Daddy ( 4 )
Bdsm, Boy, Masturbation, Virginity, Young*Author's Note- This is based of the KoRn song"Daddy,"and this is just how I would view the outcome of the song to go by, if you don't know the history of the vocal, look it up. I hope I've done the birdcall Department of Justice, with a spin of my own at the end, even though for those of you who have listened to the Song, the melt down of Jon ( the singer ) at the end of the track kind of inspired the conclusion unveiling. Enjoy. : ) *
introduction One- Apr 20th 20**
Had a good day with mom and dad today, we went out with some of their ally and their kids to the beach. I didn't play much with them though, I'm kinda shy and don't get along with most kid. They sorta make fun of me virtually of the time anyway.
Something interesting though, a new neighbor that moved in last week joined us, mom said it would be"hostpitabel"or something like that, she said her epithet was Liz. She seemed kinda nice, she was pretty to, she kept most of the son around her including me, she must have a son of her own ‘ cus she knew the kind of things we like, talking about game and stuff.
She had us talking about girls at some peak saying"Some can be strange, but sometimes mature is a better path to go."I don't really roll in the hay what she meant but when she said it she gave me a particular expression, I don't know why though. I don't like drawing aid to myself, but I really did enjoy talking to her, and when the others went to play on the beach, I stayed with her and talked.
No one has listened to me verbalise that long since I don't know when, I think we can be adept friends.
entering Two- Apr 27th 20**
I forgot to grab my key before heading to shoal and got locked out of the house for awhile. Mom and dad were still at employment so I checked with the neighbour, only Liz was home though. She let me in and I told her what happened, she said I could use her phone to name my parents. When I did they said I should ask Liz if I could abide with her until they came place in an minute. She said it was ok.
We talked about school and things. She showed me around her planetary house, but she wouldn't let me go in a certain way, she said it was her"extra shoes,"I'm not sure what she was talking about, but she said"every grown up has one."
I'll have to make sure and ask mom and dad about theirs…
launching Three- May 5th 20**
I don't have many friends, really none to be good, but Liz said she would be my friend.
I'm so happy, I've never had a friend as good as her. She lets me stick around over when I get home from school, mom and dad said it was ok, I think they're just happy that I finally have a admirer.
Liz hugged me really tight, I almost couldn't breathe, when I came and visited her today, she says she missed me. I didn't get to see her all weekend. I know I was blushing really surd, I could feel every portion of her when she gave me that hug and it made me kinda humiliated, but then she let go and gave me some cookies and we talked about what she did before she moved.
She was a doctor in California, it made me marvel why she moved all the way to the other side of the US, she said she needed some rest away from the city, and she has family here. She says she has a son about my age, but she doesn't get to see him often cus he lives with his dad. She got a sad flavour on her face, but then she looked at me and smiled and said"but its ok, as long as you keep me troupe Davey."And she stroked my aspect and I felt the blush pop back up. Only mom has ever done that to me and it felt weird, but, at the same time I did like it.
I like Liz.
accounting entry Four- May 25th 20**
I can't remember what happened today. Mom and dad took me to the hospital because I blacked out and Liz's. They didn't find anything wrong but they are keeping me overnight.
I was at Liz's like normal, she greeted me with her hug which I've gotten used to, and she took me into the kitchen to give me some chocolate chip cooky. I noticed the cookies tasted a bit differently then common, but I didn't say anything because I didn't want to hurt her feelings, so I kept eating them.
Everything was fine, but after I ate a duet of cookies I started to feel a bit sleepy-eyed, and I started to sway in my president and trip up in what I was saying to her. Then, I think it was just a"halloosination"but Liz smiled really Weird at me and put her hand on the upper berth part of my thigh at touched me…there, before everything went blank.
I didn't tell mom or dad, I don't want to get her trouble for something I imagined.
I can still feel that touch though…
unveiling Five- June 3rd 20**
Everything has been normal with Liz, I haven't blacked out again, and she hasn't made any move towards me. But I can still finger that touch, and my privates still feel weird, really sensitive.
I saw this pretty miss the early day and it stood straight up, I've never had it happen and I got scared. I told mom and dad, and they said it was fine and natural and didn't do anything after.
Late that night, I stayed up and it got hard again and I wondered what it would feel like to touch it. When I did it felt really right, and I continued, then I felt REALLY salutary, and then my penis exploded with this Edward D. White sticky stuff and nonsense, I don't know what it was, but I cleaned it up.
I didn't tell mom or dad.
ledger entry 6- June 11th 20**
Liz has gotten a bit strange, she kissed me on the cheek today, and laid her hand on my thigh when we were watching a picture, I didn't motility it though, it felt kinda soundly and made my penis hard again. I hid it with a pillow so she couldn't see.
I hope she didn't, I don't want to offend her. I wonder if she does that too when she gets excited, I've never seen her or mom do it though. I'll have to ask.
introduction 7- July 4th 20**
Why did she do that ? Why ? I don't understand ? Daddy, why didn't you believe me ? She hurt me and you don't forethought.
Liz, I thought you were my friend, and you hurt me.
I feel so alone, no one will believe me. She says she was going to jazz me, and she touched me, conduce me to her"special place"a red room with a big bed, she made me discase, then tied me to the bed and played with me.
She got naked…she made me feel full, ameliorate than my hand.
NO ! nO ! WhY ? ! I didn't want it ! Why ! She made me dada ! Pleeease…believe me !
Tied down…
That's a adept boy…
No one heard my screams…
I feel…dirty…
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY…
entering 8- Aug 20**
She keeps doing it, she keeps hurting me, wHy…whyyyy, why won't you belive me mum, why ? Fuck you ! No, Fuck ! I don't want it…
I don't want to hurt anymore…why does it have to hurt…
Entry 9- October 20**
TheY woNT beliEve me, whY ? What haev I donE to deseeerveee thisss ?
Daddy…it hurts…it hurrtsss…it huuuuuurtssss…
Entry 10- Its covered in blood, found in Liz's home. Dated Nov 6th 20**
wHY ? Wyh du u Hve to dOo thsi ? to mE ? I aM ur SON ? WhY do U noT belIEVE me ? I haD tooo stOP itt, sHe kept pain ME and YOU DIDN'T aid ! fUck YOU !
It's OVER NOW isn't it DADDY ? I'M coVereD in her rakehell now, in a whore'S descent !
I feel dirty, help me…
Mother please forgive me, I just had to get out all my pain and hurt. Now that I am done remember, I will always love you. I'm your son…
Can I be your pappa ?
**Thanks for version, this is one of my deary birdcall by KoRn, and I felt the impulse to write a fic about it. This is my first fic as well, and I think I will start writing more. I hope you've enjoyed, rate and give feedback. **