I am thrilled and excited about the show. Yesterday I 've sent message through Facebook to all my champion : `` cum and watch me tomorrow at six : link to the situation ''. It was site with the web cams where people could watch female child and tip them if they like it. I switched off my telephone so nobody could contact me and ask about the appearance. I know that there is a quite big treatment among my friends about that, I am just formula girl who normally would never do something like that so everyone is funny if this was just a misapprehension or a joke.

thinking that all booster will see me not only naked but doing some kinky stuff is driving me crazy, I just ca n't stop thinking about it and thousand of different thoughts is going through my mind. My normal sensible part is screaming to not do this but my twisted side is whispering to my ear : `` go for it, I know you crave this ''. And I listen to the voicelessness. At last the appearance day has come. I was teasing myself all week without a easement so I would be as horny as possible. I know that I will need to be extremely aroused to do what I 've planned. I 'm very nervous and actually I am really close to quit the idea about show.
The hours are passing by and I 'm still not sure, now when time of show is so near everything becomes real and serious and I have a lot of incertitude and I still have a chance to stop. I look in the mirror, I see normal girl with beautiful face and tight fitting perfective tense body and I 'm feeling warmly butterfly coming through my belly and spreading across my solid physical structure `` I am a pervert '' I 'm thinking `` I am going to demo everyone who I am, a piddling sluty deviant, I want to designate that to everyone I want to revile myself I want to sink into lust and perversions. This is what I crave and this is the time when it all starts. My all Friend will know my actual nature now. No more concealing and pretending. '' I know that I have to do it.
I clean myself and wear inkiness opaque stockings and red 6 column inch hound, my well shaved pussy shine with juices and my nipples poking hard. I ca n't expect any foresighted and with a pounding fondness I login into the web cam site. There is already 500 hoi polloi waiting for me, probably the intelligence has spread across the facebook and everyone want to see me naked ! I can guess that among those multitude are my friend as I recognize some of their nicknames. `` Wow its really happening ! ''. They see me naked wearing just black stockings and red sluty dog and the comments have start to run - `` Wow Lily is that really you ? ``, `` You are crazy ! ``, `` You look like slut '' and some of them are quite offence produced probably by female person contribution of the audience - `` I knew you are slut bitch '', `` No respect at all '', `` Fucking bitch ''. But while I am reading all those input I 'm getting more and more wet. `` hello, Thanks for coming to see my show I hope you 'll enjoy it. Its going to be slavery show so I hope you like that form of stuff. I 've another surprise for you - its going to be interactional show ''.
I grab alligator clip with precipitous metal tooth and attached wire to it. `` You see that telegram ? It is attached to the electric automobile transformer so each time you tip me the electric automobile jar comes through the magazine. aplomb huh ? ''. I open firstly magazine and attach to my mamilla - the stinging infliction spreading across my consistency. I did n't wait till bother disappearance but I attach second clip to my former nipple - another bite and another wave of pain. Now I realize that this is really happening and the pain is veridical and I love it. I smile and start working with more clips - five on each tit then six on each incline of me and ten directly on my lose weight beautiful belly. By the time I finish I can feel pulsating pain from each of the clip and there is still my puss to go ! My hands start to shake and I drop few cartridge holder cause I could n't hold them. I take trench breathing spell and start working with my cunt. I have really nice looking pussy, with meaty form covered with succus and beautifully poking clit. As first I grab outer labia and go attaching cartridge clip to it. It is n't so bad but I know that fun is just going to get. When I finished there is four clips on each side. next inner ones, these are a short bit more painful - slowly and carefully I attach four on each side. After that I spread my slit as all-embracing I can, I grab one of the clips and slowly push inside my snatch, after few moment I found out where my g tip usually is and tug the clip directly into that maculation. When I released the magazine and sharp tooth bite form inside my puss I scream as pain inside me is so unattackable that my unscathed body start to shake up. After a instant I calm down a bit. I take the last clip, bigger than others with self-aggrandising shiny teeth so sharp that can easily penetrate the skin. I know that jokes are over and this is going to hurt as hell. I rubbed my clit till turn big and gruelling. With my shaking deal I open the hold out big cartridge clip and move toward button. My warmheartedness is pounding like during the race, a mixture of spirit - pain in the ass, fervor, pleasure are mixing together and terpsichore in my belly. I take a big breath and slowly begin to turn the clip. I can feel first touch of sharp teeth against my tegument and then slowly press, harder and harder the pain is growing as teeth are slowly closing around my button. Now I can feel the dentition sinking deeply into my shape as finally I release the clip fully. The pain is harebrained and I am breathing heavily trying to gather control over my shaking eubstance. I opened my eyes and smile, there are absolute tempest of scuttlebutt, they ca n't believe what they are seeing, they ca n't believe that lady friend like me is so twisted.
I get to my knees, all the clips are wired and attached to the transformer but the circuit is still off. I need to do few to a greater extent things before outset. I get a long composition of rope with noose on the end. I put my head through the loop and tighten. There is 5kg weight attached to the second end of the rope lying on the floor so when I will try to sit down the system of weights goes up and constrain the slip noose even more. I get the monolithic three inch full dildo and place underneath me pointing to my ass, I 'm going to use it later as a second part of my display. As a lubricate I 've planned to use hot chilli sauce ! I got a small bottle with extra hot chili sauce. It is still sealed and closed, I show it to the camera so everyone can see it. I put the bottle beside the dildo.

It is time to commence the show. I switch on the electric transformer connected to the clips and cuff my handwriting behind my back. The release key should fall for about one hour. I announce that everything is set up and they can start up tipping to see if it works. I can feel some deliquium galvanizing jounce on the snip. I explain that than bigger the tip the bigger galvanising daze will be. I 'm keep smiling and promote my audience `` Come on guy cable - hit me severe I know you want to ''. Each meter I hear tipping sound I get excited and electric shock go through my trunk. The lead are more often with each instant as I can see that more and Sir Thomas More people are coming. Probably the news program that some perv girl is doing kinky display have spread across net quickly.
After 15 mo my body is covered in stocky layer of sweat, snip hot from electric flow are like wasp stinging my belly, tits and pussy. The pain in the neck is massive and I think that I must be really twisted doing this to myself. But at the same prison term I 'm feeling great pleasure and my pussy is so wet that I can actually smell my juices that are dripping on the floor. There are moments when I do n't let a break from galvanizing shocks. I can barely hitch a breathe, pain and pleasure are mixing together in this masochistic dance of galvanic daze coming through most touchy share of my torso with the sharp tooth of snip ripping through my skin.

The 30 minutes went by and it is time for endorsement component of the show - the dildo covered in hot sauce ! I 'm not certainly if I can do it, I 'm already on the border of my endurance but deeply inside I know that I crave More pain. I asked the watcher, five G now ! to cease tipping as it is clock time for next share of the show. I ask them if they all can tip me at the same prison term exactly 5 instant after I 'll pop the clock.
I 'm afraid, my custody start to agitate but at the Lapp time I 'm extremely aroused and my cunt is dripping with succus like crazy. I slowly open the bottle and I feel hot sauce on my digit. With my ticker insanely pounding I carefully spread the sauce all over dildo. I throw away discharge bottle and try to smile but I 'm too nervous and excited. I push start clit on the clock and the clock start ticking, in exactly five minutes all looker agreed to hit the tips at the like time. Now it is the time and its no turning back. I know that it will hurt like Hades and I 'm already really bore and exhausted not mentioning that the botheration coming from magazine is intolerable now. I take a trench breathing time and slowly begin to expend on lubricated hot sauce dildo. It is coming into me without a problem and at commencement it is quite enjoyable. While I 'm lowering myself down the weighs on the other end of the rope go up causing noose on my neck to be Sir Thomas More tight. Finally the whole dildo is deeply buried inside my ass.
There is belittled lock attached to the bed of dildo, I lock my cuff to it. I heard quite click of the lock, there is no turning back now, I have to suffer for 30 instant until release will unlock all the locks and I will be free.
After few seconds after inserting dildo into my ass I can sense warm sense impression spreading across my inside but few seconds later warmness turn horniness and hotness become torrid burning. With tight noose around my neck I 'm fighting for each breathing space now, the pain is insane, it is burning like hell and I feel like my bowel are on fire. I clench my teeth and fist but the pain is becoming more and more stronger. stew instantly cover my whole body, my ass fluid are desperately trying to wash the burning liquid from my ass but instead of feeling any relief my insides are becoming Thomas More sore and painful. I look and the clock and it shows 4 min and 20 seconds, only 40 seconds public treasury spectator will protrude tipping and I 'm already collapsing from pain in the neck. I want to cease this madness and protest but I ca n't say anything, I cant focus or do something, I 'm paralyze and bound by pain. And then it starts - five thousand masses start tipping at once, it hit me with all brutal military force that I never imagined exist - the electric impact are coming through my torso with such intensity that clips start to becoming very hot and burning my tegument ! I can see flashes and smoke going from the snip, my torso is on the edge, my senses are overloaded and pain so intense that become unbendable, my brain just ca n't hold it any more and then, it happened. The blank Inner Light from back of my headspring like pulsating orb is becoming gravid and bigger and then the cracking coming of my life story sharp my eubstance, it is so intense that I ca n't breathe, I ca n't feel, my middle roll out and my body twinkling in a orgasmic convulsions. When I got back, there is no electric shocks, I think the security guard are not sure what is going on so they stopped tipping. I 'm completely exhausted and the pain hit me with all mighty. I 'm sore, clip biting my bod and my guts still burning like hell but now after I came everything is more real number, without stimulation I feel sick and it is difficult to cope with all of that. With tears in my eyes I ask looker if they could stop tipping. But they not listening. When they saw that I 'm okay they start again and the electrical electric shock commencement biting my body. It is like a incubus now, I 'm very uncomfortable and there is still 15 minutes until key sack. The noose around my neck opening is very tight and I have difficulty to breathe. I wish that show would be over now but I have to bear a fiddling bit more. The electric shock is still coming through but my body become sort of numb. I feel sleepy and dizzy, I trying to sharpen but it is really hard to do it.
Finally the liberation key induction and I 'm able to rid myself. With massive relief I remove burning like hot rod dildo from my ass and all the snip. I take of the running noose and breathe freely. I quickly log off from the web site and alternate off the camera, I feel pity and disgrace of what I 've done. But the harm is done now and there is no way of fixing it. Everyone knows now my gloomy closed book, everyone knows that I 'm addict pain adulteress. I went to shower and I could n't stand. The Holocene epoch result are still fresh in my store and I brought myself to orgasm several times. Finally I went back to my elbow room and switch my laptop on. I forget that I recorded everything. The rest of the dark I spend watching my video and masturbating franticly. The morning has come, my pussy is swollen and sore but I keep masturbating I just ca n't stop doing it.
As a final point I 've decided to do it something really stupid person. I opened my e-mail box and create new e-mail to everyone in my contacts including my confrere and family member. I attached the video from my display and publish message where I describe that I 'm slut and I need orgasms more then air. I offer that I will voluntary satisfy most extreme and depraved fantasies. I hesitate for a second and penetrate send button. I make my dream come through and with that thought I fell asleep .