This week's diligence proposer and mover and shaker is Dr Kiki Kennedy of Kiki Kennedy productions, one of the most successful production house to come up along recently.

AVN : So,"Dr"Kiki JFK ?

Kiki : Yes, I have a doctorate, in particle physics no less. You can look up the exact title if you want, but it's to do with saw-tooth instabilities in plasma wakefields. And, if that made any sense to any of your referee, I invite them to join our"aperient nerds"section of the discussion forum on my website.

When I founded the company, I thought that having the statute title"Dr"would add a certain gravitas to my being CEO. Before that I'd only been known as a performer, and I'd hid the dangerous side of my personality from my rooter, I didn't think it would enhance my reputation. But, there is a certain section of my fan base who does encounter it very sexy, especially when I discuss something really technical foul and end the post with a description of what I 'm wearing. ( Which seldom includes step-in. )

AVN : How did you get into grownup entertainment in the first of all place ?

Kiki : In high school, I had a much erstwhile lover ; he liked"barely legal"erotica. He had a large collection of it, and I was curious. So when I turned 18, I contacted one of the production mansion, and they snapped me up.

I must say, I was surprised at that, I didn't think I was attractive, but with a minuscule hairsbreadth, makeup, and press, they worked wonders on me. That validated what my buff had told me and I'd never believed. You know the fib of the ugly ducking ? That 's what I felt like, an ugly duckling, and I had n't noticed that all of a sudden I 'd go a Swan. I never liked dressing sexily in heights school ; I always dressed for practicality.

The porn was also very empowering. I was not a pop girl in high up school ; the butch chick would nibble on me. Most of it was probably resentment as I'd have a tendency to throw off the leveling curve. ( In other words, my being sassy, led to them having lower ground level, its bad use of statistics on the instructor's part. )

Now, I had production ship's company wanting to hire me for my expression, and I had buff writing to me, wanting to fuck me. After I spent the summer before college being fucked, all day, everyday, I found myself sitting on a sight of money. It made college life much more comfortable. I could yield a decorous car, and the good accommodations, and little luxuries.

I carried on working while I was at schoolhouse, though I separated my life into porn and not porn. In the not porn Earth, I was much like my old self, but now I had confidence. In the porn world, I tried to gain myself as desirable as possible. I'd do porn on the weekend, I'd fly down to the vale to shoot, then fly back for the week. My personality sort of Split as well, I felt like two different people.

I earned enough from the erotica, that I thought I could set my own production company and run it in my way. So just before I got the doctorate, I legally changed my name to Kiki President Kennedy. Before that, Kennedy was my first name, and I made up Kiki for the alliteration when I got that first job. In my husband 's master circle I'm Kennedy McAuliffe, but legally I'm Kiki Kennedy.

So after I became Dr Kiki Kennedy Interrnational, I set up the company with Jade, a fellow performer and one of my lover. I still act in some production, but not so many these Clarence Day. I was doing so many production, I was worried about damaging my brand, so I cut back on the acting.

AVN : That brings up the interrogative of what is your sexual orientation ?

Kiki : I think I'm"lesbian with exceptions,"but my fans shouldn't panic as I love getting fucked by men, and giving cock sucking. I suppose that makes me bi-sexual really, but I'm not really attracted to men, with a few exceptions, I just like the sex. That should make me more attractive, I want the sex, but not the commitment. My hubby is one of the obvious exceptions.

AVN : You've mentioned your husband a couple of multiplication now, secern us about him ?

Kiki : lustrelessness is my married man, he's the most intelligent person I know, and also one of the dumbest. Do n't forget, I 'm comparing him to college staff and doctoral students, so that 's saying something. If you want to happen the Eigen vectors of a complex wavefunction, he's your man. He even understands GR and can find interesting solvent to the stress-energy tensor, he's a total braniac, and that's so sexy. But, when it comes to hoi polloi, that's not his unattackable point.

He has very simplistic human race panorama when it comes to women,"sex full"probably just about sums it up. It makes him very easy to administer with, you know you're always getting the actual matt, he just doesn't have any guile to hide anything. He's shy, he used to be painfully shy ; it took him about a week before he could actually babble to me in a sane fashion. He's a lot better now, but I do my best to protect him from harsh realities.

He also has no concept of possession or jealousy when it comes to sex, as I said,"Sex good."meat him up. There was one prison term I orgasmed on set, thought of him, he asked for the outtake and said I was `` cute, '' coming like that on somebody else 's dick. When we first worked on the doctor's degree together, I didn't want a kinship, and then I discovered he was a fan, at to the lowest degree a fan of Kiki's. So I, as President Kennedy, showed him I was Kiki as well. I didn't want him getting into something he couldn't handgrip. almost boyfriend outside the industry can't handle you being fucked for a job, so I took him to a shoot to shew him what it was about.

He didn't mind me performing on set, he said the shooting was somewhat bore really, so that pointed to the right material. Then, I arranged for a few of my admirer in the industry to fuck him ; he was a Virgin at the clock time. It's not unusual to set a boyfriend up with another performing artist, they treat it kind of like a job. I expected them to be intimate him and beam him back to me, instead he fucked them to a standstill, and they stayed the Nox. I was left alone and horny.

That did show he's an absolute dynamite lover, the skillful I, or any of my ally, know. And the best part is he doesn't even hump it himself. You'll be categoric on you back after being knocked out by the sex, and he asks you if that was any safe. He is catching on a bit now, even he couldn't be that forgetful, but it doesn't affect him. He's still just thinking,"Sex good, Thomas More sex better."

That backfired on me somewhat, as I fell in dearest with him. I never meant to, and I'd made it quite clean to him that I didn't want anything like that. So I never realized he did experience feelings for me, he was just hiding them because that's what I'd told him I wanted. That 's about the only meter he 's ever been anything less than totally crystal clear about his feelings, he thought it was the way to carry on having the sex. Like I said, he thinks, `` Sex good. ``

That 's how he acted when I tried to be more sleep with towards him, I set up a romanticist weekend away, and he was `` frustrated '' we did n't contribute any of my Friend with us for once. He did a full job of acting like he wanted just sex from me, and being used like that does turn me on, doubly so because I loved him. So I gave him what I thought he wanted, just sex.

He also liked there were two of me. Kennedy would be dominant allele, and I, as Kiki, would be subservient to him and do anything he wanted. God, both of those are such a turn on. I kind of proposed to him as Kennedy, and he said he'd prefer Kiki, but would care Kennedy as his mistress. I'm more integrate with my personalities these days, some of the hard edge of Kennedy is needed to be successful in this biz, but there is still some of her I only bring out for Matt. I, as President Kennedy, am his schoolma'am, both in the cheating sense and the prevailing sense. I suppose you could call it part play, but that 's not how he sees it. Though, I think it 's about prison term President Kennedy retired, I as Kiki, should be able-bodied to satisfy all his desires.

He's really angelic, and a submissive really. I'm more naturally a subservient myself, which is probably why I can enjoy sex with men so much. I really love it when Matt takes me, I love doing anything he wants. But, I channel my privileged bitch as Kennedy for matte, and he really gets off on that. I don't think he likes it as such, but that's not the level. He really likes me claiming him as my place, I have that inscribed on his nuptials gang. He loved it when I said I was marrying him so I could keep him for myself. I 've occasionally just kept him at nursing home, naked, as my personal sex slave, that 's his favorite.

When I fell in love with him, I tried to crap myself more myself, and he basically begged me to abuse him. To do things I thought he only agreed to because I, as Kennedy, was taking my foiling out on him. So I carried on as the rather hardhearted President John F. Kennedy for his benefit. It's probably very sanative to have someone you can abuse like that, and not be arrested. I 'd `` take aim my study family '' as he calls it. That 's the other metre he 's not transparent, he 'll very clearly communicate why he does n't like something, but send other signals that he wants you to do it, like buying me a present and begging me not to use it on him. Really the more he protests about something, the more he wants it. If he really does n't require something, he 's more muted on that point.

Like most talent in porn, I 'd really like to take loving vanilla sex in my time off, but Matt has early pastime. Like, the more impersonal I made the sex, the more he seemed to like it, so I 'd set up random clash between us just for his benefit. I must say, both of us liked the idea of the `` ride by fucking. '' I pop over to his place on the way to the lab, just to get one, or both of us off and leave without saying anything.

I'm not the jealous type either, which is Handy so matt can enjoy himself ; I send little girl his way. He's my orphic arm, his reputation as a fan draws in performers who want to try him out. He gets batch of chance around here. When we were setting up the companionship, hack made a joke that he should be the"fluffer,"at least for the fair sex. So we actually did officially give him that job, at least when he's around the product business firm. He has a to the full prison term job as a research worker, but does incur clock time to get down here to work region fourth dimension. I think he'd do it broad time if I let him, but I couldn't let that gorgeous judgement of his go to waste. His start job as fluffer was my bachelorette party, he was the entertainment, and got raffled off at the end of the night.

AVN : My nous is boggling at what presents he buys you.

Kiki : Just some BDSM gear, like a whip, a strap on dildo, or a leash with a collar which goes around his egg. He 'll resist that using them is too horrible an approximation, and I believe that 's what he believes, but there 's a part of him which wants me to use them. A persona that he does n't like admitting to. He certainly gets turned on when I do that sort of thing. He also bought me some slavery gearing, but he 's enthusiastic about me using that on him.

That was when I first realized how transparent he was, we had a picture and he really played up how much he hated everything I was doing to him. It gave me such a power stumble. Then at the end of it I found he was n't playing, and just had n't thought to use his safeword. He just does n't think like that. mouth about a downer, I had to shoal him in the use of the safeword so we could do it properly.

AVN : And you have a babe by him as well. How does that work ?

Pretty much the Lapp way it's worked for 1000000 of days, but I 'm not a biologist, so I wo n't explain the item. [ Kiki bursts out laughing at this point. ] Sorry, a little nerd humor. We left it to opportunity, on our honeymoon. We had a calendar month of honeymoon when we were exclusive, and we agreed if we got pregnant, then so be it, if not then back to rule. I 'm not indisputable I 'm mother textile, but he liked the approximation. I did get pregnant, so we had fool as the resultant. That gave me the chance to do gestation and lactation erotica productions, a rather niche market.

Once the infant was born, I realized it was the best thing that ever happened to me ; I would n't be the same mortal without being a mother. Now I 'm the milfiest MILF there is. We have a entire clip nanny-goat to help, but I 'm always there to get him up in the cockcrow, and put him to sleep in the evening. I 'm the boss, so I can make my own rules and hours.

AVN : You said you had a split personality, what do you mean ?

Kiki : When I was in college, getting my degree, and then my doctorate, I was working as a porn performing artist, that was paying my way. The two worldly concern I inhabited were so different, academia and pornography, I had to keep them separate. I did n't recollect that being a college scholarly person, and then a doctoral student, was sexy for my fan. I may have been wrong about that, there are a lot of my fans find it sexy, who knew ? On the other hand, in academe, being in porn would have ruined my credibility, or at least made it very hard to exploit with men.

The discipline I was in, particle physics, is very male dominated, so I was enough of an anomalousness just being female person. Being female and seen as available ( as a porn actress ) would have made it hard for a lot of men to refer to me seriously. So I disguised myself in both places, as the air headed nymphette in porno, and as the sober faculty member nerd in academia. In reality, I 'm both intelligent and horny at the same time. I may love fucking slightly more than using my mentality, but I would n't want my brain to atrophy from deficiency of use.

The nonplus matter is it worked. I did the JFK as Kenneth Clark Kent routine and took of my shabu, and suddenly I was super porno actress Kiki. No one realized I was the same somebody, until I told them. None of my friends in the business suspected I was a genius, and I used that word technically, a genius is classified as someone with 140 or capital IQ. The close time my IQ was measured it was 147. ( And flatness 's 165 by the way. ) I play an airhead really well it seems. In this line you 're going to get screwed one way or the early, so why invest any mental capacity in it.

In academia, no one suspected either. I did my best to be frumpy and unsympathetic, so no one guessed I was a sex goddess. I did n't have much of a social living at college, I was working too hard, both academically and on my back. That made it easier to retain the hugger-mugger. I worked with Matt, as Kennedy, for respective months before I found out he was a fan of Kiki 's, I had to do the antic with the glasses to show him I was Kiki as well. He was really surprised to find that out.

He was even more surprised, but really pleased when I suggested that we would n't just be admirer, but friends with welfare. But, no one else in the section guessed, or at least everyone expressed surprise, in the last few week when I became Kiki. I started dressing more like a distinctive student, less frumpily, in the section, not like a porno star, but I was now much more attractive, both physically and emotionally to a lot of the men. I got a lot of attention those last few workweek, not all of it welcome.

AVN : You mentioned running a companionship your way ?

Kiki : Yes, I got really frustrated as a performer, no one ever listened to the girls or valued their ruling. I wanted to produce an atm where everyone 's sentiment are heard and respected. Of course, now I 'm running a fellowship, I appreciate that you ca n't always act on everyone 's opinions, but I wanted them at least considered.

I also have special course of study for college students, they have to keep up a B average to get on the program. The `` College dweeb '' series is so pop now, I can be really selective about the talent I use, they 'd deliver to be a very special someone to get on with only a B average these Clarence Shepard Day Jr.. We also have the `` Naked line '' serial, we make good instructional telecasting, except that we use the College wonk talent, and they try to be as distracting as possible. They 're some of our most popular lines. I 'm not sure if anyone ever learns anything from them.

AVN : Why did you initiate your caller, rather than continuing your academic calling ?

It pays better. Seriously, the chances of even getting a postdoc position are melt off, less than 10 % of new doc are probably to get a postdoc. lupus erythematosus than 1 % will become tenure. I could experience gone into manufacture, but if I 'm going to prostitute myself, I might as well do it my way. [ Kiki grins saying this. ] Porn is one of the few stage business where females are paid more than men, maybe ten times as much as the men. Men are actually lucky to get paid in porn.

In my life sentence, I 've had a constant chorus of `` fille do n't do base subjects. '' [ fore means : `` skill Technology engine room mathematics. '' ] All the way from high shoal on, I was basically told that girls do n't do the matter I wanted to do, and after fifteen age, I just got pale of it, particularly when the alternative was so promiscuous, that is porn. My parents had been cypher but supportive of me in physics, and matte may be my heavy cheerleader, but he is a bit biased. Everyone else did n't cogitate I belonged, my department had three cleaning lady in it ; I was the only when American English woman.

If I 'd known then what I know now, I 'd have come out as a geek earlier, the fans they 're so supportive. They might have given me the motivation to stockpile on, but blending a career in porn and academia would be difficult. I also wanted to be myself. To get ahead in academia, I had to be hard headed and aggressive ; I had to be Kennedy International Airport. I wanted to be Kiki ; I wanted to be feminine. In the US, that 's just the kiss of expiry. If you go to league, you 'll see women scientists from say, Italy or France dressing sexily, it 's accepted there. But, the American women all garb dowdily.

AVN : You mentioned your fan site a few times.

Kiki : Yes, I set that up myself, I did a lot of software program developing during my research, setting up a web site was easy. Again, there 's a sure set of devotee who find that very hot. I have undivided subject there, and it's a way to go along in contact with my rooter. There 's a lively give-and-take forum there and I 'll join in some word, particularly in the `` physical science nerd '' section I mentioned earlier. If they can impress me with their minds, they might detect themselves being invited down here to watch a production. Who know 's what else might happen, obviously I find a good head very sexy .