*So I 'm dead, Yeah that sucks* My first Scripture as a short soul and they 're what I choose, What kind of lame idiot am I, I should of said something much better like honeyed i 'm abruptly metre to have some fun

Yes I did just sort of accept the fact that I no longer had a life-time, There was one piffling niggle that did put out me then and to this very day ( even though it 's only been a few of them ) still does, The Same question I keep asking myself over and over again *Why have n't I moved on*, Yeah so that is still something I would care to have intercourse but we will leave it for now

I guess you are probably wondering what I did for the side by side few day that would bring us to this present day, well I know you will call me brainsick but I did the lonesome affair that seemed natural to do at the time I chose to extend on with my pattern life, That of course included going to school, Yes I know it seems pointless for a dead individual to see school but do n't gauge me, I spent a lot of time with Alice even though she had no cue I was there with her, I would walk her menage then hang around her flat till she went to bed just so I could maintain an eye on her even though I do n't make out what I could of done if anything had of happened to her, After that I usually went home and walked around the planetary house I lived in with my female parent and one-half sister, Always seemed so unruffled when I would walk in the planetary house, Probably because my mother and one-half sister were usually just sat in the aliveness way comforting each other or they were in bed asleep, well that was pretty much all I did for the past few days which brings us back to the nowadays day.

As I said at the very beggining I will once again say now, Morning I assume, My name is Alex and this is where the story is about to get a little more matter to. This dawn, Well I as per normal just assume it 's morning began the Lapp as the past times few twenty-four hours since I have been dead, I was wondering around the house when I noticed my one-half baby walking out of her bedchamber all dressed for school which meant that it was atleast eight am if not later, Of course I did what I always did at that moment, I ran. You see each morning I would hold back till my sister awoke and was cook for school before I would impart the home and would run towards Alice 's apartment, I always walked with her to school and nothing would lay off me doing it on this day. Five minutes later, Could be thirster I do n't know, Time 's meaningless to me as you already know, Anyway 's however long it took me I arrived on clock time as per normal, I walked into the apartment building and straight up to Alice 's apartment, I would knock but it 's a waste of time, So much easier when I just walk through the door so that 's what I did, Of form I found Alice in the Sami place I had left her the dark before, Bed. I know my next sentence will fathom really creepy but I just love watching Alice sleep she is just so cute, The way she sucks her quarter round, Forget I said that I am pretty sure she would pour down me if anyone ever found that out even though it would be impossible for her to do it, fountainhead I stood there for I do n't fuck how long before I heard the usual shouting coming from the aliveness room, It of course been her mum shouting for her to get out of bed, That was when I left her sleeping accommodation just incase her nightwear was a little inappropriate, I do the Lapplander thing every morning to be honest, I walked through her threshold and went to sit on the animation room couch until Alice walked out of her bedroom in her schoolhouse uniform and quickly rushed into the can, She does it pretty very much every aurora, I waited for her to come out and then I got up and walked to the front door only to suffer her follow me a few minutes later, I began walking with her towards schoolhouse when she veered away and headed towards the ballpark, Of line I had to follow her, Ca n't own her getting in any trouble now can I. Well we walked for..You know what I will try to drop out the whole time character as we all know by now that I have no clue about times or days, Well we walked for a while until we came to the cemetery, Now do n't get me wrong I have zip against them it 's just they give me the creeps, fountainhead she walked in and I followed her and I stopped when she chose to only I did n't kneel down when I saw the grave she had stopped at, You know in the curt affair of fourth dimension I have been numb it never once occured to me that I might actually have a grave accent, I might actually be buried somewhere.

Okay I will be the first to admit that seeing my gravestone, The plaza my body is buried for the first time is kind of weird, It 's like been numb does n't really slide down in until you realise you are truly gone, wellspring anyway back to Alice been here, So yeah she was kneeling infront of my grave and I was just sort of stood behind her not really knowing what to do, Within those few minute I was sorting of paralyze with shock I guess you could call it I think I might of missed Alice speaking, Did catch a few words though

*I miss you* She said to my gravestone although with me been here with her it 's sort of like she is speaking to me which feel 's sort of nice

Well I assume with all said and done she will get up and walk to schooltime but she does n't appear to be doing so, Maybe if I could somehow plunk her up I could carry her to school, Make trusted she is n't late..Nope I ca n't piece her up, Yes before you ask I did just try and it is quite obvious the result, delay what 's that noise.

*Alex why did you have to die* She asked my gravestone, Her phonation does n't go decently though, It sound 's as if she is stuttering the words out, Let 's see why..Yep she 's crying that aint full, I ca n't handle it when she cry 's it just makes me want to do the Sami

*Do n't cry Alice* Yes I did just tell her not to cry, I know it 's unpointed but I seriously do n't care it when she does

*Wh..Who said that* She asked, I mean she literally just asked me who had just talked to her, She can listen me

*Alice you can hear me* Yes I know it 's a poor fish affair to say but what else can I ask

*Who are you* She asked, I 'm a small hurt by that because you think she would know her scoop acquaintance spokesperson

*Who do you think it is* I know it sounds a piffling mean but I ca n't avail it, I mean it 's a piddling upsetting when the only person you care about other than family unit of course does n't recognise your interpreter

*A..Al..Alex* She stuttered out, I actually ca n't believe she it, She can hear me and she know 's who is talking, guesswork I am two for two

*Who you expecting, Santa clause* Yeah I know another strange choice of words, I know I probably do n't have long to lecture to her but it 's always fun to mess with her

*Shut up you idiot* She said a small angrily, Now you think she would be happy to verbalize to me but she does n't seem it

*If that 's what you want I will* I wo n't really but like I said, Always fun to mess with her

*No ! * She pretty a lot just screamed at me

*Okay I wo n't shut up then* I know I could of pick out some dependable word 's but meh who cares

*Good, looking at Alex this is crazy weird that I can listen you and I do n't know if I am just imagining the whole matter or if this is just a crazy dream and any moment I will fire up up in my bed and realise that none of this ever happened but I just want to let you sleep together that I miss you been here* She said to me, I can see the tears streaming down her cheeks, If only I could wipe them away

*I miss you too, It 's sort of lonely on this side of life, I mean I have cypher which to be middling is n't much of a difference but atleast when I had a liveliness I had you* I know it sounds like some sort of jocularity but it 's dependable
well she does n't seem to be saying much, surmise I said something haywire, Would n't storm me thats for for sure, waiting she has this weird look on her face, I think i 'm in hassle

*Alex I want to aplogise, It 's all my fault you 're gone, If I had n't had you walk me dwelling house you would still be here today* She said, For the first meter I actually do n't know how to feel, I mean seriously how can she blame herself

*Alice I do n't take your excuse as you have nada to excuse for, It was an honour for me to walk you home that day, Every here and now I got to spend with you was a moment I chose to treasure* Okay a little soppy but I seriously do stand for every watchword, I loved every moment I had with her

*Al..Alex..* She stammered out before running off, I do n't live why she just did what she did but yes I am going to adopt her, cashbox the end of the universe if I so must.

Okay I do n't seriously know how recollective it 's been but I lost her, I managed to make it to the necropolis logic gate but then she just dissapeared, I 've checked everywhere I can think she would be but well as you can reckon I did n't find her, I checked the school, program library, Her home, The Park and even came back to the cemetery but she was n't here, How the heck am I going to find her now .