`` Natalie, mom just called. She has to work a threefold tongiht. She said we need to get our homework done and fix supper and she will see us in the cockcrow. '' I proceeded to stop my story assignment. I am a Junior this year. Just turned 16, and got my first real swain. Nat is only 14. I start dinner and help Nat with some of her homework, then its metre for American Idol and then bed.



Sam, mom 's young man, came over around 10. I told him mom had to function a two-base hit and was not home but he said he would just wait for her. They have been dating for about 2 years now and so I thought this would be okay. I let him in, and went back to my room.



By this metre Nat is sleeping and I am sitting up writing in my journal. All my inner view about ecstasy, and how he just kissed me and I let him adjoin my breast and I touched his phallus. He asked me to kiss his penis but I was afraid. I like him so much and am singular of what it would be like when he asks me to get sex for the get-go time. I am scared, yet excited.



Sam suddenly walks in my elbow room and sits on my bed. He tells me how pretty I am. I ask him to bequeath but he does n't. He takes my diary and reads what I just wrote. I am embarrased that he read my inner most secret thoughts. Sam looks at me and smiles. Says he can learn me how to please Robert Adam when the prison term comes. He touches me lightly on the side. I shy away. He laughes. He pulls me close and kisses me. `` Tongiht, I will teach you to be a woman. '' I pull away from him.



'' Nicole, do as I tell you, or I will go to Nat 's room instead. Do you understand ? You have to discover how to be a woman Nicole. I am going to teach you tonight. '' Sam says. I said NO but he just kisses me on my mouth, hard. He tells me not to fight him, assures me I will eff it. He grabs me by my hand and puff me out of my room into my moms elbow room. Then he shuts and locks the door. Alone with him, I am shaking and crying, begging him to leave me alone. He ignores me and continues to carress my dead body through my night clothes.



Suddenly he rips off of my shirt and tells me to use up off my boxershorts. `` Do it now Nicole, or I will go get Nat instead. '' Afraid of what he may do to my infant sister, I do as he says. He begins to rub me all over while he tells me how beautiful I am. `` I am going to demo you how to delight your Danton True Young Adam. He will thank me for this. ``



He starts to kiss me again, first on my rim while he pinches my nipples. Then he kisses my nipples while he puts his fingers in my almost arcanum womanly parts. I flinch. No one has ever touched me there. `` On Nicole, you are so tight. You are going to experience so proficient around my hard cock. '' I am shaking.



'' Nicole, halt fighting me. Relax. You will relish this. '' He pushes me on the bed and begins to hire off his clothes. I have never seen a man naked before. I mean, I saw Adam 's phallus but only for a second base. Truth be known, until tonight I had thougth Sam was a handsome man, but now I am so scared of him. My body and mind are both betraying me. Sam has an awe-inspiring soundbox and I am so curious about sex, but not like this.



Once Sam is naked he crawls on top of me and begins to kiss me again. My organic structure starts to answer to him but my mind is screaming NO ! ! This is wrong. He beings to solve and bite my neck while he rubs my bosom. He whispers in my ear `` Nicole, I ca n't wait to taste your sweet pussy '' and he kisses his way down my torso. Rubbing and kissing. I notice that instead of fearfulness, suddenly I am wet between my second joint. Excited.. How could my body betray me like this. Sam is raping me .... is n't he ? ?



I can feel his hint at the top of my woman and he him say `` fan out your legs, let me in to feast on that virgin pussy. '' I can feel him pushing my legs undetermined and I put up no immunity. My tears have stopped. My torso trill, but not from fear. The showtime time I felt his tongue lap my fair sex I jumped.



'' Do you like that Nicole. '' I did n't say anthing.



'' Nicole, severalise me you like my tongue on your puss. '' I did n't say anything. Sam smacked me on the leg. `` SAY IT '' he demands.



'' I like you tongue on my vagina '' I said. He says, `` No Nicole, the word is pussy. Say you like my tongue on your pussy. NOW ! ! ``



My lips are trembling, `` I like your tongue on my cunt '' I say. He laughes and continues to lick me there. He puts his fingerbreadth in me. first one, then two. It hurts, but only for a hour. The more he licks and pushes his fingers in me the more moisture I feel down there. `` Do you know what that is Nicole ? That is your dead body wanting what I am doing to you. You want this. Say it. You want it. ``



'' Yes Sam, I want it. '' I am neural, I am curoious, I am scared. Then I realize I am not scared of what he is doing, only that he will quit. My body feels like it is on fire, tingling all over. Sam stops. He gets off me and pulls me up.



'' So Nicole, Adam wants you to kiss his penis ? No Nichole, that is not what Adam wants. He wants his hard rooster trench in your pharynx while he pumps his warhead of cum down it. '' With a big grin on his face he pushes me to my knees. `` candid your mouth sweetheart '' I am mark again. He begins to nip my brass hard until my rima oris opens. `` You are going to suck my cock, you will not bite me or I will spank you. You will suck my shaft exactly like I tell you to, until I tell you to stop, like a upright lady friend should. ''



Then he puts his declamatory hard putz in my mouth. Just a piddling at first, then more and more until it is deeply in my mouth. `` That 's a salutary girl Nicole. '' He starts to move in and out, slow up then fast. I can feel myself gag and he just moans. `` Your sweetness little mouth feels so good on my gruelling tool baby. '' Faster and faster he pushes and groan louder and louder, `` Oh sister, you are going to wee-wee me blast my encumbrance, but I want to save up it for your fresh virtuous cunt. '' Then he stops, pulls me to my metrical unit and osculation me deep. My mouth and backtalk are swollen, there are tears in my eyes and I am trembling.



'' Oh stunner, relax, the near is yet to come. '' He lays me back on the bed again and crawls on top of me. He puts his mitt over my mouthpiece and says, `` I am going to put my cock in your tight slit now. It will hurt for a minute, but you not scream. When i am done with you, you will come back and beg me for more, probably tomorrow dark after. After I finish fucking your female parent and she falls gone I will come for you. I am gon na induce you lick your mothers cum off my rooster before I fuck you. ``



The more he talks the more anxious I get, but he seems to be getting more than and more stir. I ca n't respire with his hand still over my backtalk. I feel the head of his tool at the incoming of my slit and I start to jiggle. fearfulness consumes me. He pushes his script harder on my rima oris and tells me to stay still. `` Open your legs. I am ready to feel that smashed virgin snatch. ''



I do as I am told and he pushes his rooster in my fasting and rough. It hurts. I want to shout but he he has his mitt over my mouth still. snag begin to roll down my face. He smiles at me. `` You feel so tight, so good. I knew you would. I am been thinking about this for 2 class, since I met your mother. I have dreamed of the day I could introduce your Virgo the Virgin twat and Teach you to be a woman. Now I will look forward to Nat in another 2 years '' I begin to fight. Thinking NO NOT NAT ! ! ! He just laughes and begins to be active, in and out, slowly at first, then faster. This is exciting to him.



I am so scared but my dead body begins to respond to him. My torso starts to tense up and begins to tingle all over. So many hotshot I have never felt. Not bad look, beneficial feelings. Very undecomposed feelings. Sam is moving in and out, he pushes my legs further apart and goes deeper. I feel pain and joy. How can this be ? I did n't want this. I wanted Adam to be my first, not Sam. My mothers 45 year old boyfriend. I want this to stop, but not yet. Yes ! No ! Yes ! No ! So many confusing feeling.



He takes his hand off my rima oris, finally. `` William Tell me my cock feels secure in your twat infant '' He has my legs high gear in the air, on his shoulders, pushing hard and mysterious in my slit but I do n't say it. He slaps my ass, intemperately. I jump, more tears come. `` Say it now. ``



'' Your stopcock feels goodness in my pussy. '' I say with a trembling phonation. `` Good girl, you will always tell me that when I command it, do you translate. '' I nod my head, my physical structure is trembling. He spanks my ass again an says `` You will say 'yes sir'to me do you sympathize. ``



'' Yes sir. ``



'' Good girl, your hot nasty pussy is so addictive. I may need it again and again. But for now I am ready to occupy you fully of my hot cum. '' He starts to fight in harder and faster and harder and faster. My organic structure is such a double-dealer. The superstar I feel are good, my fear turns into heat, my pain into pleasure. My body starts to tense and judder and shiver on it 's own. I can no longer control any of my own consistency functions. I feel excessive moisture between my second joint and I feel like I am in heaven, if only for a moment.



'' Oh, thats my girl. I just gave you your first orgasm. Was n't that great. You feel so good. '' He is going faster and I hear him groan loudly and push in deep, very deep. I can experience hot liquid squirting deep in my body and he collaspes onto of me.



'' You are such a proficient girl Nicole. '' He moves down to between my thighs again and begins to lick all the wet from my twat, then back up to me. He forces a recondite osculation on my mouth as his sassing is full of a miscellanea of our juices. He kisses me deeply and long and groan.



'' Was n't that adept baby. Our cum mixed together tastes so unspoilt. Get used to it baby. Your gon na taste it often. following time, you will solve it off my peter on statement. ``



I just lay there looking up at him. All I could cerebrate was he wants to do this to me again ? ? When ? Why ? Was n't my mohter enough for him ? Was I raped ? Did I want this ?



He begins to rub me and say `` you have been suck a undecomposed girlfriend tongiht. Lets get you cleaned up and back in bed before your mom gets here. Now you keep this secret between us and do n't order anyone. The next clock time I come for you I expect you to come to me willingly. You will beg me to have a go at it you again. ``



He showers with me, race my torso, dresses me and carries me to bed. He leans in to kiss me on my forehead and says `` goodnight peach '' then walks out.



That was three long time ago and Sam is still coming to my room every time my mom works late, and sometimes he gets me from school and takes me to his place. I have never say no and I have never told anyone. As far as I know he has never touched Nat, and he promises me as long as I do as he says he never will.



Sam was right on about so many affair. I did learn to be a woman. The low meter I was with Adam he was very proud of with me. role of me hates Sam, division of me loves him. Will I ever get away from him ?