What is sex ? Basically, I mean, the great unwashed do try a lot of mutant by using different positions, using different holes for joy and toy dog. But to put it simply, sex is the to-and-fro motion of the cock in a vagina causing excitement, pleasure and finally cum. It's heavenly at low, but when you do the same thing again and again with the Saame person. It starts to get boring. I was never a fan of toy dog to be used as a substitute for pleasure. I want to do something that is challenging, so that I get the joy and gratification I got when I had sex for the offset fourth dimension. Oh ! The starting time prison term, I'll never forget the feeling of having sex the first time.

It happened 5 calendar month ago during summer vacations. My younger brother who is still in school had his holiday. My parents had planned a trip-up for a week in the village, a remote post with not much access code to technology. Though I never liked that place, my parents were fond of it as they were born there. Thankfully I will not be able to visit this clock time because of my college. I am doing engineering ; my holiday simply don't coincide with my chum's. I was very excited to delay dwelling, alone for a week. I'll call my champion over ; well have later night parties, music, etc. While my parents were packing and getting ready to go forth, I was lost in my thinking, planning the company. I was really elevated with those thoughts, until the door-bell ruined it all. At the doorway was Raj with a bag pack.

"Aa gaye genus Beta ( You came ? ). You are doing a big favour on us."Said my mother, as she approached the room access from behind.

"Mom, what is all this about ? Why is he here ?"I said. I feared as I knew what my mom is going to say and was praying for her not to say the Saame. But it didn't work.

"Raj has come to stay here till the prison term we are back."She said.

"But mom, I am 21, a grown up now. I don't need baby-sitting."I stressed this percentage point raising my voice. Just to clear-cut things, Raj is my cousin who lives nearby. He is 11 yrs older than me and has been baby-sitting me since I was 5.

"Oh come on, Reeti. No issue how old you get, you will still be my little girl."My father interrupted.

"But…I am…I don't…"

"No buts. Raj will be staying here and that's final."my mom said in business firm voice.

My parents where gone and I was nursing home with Raj. He was remote watching TV while I lay in bed moping over my design getting crumbled. Raj was an attractive guy. I had a bit of a press on him while growing up. But over the yr he got obsessed on giddy childish things like superhero comics, animated movie and some other material. His ‘ nerdy'glasses and these sideline gave him a bit of abhorrent personality. No wonder he was still single even after crossing 30. I had this fixed opinion about him, but it all changed in just a week.

Later that night Raj called me for dinner. He had prepared Butter chicken and Roti among other delicacies. I could tell with just the great smell what was cooked without looking. Well, Raj is a chef by professing and is really secure at it, at to the lowest degree that's what I've heard. I will savour his food for the first metre. With the inaugural bite, I realized how good he was at cooking."Tasty food bro."was the merely Bible from my sass and then I focused on eating all up especially the butter chicken. This dish usually has a mild appreciation but Raj had done some fluctuation to it since he knew I liked spicy food. After we were done I went to the washroom.

Remembering the sense of taste of the awesome food I ate, I was a bit draw in to Raj. It also seemed a bit uncanny that he didn't say a word while having dinner. Looking in the mirror made me earn the reason for his weird behaviour. Eating that spicy food for thought made me sweaty, also while drinking piss I spilled a little on my T-shirt to farther add on to that, it was night time so I didn't wear any bra. The slim down white fabric of the T-shirt, which was almost transparent after getting wet, was clinging to my boobs.

"shit ! How didn't I realize this sooner, I was too a lot focused on eating."I said this out loud while hitting the handle hard on the mirror."No wonder Raj didn't talk or eat sufficiently. His attending was elsewhere. Well, the food was delicious, he deserve the peek."I said convincing myself to get over the uncomfortable feeling.

This wasn't it, the next few encounters got weirder. I have small but my own room where I can take my privacy. Since I have a habit of pleasuring myself to sleep, I wear idle wearing apparel shirt-pant. succeeding morning, Raj came in my way to wake me up. He had in his men, a tray with tea and breakfast, while he walked in.

"aftermath up ! Sleepy head. Don't you have to go to college ?"He asked.

"College is at 11 p.m. I'll be going lately today."I told him in a soft sleepy voice.

"Alright then, I'll keep this here. You can let it when you get up."He said this with a smile and placed the tray on my subject field table. He had a giggly face while he said all this and gave me a face before leaving. Another shocker, my shirt clit were ruined giving a stoolpigeon of my breasts. My right tit was clearly visible and he saw it. His expressions were the proof of it.

"God ! miss, you need to be measured when former mass are around, especially Raj."I said it to myself.

It was too early, but I woke up anyway. Raj was watching his usual cookery shows while I went for a bath. I was bathing under the rain shower when I heard a sound of something falling. Ignoring it I continued with my bath. Later while getting out I saw that the bathroom room access was slightly give, but I remember clearly that I closed it after coming inside."Raj saw me completely naked."Things were going really fast."Maybe I am over thinking it. I don't think he would do that."I said to myself.

There was still time to dispense with before going to college. So I went and sat with Raj to determine TV. Same old cookery show was going on and his heart were set on it. He didn't even notice me while I sat down or maybe he just pretended to not notice. After a couple of minutes of silence,

Raj said,

"Reeti, I have known you for a very long fourth dimension now. I have seen you grow up since the time you were a little girl. Now you are a woman. You must be mindful of sealed urges that develop while growing sr.. Based on what I have observed till now, you have not learned to relieve those urges properly. Just to make it clear if you don't understand what I am talking about, I am talking about sex. This act is considered to be amiss or immoral in the club. But one needs to consume sex at the right wing age for a level-headed creative thinker development. My doubtfulness to you is, do you want to have sex ? If you decline its fine, I won't speak of it ever again. It's up to you now. Think about it and tell me in the evening."

This was unexpected. When he started talking, he muted the TV and looked at me. His glasses were off and had a grave flavor on his cheek. I never saw his eyes like that, they were hypnotic. Without a word I stood up and left for college early.

"I was holding up for a very long time from having sex. Maybe I was just searching for the right person. Raj, is my full cousin. He is the only guy I have spent most of my puerility with. Considering his age, he was not like a friend to me. He is not a Brother either, at least I don't think that way. There has always been a different connection between us. The connection where because of his experience he was my instructor and I was the scholarly person who learned new thing from him. Maybe, sex is just another lesson I need to learn from him. That's why he is the ideal partner to miss my virginity."These intellection constantly hovered in my idea while I sat in the lecturing pretending to listen. I didn't say anything about this to my Quaker. Actually I didn't talk at all. Having sex for the number one prison term was a big step, a big decision to be taken. I was scared of the moment still excited and couldn't wait for it to find. I left college a talking to early.

At dwelling house, I opened the door with my key. There was no one in the hall. I looked for Raj in the kitchen, then my room. I turned to be stunned as Raj was standing behind me raw just a towel around his waistline. Probably he just came out of bath. I had a good feeling at him with the expression of being shock. Not that there was something to be scared about, it was just that unexpected things were happening since the day before. He didn't have ripped muscular organic structure but sufficiently fit, just the way I like it. I think having ‘ 6-pack abs and everything'is just over-rated and unnecessary. One reason for me thinking that way was that I myself am a bit out of shape. That is very clear as I have always been a ‘ foodaholic ’.

Looking at my expressions he tried to get me settle with a smiled."I didn't expect you to come so soon."He said.

"Yes. I skipped a lecture to derive home early."I replied.

He continued to smile at me. He kept quite but I understood the signs. I knew what he was expecting from me, I just wasn't indisputable I want to say it. But then I took a deep breath, repeated the slogan in head, ‘ it's now or never'and then said.

"I'm in."His smile widened."So, do you want me to strip ?"I asked.

"No, I'll do that for you. Just freshen up and go get well-fixed on your bed."He replied.

I gave an awkward smiling and went to the washroom. Ten minutes later I was resting in my bed thinking about what's going to happen. I was wearing the pink short circuit and a check shirt, which I purchased secretly for me to wear when no one was around. I had seen a few grownup movies but doing it practically is different."Will he take a crap me do that kinky stuff done it porn ?"was the thought that bothered me the most. I had a mental argument in my mind whether to match to it or wane. If no, then how am I supposed to stop him ? My thinking were interrupted when Raj walked in. He was wearing a blue robe, something he brought specially for this affair I guess.

He took it off and underneath he was wearing just the shorts. His eyes were fixed on mine while he got on the bed, getting closer and closer every second. Meanwhile I was just sitting with legs stretched on the bed. I thought he would pass me through the process by giving stone's throw by step teaching. But he didn't, not one word he spoke since he entered the room and till all was over. His actions were more than sufficient to channelize me through the process.

On the bed he crawled close to me like a wild hunter, keeping his middle fixed on me and I was frozen, still like the prey that has no way out. He was steadfast and positive but I wasn't. I was ineffective to await directly at him ; I rolled my center left-right up-down, tried to rivet anywhere but his fount. Then he got really close so that I couldn't look elsewhere and my vision got blurry. There was no other pick but to shut my eyes. I didn't understand what was happening but I could feel his breathing spell on my face. My nerve was beating faster and time felt like it slowed down. I was literally in duskiness until I had the sensation of jot on my lips. My first kiss. I know that a buss is not a big thing.

But even today in India not all get to have their first kiss at a very young age. The for the first time one was just a slight cutaneous senses after which he took a break and followed with a great deal more intense and long kiss pulling me unaired. A kiss, the way I would draw it is like eating a Mangifera indica. sweetness and juicy and gives you satisfaction no affair how many times you eat it. He then gently unlaced my shirt and took off my bra, so smooth that I didn't tone anything. But then again I was lost in the magical kiss.

Then with his odd bridge player grabbed on to my right boob. Touching softly, getting the feel of it, using his thumb he played with my tit, getting them hard. He kept on kissing my neck while getting lower until he put his mouth on my provide nipple, sucking on it. Raj had bit rough man-hands but the way he handled my boobs, I understood that he appreciated my breasts which were of size bigger than middling girls my age. I was just sitting there enjoying the moment. I didn't know this flavour was so awing and we have not even started the sex division yet. He then turned to the side and slipped his hand in my shorts fingering my pussy.

He was pleasuring my entirely trunk. My pussy was getting Sir Thomas More wet every moment with excitement. Then he suddenly stopped. I looked at him to see that he stood up and dropped his boxershorts. Seeing a real dick for the first clock time was a sight to call back. I have seen in videos but seeing it in realness is a different feeling. His phallus was of average size not as big as I have seen in the porn movies, but that didn't matter. He had shaved the nether part as if he was already prepared for sex knowing I would gibe to it.

He then pulled me to sleeping berth to the sharpness of the bed. Lifting my peg he widened them. He inserted his pecker in my pussy slowly, knowing it was my first time. It was a different flavour to get something inside the body from the opening down there. I felt the affectionateness of his putz inside me.

He looked at me to see if I was well-fixed with taking his thing inside. Then he started stroking it, moving to-and-fro. The wearisome built-up and finally getting started with the act of sex was exciting. He started speeding up. A sudden surge in pleasure made me set off moaning. After a couple of minute he slowed down and stopped. Maybe he wanted to do in different position, ‘ doggy style'is what men like, I heard. But he stopped me while I was turning, hinting me that it's better to confront each other while having sex the offset time.

"But then why did you stop ?"I whispered. He then applied something ; I didn't know what it was, back then. Raj sensed that I was feeling a bit of itch, slight pain sensation so he stopped to lend oneself lubricant.

It's my first clip and I was so a great deal aroused at that moment that I knew I wasn't going to last foresighted. He then put his gumshoe back in and started thrusting, faster and deeper this prison term. I always thought moaning or screaming was unnecessary during sex. But at that moment I couldn't turn back myself. I grabbed on to the bed sheet while he fucked me really hard. My moaning kept on getting louder and louder until the dot of climax I screamed at the top of my representative. Thankfully no one was there in the next room and the music being played on the TV outside, covered the rest. Raj was not done yet ; still he took his hawkshaw out and stroked it with deal public treasury he cum on my belly.

For that moment I was really fulfil. Sex made me forget any other issues that were bothering me those days. I was fulfil speechless and was resting naked on the bed. Finally Raj came close, kissed me and said,"Thank you."

That metre I was an amateur and what I learned later that Raj wasn't much of an expert either. We have got a lot advantageously since then with every experience. Still, the 1st time I had sex was the best I ever had in life.

That incident taught me one Thomas More matter. Virginity is like a lock on the door of a room. The room is full phase of the moon of treasure and all will be lost once you open it. This is a misconception masses have. Actually, the room is full of noesis. Unless you open it, you won't be capable to learn some really important matter in life .