What is sex ? Basically, I mean, people do try a lot of version by using different positions, using different golf hole for pleasure and toys. But to put it simply, sex is the to-and-fro motion of the dick in a vagina causing turmoil, delight and finally cum. It's heavenly at first, but when you do the same thing again and again with the like somebody. It starts to get dull. I was never a fan of miniature to be used as a backup for pleasure. I want to do something that is challenging, so that I get the pleasure and satisfaction I got when I had sex for the beginning metre. Oh ! The initiatory time, I'll never forget the smell of having sex the get-go time.

It happened 5 calendar month ago during summer vacations. My untested brother who is still in school had his holidays. My parents had planned a trip for a week in the Greenwich Village, a outside place with not much access to engineering. Though I never liked that place, my parents were fond of it as they were born there. Thankfully I will not be able to visit this sentence because of my college. I am doing technology ; my vacation simply don't coincide with my blood brother's. I was very frantic to stay home, alone for a calendar week. I'll holler my friend over ; well have late night company, music, etc. While my parents were packing and getting ready to leave, I was lost in my persuasion, planning the parties. I was really elevated with those thoughts, until the door-bell ruined it all. At the door was Raj with a bag pack.

"Aa gaye beta ( You came ? ). You are doing a big favour on us."Said my mother, as she approached the door from behind.

"Mom, what is all this about ? Why is he here ?"I said. I feared as I knew what my mom is going to say and was praying for her not to say the Saami. But it didn't work.

"Raj has come to persist here till the fourth dimension we are back."She said.

"But mom, I am 21, a grown up now. I don't need baby-sitting."I stressed this point raising my voice. Just to discharge affair, Raj is my full cousin who lives nearby. He is 11 yrs one-time than me and has been baby-sitting me since I was 5.

"Oh come on, Reeti. No matter how old you get, you will still be my short girl."My father interrupted.

"But…I am…I don't…"

"No buts. Raj will be staying here and that's final."my mom said in house voice.

My parents where gone and I was home with Raj. He was outdoor watching TV while I lay in bed moping over my architectural plan getting crumbled. Raj was an attractive guy. I had a bit of a crush on him while growing up. But over the years he got obsessed on whacky infantile things like superhero cartoon strip, animated movies and some early hooey. His ‘ nerdy'glasses and these hobby gave him a bit of detestable personality. No wonder he was still single even after crossing 30. I had this fixed ruling about him, but it all changed in just a week.

Later that night Raj called me for dinner party. He had prepared Butter chicken and Roti among other goody. I could tell with just the great feel what was cooked without looking. wellspring, Raj is a chef by professing and is really good at it, at least that's what I've heard. I will taste his food for the first time. With the starting time bite, I realized how good he was at cookery."Tasty food bro."was the only words from my mouth and then I focused on eating all up especially the butter chicken. This dish usually has a mild taste but Raj had done some variation to it since he knew I liked spicy solid food. After we were done I went to the washroom.

Remembering the taste of the awesome food I ate, I was a bit attracted to Raj. It also seemed a bit weird that he didn't say a tidings while having dinner. Looking in the mirror made me actualize the reason for his weird behaviour. Eating that spicy food made me sweaty, also while drinking water I spilled a little on my T-shirt to further add on to that, it was night time so I didn't wear any bra. The slim down white framework of the T-shirt, which was almost filmy after getting wet, was clinging to my boobs.

"Shit ! How didn't I realize this before, I was too often focused on eating."I said this out loud while hitting the thenar hard on the mirror."No wonder Raj didn't talk or eat sufficiently. His attention was elsewhere. Well, the food was luscious, he deserve the peek."I said convincing myself to get over the uncomfortable feeling.

This wasn't it, the side by side few brush got weirder. I have modest but my own room where I can have my privacy. Since I have a habit of pleasuring myself to catch some Z's, I wear loose clothes shirt-pant. following morning, Raj came in my room to heat me up. He had in his hands, a tray with tea and breakfast, while he walked in.

"Wake up ! Sleepy point. Don't you have to go to college ?"He asked.

"College is at 11 p.m. I'll be going lately today."I told him in a soft sleepy voice.

"Alright then, I'll keep this here. You can have it when you get up."He said this with a grin and placed the tray on my work board. He had a giggly look while he said all this and gave me a look before leaving. Another shocker, my shirt buttons were undone giving a fink of my breasts. My rectify nipple was clearly visible and he saw it. His aspect were the validation of it.

"God ! Girl, you need to be careful when other citizenry are around, especially Raj."I said it to myself.

It was too too soon, but I woke up anyway. Raj was watching his usual cooking shows while I went for a bath. I was bathing under the shower when I heard a sound of something falling. Ignoring it I continued with my bath. Later while getting out I saw that the lavatory doorway was slightly open, but I remember clearly that I closed it after coming inside."Raj saw me completely naked."affair were going really fast."Maybe I am over thinking it. I don't think he would do that."I said to myself.

There was still metre to spare before going to college. So I went and sat with Raj to watch TV. Same old cookery show was going on and his eyes were set on it. He didn't even notice me while I sat down or maybe he just pretended to not find. After a duo of mo of silence,

Raj said,

"Reeti, I have known you for a very foresighted time now. I have seen you grow up since the prison term you were a lilliputian girl. Now you are a adult female. You must be aware of certain impulse that develop while growing older. Based on what I have observed till now, you have not learned to save those urges properly. Just to make it clear if you don't understand what I am talking about, I am talking about sex. This act is considered to be damage or immoral in the gild. But one needs to have sex at the in good order age for a sizeable mind development. My question to you is, do you need to throw sex ? If you decline its mulct, I won't speak of it ever again. It's up to you now. Think about it and tell me in the evening."

This was unexpected. When he started talking, he muted the TV and looked at me. His deoxyephedrine were off and had a grave feeling on his face. I never saw his eyes like that, they were hypnotic. Without a word I stood up and left for college early.

"I was holding up for a very recollective time from having sex. Maybe I was just searching for the right person. Raj, is my cousin-german. He is the only guy I have spent about of my childhood with. Considering his age, he was not like a booster to me. He is not a brother either, at least I don't think that way. There has always been a dissimilar association between us. The connection where because of his experience he was my teacher and I was the student who learned new things from him. Maybe, sex is just another lesson I need to learn from him. That's why he is the ideal partner to fall behind my virginity."These thoughts constantly hovered in my mind while I sat in the speech pretending to listen. I didn't say anything about this to my Friend. Actually I didn't lecture at all. Having sex for the firstly time was a big step, a big conclusion to be taken. I was scared of the effect still excited and couldn't waiting for it to happen. I left college a lecture early.

At home, I opened the door with my key. There was no one in the hall. I looked for Raj in the kitchen, then my room. I turned to be stunned as Raj was standing behind me naked just a towel around his waist. Probably he just came out of bathtub. I had a goodness looking at him with the expression of being cushion. Not that there was something to be scared about, it was just that unexpected things were happening since the day before. He didn't have ripped mesomorphic body but sufficiently fit, just the way I like it. I think having ‘ 6-pack abs and everything'is just over-rated and unneeded. One reason for me thinking that way was that I myself am a bit out of shape. That is very top as I have always been a ‘ foodaholic ’.

Looking at my grammatical construction he tried to get me settle with a smiled."I didn't expect you to come so soon."He said.

"Yes. I skipped a lecture to number home early."I replied.

He continued to smile at me. He kept quite but I understood the signs. I knew what he was expecting from me, I just wasn't for sure I want to say it. But then I took a abstruse hint, repeated the motto in mind, ‘ it's now or never'and then said.

"I'm in."His smile widened."So, do you want me to discase ?"I asked.

"No, I'll do that for you. Just freshen up and go get comfortable on your bed."He replied.

I gave an awkward smiling and went to the washroom. Ten minutes later I was resting in my bed thinking about what's going to happen. I was wearing the garden pink boxers and a co-ordinated shirt, which I purchased secretly for me to wear when no one was around. I had seen a few adult movies but doing it practically is different."Will he induce me do that kinky stuff done it porn ?"was the thought that bothered me the most. I had a genial public debate in my mind whether to agree to it or turn down. If no, then how am I supposed to stop him ? My thoughts were interrupted when Raj walked in. He was wearing a blue robe, something he brought specially for this juncture I guess.

He took it off and underneath he was wearing just the boxers. His oculus were fixed on mine while he got on the bed, getting closer and closer every second. Meanwhile I was just sitting with pegleg stretched on the bed. I thought he would guide me through the process by giving step by step statement. But he didn't, not one tidings he spoke since he entered the room and till all was over. His activity were more than sufficient to guide me through the process.

On the bed he crawled close to me like a risky hunter, keeping his eye fixed on me and I was frozen, still like the prey that has no way out. He was steady and confident but I wasn't. I was ineffective to look directly at him ; I rolled my centre left-right up-down, tried to concentre anywhere but his aspect. Then he got really close so that I couldn't feel elsewhere and my vision got blurry. There was no former pick but to shut my center. I didn't understand what was happening but I could sense his hint on my case. My heart was beating faster and fourth dimension felt like it slowed down. I was literally in dark until I had the sensation of soupcon on my lip. My first candy kiss. I know that a kiss is not a big thing.

But even today in Bharat not all get to see their initiatory osculation at a very Thomas Young age. The first one was just a slight soupcon after which he took a break and followed with much Thomas More acute and longer snog pulling me close. A buss, the way I would name it is like eating a mango. Sweet and juicy and gives you satisfaction no issue how many clock time you eat it. He then gently unbuttoned my shirt and took off my bra, so smooth that I didn't spirit anything. But then again I was lost in the magical kiss.

Then with his bequeath handwriting grabbed on to my right dumbbell. Touching softly, getting the feel of it, using his thumb he played with my teat, getting them hard. He kept on kissing my neck while getting glower until he put his rima oris on my allow nipple, sucking on it. Raj had bit approximate man-hands but the way he handled my dope, I understood that he appreciated my breasts which were of sizing braggart than average out girlfriend my age. I was just sitting there enjoying the moment. I didn't know this feel was so awesome and we have not even started the sex percentage yet. He then turned to the incline and slipped his hand in my shorts fingering my pussy.

He was pleasuring my whole body. My pussy was getting more wet every moment with excitement. Then he suddenly stopped. I looked at him to see that he stood up and dropped his short. Seeing a rattling peter for the first time was a sight to remember. I have seen in TV but seeing it in reality is a different feeling. His penis was of average size of it not as big as I have seen in the porn moving picture, but that didn't matter. He had shaved the under area as if he was already prepared for sex knowing I would agree to it.

He then pulled me to sleeping position to the edge of the bed. Lifting my ramification he widened them. He inserted his dick in my slit slowly, knowing it was my first time. It was a different touch to get something inside the body from the opening down there. I felt the heat of his dick inside me.

He looked at me to see if I was easy with taking his thing inside. Then he started stroking it, moving to-and-fro. The tardily built-up and finally getting started with the act of sex was exciting. He started speeding up. A sudden upsurge in pleasure made me protrude moaning. After a couple of minute of arc he slowed down and stopped. Maybe he wanted to do in different position, ‘ doggy expressive style'is what men like, I heard. But he stopped me while I was turning, hinting me that it's better to look each other while having sex the first time.

"But then why did you blockade ?"I whispered. He then applied something ; I didn't know what it was, back then. Raj sensed that I was feeling a bit of itching, slight annoyance so he stopped to go for lubricant.

It's my showtime time and I was so often aroused at that moment that I knew I wasn't going to last long. He then put his dick back in and started thrusting, faster and deeper this time. I always thought moaning or screaming was unnecessary during sex. But at that second I couldn't blockade myself. I grabbed on to the bed sheet while he fucked me really hard. My moaning kept on getting louder and louder until the item of climax I screamed at the top of my voice. Thankfully no one was there in the next room and the music being played on the TV outside, covered the quietus. Raj was not done yet ; still he took his dick out and stroked it with hand money box he cum on my belly.

For that moment I was really satisfied. Sex made me forget any early issues that were bothering me those days. I was slaked speechless and was resting naked on the bed. Finally Raj came close, kissed me and said,"Thank you."

That time I was an amateur and what I learned later that Raj wasn't much of an expert either. We have got a lot better since then with every experience. Still, the first meter I had sex was the undecomposed I ever had in life.

That incident taught me one more thing. Virginity is like a ringlet on the door of a elbow room. The elbow room is full of treasure and all will be lost once you open it. This is a misconception people have. Actually, the room is full of knowledge. Unless you open it, you won't be able to instruct some really authoritative thing in life .