What is sex ? Basically, I mean, people do try a lot of variations by using different positions, using dissimilar holes for pleasance and toys. But to put it simply, sex is the to-and-fro motion of the peter in a vagina causing hullabaloo, pleasure and finally cum. It's heavenly at first, but when you do the same thing again and again with the same soul. It starts to get slow. I was never a fan of plaything to be used as a reserve for delight. I want to do something that is challenging, so that I get the pleasure and satisfaction I got when I had sex for the first fourth dimension. Oh ! The maiden meter, I'll never forget the feeling of having sex the first time.

It happened 5 calendar month ago during summer vacations. My younger chum who is still in schooltime had his vacation. My parents had planned a trip for a week in the Village, a remote place with not much access to technology. Though I never liked that place, my parents were fond of it as they were born there. Thankfully I will not be capable to visit this meter because of my college. I am doing engineering science ; my vacation simply don't coincide with my Brother's. I was very energize to stay home plate, alone for a calendar week. I'll forebode my Quaker over ; well have late Night party, euphony, etc. While my parents were packing and getting ready to leave, I was lost in my opinion, planning the parties. I was really elevated with those mentation, until the door-bell ruined it all. At the threshold was Raj with a bag pack.

"Aa gaye beta ( You came ? ). You are doing a big favour on us."Said my mother, as she approached the door from behind.

"Mom, what is all this about ? Why is he here ?"I said. I feared as I knew what my mom is going to say and was praying for her not to say the Same. But it didn't work.

"Raj has come to stay here till the fourth dimension we are back."She said.

"But mom, I am 21, a grown up now. I don't need baby-sitting."I stressed this point raising my spokesperson. Just to pull in affair, Raj is my cousin who lives nearby. He is 11 yrs previous than me and has been baby-sitting me since I was 5.

"Oh come on, Reeti. No subject how old you get, you will still be my little girl."My father interrupted.

"But…I am…I don't…"

"No buts. Raj will be staying here and that's final."my mom said in firm voice.

My parents where gone and I was household with Raj. He was outside keep an eye on TV while I lay in bed moping over my program getting crumbled. Raj was an attractive guy. I had a bit of a compaction on him while growing up. But over the years he got obsessed on silly childish things like superhero comics, animated pic and some other material. His ‘ nerdy'glasses and these pursuit gave him a bit of obscene personality. No admiration he was still 1 even after crossing 30. I had this fixed view about him, but it all changed in just a week.

Later that Night Raj called me for dinner. He had prepared Butter chicken and Roti among other daintiness. I could evidence with just the expectant odor what was cooked without looking. Well, Raj is a chef by profession and is really upright at it, at least that's what I've heard. I will taste his food for the start fourth dimension. With the beginning bite, I realized how skillful he was at cooking."Tasty food for thought bro."was the only Word from my sassing and then I focused on eating all up especially the butter chicken. This serve up usually has a mild taste but Raj had done some version to it since he knew I liked spicy intellectual nourishment. After we were done I went to the washroom.

Remembering the taste of the amazing intellectual nourishment I ate, I was a bit attract to Raj. It also seemed a bit unearthly that he didn't say a Scripture while having dinner. Looking in the mirror made me substantiate the reason for his Weird behaviour. Eating that spicy food for thought made me sweaty, also while drinking water I spilled a little on my jersey to boost add on to that, it was night time so I didn't wear any bra. The slenderize white fabric of the T-shirt, which was almost transparent after getting wet, was clinging to my boobs.

"turd ! How didn't I realize this earlier, I was too much focused on eating."I said this out loud while hitting the palm hard on the mirror."No wonder Raj didn't public lecture or eat sufficiently. His attention was elsewhere. Well, the food was delicious, he deserve the peek."I said convincing myself to get over the uncomfortable feeling.

This wasn't it, the adjacent few face-off got weirder. I have small-scale but my own room where I can have my seclusion. Since I have a habit of pleasuring myself to sleep, I wear loose clothes shirt-pant. following break of the day, Raj came in my way to wake me up. He had in his hands, a tray with tea and breakfast, while he walked in.

"Wake up ! Sleepy principal. Don't you have to go to college ?"He asked.

"College is at 11 p.m. I'll be going former today."I told him in a lenient sleepy voice.

"Alright then, I'll keep this here. You can give it when you get up."He said this with a smile and placed the tray on my study table. He had a giggly face while he said all this and gave me a tone before leaving. Another shocker, my shirt clitoris were done for giving a fink of my chest. My right tit was clearly visible and he saw it. His expressions were the substantiation of it.

"God ! Girl, you need to be careful when other people are around, especially Raj."I said it to myself.

It was too other, but I woke up anyway. Raj was watching his common preparation appearance while I went for a bath. I was bathing under the shower when I heard a strait of something falling. Ignoring it I continued with my bath. Later while getting out I saw that the can door was slightly open, but I remember clearly that I closed it after coming inside."Raj saw me completely naked."Things were going really fast."Maybe I am over thinking it. I don't think he would do that."I said to myself.

There was still time to spare before going to college. So I went and sat with Raj to watch TV. Same old cookery display was going on and his middle were set on it. He didn't even notice me while I sat down or maybe he just pretended to not observe. After a match of transactions of secretiveness,

Raj said,

"Reeti, I have known you for a very long meter now. I have seen you grow up since the sentence you were a little girl. Now you are a woman. You must be aware of certain urge that develop while growing senior. Based on what I have observed till now, you have not learned to assuage those urge properly. Just to ready it clean if you don't understand what I am talking about, I am talking about sex. This act is considered to be damage or base in the society. But one needs to have sex at the correctly age for a good for you mind development. My inquiry to you is, do you desire to throw sex ? If you decline its amercement, I won't speak of it ever again. It's up to you now. Think about it and tell me in the evening."

This was unexpected. When he started talking, he muted the TV and looked at me. His Methedrine were off and had a serious look on his face. I never saw his eyes like that, they were hypnotic. Without a Good Book I stood up and left for college early.

"I was holding up for a very recollective metre from having sex. Maybe I was just searching for the right mortal. Raj, is my cousin. He is the only guy I have spent most of my childhood with. Considering his age, he was not like a friend to me. He is not a sidekick either, at least I don't think that way. There has always been a different connection between us. The connecter where because of his experience he was my instructor and I was the scholarly person who learned new things from him. Maybe, sex is just another lesson I need to get wind from him. That's why he is the ideal partner to lose my virginity."These thoughts constantly hovered in my mind while I sat in the lecture pretending to listen. I didn't say anything about this to my acquaintance. Actually I didn't talk at all. Having sex for the first sentence was a big step, a big decision to be taken. I was scared of the moment still excited and couldn't delay for it to happen. I left college a lecture early.

At home, I opened the door with my key. There was no one in the antechamber. I looked for Raj in the kitchen, then my room. I turned to be stunned as Raj was standing behind me au naturel just a towel around his waistline. Probably he just came out of bath. I had a good looking at at him with the formulation of being stupor. Not that there was something to be scared about, it was just that unexpected affair were happening since the day before. He didn't have ripped muscular trunk but sufficiently fit, just the way I like it. I think having ‘ 6-pack abs and everything'is just over-rated and unnecessary. One reason for me thinking that way was that I myself am a bit out of shape. That is very take in as I have always been a ‘ foodaholic ’.

Looking at my facial expression he tried to get me settle with a smiled."I didn't expect you to come so soon."He said.

"Yes. I skipped a talking to to total home early."I replied.

He continued to smile at me. He kept quite but I understood the star sign. I knew what he was expecting from me, I just wasn't sure I want to say it. But then I took a deep breath, repeated the shibboleth in mind, ‘ it's now or never'and then said.

"I'm in."His smile widened."So, do you want me to strip ?"I asked.

"No, I'll do that for you. Just freshen up up and go get prosperous on your bed."He replied.

I gave an awkward smile and went to the washroom. Ten arcminute later I was resting in my bed thinking about what's going to happen. I was wearing the pink shorts and a meet shirt, which I purchased secretly for me to break when no one was around. I had seen a few adult movies but doing it practically is different."Will he ca-ca me do that kinky clobber done it porn ?"was the thought that bothered me the most. I had a mental debate in my mind whether to agree to it or turn down. If no, then how am I supposed to hold back him ? My thoughts were interrupted when Raj walked in. He was wearing a grim robe, something he brought specially for this affair I guess.

He took it off and underneath he was wearing just the shortstop. His eyes were fixed on mine while he got on the bed, getting closer and closer every back. Meanwhile I was just sitting with legs stretched on the bed. I thought he would guide me through the process by giving step by measure instructions. But he didn't, not one parole he spoke since he entered the room and till all was over. His actions were more than sufficient to guide me through the process.

On the bed he crawled close to me like a wild Hunter, keeping his eyes fixed on me and I was frozen, still like the prey that has no way out. He was steady and confident but I wasn't. I was unable to look directly at him ; I rolled my eyes left-right up-down, tried to concentrate anywhere but his case. Then he got really close so that I couldn't look elsewhere and my imaginativeness got blurry. There was no other option but to shut my eye. I didn't understand what was happening but I could feel his breather on my side. My warmness was beating faster and time felt like it slowed down. I was literally in darkness until I had the wiz of touch on my lips. My first buss. I know that a candy kiss is not a big thing.

But even today in India not all get to experience their number one kiss at a very young age. The kickoff one was just a slight touch after which he took a break and followed with much to a greater extent acute and retentive kiss pulling me fold. A kiss, the way I would describe it is like eating a mango. afters and juicy and gives you satisfaction no matter how many clock time you eat it. He then gently unfastened my shirt and took off my bra, so smooth that I didn't feel anything. But then again I was lost in the magical kiss.

Then with his left handwriting grabbed on to my correct knocker. Touching softly, getting the feel of it, using his pollex he played with my nipple, getting them hard. He kept on kissing my neck while getting lower until he put his mouth on my odd mamilla, sucking on it. Raj had bit grating man-hands but the way he handled my boobs, I understood that he appreciated my breasts which were of size of it bighearted than ordinary girls my age. I was just sitting there enjoying the moment. I didn't know this feeling was so awful and we have not even started the sex region yet. He then turned to the side of meat and slipped his hand in my shorts fingering my pussy.

He was pleasuring my whole torso. My twat was getting more wet every bit with exhilaration. Then he suddenly stopped. I looked at him to see that he stood up and dropped his short circuit. Seeing a substantial dick for the starting time time was a sight to remember. I have seen in video recording but seeing it in reality is a different flavor. His penis was of average size not as big as I have seen in the pornography pic, but that didn't matter. He had shaved the nether region as if he was already prepared for sex knowing I would correspond to it.

He then pulled me to sleeping berth to the edge of the bed. Lifting my legs he widened them. He inserted his dick in my pussy slowly, knowing it was my first fourth dimension. It was a different feeling to get something inside the trunk from the opening down there. I felt the heat of his gumshoe inside me.

He looked at me to see if I was well-situated with taking his thing inside. Then he started stroking it, moving to-and-fro. The slow built-up and finally getting started with the act of sex was exciting. He started speeding up. A sudden rush in pleasance made me jump moaning. After a dyad of minutes he slowed down and stopped. Maybe he wanted to do in dissimilar position, ‘ doggy dash'is what men like, I heard. But he stopped me while I was turning, hinting me that it's undecomposed to present each former while having sex the first time.

"But then why did you block ?"I whispered. He then applied something ; I didn't know what it was, back then. Raj sensed that I was feeling a bit of itch, slight pain so he stopped to apply lubricant.

It's my first time and I was so much aroused at that consequence that I knew I wasn't going to utmost long. He then put his dick back in and started thrusting, faster and deeper this time. I always thought moaning or screaming was unnecessary during sex. But at that mo I couldn't give up myself. I grabbed on to the bed shroud while he fucked me really hard. My moaning kept on getting louder and louder until the point of flood tide I screamed at the top of my voice. Thankfully no one was there in the next elbow room and the medicine being played on the TV outside, covered the repose. Raj was not done yet ; still he took his dick out and stroked it with hand till he cum on my belly.

For that moment I was really meet. Sex made me blank out any other consequence that were bothering me those days. I was gratify speechless and was resting naked on the bed. Finally Raj came close, kissed me and said,"Thank you."

That time I was an amateur and what I learned later that Raj wasn't much of an expert either. We have got a lot better since then with every experience. Still, the first off time I had sex was the serious I ever had in life.

That incident taught me one Thomas More thing. Virginity is like a lock chamber on the threshold of a elbow room. The room is full of treasure and all will be lost once you open it. This is a misconception the great unwashed have. Actually, the room is full of noesis. Unless you open it, you won't be able to learn some really important things in sprightliness .