While there 's probably something dirty for everyone here, this is n't a porno story so much trying to keep trail of what I 've been up to so far. Like watching a show as I 'm doing now, it 's actually possible to forget how and who you went through to get here. It 's a love-life timeline of me I guess, variety of a cliffnotes thing without bulletpoints. It does n't represent everyone I 've ever been with because some one-nighters are forgettable, and not every time I 've had sex because like most of us not every time was story worthy and it 's pretty frequent when you 're in a family relationship. It 's more about the of import 1 where I discovered something new or interesting. I thought about putting it under the `` diary '' category but I think that would be misconstrued as `` dear journal, insert porno. ``

My initiatory beau was a guy named Mark, coincidentally my stream married man 's name. He was controlling and abusive in the naughty way, so I accepted it. He did n't like me having guy booster, did n't want me going out without him, easy to pee-pee off, like what girls warn their girlfriends about, but I was a sexually ignorant Virgin in the `` slashie fangirl '' sock-in-your-mouth, crying-as-I-tie-you-down-with-more-duct-tape sort of way at the time. Because I guess I was the freak he always wanted he was now justified in not asking if I wanted to try something and just went for it. Alot of hombre have experience trying to babble girls into trying matter like anal retentive or even giving head for the ho-hum sweet-scented girls, and it 's usually a atruggle but he did n't worry about it. We were n't attached and destitute either but he was pretty territorial. We never said we loved each other or anything and he even shared me with 2 of his nicer friends once, one of whom would later get a bf so he was n't terribly in love with me. This sharing 'll become a go back theme. So Mark was my supporter 's boyfriend before mine, she met him at a political party we went to and I got to know him through her, and after they broke up he came to me. She tried to admonish me like I said but I did n't listen or care, she had become sort of timid since they broke up and it was variety of an embarassed hint at upright. There was a expert ground for it. He was never bad to me, or you could say he was but I loved it, like I said, but that was n't the instance for her. Although it turned out alright for me, I did n't know at the sentence ( and she did n't tell me which is kind of a hawkshaw motion ), He was the same way with her. But she was n't like me. Her first time was in strawman of his supporter crying as she was raped and humiliated, a small company or bbq with his booster or something where everyone was drunk. think the controlling part, she had no friends there because he did n't want them around. If there were more vox saying `` hey what the piece of ass ? ! ? stop ! '' it might not have happened, but they did n't find out that. I assume to them it was like a rape-porno, something everybody sentry but does n't admit to their Quaker. In that surroundings though they were all thinking the same affair ; Everyone 's cool with it and I 'm not doing it so I 'm ok with it. He did n't give a forcible mark where I could see it, otherwise the timing of that and the breakup would have been suspicious to me and I would n't have become his next girl. From what she told me though during that event he was rasping in the way I knew him, he choked and slapped her around during which is where the abasement came in. She only told me after he and I broke up, which while I understand it being grueling to talk about was kind of messed up because it might have happened to me. have the circumstances she has n't been with a guy since as far as I know. I have n't talked to her in a twain years but for a few yr after that she was strictly girl, including my first. More about that later.

Kenny came second. He was one of Mark 's nicer friends that I was shared with like I was talking about. After the finis brakeup he was all over my phone being `` a good friend. '' Basically he knew I was available, what variety of things I was into and had to beat someone else to me. He was alot less comfortable with just doing what he wanted to me with no apology. But that was the only eccentric of guy I was used to, I so was the one pushing him to try new matter. Nothing boring like anal retentive and blowjob because he knew from experience I was into those and I consider them parts of regular sex. But I wanted to be slapped and choked, tied up and belted like I was used to. He was my low attentive bf, the kind of normal overnice guy who gives missy what they want. We said our `` love you '' s, went out places and everything formula couples do together. There were thing I could n't get him to do. One of them was pegging, the early was n't group sex, after all that would be hypocritical since we 'd already done that together. I actually convinced him to let me choose from a group of his booster for a gangbang. We 'd string up out with them one at a time, mortal hanging out with his friend and the friend 's gf basically, casually loosen them up with insinuation while playing plot or what have you while I was laying on the blatant flirting. When I had buck private consequence with them about would dally more directly with me, thinking I wanted something on the side and Kenny was totally oblivious. Even guy cable who claim to be good and would never reside up with a supporter 's girl will do it if they think they can get away with it. Anyway I would secernate them that he was cool with sharing and they did n't take to hold off until we were alone to lay on the game. When we were all in the same way again the conversation could continue Thomas More fluidly. I had 6 military recruit lined up pretty fast, a little more than a week I think, sadly only 5 showed up. I 'm only going to namedrop the `` significant pass '' but Curtis deserves a special mention and made up for the absense. After breaking up with Kenny I did n't see him again, but occasionally I still think about him because ... His hawkshaw was amazing. Almost coke-can thick, foreskinned that did n't come all the way around his psyche, illumination blue sky veins all the way down the sides, and I could n't even get my fingertips to meet together at the base. And that was soft, it hung along his thigh almost halfway to his knees at like 9+ inches when hard like a pornstar. Except for the fact that aside from size of it pornstars have mundane prick, but this one was hone and inviting, practically scrumptious. Naturally during the gangbang and probably because I 'd been making changeless jokes about its size of it, he maintained a monopoly on my cocksucker the bulk of the meter. The pressure on the spinal column of my vaginal wall left me hovering around coming constantly, the bozo who took turns in my pussy made me cum every time. I had a theory that a daughter 's body can take 6 bozo at once. The logistics are hard, not enough elbow room to fit that many mass in around a young woman at once and they did in fact mostly take turns 2 or 3 at once. But with a coffee mesa the top is about veracious to piss it work. Curtis underneath me while on my dorsum, person standing at the base of the java table to have sex my pussy, one at the heading with his dick in my backtalk, one straddling over me and the table titfucking me, and 2 on either slope for me to spoil while they waited for a secure parking office. Only 1 in that final stage illustration though when someone did n't show. Kenny and I were together for awhile after that too. But he personally never shared me with them again. Not that it caused any problems or anything, but as far as I know none of them had ever seen each others'putz and I probably did n't make him too happy with my frequent musing about Curtis 's but he was a near sportsman and it, but anyway of course we eventually broke up.

After that was H. I 'll call her H and she was the one I was talking about in mark 's story. We 'd been bff 's since we were little but we 've drifted apart the utmost few yr. It probably had something to do with being supporter and then being together for awhile. I can reasonably hold relationships with exes and appease friend, but the load is on other people to be able to do the Same. It 's a uncommon thing outside of swingers, jealousy comes too easily to some people. I 've never been in a monogamous kinship even now. Anyway, She was the first little girl I 've ever been with, and there have been 3 1/2, which will be explained. As soon as my `` unmarried '' window was candid she made her be active the Lapplander way I tried to convince guys to volunteer for my gangbang. We 'd always been flirty the way friends are, but after him I noticed she started acting differently. She 'd stare too long or she would want to cuddle all the sentence, no sense of personal space. I did n't mind, she was always like that but it was dissimilar than usual. So after the innuendo and flirting to allay me into it like I 've done, we had that conversation where she said she wanted me, and asked me to help her get off. The way she sold me on it was that it would n't mean anything and would be comfortable, she would endure a wench and no panties for clothed unawkward memory access, laying with her legs hanging over the bed, and I could fag a strapon over my apparel. Then just came rocking together like whenever girl are dancing or giving a mock lap-dance. Basically entirely unoffensive if I was n't into it, not asking much. It did n't ferment out that way. I got excited as she was and I did commence off wearing it over my pants, but all of her apparel and my shirt had come off by the time we were done. And I was on top of her with my spit in her sass. Que blood serum ... We were living together for almost a year, a few month of which were after we broke up. I do n't recognize why, we were still aplomb with each other and I could have had a family relationship with a girl, we were pulling it off, I was just more into guys and she was n't at all. So we broke up but lived together and I started seeing Nick.

Nick was interesting. He was a tightly fitting blonde fem looking guy who had some questionable fetishes and a matter for Old adult female. He had in fact dated a 32 year old sub PE teacher at his HS before we got together and would n't you get it on it- she became my gf later. In keeping with my polyoicous nature and his guy libido, he introduced me to her one night at his apartment. We talked about how they met, PE shorts, yoga ( which we met for right away ) and they had previously talked about how she was eager to try sex with another girl. Naturally the intellect he facilitated was he was hoping to be in on it, which never happened. Aside from a shared BJ at a bbq later. ANyway this para 's his so I 'll say he was like my paired. We had unlike fetishes but we were both nut. Some thing even I wo n't do like diaper/shit stuff, when I want to do that it 'll be when I 'm changing an existent baby, thank you. One matter we could both harmonise on was pegging. I had strapon experience and he had anal retentive experience so we went together like hot dogs and annulus. I was n't expecting him to wear lingerie but it was unexpectedly welcome too. The part I was n't corking about was topping. Not like it made me uncomfortable, I 'm just not the take-charge type and was used to being on the receiving end. But I like to make my men happy so I tied his wrists to his headboard, buttfucked, belittled, and spanked him while he was dressed like a slutty girl. We were n't together for long, maybe 6 months when I found out I was significant ! I planned to process out what to do together with him and I was totally open to an abortion, we were n't that grievous and it was still early in every good sense. But he threw a fit and essentially threatened me, I wo n't say what he said but I figured it was over. My roomie was supportive but my other burgeoning yoga Quaker did n't want the drama at the sentence. I had n't decided what to do with the pregnancy but it was decided for me when I went for a `` noblewoman medical checkup '' and was told I could n't accept a baby yet. I had some uterine scarring that would n't reserve it to get nutrients and air it needed to rise. It was n't a big hit to me or anything because it was so betimes and actually fixable whenever I finally found the money for it, which I did n't have at the meter ( I 'm now viable ). So after a snaking I went home with a sore cooch, which sounds like the darker half of a porn joke but it 's not singular at all, especially the pain in the neck and cramping.

So the PE sub. I 'll yell her R, guys like shoutouts for bro-fives but girls and adult female probably wo n't. While I was with dent I actually started hanging out with her and we did Yoga at her firm. I do n't recall the positions but that 's not why I was doing it. I looked great in those pants and they were fun to rub against mortal wearing them, which we did. Our firstly experience was erotic but not intimate, doing stretchability together and she showed me how to touch my toes with her lap straddling my ass for `` direction ''. If we were n't wearing step-in it could suffer been embarassing wearing those drawers wet as we were ... I was still living with H while I was with gouge, which caused rubbing because of our history together, then when I left him she found out I had been getting close to a woman that was n't her and how R reacted with my pregnant news program, it pissed off H even more. She and R actually almost had some drama when R came to talk about the whole pregnancy thing with me. After we 'd been seeing each other for awhile and my roomie got another gf the situation got a trivial crowded, so I moved in with R and her son Dillan. difficulty. Not right away, and the `` mom 's gf '' sounds like a story from Naughty America but they would n't legally be able to upload this kind of thing. She was pretty inexperienced for an older woman, Me being her first off girl and we had similar stories. Her husband was controlling, would watch her when she went out with friends, ect. The only safe thing she got from him was his son. She married him before she could legally drink so she missed out on the young messing around aspect of figuring clobber out and was trying to make up for it with new guys. After separating with him she burned through a half twelve barely legals and one 16 year old notch before me, but she was n't interested in a relationship and after having sex with them would forget them soon after, all besides dent. Anyway I loved her alot and we were together a couple years before I messed that up. She was accomodating for a womanhood, she let me throw a bf on the side, a ace dad of 2 tyke who I actually forget about from time to time, he 's the guilty ground I 'm getting this poppycock down ! She did n't mind sharing either, having me dwelling every dark while I carved out whatever redundant clip I could with him, and I taught her the things my previous bfs taught me. Like I said she was pretty inexperienced in the sense that she 'd been in the thrust through plenty enough fourth dimension but always ordered the like affair. I made her try anal, bondage, spanking, ect. again topping against my nature but she needed to try something different. The relationship with her son was light too. Being a teen he was into play, girls, and being a smartass like me so we got along bang-up, and when she was n't home we would hang out together. But we got too comfortable. We would philander but it was always a joke, I made sure not to give him the amiss theme pretty much only because of how much trouble I could make found myself in, so I kept distancing myself when it started heating up. But he was the only testosterone in the house and I 'm needy, but it 's not like I made the first or any move and did n't have a bf already so my ass was covered, like how you feel obligated to say `` no '' when you do n't really need to. There was also no `` regular thing '' just the first time I did n't say no like I was supposed to, and the second metre special occasion which got me thrown out. That first time, I sat on the couch across from him and put my pegleg in his lap like I 'd done a hundred times before, and he started tickling my fundament. Not a big pile, so I struggled a little and he stopped for a min before stroking my legs. He was getting sheer and tracing higher and I did n't say anything, when he got to the hem of my shorts leg I put my ankle behind his neck and pulled his head towards me, I could n't avail it then. When he started kissing my thighs I lost it and let him do what he wanted. That was apparently to strip out my pussy with his glossa, or maybe shine my button with it. Whatever, I played with his hair's-breadth and breathed hard while letting him do both. After that he got more confident and severe, thing like grabbing my stern while his mom was right there looking the former way, tempting lot. The second and finale time I was taking him out driving for his 16th birthday but he told me what he really wanted and I agreed, it was a half truth I told his mom. We were going out practice driving but he really wanted what he got a brace years before, yeah if you 're doing the math you know I 'm a bad person. I was driving to a `` good topographic point '' somewhere we could pattern driving without the risk of getting pulled over or hitting anyone, with the supply benefit of not getting caught giving him his present. It was just after dark and we were just out of the drive when he had his dick out, playing with it in one hand and massaging the backbone of my neck opening with the other. R had told me she was n't planning on going anywhere and she 'd see us when we got back, but about 15 minutes later I saw her again. My fault for not making it very far and picking a bad seat to stop, the road towards chief street went right by where I parked. He was pushy and tidal bore so I had to pull into a buck fund 's dirt lot down the street with no lights nearby, I 'm storm she could even see the car in the night from the route, but she pulled in behind us and almost caught me trying to reach his testicle with my tongue and I already had a mouthful of his dick. She did n't see anything much the car parked in the lot, but since we were parked in the dark so soon after leaving there was nothing else we could have been doing. But she did probably see us panic like insects along with him riding high in the hind end pulling his pants up when the lightness hit us, I thougt she was a cop. I knew it was all my demerit but I was still bitter, I got thrown out that Night and went to remain with my mom. That was late in the calendar month a couple November ago, I had a bunch of suitcase in her closet, Xmas presents that I still do n't know what happened to. That 's just a Weird fiddling detail that I would stay fresh coming back to that made me cry a farsighted clock time after it was over. Now we 're actually on casual talking condition on a mutual chat internet site we visit and we send each other pictures and memes we find online occasionally. She says she realizes it 's hypocritical to hate me for doing what she 's done but we 'll never be close again because of the betrayal of it. I effectively cheated on her with her underage son. How Boche Springer.

While I was with her I had been working on a ranch. I 'd worked my way up to managing director over a crew of immigrants with varying spirit level of English language, but we had a fun relationship. I rode around in a golf cart all day yelling mock Spanish people along with the few password I knew and I would listen things back like `` puta '' with a grin and wave, I think Puta means love ! No we were all passably cool and loved giving each former doodly-squat. Literally, I was the manager so I decided who deloused knight carrel, Javier ! Anyway after breaking up with R I quit the job out of imprint, sat around at my mom 's all day playing secret plan and moping, a girlfriend of mine made it easier taking me out places like parties. She 's younger, in fact she was Dillan 's on/off girlfriend around his age and I knew her through the folk. I started going to high school parties with people 5 or 6 age new than me, not that I was the only one like I thought I 'd be. One tall bald Joseph Black guy was chatting with me and pretty soon I was sitting on his lap, and we were talking about what coke does to you and he was trying to talk me into it. He expected it to get me in the humour and get him laid, but while I was already in his lap I was n't certainly I was in the humour. `` H2 '' I 'll call my friend, she was putting him on about how much I actually wanted it and he should subscribe to me in the unoccupied bedroom and commit me some more. She did n't know it at the time but I 'd been with black guy wire before ( not a stranger though, between-noteworthyness dating ), because she was n't talking about the coke, which she also totally approves of. That candy he did turn over me got my warmheartedness going and I liked the rush, but he followed her hints and said we could only have more if we were alone like she suggested, so I indulged him. I knew where it was going and just figured `` nooky it. '' When we were alone he rubbed some behind the head of his dick with his pollex and I licked it off, and I discovered I did n't care it on my tongue much. Not like I have n't trained my gag reflex for the evince reason of deepthroating but if I had n't it would have killed that too because my throat felt numb. Side note- black dicks are n't any bigger than anyone EL'. Now in porno everyone 's cock 's big so of course every ignominious guy you see 's going to accept a big dick, but the myth 's in station because of the musings of unfrequented white women wondering about the `` tabu '' of BBC who have never had it. Like most agressive guys, especially party guy cable I 've noticed there was n't alot of kissing and playing around, it was `` turn me around, lift wearing apparel, panties off, push down and drunkard doggystyle. '' After about only 10 minutes person knocked on the room access looking for him, from the ebonic speech pattern I knew it was the early mordant guy I 'd seen there hitting on girl and failing so I think if he struck out the whole `` knocking and walk in '' thing was program B. It was the best I 'd felt in awhile, so I did n't even say anything or look back when he told him he could get along in. It went on for like another 15 minutes until both had cum at either end of me and the original guy before he left helped me pull my step-in back on with an unexpected present tense. A ziplock baggie tucked by my behind. That gave me an melodic theme how I could get back on the horse.

I browsed Craigslist personals for one of `` those '' entries. If you 've been desperate and horny you know about them, they say `` sensual massage '' or `` amatuer naked photoshoot '' or something standardised. I only had to message one guy back, but did my safety prep first and bagged a collegiate amatuer photographer. That 's actually stretching it, he had a television camera and was in college but it was community college and a cameraphone that I 'm certain he did n't even know how to change the mise en scene on. He took plenty of pics and a distich videos of me posing nude with prop like his member and we had a fun time. I got $ 300 for it which was probably most of a paycheck since he works at at a pizza place rhyming with enigma Cheesers which I say so I do n't get sued or something. From then on I went by referral, he would suggest me to his friends and they would get something similar, but being `` broke burger fin '' as I like to call them I got frequent-but-unstrenuous work. I became an accompaniment ! But since I was playing it good and meeting by referral the networking pool was limited to laugh at my age who did n't have alot of money, so I gave alot of head since that was cheap and fast. The `` saving over meter '' logic does n't shape with inst gratification, getting off is getting off whether it 's $ 300 or $ 50 so natually everyone wanted the $ 50 option. Yeah I learned later how trivial I was charging, I 'm not vain but I get told I 'm hot and hit on plenty, so I think I 'm fairly sexy. But apparently I could accept been charging 1000 if I 'd chosen client a little better, I 've talked to early girlfriend that charge that much and they 're like 300lb chainsmoking granny, Guy will TRULY fuck anything. Mine were nice bozo though, about 6 of them in their group and I got invited to party with them, called to hang out and play games, we were friends with benefits and $ being exchanged. One guest I met at a party was a landscapist at a winery and he referred me to `` Mk2. '' I say that as a joke because he 's my secong Deutsche Mark and the one who 's my husband now. Owning a winery on top of acreage like he does I figured he was full-bodied but I did n't know how much, that was n't where his capital came from, it was just where he lays his head, I wo n't say how much he makes but It 's a couple finger above the eminent plausable speculation. At one point I was spending 2 days a week with him and getting double whole-package time value of $ 400 a day. What we did those nighttime was the most fun too, he became my favourite in a precipitation being alot like Mk1 with a meaner bar. When I slept there I actually started spent my nights tied up on the story of his closet in between playing handmaid, being belted while hanging from the punching bag eyebolt in the basement ceiling, led around on a triplet and swatted with a newspaper like a dog and more than. He eventually got jealous and wanted me all to himself, giving me a Miata and a $ 5000 a calendar month allowance to number live with him and be his alone, which I recently learned individual else is effectively paying nowadays. I would sustain done it for free for the hazard to endure with him and have that form of fun every day. We got married in July death yr, I loved the ceremony and thought he did, it was a voyeuristical group sex affair but since then he has n't touched me like that, only wanting the occasional wakeup blowjob and housekeeping. I 'm more like the bemire live-in maiden nowadays, but I 've gotten something else from him as a consolation present- a boyfriend who is again a friend of his. I stay with him whenever crisscross 's out of townspeople, which is about 10-12 Day a month, and when I 'm over there my girlfriend usually comes to hang out with us and that 's when I get my gaming time in. He 's the one who 's taken up giving Mark that $ 5000 a month I get as an margin. As far as I know that was n't always the face, but I wonder if I 'm still in the escort biz and my husband 's now my fancy man ... I have in fact entertained one of his marriage guests who was traveling to CA on job, he did n't speak a word of English people and had an cortege, and I did n't cognise he was coming until I got an out-of-timezone text from my husband telling me to bear him and I was to give him the VIP treatment. I 've learned to make since I moved in here, there were actually staff on another theatre on the property for that kind of thing before he met me but it 's empty now. I wonder if I 'm basically getting their $ to do their jobs now since I clean this gargantuan property and do all the cooking and laundry and stuff.

Before I forget, earliest I said I 'd been with 3 1/2 womanhood which I said I 'd excuse. I met a tgirl at a political party and have been expend time with her lately. She 's so feminine and beautiful that she was getting hit on there as much or more than any other girl, and the guy rope have no idea. Neither did I until the subject came up and she whispered it to me nervously. She actually does n't feel comfortable in the subject with people knowing who she really is and wants to stay discreet for now. But at some point we got into talking about our experiences and things we still wanted to try and I mentioned girlfriend with dicks, I do n't know if she somehow managed to steer the conversation that way but we got a duad joking cheers fron drunk guys when we went to hang out by ourselves in the service department to `` tattle '' more privately. It 's a developing situation, but she 's not like the usual guys or girls I like. It 's fitting I dead reckoning since she 's basically neither gender, but definitely feminine. She 's gentle and the likes of ho-hum sex with alot of holding each other and kissing and mollify rocking. My hubby being as ... progressive as he is, girls are allowed and he knows I like to cling out and mess up around with H2 but I do n't cognize how he 'd sense about `` T '' if he knew she had a cock. She 's not on the favorable reception tilt, I 've told him about her but not the being trans portion.

So that 's where I am right now, I do n't know about my standing in my marriage and while I love him and it was fun at the start right now I 'm more like the naughty maid like I said. He gives me so lots freedom though which is totally sideboard to what I was expecting ( I graduated from the wardrobe to a cage in the basement gym when I stopped seeing him as an accompaniment and became exclusive, now none of that ) and I ca n't see myself with anyone else, so it 's not in danger just totally opponent to what I was expecting. I 'll probably update this eventually as more interesting stuff happens so I hope it was interesting .