My First Encounter ( 3 )


First-Time, Gay, Oral-Sex
We all retrieve our first base intimate encounter. Mine was over the Christmas suspension my senior year of high schooltime. I had gotten money from my grandparents for Christmas Day. I called up a couple of fille to see if they wanted to go to trance a flick. They weren't household or not capable to go. So, I called cross. He was more than eager to go. He was shorter than me with the straightest hair in the world, large brown eyes, and hefty body. I wasn't expecting anything to bechance. I was a Virgo the Virgin and the most I had ever done in my life was kiss a missy. I was 18 and had not even masturbated. Now it wasn't that I had not thought about sex and desired it. I talked about it. I wanted it. I just didn't know how to get it. I was a worthy guy too.

Now all the girls wrote in my yearbook"to the cutest boy ”. I was precious with light blue eyes and sandy colored hair.

I had dated girls but had always wonder if I could be gay. Thomas More than once I had seen patsy naked. And I always made sure to attend at his beautiful, big stopcock and skillful body. But I didn't want to be queer.

Now this was a time that the worst affair in the existence you could be was gay if you were in school. It was a tag you did not desire to have. To be considered a queer meant that your biography in high gear school would be a living hell. If a person was attracted to the Lapp sex, you dare not tell anyone.

For me, I was not sure what I was. Even though I wondered if I were homosexual, I dare not to talk to any one about it. It was a fear. What would happen to me if I were gay ? I kept my thoughts to myself.

Before this night, over a class before, Mark had invited me to spend the Nox at his house after our first duet acting meet. We were assigned to be spouse. We had progressed to the next day with our high-pitched marks. It was late when we got to his house. We went up to his elbow room. I asked how he slept, and he said nude. I said that I would too though I never had. We stripped off our clothes trying to take care at each other quickly. He had a defined pectus with mass medium size of it nipples. His eubstance was hairless except for the dark bush from which his declamatory flaccid cock hung from. I did look a bit long but did not stare. He saw my flat chest that was like a dining table down to my thick bush and big dick. Our cock appeared to be the same sizing.

We climbed in bed and talked about being defenseless, sex and such. We both had never done anything. He claimed to have walked bare holding a girl's hand, but he was lying. I at to the lowest degree had barely kissed a daughter. As neither of us had ever French people Kissed, I suggested that maybe we learn how to do it together as girls do that so we would make out what we were doing. He said no. I had wanted to kiss his lip with mine and slide my lingua in his mouth and perceptiveness his. He was not taking my come-on. I had to keep my natural covering. No one could love that I wanted to kiss a boy.

Soon he wanted to present me something in his bathroom that connected to his room. We headed off naked with me in front. I turned around to ask him something and there he stood inch from me. Our semitrailer erect penises were touching. Mine was just on top of his. There we were naked looking down at our humanity together. Neither of us said anything-frozen in time. I took my helping hand and held our two tool together-mine on top of his. I wanted to hang to my human knee and lay down passion to his creature that was so ready for a warm mouthpiece but was afraid. He had not responded positively to my clue. If I went down on him and he rebuked me and told, my lifespan would be come a bread and butter hell. There was such a mighty urge. I wanted it. My knees wanted to buckle and devolve to the ground. Yet, I turned and went to the john where nothing happened.

I dropped clue wanting to have some"fun"together over the next months but nada. He would never expend the night at my house nor go camping with me. I still had hope.

Then he invited me to spend the night again after another meet. He told his parents ( as he could not force back ) that they would not have to take him early on Saturday morning to school day. I would repel him. Now this prison term, things were a bit unlike. He set the beds up so that I would have to go up over him to get to my bed. Later it hit me, he wanted my defenseless body to crawl over him but did not compute that out until too late.

His sept was gone when we arrived. We went to his bedchamber and he stripped naked and jumped under the cover. I had a plan. I did a strip prickteaser terpsichore for him throwing my clothing off one piece at a time. I made it as erotic as I could. By the prison term I peeled off my underclothing my big, fatheaded 7-inch cock was swollen solid. It shot upwards like a rocket that was blasting off to the stars. I danced around his room until I was a couple of substructure from him when I began thrusting back and Forth River causing my engorged cock to swing up to hit my belly release, back down and then back up to slap against my stomach. I did it again and again. My desire had been to awake him, then creep on to his bed and sit my ass upon his groin. Then rub my ass cheeks over his dick.

To my letdown, he watched every motion but moved both of his manpower over his gumshoe so that I could not secernate if he were put up or not. My plan was dashed, but I did not make up. I crawled on to his bed with my hard dick and placed it an column inch from his sassing and said,"daring you to give suck it."He didn't.

I crawled into my bed on the other side of meat of him. Soon I made excuse after excuse to cringe back over him with my defenseless body but nothing. Now he did indicate I do a couple of things which did command me to get hold of my naked soundbox over him which usually caused my dick to slide across his trunk. That was it. I gave up on Mark. He was not interested it appeared. One did have to be careful.

By Christmastide break, I had moved on. Still I hadn't had sex with anyone. Yet this night when he got into the car, things were different. He was talking about gay sex. He said that every guy tries it once. It was Saint Mark trying to score not me. After the motion-picture show, he brought it up again. I was getting hot and horny. Soon I accepted his go, and now it was just trying to find a condom place to get naked.

Eventually we did. I asked if we should start out with foreplay. I wanted to snog him and feel my hands on his consistence."No,"he said. He pulled his pants to his knee joint, then peeled his White River legal brief down revealing his thick 7-inch hardon. I was volition to go first but afraid that after giving him a blow job he would turn on me, root for his pants up, and call me a fag. I was nervous but wanted his dick. I had never sucked cock and never seen it done so I went forward with all the keenness of a beginner. It was so hard yet so very soft. There was no weird sense of taste. I wanted to make it ripe for him but didn't know how for sure. My sassing bobbed up and down the long tool. I had read a book where a guy liked having his glob sucked so I moved to his junkie. They were tight against his soundbox, but I was able-bodied to get them into my sassing. As I tried to swallow up his balls, I wanted to stroke his penis with my hand but didn't because I thought that would be gay ( yes, I know that is strange-sucking a tool is gayer than stroking a dick, but it was concern ). I stopped after a few minutes and undid my jeans and pulled them down with my underclothing. Gospel According to Mark leaned over to nurse my peter. I was most disappointed when I saw that he had put his pants back on. I had wanted to represent with his cute ass and cock as he took my Virgin dick in his mouth.

scratch sucked me, but it was only pleasant. There was no pulsation from trench inside me. It was just a nice touch. I am a guy who has never jerked off in his life sentence. The only intimate release I had ever had was nocturnal emissions. I was getting my offset mess up job. You think that I would be set to blow. I wasn't even close when he stopped. It really hadn't done anything for me. It made me guess that maybe I wasn't gay.

We talked about fucking. He wanted to fuck. I asked him how he like the blow job. He said that he loved it. He asked me, I told him that it was okay, and I didn't think that I was gay. I had put sucker in the berth of admitting his queer status to me and I had rejected the badge. He was now vulnerable. If I revealed he liked gay sex, his life history would get a living hell. I wouldn't and didn't do it. We went home.

Things were never the like for us after that. When schooltime started again, he wouldn't speak to me. I wanted to be Friend still. I wanted us to stay friends. I told him that after school, I wanted him to know me. I wanted to give him my cerise. He would not hear of it. He walked away in ira. Our friendship was over.

Later that week another guy wanted to have sex with me, and I turned it down based on my experience with German mark. I soon had a girl and lost my virginity. I thought that I must be straight.

sentence went on and long time later, I realized that I wasn't straight. I learned that I like nose candy problem, but they are not what makes me flash my consignment. I need arousal. For me lips and glossa playing together starts the firing. I love the tone of a man's body. There is the yummy taste of a mamilla in my mouth. The wonderful tactile property of a intemperately peter. It is splendiferous to eat up a glossa into a sweet ass fix. Then there is that thrill of pounding a mean kettle of fish with my big peter and listening my man moan with joy and to hold his torso get going to twitch in Adam as I listen to the sound of my orb slapping against him with every thrust.

When I discovered the truth about myself, I went looking for Mark. I wanted to have got him be my first. I could not retrieve him for the longest time.

Later I discovered some things about bull's eye. Before I knew him, his parents had caught him fooling around with another boy. He must throw had the netherworld beat out of him by them. When I offered myself to him, he was terrified of what would happen to him if they found out. They were just downstairs. His parents were not going to hold a faggot son. When he came out, they cut him off. I later realized that he wanted it as a good deal as I did but was afraid. He wasn't allowed to sleep over at anyone else's house because they were not going to let him have sex with another boy. The high-risk affair in those daytime was being gay. We were both afraid and scared.

It was sad news once I tracked what had happened to Mark. I was told that sucker died of AIDS. It broke my warmheartedness to learn he was gone. Now I have mixed belief about what occurred between us. Part of me so wishes that we could have been buff. I have jacked off thousands of prison term to the thinking of Mark and me having sex. Reliving our encounters and having them come out different. Yet on the other hand, I am a exist today because of it. If I had made it with German mark, I would have had many lovers and fucked and been fucked by many of man just as AIDS was breaking. I firmly believe if I had become his fan, I too would have eventually contracted assistance that wiped out my coevals of offspring gay men.

That said, I came to actualise that Mark was my first love. We had a gamey school reunion and they had a wall with characterisation of those who had passed. When I came to the picture of Mark, I stopped and looked realizing that he was my first real honey. I miss him. I love him still .
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