word of advice : EVERY Christian Bible ISTRUE
IF YOUR LIGHTHEARTED OR
CAN NOT STAND visual perception /READING
ABOUT nipper existence RAPED
THEN hitch READING NOW ! DONT
READ ANOTHER SENTENCE PARAGRAPH ECT. JUST check ...


FOR THE OTHERS I APOLIGIZE FOR
THE GRAMMAR, SPELLING ECT.
I HAD TO shuffling IT LONGER SOMEHOW.

FOR PROTECTIVE PURPOSES
THE NAMES OF PEOPLE town
AND Department of State HAS BEEN CHANGED
.EVERY WORD IS A store Sir Thomas More
IMPORTANTLY THEY ARE TRUE. DO
NOT READ IF YOU ARE OFFENDED
BY minor violation. THIS IS MY STORY,
AND I CHOOSE TO ploughshare WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME.




MY STORY




i was 7 when it first happened. i was innocent, odorous, playful, and happy.
i was unaware of the evil in this human beings ;
that is until He showed me. my name is Ashley
, and this is what ive remebered.

i was outside playing in our sandpile when he came over.
he sat beside me and played with me for a duet of minutes.
we were alking and laughing when he suggested we play a new game.
but this secret plan was for big kids and he didnt think i could handle it.
of line being unseasoned and niave i took the lure.
Sialar, was my cousin-german on my
stepfathers side he was 16-19 i didnt know his exact age.
only that he was a big kid and i wanted to be a big kid too.
Anyway, he said OK and took a time lag of my hand.
we lived in the country, full of Sir Henry Wood and wild animals.
but with him i wasnt afraid.

he led me into th woods, which i knew i was not loudly to be in.
i tried telling him i was tabu, but he said it was ok.
that i wouldnt get into trouble with him there
. i rember looking back at the star sign saying ok, but i cant go to far.
Sialar smiled and led me further into the woods.
i lost tidy sum of my house and we continued
to walk until we came to some thick brush.
`` Ashley i need you to lay on the ground. dont make
a strait and do as i say.
i nodded yes and layed down.
i asked him what biz we were playing and he replied
`` house. your the mommy and im the daddy andd we are going to sleep together each other..

i dont remeber what happened after he said that but i do commemorate trying to
stop him from taking my apparel off ... im not aloud to sialar, i shouldnt do this ...
`` Its alright combine me, '' he said.

he made me lie back on the ground.
'' now what im going to do next may look weird and a uncomfortable.
but do not realize a naise and DO NOT belly laugh.

okay ?

he felt his penis slide up and down my leg and giggled,
that look weird sialar..
i know ash but its ok big Kyd do this all the time..
you want to be a big kid dont you ? ...
yes i do, i wan to be a big kid.

he slid his penis up to my slit and rubbed it against my opening.
i was uncomfortable by this gunpoint and wanted to stop..
i remember saying `` i dont want to represent this secret plan anymore.. ''

`` shush its ok. ''

then he started pushing into me.
i tried to cry. but his handwriting was over my mouth
'' shuit up you footling bitch ! ``

i tried to fight and to struggle but all
it seemed to do was help oneself him.
when that didnt assist me i tried to bite.
scratch and claw, none of it worked.
he ended up cutting off my air supply and
i must have past out after that..

then following affair i heard was mom
calling or me ans sialar cussing.
he helped clean house me up and even redressed me ...
he even took care of getting rid of my virgins blood.
i tried to get away but before i could he grab my are.

`` IF YOU EVER SAY ANYTHING ABOUT
WHAT HAPPENED here TODAY I WILL killing
YOU, YOUR sister, YOUR brother, EVEN
YOUR female parent. UNDERSTAND ? ``


with bout in my eyes i nodded yes, i tried
to turn and leave but he tightend his grip.

'' ALSO WHEN EVER I CALL FOR YOU,
NO matter WHAT YOU ARE DOING YOU
come TO ME, IF YOU DONT THE SAME
thing WILL HAPPEN I YOU TELL. ARE WE
open ? ``

yes sialar.

mom called again and he let go of me.

i took off running, when mom asked what had
happened and why i was crying
i simply told her i fell..

and so the twelvemonth of lying started

and always the fear of when he would call for me.




END OF PART 1




( THIS IS BY NO MEANS THE END
OF MY account BUT MEARLY part 1,
I NEED TO TAKE SOME meter TO GET MY
SELF BACK TOGETHER CAUSE THIS REALLY
SHOOK ME UP. like I SAID BE FOR THIS ALL
REALLY DID HAPPEN AND THIS REALLLY IS
MY chronicle. NOT transcript WRITTED FROM SOME
ONE ELSE. IF THERE WAS ANYTHING I SAID
OR WROTE THAT WAS OFFENSIVE THEN I
APOLIGIZE NOW, I SIMPLY WROTE THE TRUTH
. BY FOR NOW AND UNTIL NEXT TIME )

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