My Transistion ( 1 )
Fantasy, LesbianIt was my 30th birthday, I went out with me supporter and a couple cousins to the bar. Since I was also going through a divorce I decided I needed to blank out my problems for the nighttime. We all had fun that night, so much so that when I woke up in the break of the day in a hotel with 3 naked womanhood in bed I wanted to remember the Night before. I lied there trying to price it together but just could n't so I got up and took a shower. When I came out only Lisa was still there.
Lisa is a thoroughly Quaker. I 've never tried to get to second base understructure with her because I never saw her as lady friend material. I do n't know why, I mean she 's hot and all but I always saw her as a little sister type.
We made some lowly talk and she said she had to go.
A couple days later I noticed a roseola on my dick and thought I just needed a shower as it had been 2 daytime so I showed and went to bed but the next day I was feeling a slight infliction in my groin area. So off to my Dr. I went.
The Doctor of the Church I was seeing was a cleaning woman about my age. She asked what the job was and I told her I was feeling painful sensation in my breakwater. She asked me to take my pant off and lie on the mesa so I did. She put some rubber gloves on and started her testing and sure enough I spring a blunder. She just takes her pen out of her sac and wacks my dick a undecomposed one and so often for my boner. Somewhat embarresed I said I was sorry. She just smiled and said it 's ok. It happens all the time. 10 minutes later I left with some ointment and some antibiotics. I was told to come back if it got worse.
quadruplet twenty-four hours later and I was at exigency with a fever and a lot of annoyance in my groin. The MD put me in a room by myself and other then him and a nursemaid, that 's all I saw for the next couple days.
Finally the doctor told me I needed operation. I asked what was improper and he told me he would excuse after another doctor looked me over.
A couple more Day go by and four more doctors looked at me but none of them were talking.
Finally my medico along with two other doctors came and told me I needed surgery as soon as possible to cut off me penis.
I was in shock to say the least and do n't remember to much more than. The next afternoon I met with another doctor and he told me after the 1st squad of doctor were done he was going to come up in and finish the SRS surgery.
What the perdition is an SRS surgery I asked and what 's going on here ? He told me I have an aggressive chassis eating disease on my penis and that SRS conform to sexual reassignment surgical process. I would have to receive a sex change but not to concern about it. As they were going to operate in the morning.
I cried for a piece and then called my mother and told her that I was going to have surgery in the morning and could she make out see me at the infirmary tomorrow good afternoon. Of course my mom was full of inquiry but I could n't tell her what was going on. So I told her I have to get my cecal appendage removed.
An hour later Lisa shows up and asks what 's up. So I told her everything and made her imprecate not to assure anyone. We both cried and I told her to get checked out too.
The surgery went well and I woke up in ICU. My recovery went well to and I was released from hospital two weeks later with a package of adult diaper as I had to learn how to pee like a woman.
Lisa stopped by almost every day to check on me and one day told me her tests came back normal. She was okay.
Six weeks later I meet the doctor for a follow up and he asked if I wanted estrogen to help transition.
I asked what that meant and he said now that I do n't have a penis anymore that I might be More glad as a woman.
I had n't thought about that I said. What will happen to me I said.
Your dead body will slowly change and in a twelvemonth or two, you will be a woman without the menstrual job all other woman have.
He sent me dwelling with a prescription and a referral to a shrink.
I talked it over with Lisa for a partner off Clarence Day and decided to go ahead and get together with the shrink.
The day I meet her. She told me she was gladiolus I called and was so sorry for what happened to me. I told her everything and she even said that I had no other choice but to become a woman.
That 's not what I want to hear I said in anger but I knew she was right.
I went abode a stayed there for the next three weeks. I did n't answer the phone or the door. I just sat there and thought of the sound old days. Fucking all the woman I 've been with and beating off. Finally Lisa got my landlord to let her in my apartment. She was pretty mad at me but we talked and just hang out for most of the night.
The next morning I showered and went and filled the prescription. I went to see the shrink every calendar week as she requested. I saw the doctor every month too.
About five months went by when I noticed a few elusive changes. My pelt was softer and I did n't need to shave as much. My voice was different too. The adjacent month I noticed my mamilla were getting sensitive and my boob were starting to grow. I started to bear baggy dress which Lisa hated and trust me she mentioned it a a lot.
It was winter now so baggy apparel and wintertime jackets were the norm.
I went to Lisa 's place one day to talk and hang out, find out a movie that sort of matter. She opened the threshold invited me in, I took my crown off and when I looked up at her she was just standing there with her mouth open staring at me. I looked behind me then back at her saying what ? ? ? What 's wrong ?
She snapped out of her stair and said `` nix '' zippo 's wrong. We ate dinner and watched some tv without saying too much. Finally I stood up and said what 's with you tonight ?
She sat there quite as a mouse and staring me right in the eyes and said your changing ! ! !
dosage it bother you that much because if it dose ... She cut me off and said no. It 's not that. I I I just was n't ready for this much change I mean you 've got tits, I mean not little titty but pretty large unity. I stumbled back a footstep or two and said I got ta go and started for the threshold, but she cut me off and said no I 'm sorry please do n't go. We can talk this out.
Lisa 's been my friend since score school and she could always tranquilize me down but to tell me I have big tits to my face like that scared the underworld out of me. So I told her I needed time to think and grabbed my coat on my way out the door.
It was early November now, 11 calendar month since my operation. My experimental condition was next to insufferable to hide anymore, hell I do n't even need to plane my face. I have n't told my menage yet, I was thinking. I 've avoided them all to this gunpoint but I needed my mom so I called her and told her I was coming for a sojourn but only if she was going to be alone. Dad passed on when I was seven so he was n't in the picture.
I got to mom 's theatre around two in the afternoon. I walked in, took my skid off and sat down on the sofa before mom could hand me the usual hug. I left my crown on to. She came in and stopped and just looked at me. I asked her to sit down, that we needed to sing and that it was important. She sat down on the couch and said what is it sweat Moss Hart. I sat there and thought for a here and now and she asked if this had any thing to do with me surgery.
Stunned I said yes. But what do you bang ? ? ?
Lisa has been keeping me in the loop. I know everything. And she smiled and said can I bear my hug now ! ! !
I stood up and hugged my mom and cried.
You know, I always wanted a daughter, not like this mind you but I 'll rent it all the same.
Mom finally let me go and said now take that cap off on the house and let me see you. I looked her in the eye and said there have been some changes because of the endocrine I 'm taking mom. She said I can see that, your expression looks a fiddling different. Besides you 've been on them for quite some time now. I smiled and removed my coating. Her centre lit up when she saw the size of my dresser and said oh my, you 've grown so lots. Are you wearing a bra ? Mah, hook I said. She laughed and said sorry my fille. We 'll have to take you and get sized soon. It 's ok mom, I 'll get to it.
It was such a relief to know mom knew what was going on. Who else knows mom ?
wellspring almost everyone by now I suppose you see I told your auntie this forenoon when you called and you know your aunty with a secret. We both just laughed.
Over the adjacent few days I was visited or called by almost every house extremity I have and it was a little surd to explain to some of them but I got through it.
Lisa came by a few days later and apologise, saying that my mom can be very persuasive. Can you ever forgive me, I hugged her and said it 's ok and thanked her. She had that unknown look again. What 's wrong now i said ? We need to get you a bra. Let 's go and she graded my hand and off to the mall we went.
I thought we were going to Walmart or something like that but she said nooo. Those were not brassiere. Those were shit on a hanger and we walked into La Senza. Lisa asked for somebody to help measure out me and fit me properly and a char graded her measuring tape and started sizing me up then went and got one for me to try on. Now I 've taken a few of these off former adult female but never put one on so I 'm sitting there looking a this thing and Lisa bang on the threshold. Is everything okey in there. I open the door grab her arm and pull out her in with me. What 's wrong she says. Can you facilitate me with this, I 've never put one one before. Laughing she says conduct your top off. I 'll help.
I pulled my top off reviling myself for the maiden time and Lisa gasped and said oh my. Those are beautiful. She had that deer in the headlamp look again. I covered myself quickly and blushed. Sorry I did n't intend to ... It 's ok Lisa. Let 's just get this over with. 38D wow. I 'm only a 34B, I 'm jealous as she smiles at me. I laugh and sigh at the Saame time.
well that was n't to bad was it ? ? ? If you say so Lisa I say.
The end on Nov and I 'm it to see the doctor for my cheque up. Almost a year now since my surgery.
There 's a new MD now. A younger guy about 30. He asks me to take my dress off and put the robe on that 's open at the book binding and sit in the tabular array with my feet in the stirrups. Then leaves, a few moments later he comes back in and asks how I 'm doing. Good I think, where 's the other medico I ask. He 's recovering from a slash he had last week. I 'm just filling in for the meter being. Are you familiar with my file ? ? No but your here to take in an exam right ? ? I guess I said. Okay then, let 's get started and he pulls his chair up and turns his Inner Light on his head band on and puts his chief under the garment. He touches me on the side 's of my privets. It felt strange. A tingle. A warming. It felt strange. I put my hands down there to stop him so he asks. Are you okay. No please stop I said he backed up and asked what 's wrong ? Please read my file first ! ! ! He just looks at me then says okay. He grabs my file and starts reading it. A moment later he looks up and says. I 'm so lamentable. I thought you were just a charwoman scared to have a man skin senses you. We get a lot of violation victims in here and we 'll you know. Do you need me to continue.
I took a deep breathing spell and said just go slow please. He says do n't care, I 'll be gentle and he was. He finished his exam and I 'm in tip top SHAPE he said.
Two weeks before Christmas Day Lisa says I ca n't withdraw it anymore. We 're going shopping, your not warring these loose-fitting clothes anymore. Let 's go ! !
I do n't have any money Lisa I said. I 'm still on retentive condition disability but that 's about to run out. It 's okay your mom took care of that. hail on, let 's go. Okay let 's go I said.
Lisa and I shopped all day. low discontinue La Senza. You need a bra and pantie set for every day of the week. So that 's what I got. Then she says you need a supper ... And she spun around and took off towards a rack grabed a fancy bra and g string combo and handed it to me. Try this on as she pushed me into the change room. I put it on just in time for the doorway to open up. I forgot to lock it. Lisa stood there staring at me again. You know, I 'm getting used to that you know. We both laughed and she said its perfective tense. depart it on. Just give way the tag to the cashier. Next we went to a eminent end dress shop. Lisa marched over to a single-foot of dresses pulled on off the single-foot and said trust me, this frock is to die for. Try it on as again I 'm being pushed into a Chang Jiang room. This time I pull her in with me and said oh no you do n't. Your helping me with this one. A few hour later and I was in the dress. Lisa says `` dam I 'm adept. I new this would look killer on you ''. don it out. following to the jewelry shop. We picked out a duo nice necklace and earrings sets. Uhm Lisa, I do n't have pierced ear. Laughing she says not yet. Let 's go.
By the end of the day, we spent almost $ 2000 but I would n't need anything for a long time.
Three daylight before Christmas Lisa and I are getting our hair, nails and composition done. The cosmetologist was explaining everything to me so I could do my own makeup. When we were done, I did n't greet myself. Lisa was staring again and I felt fantastic.
Christmas day and everyone is at moms house including Lisa. I was warring a button-down kit. yearner red skirt, red blouse, red low heals a prissy danty amber mountain range and earrings. My physical composition was perfect and a easy dusting of scent. mother approved but Lisa said I looked like a granny. Lol.
For a lot of the home this was the first time they 've seen me since my change. My brother was his usual asshole self until my aunt put him in his post. Lisa and I left around 10 pm it was a great time. I was well-fixed and content.
New Years Eve and Lisa and I are dressed to the nines and out having fun. We were both drinking champagne and I for one was getting tipsy. Not wanting to tug, Lisa says I booked a motel for the night. I kinda loomed at her and thought she planed ahead ? What 's up ? ? ? Somewhere around 2:30 in the morning we went to tally in. When we got to the room, the card would n't work so I said here, let me try. As I took the placard from her she pushed me up against the door and kissed me lightly on the back talk. Suprized at first I just let it bump then I kissed her back. Finally getting the door open and looking inside there was only one fairy size of it bed. The room was lit in candlelight and there was a note on the table. Lisa says, this is for you, handing me the musical note. She looked worried about something. Looking at the note it read ...
'' Sweetheart I 've wanted you for so long now but just could n't work up the nerve to severalise you. Then you changed and I want you even more now ! ! !
You see I 'm a lesbian, have been for ever now and now your the most beautiful fair sex I know bar none. You keep catching me ogling over you and keep asking what 's haywire. You take my breathing spell away and I want you to film me to be yours. I know you have sex me to. A year ago you took me three times in one night.
I love you and only you. Please exact me this evening ! ! !
dearest Lisa. ``
Lisa was staring at me as she stood by the bed.
Shocked, I stood there ! ! !
She got up and walked over to me and kissed me every so sensually, so tender were her lips. I kissed her back the same way. Slowly, sudictivly and softly. She pulled me into her and kissed me harder as bout rolled down her cheek. She breaks the osculation and says is that a yes ? Smiling back at her as a deplumate roles down my cheek I said, Lisa I love you. She hugs me as I 'm saying this. I did n't know how to tell you without ruining our friendship. I felt the slide fastener on my frock come down my back slowly, and I realize she wants me now. then her hands came back to the back of my shoulders and she pulled the straps off my berm. The attire fell to the level. I reached down and pulled her dress off over her brain. Brushing her tears away she slowly reached around and undid my bra and let it hang as well. Our center were locked on each former. Her hands touching my breasts ever so tenderly. Her deal are shaking, trembling. I was lost, I closed my eyes and tipped my forefront back as she leaned in and flicked her tounge at my nipple. cuckoo bumps quake through me. I felt weak in the knees. Lisa helped me lie down on the bed. Pushing me back kissing me at the same clip and rubbing my tit in the laurel wreath of her hands. Slowly she works down to my teat, kissing, licking, teasing. Ever so slowly, downward over my belly. Hooking her quarter round under my panty pulling them down. Her hands are still trembling. I lift my ass a little to help get my soaked step-in off. Starting at my feet, slowly smooching, licking, teasing, tasting all she could. She worked her way up my legs leaving a trail with her tongue. Pushing my legs apart while kissing the insides of my thigh to my new pussy. Now I 'm trembling, burning with desire. She kisses all around my snatch but does n't disturb it. Quivering and with a very rickety voice I say please ! ! !
She continues to tease, blowing ever so lightly. Rubbing the tip of her nose up and down my brim. Flicking her tounge gently on my sassing as if she was studying or exploring chartless territory.
Then suddenly, without warning she shoves her tounge into the tush of my cunt flicking her tounge upwards and closing her mouth over my pussycat. Pure Adam rolled over me, I arched my book binding and flung my branch above my head. Lisa sucked and licked me relentlessly. Her hands holding my peg outdoors, digging her tounge in and out, exposing my clit. And just when I thought I could n't acquire anymore she shoves two finger's breadth 's in there and thrusts them in and out sucking hard on my clit. I screamed in ecstasy as I cummed for the first time in about a year. Not missing a beat Lisa sucks concentrated on my clit. But there 's to much for her to handle and she tries to back away but I grab her head word and mash her face into my ca n't as I gush out the stopping point of my orgasm.
Letting go of her head and collapsing on my back, Lisa cleaned me up then kissing her way back up to my lip 's. Smiles and says as she roles off of me, that was worth the wait ! ! !
Lisa laid there while I caught my breath.
prevarication there thinking about if I could even come close to that. I rolled to my side and stared at her for a moment that 's when she said what. I just continued staring and said instruct me how to do that to you. I want you to experience as fantastic as I do. Smiling at me she says go slow and enjoy everything you do as very much is I will.
Leaning in I kiss her and tell her she 's the only someone in the human beings to touch me except the medico. I have n't touched myself at all sexually, I was to scared.
Do you want to use my toys on me she says. Surprised I look her in the centre. She laughs and says yes I do have toys, I 'm an adult you know. Pushing me off her, she gets up and goes to her wardrobe and issue with a box. Placing it on the bed she says. This was my toy box as she open 's it reviling vibrators, dildos all variety of sexy things.
She looks me in the eyes and says this one is a strap-on, you could feel like a man again as she studied my face, looking for a reaction. I have to acknowledge I felt quite inept for a present moment. No Lisa, this is who I am now. It 's been hard for me but I 've always felt more female then male person. I just never told anyone. Lisa I 'm happy now.
She leans in and we kiss. I reach behind her and undo her bra. I then guide her to lie down on the bed, kissing her while working my hands over her breasts and slope of her trunk, working my way to her rightfulness ear, nibbling and kissing, leaving a track with my tounge. Lisa 's respiration becomes a slight laboured and she sighs ever so slightly. Down to her neck niddling as I go. My hands are roaming over her breasts, squeezing and pinching and ever so slightly rubbing up and down over her nipples. Her pap are rock punishing as are mine so I move over top of her nipple to nipple rubbing up and down face to side in traffic circle and mashing my tits in to hers. Our hands are all over each former. I was getting so aroused but I wanted to do her feel what she did to me so I grabbed her radiocarpal joint and put them down, looking into her optic I say, no it 's your turning my know them burred my side face in her white meat and licked all over. Moving slowly down under her tits licking and sucking each nipple as I went lower and lower.
Getting to her belly button I gently kissed as she shuddered ever so slightly, letting her wrist joint go and placing my hands on the insides of her thighs I gently open her legs. She 's still warring her G string but that was n't going to kibosh me. Slowly kissing and licking my way down to the top of the dance orchestra I pulled with my teeth at it and let it snap back agents her skin. She jerked a little and gasped too. I nibbled around her cloth agate line being careful not to bear on her sweet pussy. Lisa was moaning now and was breathing heaver.
I gently blow on her puss as I trace the precis of her G twine covering her sweet cunt. Slowly I pull the red fabric to the side and work all around touching her back talk slightly then moving away. Coming back to the top of her opening I use my chin to campaign in and slid down as my poke follows. God dose she smell so good. Looking up at her briefly to gage her reaction I smile slightly as I see her centre closed tight and she 's clinched her teeth. Wondering how much more of this teasing I could do I decided to taste her ambrosia. I darted my clapper deep into her honey hole. She gasped and jerked intemperate putting her hand on my straits and holding me there. I stopped just like that with my tounge buried mysterious inside her as she settled down slightly and let my head go. Very slowly I worked my tounge up and down slightly not to much just a little. Mmmm she tastes so respectable. But I hold back and work in and out at the bottom of her pussy. Being heedful not to touch her clitoris to much. My olfactory organ keeps bumping it lightly as I tounge fuck her a while. Lisa 's moaning louder now and telling me `` yes yes just like that, do n't block up that 's the right way just like that oh god please do n't stop. ``
I start to flick my tongue up and hit her clitoris harder a couple multiplication and enter a finger into the bottom of her pot slowly I work my tounge and finger into her alternating between tounge and finger's breadth, going a trivial faster now she is moaning, groaning and mumbling. I ca n't realise her as she is incoherent. She 's trembling now almost as if she had hypothermia. So I slow down to a crawl and let her finalise down for a moment, I left my digit in her and kissed all around her box.
Satisfied that she was n't gon na cum yet I started to work my finger in and out again making sure not to touch her clit. Adding a second finger a moment later and kissing her clit slightly as it is more valuable now. Sticking out like a loan douglas fur in clear cut woods, Standing there proud I wrap my tounge around it and slue my mouthpiece over it sucking it all into my sassing at once. Lisa screamed and jerked, spasming as she pushed her hips up to meet my onslaught of her sex. Shoving four fingers into her and sucking as heavily is I could she detonate into climax. Her manus are on my head ramming my head into her cunny. I kept sucking and ramming my manus in and out. Her legs are squeezing my promontory and hands tighter as my movement becomes restricted but I keep sucking and am rewarded with another spasm as she fills my mouth with more nectar. I slow my assault on her and slowly pull my helping hand out, licking everywhere I can reach. Lisa is still as a mouse. I look up to see that she passed out.
I pulled myself up beside her and cuddled up to her with my head on her shoulder as I fell asleep with her.
I awoke in the good morning to Lisa crying. Asking her if she was okay. She sobbed and told me she loved me so much. She could n't pay to loose me. Smiling at her I say.
I love you Lisa ...