Shawn Michaels the dude on my tee shirt ). So ya my mom came to me and I think she was gon na help me involve my shirt off but I just nodded my head and said"ok"and quickly slipped it off…I think she was gon na help me cuz she went"oh"and let out a little giggle like..okay then that works kind of laugh.

My mom then smiled and just reached over and gave my nipple a quick pinch *sigh* haha. I twitched and she just lifted her pass forward for a sec saying"how about you get fully comfortable."I ..only took a second to get what she meant as I grabbed my panties to land em down, but she told me wait. Then she told me to"Take them off slow baby, please."So…remembering the night before I, leaned forward and cling my bum out, and began to err them slowly but honestly I felt WAY TO EMBARASSED I just haha strip teasing my mom I so was not up for that yet, so I just went"Na I'm goodness"And just yanked back up straight and pulled em down fast, stepping out of them and just kicking em off to the floor.

My mom rolled her centre and told me I was no fun lol ! But what she did next made me palpate so pudding head she, leaned down and grabbed my panties, she held em stretched out for me to see…She then brought it to her typeface and just inhaled them. Then after…o god haha I actually don't even want to typewrite this part, she lowered them, keeping both of her oculus sharply on mine as she bit down on the edge of my scanty, pulling them with her teeth and letting them snap out of her mouth. I just..lol I felt so just GAH I just sat down for a sec before rolling to the center of the bed….taking the Lapplander pip as I did the night before. She laughed at me, making me feel stupidly and for some ground I covered my breast, whining and asking her"WHAT ? !"My mom just started laughing actually kinda hard and it was upsetting me. But I felt so dull that I didn't even rage I was just like"Mom please stop."

She could totally tell how I said it that she really was hurting my feelings but she seemed to have a tough time stopping she just said"Baby I'm sorry you just are too adorable, you just."Then she started laughing again…but I was like MOM ! And she was like"I am so sorry just ( while laughing ) I am just, you are just so cute my sister miss, only you would just get into attitude like that."I…ugh I felt like my face was on flame I quickly jumped up and was like"I'm sorry I just…please stop laughing ! I just thought you wanted to…do um what…what we did…sorry."And my mom just was ilk awww child you are TOO CUTE. And she crawled on the bed, finally thankfully stopped laughing more or less, she came up to me and gave me a quick candy kiss. Raising her forehead though she than went, sorta of asking but not really."So you liked what I did last Nox huh ?"

I just I had never felt more retarded in my spirit, I was just like"No I just, thought you wanted to do that…stuff again."I swear the second the words left my back talk I was like REALLY KIM ? REALLY ? ! She just snapped her fingers and pointed at me going"riiight"Honestly I was just pass embarrassed so I was just like"Can we please just impress on."My mom just smile, biting her lips and letting the her lip pop out as she said"Sure we can."She then…told me to go back lay down, get comfy she said…then teased me and said"charter your position !"I was like MOM ! She was like"okey okeh, I'm done."So ya…I…as she put it…took the attitude and laid back at the pith of the bed. So..I laid there now feeling kinda dumb after that unharmed ordeal…lol.

My mom…looked at me up and down, making me blush *sigh* She then stroked her chin and said"I changed my thinker, rollover…"I was like …um…no ? lol. Then she…uhhh lol she placed her hand on my stomach and rubbed it over my breadbasket playfully telling me to fall on and not be shy. . I just..I TOLD her FINE and I got up just to kibosh her from doing the hand matter on my stomach, she use to do that to me when I was little trying to get me to stop throwing a fit but …ya it was kinda creeping me out now tbh. So I got up and…I rolled over to my abdomen, feeling really off setting, I mean I of course laid my face flat and turned it, to look at her but it just…I felt very just like I said off.

Anyways, so there I was, on my venter and my mom just, lol did something VERY unexpected, she put her men on each of my sides and pushed down semi intemperate on my back. I remember grunting but moaning I was like holy shite that feels fucking awful ! She was like"See, just listen to your mother ! Relax okay ?"And I just placed my boldness forward and nodded ( assuming she saw me ) Cuz she went up my back and pushed again. I, even till today I love having her energy on my back it feels large, I have tried to have others do it and I dunno maybe cuz I have only ever had guys do it other than her and it's usually they hurt, but it felt really good that night having her do it. So haha she did that for about 5 min and she punched my back also, rubbed it really good, all add up probably like 10 min hehe. And then she stopped.

After helping me slack up hehe, my mom gave me a promptly buss on my backbone, asking me if I felt a little better…I …I just honestly felt so much more slack but she gives such great massages that I said, trying to be adorable but half good"5 more minutes and I'll be outstanding ! Please and ty !"She hates when I say plz and ty : P But I guess she really wanted me to just sense relaxed, cuz she said approve steady and kissed my back again and scratch my back some more, my neck and she finished by rubbing my head, I WAS IN Heaven, honestly I never had anyone devote me a massage before, and I had…been stressed lately and I guess she just knew what I needed heh…

Anyways we chatted also during it was actually …nice I am so happy she did that cuz it did completely relax me, and it just, I needed that not just the massage but the conversation, we talked about my friend Lisa, work, and my dad's nutcase obsession with Genoz pizza. So…I guess after my mom was done, she got close to my ear and said, well asked …um"So fix to really loosen up now babe ?"…God after the massage and stuff I dunno I just loved when she called me babe now : P

I just, I knew what she meant so I was a little hesitant, also I sorta just wanted her to hold open rubbing me : P but I just nodded yes. And I began to rove over. But my mom stopped me going"No no Kimmy, just slow down stay down."I just…I was like erm okey, kinda just assuming she was gon na rub me some more haha ! Maybe my legs ? I dunno all I know was I loved being spoiled like this !

Little pause for a present moment, my mom totally must of wanted me for awhile cuz I remember thinking how the snake pit is this char individual, she is only 18 years older then I ( yep that's right 36 ) She highly above average, she is no poser but she looks 28 ish, and I just I don't get how the hell soul else didn't snatch her up lol, I guess SHE IS PICKY.

okeh back to the good parts : P sorry. So like I was laying there expecting some more stake rubbing but instead she said…very um cute yet seductively."Do me a favor baby miss, delight lift your beautiful ass for me."Haha I …god I remember my reaction I just was 100 % like"WHAT ? ! NO ?"I even tried lfiting my head but she playfully pushed my head back down and went"Come on, stop playing the shy card hun, just ask yourself this, okay ?"I just…whispered okay in response."Just ask yourself if you want mommy to take you cum really hard, if so then do I say !"I …lol I was like…ma…don't like talk of the town like that. She then asked if I really didn't like when she does. I just shrugged and told her maybe I just take time to get use to it, I am just so use to hearing her talk a certain way it's crazy to find out her talk of the town like this now…to me.

So my mom…being the smartass she is, grabbed my cheeks and started massaging them going"Ok then."Her voice…changed like she was telling me to do my preparation and she simply said"Kimberly blank Blank ( no offensive activity don't want to get my middle and final name ) cabbage your ass right now untested lady."I…haha I am not certainly if that is exactly what I had in mind im 99.9 % indisputable it wasn't but I sorta liked it so I obeyed, besides she was already…um spreading my impertinence and stuff so that also kinda helped in the sense that it would have been pudding head to bear witness off to her what she was already …playing with ?

So I did as she said, lifting my butt in the air, my knees sliding up the bed into the blanket. My mom placed her hands on my waist, help me in raising my butt in presentation for her…*sigh* So ya…there I was, my arms up and crossed, forehead resting on them with my human knee up on the bed, my arse up in the air, breast lonesome nipples touching barely the bed. She wasted no time…I just I didn't even get a moment to be embarrassed of the pose I was in as she just got behind me and plunk right in…
It caught me so off safeguard that I jumped a little yip"wait wait hold on !"But she did not even slow down, she gliding her men up and down my cheeks while she licked my pussy in up and down in circles…I, felt so much More naughty being in this position…I felt…degraded, and…more on presentation I suppose. Which may not form sense but it is what it is. I moaned and shivered and a division of me truly displeased the stead I was in but anytime I would try to dissent, all that would escape my lip was the Word mom between the moans I could not help but release.

After about if I had to reckon 5 minutes, I had my first sexual climax of the Night, but as my body tightened and my mind just exploded, my mom did not slow at all, instead she rewarded my orgasm with a digit inside me…It was…too lots never had I had something truly inside me other then myself, and now my female parent, it was my female parent that was inside. I felt her finger's breadth wiggle around inside me and I felt violated, not …erm not bad just I felt like, like I was truly being touched, like a component of me that wasn't supposed to be touched by her was just hers to do with as she pleased. It was demented how lots my body my entire body just focused on this 1 niggling finger in me that seemed to ensure my full torso with every motion it did.

My mom now removing her mouth from my ass, she now adjusted herself to the side of me…keeping her in-between finger inside me, the rest of her hand squeezing my butt. With her former paw she glidded over my back, calling me a good girl and how beautiful I was, but it was when she said"God I love you Kim."that just sent me over the edge, I came again, and this time I could feel my body constrain its grip on her finger as if it didn't want to let it go I felt so……so..just silly to have something in me moving around so lots I somehow wanted to obliterate my insides from it, but at the same time…I wanted more…so much more.
As she continued to just finger me…her finger rubbing me inside, with her free hand she was now gently flicking at my nipple, she continued to do this, asking me how it felt, asking me if I loved it. I never gave her an answer…I just moaned and yelped as I came for the third time, and with my tertiary orgasm she seemed to almost jump out by how it felt back behind her, diving her face back in, and making…very very loudly slurping noises which just….made me feel so GAH it was like she was literally pushing how often my mind could take as I nearly caused my mouth to bleed I bit them so hard.

Finally and I mean finally after 3 John R. Major coming and many lilliputian ones that followed after, she stopped, but only for abbreviated of moments as she placed her hands on my shank, and roughly and forcefully turned me over. My arm even hurt as it was stuck for a second before I popped it out from half underneath me. I looked at her and she just had this grinning, this smile like she….she was having the sentence of her life, I just…what could I do but smile back. My legs I kept wide as I was so exhausted, gasping for air. But she was not done with me yet. No…she now crawled over me, keeping herself hovering above me with her mitt on the side of me, I shivered though as I looked at her bosom, and felt her thigh touch my own.
My center were one-half shut as she kissed me, but they shot open with surprise as I ..I tasted…I tasted me on her lips…and it was…different. My mom broke the kiss raising herself, smiling and telling me again that she loves me. I just…I think I cried a little, but my optic also looked down as I saw and felt her hand get hold its way to my cunt again…inserting it's self back in, her pollex rubbing my clitoris as her centre digit twirled and thrust its way around and in me. My head word jerked back as I had a ripple of piffling orgasms shoot through my body…my mom leaned down ( sorta impressive imo considering she was holding herself up with 1 arm pretty much did a 1 arm push up, well I mean she was half laying on me but not the power point ! ) And she lowered herself taking my breast into her mouth…and that right there was my first o god here and now, where I just came screaming the words oh god.

As I came my mom bit on my nipple and pushed on my clit, and her fingerbreadth picked up a good deal fastness, and she just kept on and go on on forcing my body to rebel. She took her mouth off my breast as my body rised, she just wouldn't stop over her fingerbreadth jabbing its self in and out of me so fast and I just it was too often I was so sensible all I was doing now was going"mom mom mom mom"I wanted to say mom plenty plz but only mom kept coming out as I just had the most mighty by far orgasm ever and she just wouldn't I even started to force for her to get off me, but that only seemed to make her try to go faster though unsufferable I think. I started to joggle now, the sensation becoming intolerable I pleaded now"Mom plz stop mom !"but instead of stopping she latched back to my titty, sucking and making popping sounds as I wiggled out of her mouth uncontrollably. Finally and god do I mean finally she slowed down, I am guessing her hired hand got tired….lol. She didn't off her finger though…simply stopped leaving her digit resting in me and letting her body just relax on top of me.

My breathing was so fast it was actually hurting a niggling haha. My manpower where now on my mother's back, just feeling her back and holding her in..I think thankfulness ? I think it's formula to just be grateful when someone makes you feel like that. My mom's breast were smashed against me half on mine half below them, my mom looking up at me, swearing haha I guess she really gave it her all, and I just looked down at her and around the room thinking what the hell just happened that, beyond words.

After just laying there for many bit, my extremely sensitive consistency jumped entirely as my mom finally removed her finger, pushing up and getting off me. I…I was hot and mucilaginous it wasn't like the night before where I got a great orgasm this was…more and my torso had felt like it just had been through a Brobdingnagian ordeal ( I guess it was ). I was hot…really hot…like I felt like just spent and on ardor. My mom sat up, and looked at me, giving me another blinking and about to say something but I said"No mom great job."And she just laughed like a quick gag and then made a very adorable face, her brows up as she said"wellspring thanks."I just…I…then asked if I may ask for 1 more than matter. And..her response brought crying to my optic."Anything Kim, I'm yours."I…I asked her if maybe…if she didn't psyche and keep in mind I was still breathing quite hard so it took 10 seconds extra to get the words out, but I was like mom…maybe even If you wake up first, you can stay in bed till I wake up please.

My mom looked at me, rip now formed in her eyes and she said"Kim I am sorry about this morning…"She seemed like she was gon na go on but I just shake off my drumhead and said plz don't, just lets think about tonight, just promise me when I wake up you will be there. She tilted her principal down and said"I promise, I will never will you."She then got up and went and got a blanket again, I watched her for just a import but then I just laid back with the biggest smiling on my case, thinking how goosy I had been today for not be okay with this, for being so angry. My mom came back to bed with the blanket, and two pillows, she helped my head up and placed 1 under me, and tossing the blanket over me. She then proceeded to fall away under the cover and putting her arm around my stomach, kissing my cheek and saying she loved me, and finally before I closed for my eyes for the night, I said it back."I love you…Lesley."Although she gave me this really ball over expression cuz I used her figure and we both just laughed a little well more her I more just weakly giggled, I was exhausted : P. Anyways she held me and I asked for TV on and fell asleep to something and my mom holding me hehe.

So ya that's the um tale of the day after, I truly hope you enjoyed and I would be intimate feedback, this was much severe to recall seeing as I had to try to recall a day specifically but I tried my hardest to do well.

Oh ya P.S. Since I had started sharing my mom and I relationship, I have been met with expected but I feel stupid anger and affront towards us. You know what to all you haters out there, I simply have this to say. I am not the smartest or the Wise person out there, but I have learned this in my life time. Love is unaccented and thin. Love conquers nothing. love is something that must be protected, and more importantly fought for. That's what I did throughout my life history that's what we did, we fought for love and happiness, can you say the Saami ?