Daddy ( 4 )
Bdsm, Boy, Masturbation, Virginity, Young*Author's Note- This is based of the KoRn Sung"dad,"and this is just how I would look at the consequence of the song to go by, if you don't know the history of the Song dynasty, feel it up. I hope I've done the song justice, with a twirl of my own at the end, even though for those of you who have listened to the birdsong, the melt down of Jon ( the Isaac Bashevis Singer ) at the end of the cut kind of inspired the last accounting entry. Enjoy. : ) *
Entry One- April 20th 20**
Had a estimable day with mom and dad today, we went out with some of their champion and their kids to the beach. I didn't play much with them though, I'm kinda shy and don't get along with nigh fry. They sorta make fun of me most of the fourth dimension anyway.
Something interesting though, a new neighbor that moved in last week joined us, mom said it would be"hostpitabel"or something like that, she said her public figure was Liz. She seemed rather nice, she was pretty to, she kept well-nigh of the boy around her including me, she must have a son of her own ‘ cus she knew the form of things we like, talking about biz and stuff.
She had us talking about girls at some breaker point saying"Some can be strange, but sometimes mature is a salutary path to go."I don't really have intercourse what she meant but when she said it she gave me a finical look, I don't know why though. I don't like drawing attention to myself, but I really did enjoy talking to her, and when the others went to play on the beach, I stayed with her and talked.
No one has listened to me babble out that long since I don't know when, I think we can be good friends.
incoming Two- April 27th 20**
I forgot to snap up my key before heading to school and got locked out of the house for awhile. Mom and dad were still at piece of work so I checked with the neighbor, only Liz was home though. She let me in and I told her what happened, she said I could use her telephone to call up my parents. When I did they said I should ask Liz if I could stay with her until they came dwelling house in an hour. She said it was ok.
We talked about shoal and things. She showed me around her theatre, but she wouldn't let me go in a certain room, she said it was her"especial home,"I'm not sure what she was talking about, but she said"every grown up has one."
I'll have to make sure as shooting and ask mom and dad about theirs…
entry Three- May 5th 20**
I don't have many supporter, really none to be honest, but Liz said she would be my friend.
I'm so happy, I've never had a ally as respectable as her. She lets me rest over when I get domicile from school, mom and dad said it was ok, I think they're just well-chosen that I finally have a Quaker.
Liz hugged me really tight, I almost couldn't breathe, when I came and visited her today, she says she missed me. I didn't get to see her all weekend. I know I was blushing really grueling, I could feel every theatrical role of her when she gave me that hug and it made me kinda block, but then she let go and gave me some cookie and we talked about what she did before she moved.
She was a Dr. in Golden State, it made me wonder why she moved all the way to the other slope of the US, she said she needed some rest away from the city, and she has category here. She says she has a son about my age, but she doesn't get to see him often cus he lives with his dad. She got a sad look on her face, but then she looked at me and smiled and said"but its ok, as long as you keep me company Davey."And she stroked my side and I felt the blush pop back up. Only mom has ever done that to me and it felt weird, but, at the Same time I did like it.
I like Liz.
Entry Four- May 25th 20**
I can't call up what happened today. Mom and dad took me to the infirmary because I blacked out and Liz's. They didn't find anything legal injury but they are keeping me overnight.
I was at Liz's like normal, she greeted me with her hug which I've gotten used to, and she took me into the kitchen to establish me some chocolate chip cookies. I noticed the cookies tasted a bit differently then common, but I didn't say anything because I didn't want to hurt her feelings, so I kept eating them.
Everything was o.k., but after I ate a couple of cookies I started to find a bit sleepy, and I started to shake in my death chair and stagger in what I was saying to her. Then, I think it was just a"halloosination"but Liz smiled really weird at me and put her hand on the upper part of my thigh at touched me…there, before everything went blank.
I didn't state mom or dad, I don't want to get her difficulty for something I imagined.
I can still feel that extend to though…
ledger entry Five- June 3rd 20**
Everything has been normal with Liz, I haven't blacked out again, and she hasn't made any motility towards me. But I can still find that touching, and my crotch still feel weird, really sensitive.
I saw this pretty girlfriend the other day and it stood straight up, I've never had it happen and I got scared. I told mom and dad, and they said it was fine and natural and didn't do anything after.
Late that nighttime, I stayed up and it got hard again and I wondered what it would experience like to touch it. When I did it felt really good, and I continued, then I felt REALLY good, and then my penis exploded with this white gummy material, I don't know what it was, but I cleaned it up.
I didn't tell mom or dad.
Entry 6- June 11th 20**
Liz has gotten a bit strange, she kissed me on the cheek today, and laid her hand on my second joint when we were watching a movie, I didn't relocation it though, it felt kinda good and made my phallus hard again. I hid it with a pillow so she couldn't see.
I hope she didn't, I don't want to appall her. I wonder if she does that too when she gets activated, I've never seen her or mom do it though. I'll have to ask.
Entry 7- July 4th 20**
Why did she do that ? Why ? I don't understand ? Daddy, why didn't you believe me ? She hurt me and you don't guardianship.
Liz, I thought you were my booster, and you hurt me.
I feel so alone, no one will believe me. She says she was going to love me, and she touched me, leave me to her"particular place"a red room with a big bed, she made me undress, then tied me to the bed and played with me.
She got naked…she made me feel proficient, skillful than my hand.
NO ! nO ! WhY ? ! I didn't want it ! Why ! She made me Daddy ! Pleeease…believe me !
Tied down…
That's a good boy…
No one heard my screams…
I feel…dirty…
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY…
Entry 8- August 20**
She keeps doing it, she keeps hurting me, wHy…whyyyy, why won't you belive me mamma, why ? screwing you ! No, Fuck ! I don't want it…
I don't want to pain anymore…why does it ingest to hurt…
entranceway 9- October 20**
TheY woNT beliEve me, whY ? What haev I donE to deseeerveee thisss ?
Daddy…it hurts…it hurrtsss…it huuuuuurtssss…
Entry 10- Its covered in blood, found in Liz's domicile. Dated November 6th 20**
wHY ? Wyh du u Hve to dOo thsi ? to mE ? I aM ur SON ? WhY do U noT belIEVE me ? I haD tooo stop consonant itt, sHe kept wound ME and YOU DIDN'T CARE ! ass YOU !
It's OVER NOW isn't it DADDY ? I'M coVereD in her BLOOD now, in a lady of pleasure'S BLOOD !
I feel dirty, help me…
female parent please forgive me, I just had to get out all my nuisance and excruciation. Now that I am done remember, I will always lie with you. I'm your son…
Can I be your pop ?
**Thanks for recital, this is one of my favorite Song by KoRn, and I felt the impulse to write a fic about it. This is my first fic as well, and I think I will start writing more. I hope you've enjoyed, rate and give feedback. **