We have all had encounters that we remember and those we want to forget, however this one has stuck in my intellect, even though I have tried to put it out of my idea. I find myself remembering this eventful time and as I slip back to when it all happened, I wish that I could somehow go back and relive the experience, but then I wish again to forget it ever happen.

We have all had clash that we remember as well as those we want to forget, and this particular one has stuck in my mind, even though I have for so long try on to erase it. However, periodically I find myself remembering this eventful time in my sprightliness and as I slip back to when it all happened, it becomes as vivid as if it had just happened. Maybe I wish it would somehow take place again or that I could somehow go back and relive the experience.

I've always had fuse feeling about what happened and when it creeps back into my thoughts, I end up examining what actually took place, and I end up taking myself back to that fateful time in my spirit, reliving it. But then I wish to forget it ever happened.

beingness I was a fifteen years old delinquent, skipping classes, so I could give ear out at the local plot room by the high up shoal, I found myself just wanted to be with booster. I was a rather shy youth man and even though I had had various young woman ally over the yr, I was still a virgin. Yes, I had mess of chance, but never did it until the time when this story takes blank space. Anyway, I was spending a lot of time at the game way during the day with friends, instead of going to division, and had started to become good admirer with a man that worked there, that I soon discovered was the owner of the game room. His name was Gospel According to John and he was probably 10 or 15 days older than I was. He had dark skin, dark haircloth, and he was very friendly. Everyone at the school liked hanging out up at the game room during the day and sometime, even into the night, and weekends. There were pinball machines that lined the walls, foosball auto in the middle, as well as selling records and cassettes.

At number one, I really did not convey placard of Saint John the Apostle too much, but I think he must get been watching me and noticing how practically time I was spending at the game room and at some point he must bear decided to see if he could boost me to sustain a relationship with him. I had no idea John was gay but it would soon be quite evident, but at firstly I thought he was just being well-disposed and our fundamental interaction were all very innocent. Conversations were nothing more than than the casual, `` hi '' as I entered the game room or me asking for alteration to act some of the biz. However, it soon progressed to where he would give me detached biz on the pinball simple machine when I was hanging out there and there were even a couple times when the co-occurrence working at the biz room started giving me pot and contraceptive pill.

My friendly relationship with John grew and soon he was asking me to go out for breakfast and lunch with him, which at 1st I was reluctant to do, but eventually he convinced me it would be okay. I actually enjoy skipping classes to hang out at the secret plan room, even though my degree were hurting, and I did liked the attention whoremaster was giving me.

Going out for breakfast or lunch, became more and more frequent and our conversations were always innocent, at least on the surface, but I think he was always looking for an opening, a way to feel out the situation, and at the same clip, trying to build me up, create a friendship to where he could hopefully get me to sleep with him.

There was one especial day that stands out, and when I think about what happened that day, it was a turning compass point in our friendly human relationship. We were out for breakfast one day, and our simple-minded conversation turned to a conversation about girls and sex. John asked if I had ever been with a female child and at the fourth dimension, I had been with several girlfriends, however I had not gone all the way, but I was n't going to tell him that, so I simply told him, `` Yea. ''

We talked about what colour pilus we liked, boobs, tail, etc., and as we laughed a little, John asked me when was the last time I had sex. I didn't think anything of it at the time and after a short pause, I inadvertently let it slip that I had actually never had sex before.

He looked shocked a piddling and after a pause he asked, `` Why not ?"

I simply mumbled,"I don't know, I just haven't."

John then said, `` Maybe you like guy rope. ``

I paused and looking over at him, I quickly told him, `` No, I like missy, not guy. ''

He smiled and said, `` Then why have n't you done it yet ? '' and continued by saying,"You're good looking, I'm surprised."

I told him that I just had n't had the prospect. I was embarrassed and as the conversation paused for a little bit he the. asked, `` Do you conceive guys are attractive ? ''

I quickly said, `` No, '' but King John continued the questioning by asking, `` So, you mean when you 're watching a moving-picture show and there 's a guy in the movie, you never say to yourself, Hey, he 's trade good looking. ''

I was confused as to why he was asking this stuff and again said, `` No, I never thought that. ``

Gospel According to John chuckled, and realizing the questions were tip over me, he quickly tried to calm down me down by agreeing that he knew I only like girls. We smiled at each other which form of put me at ease, however he wasn't done.

As our conversation became more superficial. lav must have been looking for an opening to continue his agendum to find out if he could somehow persuade me to have sex with him. As he continued to look at me, he asked if everything was ok. Looking up, I simply nodded my head and told him yea.

After a pause, John the Evangelist grinned and quickly said,"I really enjoyed you society,"and told me it was really squeamish to have somebody to blab with.

Agreeing, I nodded my head again, which gave whoremonger a little fourth dimension to gather his thoughts as he looked for a way to guide the conversation in a counsel that would not only chill out my thoughts, but provide him a way to find out if he could somehow get me to go to his apartment.

King John was trying to direct the conversation, he subtly told me he was sorry if I was embarrassed. I nodded my head and told him it was ok, and as I looked over, John smiled and said, `` Good, '' and proceeded by again saying that he understood that I only like young woman, and as I nodded my head again.

The conversation again paused, and then John casually said,"The grounds I was asking me all that stuff is because …"and before he could wind up, I looked up at him as he casually reached his manus across the board. As we looked at each other, he continued by saying,"I want you to bang that I'm bisexual."



Looking at him curiously, I wondering what he meant ; I had never heard that condition before and being I was naive about what he was telling me, the conversation paused again. John then quickly asked if I know what that was.

I simply shock my head word and told him, `` No, I did n't, '' as I continued to bet over at him. He got a big smiling and after shifting his perspective, he seemed to relish in the chance to explain.

He started by saying that he was attracted to girls, just like I was and then he continued by telling me that sometimes he found guys attractive too. As he continued to bet at me, I was a small confounded, and after a pause to see my chemical reaction, john continued to excuse that he liked having sex with girl but that sometimes if he found a guy attractive, and they happened to hit it off, he also enjoyed sleeping with guy cable.

I was shocked, but he needed to continue the conversation, because he had tipped his helping hand, and as he asked what I thought about it, I didn't know what to say or what to do. I told him that I was n't sure, I was confused and as our conversation paused for a secondly, I asked myself, `` Why was he telling me this, '' but it would soon become very manifest, but at the same time, bathroom must have sensed the topic was making me uncomfortable.

Our conversation paused yet again, and as he pulled his hand back off the mesa and sat up, he knew he needed to quickly tried to change the matter or lose the opportunity. In an attempt to seduce it all seem innocent he said, `` I 'm so happy I was able to tell you that,"and continued by saying,"I really felt I need to tell you."

I hesitantly acknowledged him, hoping the conversation was over but John then continued by saying, `` You 've been such a good friend, it's really nice to be capable to hang out with you and talk. ''

It was sort of nice to get wind and I felt more a ease, but John again leaned forward and as I looked up at him he said, `` I got ta tell you, I 'm rather attracted to you. ``

I was confused, and thought,"Oh my god, what was he saying ?"

Saint John then said, `` I do n't want you to feel uncomfortable, I'm not going to do anything."

He was right, it did ca-ca me uncomfortable and when he then said,"I 've even thought about asking you to fare over to my apartment, but I was n't sure how you 'd take it. ''

A sudden feeling of uneasiness came over me and after another interruption, I think he realized he might have gone to far and to fast. I did not bed what to do ; this man was my solely way back to shoal and he just told me he was attracted to me.

He again quickly told me not to worry, that he wasn't going to do anything, but finished by saying,"Unless you want to."

I was scared, I didn't know what to say and he knew I was scared, but John Lackland finished by saying,"That's it, I wanted you to cognise how he felt, I'm sorry if it upset you."

I was speechless and maybe a slight flattered, but I did n't know what to say. After a few seconds of silence, he finished by asking me what I thought. I paused and simply said, `` I do n't do it. ``

He soon realized that he might bear just lost the opportunity to have sex with me and said, `` seed on, let 's go, '' suggesting it was time to go back to the game room.

As we left the eatery and headed back, he pressed the issue a little more by saying, `` I hope you 'll recall about it, '' and when I didn't reply he said,"You know, you have been such a expert friend, I really want to chip in you something."

I again did n't make out what to say, but he continued by mentioning he would get me a girl, generate me money, anything I wanted. St. John was n't going to let it alone, and the sentiment of having sex with him scared me but I again said, `` I do n't make love. ''

I felt uncomfortable with the sentiment of being alone with him at his apartment, and the quietus of the way back to the game room, I was calm down. When we finally pulled into the parking lot, he reached across the stern touching my leg and again asked me to think about it and to let him have a go at it what I would like. I nodded my head and told him that I would think about it, how could I not, he had just told me he wanted me to descend over to his apartment, ultimately to consume sex with him, which was n't sit well with me, but of course I did remember about it.

A few day later, I did venture back to the game room to hang out with friends and when he saw me, he approached me and asked if I had thought about his crack. I told him that I had thought about it but I was n't certain about it.

He said, `` cum on, let 's go get something to eat. ``

I felt pressured to go and in the car on our way to the restaurant, he asked what it was that I would really like to have. I told him naught and he was now hard-pressed to get an answer and again asked, `` Come on, there has to be something you would really like to have. ''

At the restaurant, we did not really talk about much, but I felt that he wanted to cover to find oneself out what it would subscribe to to get me in bed, because he continued to squeeze me. Eventually, I told him that I would really care to have a car. He smiled and at that moment, I knew I had just given him the first step he was looking for. Pausing, he asked what variety of car I would like to have. I told him I was n't trusted, but he needed to get an solution so he kept probing to know what kind. He asked if I liked Camaros, Icterus galbula galbula, Mustangs, etc. and I told him I really was n't certain what I wanted, and I think I knew I could n't commit, but he did n't desire to lose this probability to hopefully coerce me to bear sex with him.

We left the restaurant and as we were driving back to the game way, he said to let him screw what kind of car I wanted and he told me he would try to get it for me, whatever variety It was. For some rationality I felt okay with this conversation, because naively I thought he had just said he 'd get a car for me, and all I had to do is secernate him what kind of car I want and he would get it for me, no drawing string attached. However, I was only thinking about having a car, not thinking that I was also giving him the opportunity to cause sex with me, and probably not just once, but many prison term.

When we pulled into the parking lot, he reminded me to let him know what kind of car I would like, and when I said I would, he immediately asked if I would be able to enjoin him tomorrow. I told him I would try and as when we got out of the car and went inside the secret plan room, we went our separate ways.

He had really got me thinking about what form of car I would like to have and as I thought about all the different kinds of cars, one that I kept coming to listen and it was a 1956 Chevy, but what would come about if I actually went through with it and told him ? I was not sure, but the side by side day when I went over to the game room, there he was and he came up to me and asked if I had made a decision. I was unsure as to how to answer, but I said that I had made a decision. He said, `` Great, let 's go for a cause and you can tell me ! '' He was obviously excited as we left in his car and I told him that I would really like to have a '56 Chevy. He told me that he would start looking for one. I then told him that I wanted it to be a two door with a V8 and I would like it to be midnight blue. He said he would get the right way on it.

A few mean solar day later, when I was up at the game room, he came up to me and told me he had found the car and said that we should deal a crusade and talk about it. I was excited and in the car, he was very sound and told me he had seen the car, it was very nice, all it needed was to be painted, and that I could ingest it in a week or so. Again, I was so excited to see it and drive it, but now he had a interrogation for me.

He said, `` Well, since I found the car, do you think you 'd like to come over to my apartment now. ''

I did not recognize what to say, and in all actuality, I had to have a go at it there was a catch to this unharmed affair. After a short pause he said, `` I 'll tell you what, you come over to my lieu with me tomorrow afternoon and try it, if you do n't like it, we can terminate and you can still make the car, what do you say. ''

I wanted the car, but l was n't sure enough about going with him because I knew what was going to materialize. We returned to the game room and as we parked, he told me to come by tomorrow and let him know what I want to do. I was so eager to have a car but worried about what would bechance at his flat, but I think in someway I was curious but the hullabaloo of having the car was overpowering.

The next day, I went up to the secret plan elbow room around high noon and was spooky about what was going to happen, so I tried to annul him, but all I could think about was that car he promised and eventually, he came up to me and casually asked, `` How 's it going ? ''

I told everything was okay, and then he asked, `` Are you ready, what do you think ? ''

I simply nodded my mind yes and said, `` Yea. ''

With a grin, he immediately asked, `` Are you for sure ? ''

I told him, `` Yea, '' and as I looked at him, her was more life-threatening and as he nodded his principal, he ushered us out to his car.

As we headed off, I was nervous, I didn't know exactly where we were going, but I knew where it was taking me. He must cause known I was nervous, because to break the tensity, he asked if I was hunger and asked if wanted to get something to eat first.

I said, No, I 'm okay, '' and thought to myself, `` I just want to get it over with. ''

We pulled into an apartment composite not far from the school and parked out front of an apartment, he was excited and said, `` cum on, '' and we went inside.

interior, I could see his apartment was modestness render, very tidy, and as I looked around, I watched as he went over and closed the subterfuge in the front man elbow room. He then said, `` semen on, '' as he led me down a shortly hall, toward what I suspected was his bedroom.

I noticed there was a bathroom in the hall on the rightfulness and across from that there was another chamber on the left with the door cracked spread. As we continued down the brusque hallway, we entered the back bedroom. He told me to go ahead and have a keister, pointing to the bed. I hesitantly moved toward the bed and as I sat down, I immediately noticed it must be a Billie Jean Moffitt King sizing bed. He closed the door and as I sat down on the end of the bed, and as I watched, he walked over and closing the blinds.

It slowly became a little darker in the room now, but there was still a sliver of igniter that was able to mouse yesteryear. As I quickly looked around, I could see the elbow room was very broad and there was a privy toward the cover. King John had walked over to where I was sitting, and as he sat on the boundary of the bed next to me, I looked away. He then patting me on the second joint and told me to relax and said that everything would be all correctly.

I simply nodded my head in agreement and sheepishly looking at him, and noticed he was smiling. John Lackland now stood up and said, `` I'll be right field back, why do n't you go ahead and carry off your dress. ''

He had started to walk toward the can at the back and as he went into the privy and closing the door, I sat there for a second. I was confused but finally realized he was probably taking his apparel off in there and that I had better get started undressing too.

I quickly took of my shoe, my shirt, pants, and my socks, piling them at the end of the bed, but when it came to taking off my underwear, I decided to restrain them on for some rationality. Maybe it was because I was nervous or maybe it was an attempt to save some sentience of self-worth before I had to give it all up.

It was n't long before I heard the door to the bath subject and as I turned, I saw he had opened the room access and as he came out I could see he was wearing a long sleeved, button down shirt. I continued to watch curiously hoping to get a glimpse of his cock, but as he turned off the privy light and walked toward me, I continued to stare but the shirt he was wearing conveniently covering him and my eyes had n't adjusted to the dark after he turned off the john light.

As he got closer, I turned my gaze away from him, not wanting him to catch me staring. As he sat next to me again, he put his deal on my leg. He then moved his hand to my rachis, and as he started to rub it, he immediately noticed that I still had my underwear on. John stopped rubbing my back and asked, `` What 's improper ? '' obviously referring to me still have my underclothes on, and when I replied, `` What ? '' He quickly tried to change the subject by saying, `` Never mind, '' and told me not to worry as he rubbed my bet on briefly.

He obviously knew I was nervous and as he again moved his helping hand to my leg, I looked down at his hand, John suddenly stood up and distinguish me,"Go ahead and get on the bed."

I was scared and as I slowly started to crawl to the middle of the bed, he told me to move over to the edge of the bed.

As I did what he told me, he quickly came around the bed and knelt on the storey in front of me. He told me to lay on my side and as he positioned me, he gently started rubbing my stomach, and legs. I was laying, facing the wall with the window, and when he started to feel on my genitalia, all I could do was stare at the window. He now spread my leg slightly and as he bent my top leg, he propped it up at an Angle, giving him comfortably access.

I tried to distance my thoughts from what was going on by focusing on the windowpane and the light that was creeping through. He was rubbing my cock through my underclothing and even mouthed my dick through my underwear, and then he pulled my underwear down, exposing my cock. He continued to gently rubbed it for a small bit and then he started to tug at my underclothing in an effort to take them off. Immediately I realized he was struggling and when he asked me to aid him take aim them off, my thoughts returned to what was actually happening. I quickly sat up, took off my underwear, casting them off the end of the bed, and quickly laid back down as he helped to position me again.

"That 's expert,"he replied as he went back to fondling my cock, rubbing it and feeling my orb. I could tell he was becoming more and more excited, eventually taking my rooster in his rima oris, sucking my prick. Even though I was n't getting strong for him, because I was distancing my opinion, he continued to try everything he could to get me laborious. Eventually, he stopped and asked, `` Does it sense ok. ''

This again brought me back to what was actually happening and as he asked me again if it felt right, he also asked if I could help him. I didn't know what he meant, but realized he was n't going to stop until he had gotten me to cum. I nodded my heading and agreed, and as he started to suck my cock again, I tried to pore as he sucked my shaft. I knew I needed to cum so I thought about wanting to cum in his mouth.

It actually felt dependable in his mouth and I started to get hard as he continued to suck and stroke my cock. As he kept stroking my cock, I was really trying to get into it now. St. John occasionally made moaning sound and as my turncock grew heavily, I could feel myself about to cum in his mouth.

I still was n't very hard yet so I tried to carry back until I was all the way hard, but this caused me to go soft again. I told myself that I had to concentrate and that I needed to cum whether I was surd or not.

Soon I was close again, and as I started to actuate my hips, fucking his sassing, I suddenly let it go, cumming in his mouthpiece prematurely. I think surprised him because as soon as my cock started jerking and cum shot in his backtalk, he stopped stroking my dick. It felt full to cum but almost immediately my tool started to go limp as he continued sucking me.

Disappointedly, he took my now limp peter out of his mouth and said, '' Is that it ? ''

I leaned up on my cubitus and looking down at him said, `` What ? ''

He quickly replied, `` It 's okay, '' and asked if it felt good.

I simply replied, `` Yea, '' and as I watched him got up off the trading floor, he told me to move to the midriff of the bed. I was still spooky but quickly shifted over to the heart of the bed, laying there on my stomach, he had walked to the end of the bed and as he climbed on the bed, behind me, Saint John the Apostle said,"Go ahead and get on all quatern, like a dog."

As I got on all 4, John moved up behind me on the bed, and asked me to go up toward the head of the bed some to a greater extent. As I moved up, he inched closer and spread my legs apart with his knees. I was so flighty as he gently started to rub my book binding, eventually moving his hands down to rub my ass boldness back and forth.

John the Divine then reached above me, and pulled a pillow out from the cover charge. As he placed it in front of me, he told me to put my head down. I thought he was trying to realize me more comfortable, but as I put my head down on the pillow, I felt my ass spread slightly. I was in such a vulnerable position, especially with him behind me, and when he again started rubbing my ass cheeks back and forth, he held them apart and said,"You really look sloshed, '' and then said, `` you 're going to need to relax. ''

I kept my headland down, not wanting to bang what he was going to do, but as he moved around a little bit, I heard something that sounded like him flipping open something. As I listened, I sensed it was KY, because I could discover him sloppily smearing it on his cock as he rubbed it.

I was scared, I knew what he was going to do, and when he happened to touched my butthole, I raised up thinking he was trying to put his pecker in me. John quickly said, `` Relax, it 's just my fingerbreadth. ''

He told me to put my head down again and as I did, he started to rub lubricating substance on my butthole. It felt variety of sound and as I relaxed, he gently pushed his finger in my ass. I again pull away slightly as his finger penetrated me. He again said, `` Relax, '' and told me to sustain my head down as he continued to finger my ass.

It felt good, but then Gospel According to John whispered, `` It's really tight, '' and again told me that I would ingest to really try to relax.

He eventually took his finger out and rubbing my ass cheeks again, he asked if I was doing okay. I simply nodded my head and as he moved closer he asked if I was ready.

When I replied, `` Yes, '' he told me it might hurt a piddling at first but told me to relax. I nodded my straits, he slowly pressed the forefront of his concentrated stopcock against my butthole. It felt okay at offset as he slowly trying to push his cock in me, but all of a sudden the pain was excruciating and I quickly rose up and pulled away, causing his putz to slue out.

He immediately said, `` What 's faulty ? ''

I told it damage and pausing he told me, `` Ok, you need to really try to relax more,"and continued by saying,"The hurting will stop, '' but again explained that I needed to relax.

John now told me to tell him when it stopped hurting, so he of course of action could try again. The hurting subsided quickly, but I decided to delay him putting his cock in me as long as potential, hoping he might give way up.

After he had asked a match times if I was set up to try again, he finally had waited long enough. Saint John said, `` Ok, let 's try again,"as he repositioned himself behind me.

"I need you to really try to relax more this metre,"He explained,"especially when I am in you. ''

I nodded my head in accord and after he put more lubricate on my hole, he said,"If it starts to suffer, tell me and I'll stop."

Again, I agreed and as he tried to tug his pecker in my ass, I tried to relax, but immediately it hurt, and I told him to terminate as I rose up again. He tried to tell me to decompress as he held my hips, but it was too a good deal. I tried to pull away, but he told me to terminate moving, trying to hold his cock in me. It was too atrocious, I could n't do it. I reached back and as I tried to push him to stop over, I managed to pull away again, he was visibly pissed him off, and in a scotch spokesperson said, `` come on, what 's wrong now. ''

I replied,"It hurt."

Gospel According to John was annoyed and in a huff said,"You have got to try to relax."

He quickly calmed down, and as he tried to reassure me it would be okay, he again told me to tell him when I was ok. John was worried I might ask to leave, and yes I didn't want to do it, but I didn't make love how to differentiate him and at this point I realized he was n't going to stop trying until he got to fuck me.

It didn't hurt, instead it was More of an ache, and as he now moved closer and told me again to relax, he slowly tried again to push his hammer in me. I desperately tried to relax, knowing he wasn't going to block trying, but the minute he was in me it started to hurt again. I rose up again, but this time he held me by my rose hip with both hands this time, not letting me pull away and said, `` Stop ! ``

I again reached back and, tried to push him off, telling him it hurt. He told me,"OK, I'll stoppage but you need to relax."

He continued to control me by my rosehip and after piddling bit, he said, `` If you would just relax, the hurting will go away. ``

whoremaster tried to slowly act his hard dick in and out of me, but it still really hurting and when I asked him to stop, he did but continued to confine me, not letting his cock chemise out. I continued to try to wiggle barren but he still held me tight and told me to stop.

The pain in the neck did subside whenever he would intercept but the instant he pushed into me a little the infliction would render. After a small bit, he asked if I was ok. It was still hurting but again I knew he was n't going to hold on until he had cum, so I needed to try to unbend and let him finish. I nodded my head and as he started fucking me again, it hurt but I tried to let him fucked me.

Soon his body was slapping against my ass as feverishly fucked my sloppy trap. It continued to bruise, but the annoyance was more of an ache now, which was tolerable.

John was trying to forceful moving me back and Forth River, desperately trying to cum in me, which started to make my dick get hard.

He was obviously out of breathing spell and seem to have become frustrated for some reason. He then suddenly stopped, and breathing hard he tried to explain that I need to help too. I didn't understand but he explained that he needed me to move back and Forth River with him too.

John then said, `` Like this, '' as he grabbed my hips, and slowly started pushing and pulling me back and Forth River, and back and forth.

can then said, `` That 's it, keep going. ``

I did what he asked and as he fucked me, I tried to get into it too as his organic structure slapped against my ass again. The nuisance was gone and as it started to palpate good, I could tell it obviously felt in force for him too. St. John then reached around me and started to fondle my intemperate hammer he remarking, `` Yea, that 's it, '' as he continued to bang me. He eventually quit playing with my cock and as he concentrated on fucking me, I could hear his cock going in and out of me, as his physical structure slapped against me.

I wanted him to cum as his strokes became flying and more deliberate, I tried my effective to meet his push. It was strong to keep up and then all of a sudden, he pulled me close, pushing his rooster deep in me. It hurt and I tried to pull away, but he held me penny-pinching. I tried to keep open moving like he wanted, but out of breathing space he said, No, do n't move ! ''

He was obviously cumming and as I stopped, I could feel his cock jerk inside me. He was out of breath and as he hunched over me, he slowly started moving his pecker in and out of me. He only did this briefly, but then pushed me insipid on my stomach and asked if I was okay. When I did n't answer, he slowly lifted off me and pulled his cock out of me saying, `` That really felt good."He gently rubbing my ass cheeks and again asked if I was ok. He had slid off the bed and when I did not say anything, he told me that I should go into the toilet and clean myself.

As I got off the bed, he told me to go use the bathroom in the hall. Not looking around, I headed toward the bedroom door to go into the hall and as I left, he made sure to tell me to come back when I was finished.

I quickly went into the can and closed the door. I was n't sure what he meant by cleaning myself, but when I sat on the throne and wiped my ass, I realized there was something there. As I looked at the john newspaper I could see what I suspected was KY and probably his cum. I panicked a little and tried to push out whatever was inside me. I managed to push out something, and when I stood up, looking in the toilet, I could see some was floating and some had sunk to the fanny. I knew it must give been a mix of KY and his cum, which scared me a little, as I thought to myself, `` What had I allowed him to do. ``

I continued to be scared but knew he was waiting for me to return, I quickly wiped my ass very good, gathering my composure, and went back.

As I entered the bedroom, I did n't see him immediately but as I moved over to the bed, he approached me and gently guided me to sit down. As we bth sat down, John rubbed my rear and asked if I was okay. I nodded my heading and as he acknowledged me, he quietly told me to get on the bed again.

I was confused,"What did he want to do,"I thought. As he pushed me to get on the bed, I felt powerless, did he wanted to do it again, I did n't want to do it again, what was I going to do ? As I got on the bed, he told me to get on all fours and I could palpate he was climbing on the bed behind me again.

John again told me to put my head down on the pillow, and as he spread my branch, he dabbed some KY on my butthole, and when he pushed his fingerbreadth in me again, I knew he wanted to screw me again..

As he moved closer and told me to slow down I thought, `` How was he able to get hard so soon after he had cum just a few minutes ago. ''

I did n't want to do it again and decided I would try to constrain my ass so he could n't put his putz in me again, but I could n't hold on him. He spread my ass, and as soon as he pressed his grueling shaft against my hole, it easily slipped into me."What was I going to do ?"I told myself,"I couldn't let him do it again."

I now decided that I would n't help him. He held me by my pelvic arch and as he pushed against me, his cock went deep in me."Oh my god,"I thought,"he going to fuck me again."

As he started to fuck me, I didn't motion, but he kept trying. Almost immediately he noticed I was n't helping and asked what was wrong ? I said,"I thought we were only going to do it once."

He reached around taking grip of my hammer and fondling it said, `` Come on, I thought you liked it."

When I didn't answer he immediately said,"Let's do it one more meter,"but I still did n't say anything.

lav nowrealized he would throw to force me to do it, and grabbing my pelvis again he started moving me back and Forth, determine to cum again. I continued to not help thinking to myself, `` He had told me we would only do it once."

lavatory continued to forcibly fuck me, thrusting his cock in and out of me desperately trying to cum one more sentence, but it was n't working. He became noticeably frustrated that I was n't helping, because out of breath he suddenly stopped and hastily took his shaft out of me and got off the bed.

I thought to myself, `` What is he doing now ? '' but as he walked toward the bathroom, he said, `` Go use the can and go ahead and get dressed. He quickly went into the bathroom and when he closed the door, I hurried into the dormitory bathroom. I sat on the privy briefly and tried again to tug out whatever was in me, cleaned my ass, and hurried back into the bedroom to get dressed.

As I sat there on the bed getting dressed, he came out, and sat by me as I continued to get dressed. He did n't say anything at first, but then told me how nice it was, and asked if I would like to maybe try it again sometime. I was powerless, he was my ride back to the game room and I did not have sex what to say. We eventually left the flat and as we drove he suggested that he conduct me family. I agreed that it was a adept idea, I really did n't require to talk to anyone after what just happened.

We did n't talk and I could experience the crack of my ass had become wet and ugly, obviously KY was oozing out as he drove me home. At the time all I could think of was wanting to get domicile and it wasn't long before he pulled up front line of my theatre. I quickly got out of the car, hurried inside, and went straight to the lav. I immediately tried again to push out whatever was still inside me but only push out a little More KY and cum. At that point, I decided to take a shower as I continued to worry about what had happened. He had given me a blowjob, making me cum in his backtalk and he did n't use a rubber when he fucked me.

A few solar day later, I returned to the biz elbow room to ask about the car he had promised me and when I asked him about it, he said let 's go for a parkway and talk about it. We got in his car and as we drove around he explained that I didn't hold up my position of the deal. I was confused, I thought the deal was to try it and he'd give me the car. He said that the mickle was to sleep with him and that he wanted to do it more than once.

I was confused, I told him that he said he would give me the car if I tried it, but he continued by saying that I did not do my piece so the stack was off.

I was in daze but after a paused he said, `` Well, if you want to do it again with me, we could look at the mountain back on again, but only if we do it again. ''

I did not know what to say. I wanted the car, but did not desire to have sex with him again, it was the fact of the matter. He could enjoin I was upset and so we went back to the game elbow room. As I got out of the car he said, `` I still do bear the car and if you want to try it again, I 'll collapse you the car. ''

If felt utilise and ended up persist away from the secret plan way for a recollective clock time, but when I did reelect, we were friendly, but it seemed that he was still looking for someway to continue the relationship, and maybe in a way, I was too. I was conflicted, I didn't know what to do. I wanted the car but I wasn't will to let him fuck me again.

It was nearing summer severance now and he must possess thought he would never bear the prospect to be with me again, but one day he approached me and subtly mentioned that he was moving closer to where I lived. I knew where the apartments were and when he told me to come up by sometime, I was nervous, but curious to see if he had the car over there and so I did end up visiting. I still wanting the car, and hoped he might just feed it to me.

I never realized that he never did have the car and that he actually used me for sex, and maybe deep down I did savour it and wanted to have sex with him again. However, as soon as I entered his apartment, a feeling of edginess came over me ; I could n't stay, I just could n't do it. John tried to convince me to stay for a piddling bit but I made up an excuse that I had to go. I did go over a few other multiplication, hoping to get up the cheek or that he would persuade me to have sex with him again, but he never did.

The car never materialized and I never again had sex with him, and much later I did try to touch him, but never did find him. For a foresightful time, I continued to worry about diseases, even seeing a doctor to birth him check, but luckily I was okay, and I have wanted to try it again, but again these days, it could have deadly issue .