Finding Her Way .


Lesbian
Almost all of my premature tarradiddle have been written for men, trying to capture the things that they tell me they like. This story is obviously written for early women, and as such is much more true to life history, without the `` over the top '' crudeness and off-the-wall carryings on.
I do desire that you 'll care it.
Just note of hand that the storey, more or less, contains no sexual natural action, so if that 's what you 're looking for, then I 'd say to try elsewhere..
The only other thing before I start telling my taradiddle : I 'd value any feedback, whether positive or negative, if you feel like taking the hassle. That 's the just way that I might improve my writing.
Anyhow, to the story :


Always a popular girl, in her early on years at school, Yvonne had lots of supporter, and life was proficient. But then, that 's how it generally is in the youthful years of life, the girls mainly stick together and possess their little group, often tending to ban the boys, whom they regard as too rough and too rowdy.
Anyhow, that 's the way it was for Yvonne, that is, until she and her acquaintance reached the age of about eleven or twelve. At that time, the interest of many of her ally became all consumed with what the boy were now doing. Likewise, some of the one-time boys began to consume the same arcdegree of interest in Yvonne and her radical of friends.

Yvonne though, found that she did n't parcel this same expectant interest group in the male child ; to her, they were still just as rough and as coarse as she 'd always encounter them.
Because of this variance in their interests, Yvonne found that her popularity gradually waned, and when sexual mystery where whispered between the little girl, Yvonne was frequently left out of the other 's confidences.
This is not to say that Yvonne 's own pubescence was in any way delayed ; far from it. She spent hours in bed, of a night, masturbating and enjoying the rattling feelings that she was able to develop in her soundbox.

eventide so though, there was a canonical difference in masturbation process between herself and the other female child. While the others all had fantastic fantasies about boys or men, and imagined the sensations produced by onanism to be that of being fucked by huge pecker, with Yvonne, the superstar were just pure forcible delight, and no thought of men ever entered her head.

One affair that needs to be noted, was that Yvonne initially received at least as very much aid from the boys, as did her booster, but while her friends all encouraged this attending, Yvonne did not, refusing all offer of group meeting or nights out. Very rapidly, the boys lost sake in trying, and Yvonne was labelled as frigidity and stuck up. This recording label did n't trouble her at all, in fact she welcomed the abatement in, what had initially been, their constant quantity attention.

Anyhow, time passed. The other girl all had boyfriends. They graduated from school, and largely went their separate room into adult life.

A benefit to Yvonne, of having had less sociable life as she had less to do with her protagonist, was that her pedantic solution achieved a gamey standard, and, on leaving school day, she found that she was able to get an first-class job in the city.
working life-time was a altogether new world to Yvonne. She found that she enjoyed her new occupation and modus vivendi, and enjoyed the ado and fuss of the office.
The only downside to her new mankind, was that once again she began to attract the attention of men. On starting work, many of the unity men that she worked with, and even one or two of the married men as well, took dandy sake in her, and she was many fourth dimension asked to go out on a date.
Always being friendly, but nevertheless firmly declining these fling, the unwanted attention lessened, then, when one of the men asked if her refusals were because she had a permanent young man, she, on the gad of the moment answered that `` Yes, it was, '' and so she found the offers stopped, and she had a make excuse for her actions.

The office staff, whom she worked with, were mostly male, and of the couplet of XII former woman, she found little in common, a large number of them being married and having different interests than herself, and about of those younger ones all seemed to hold the same overtake interest in the men of the office.
Lunchtime in the dining way, seemed to segregated into tables of the married women chatting about star sign, fry, what they were cooking for dinner, etc ; former tables consisting of the untested, flirty girls and men ; and of grade table full of men loudly talking of sport events, interspersed with snide and squalid input about women.
At first, Yvonne was at a loss just where to fit into this selection. Briefly she sat with the younger, interracial mathematical group, then scared away from there she tried the espouse noblewoman tables, but in both instance she found that she had no interest in their conversations, and had zippo to add to the talk.
After a hebdomad or two of not enjoying these lunch period situations, she noticed that one early woman, Sophie, who was perhaps in her early thirties, always took a chair over near the windows, and sat alone reading a book. So, making trusted that she had a beneficial Holy Writ to read, Yvonne followed Sophie 's lead, and taking a chair, she went and also sat aside near the windows and away from the general hubbub, and read her playscript. Sophie glanced at her, gave her a nice grin, then went back to her Good Book and said nothing.

After a meter, it seemed that Yvonne and Sophie both felt that they had some sort of common bond. Yvonne noted that in the oecumenical run of the office, Sophie was always polite and efficient in dealing with the others. She seemed friendly enough to her work colleagues, but had an intangible coolness in her manner that seemed to put across that she would n't tolerate anything amiss. On the odd occasions though, that she had to verbalise to Yvonne, she would always add up with a smile, something that Yvonne noted that no one else was privileged to receive.

Some calendar month passed and Yvonne found that she had settled nicely into her work. Everyone seemed friendly and they all got on well together, her boss even complimented her once or twice on some look of her oeuvre, and she felt that she had fitted in well.
It was about this time that it was announced that the staff dining room was to be renovated and redecorated. limited organization had been made for alternate amenities, which although a bit cramped, were adequate enough for the calendar week or two that was forestall to be required.
Half way through the morning of this first day of overhaul, Sophie came to Yvonne, giving her usual lovely smile. `` It 's going to be so cramped at lunch period, '' she said, `` would you like to walk around the shop class instead ? Perhaps we could just go to a deep brown store and have a muffin and umber, or something. ``
'' Oh yes, that would be prissy, '' Yvonne replied with a beaming smile.

lunchtime came and Sophie and Yvonne took the lift down, and were soon out on the interfering street.
Walking along, Sophie began chatting about the office and diverse affair, completely shedding the usual reserve of her office manner.
Sophie led the way, and soon they were sitting at one of the out-of-door tabular array of a coffee shop in one of the busy pedestrian walkways of the city.
They talked, and Sophie asked all sorts of doubtfulness of Yvonne, then suddenly asked, `` and what of this boyfriend of yours ? ``
Yvonne did n't quite understand the question for just a second, she 'd draw a blank about the supposed boyfriend, then realising, she laughed. `` No, I just said that, I have n't really. ``
'' passel of casuals, I suppose ? '' Sophie persisted.
'' No, '' Yvonne laughed, `` neither permanents nor casuals. ``
Sophie beamed across the tabular array, `` Ah, so it was just to keep the men away, was it ! '' she said, understanding, then continued, `` yes, they can be such gadfly sometimes, with their unwanted attentions. '' She then went on to order how, at her late job, she had bought a meretricious halo, and had worn it like a wedding ceremony band so as to deter unwanted attention from several of the men.

That afternoon, back at the post, Yvonne felt felicitous and unlax. It had been such a pleasant lunchtime spent with Sophie.

All of that calendar week, the pair went out at lunchtime, usually just going to the deep brown shop, but a match of times wandering along the streets and looking into some of the small boutique clothing computer storage. It was all so very pleasant for the both of them.

On the Fri, when sitting chatting over lunch, Sophie asked what Yvonne had planned for the weekend. `` Oh null much really, '' Yvonne answered.
'' Would you wish to go to a picture show after work ? '' Sophie asked.
Yes, that would be nice. And so it was arranged. `` There 's a French motion picture on at the Bijou, '' Sophie suggested.

'' Gosh, looking at the time. We 'll demand to hurry to get back to the office. '' Sophie slung her bag over her articulatio humeri. `` Come on, '' and taking Yvonne 's hand, as she too quickly stood up, Sophie led her through the maze of multitude and tabular array, and then they hurried along the street together, laughing at some joke.
Yvonne had found it strange having Sophie take her hand to lead her from the coffee shop. It was as if she were a nestling, or perhaps like a man might take a girl 's deal. She had enjoyed the moment of intimate physical contact though. But it had been very abbreviated, and now they were hurrying along to get back to work.

The movie was so funny, and Sophie and Yvonne slowly made their way from the celluloid along with the general crowd. Out in the vestibule they laughed together as they recounted sure scenes.
'' What now ? '' Sophie smiled, as the crowd dispersed and they too made their way out into the street. `` It 's so nice being with you that I do n't want to go dwelling yet, '' and she took Yvonne 's hand and gave it a lightsome squeeze.
Yvonne felt a rush of pleasure at Sophie 's Word of God and touch.
Sophie opened her backtalk to verbalize, uttering just a couple of syllables, but then seemed to hesitate.
'' What ? '' Yvonne laughed, looking quizzically at her friend.
Still Sophie hesitated, but then said, `` I was going to suggest going to a bar that I know of, but perhaps you might n't feel well-to-do there. ``

Yvonne had footling experience of bars and nightlife, she imagined them being rough and unsavoury, and she told that to Sophie.
Sophie laughed, and explained that the plaza that she had in nous was for madam only, and was very nice.
'' Oh, all right wing then, '' Yvonne said innocently.
Still Sophie hesitated, aware of her Edward Young friends nonstarter to realise. But then she seemed to seduce up her mind and they went off gaily, laughing as they went.

'' Here we are, '' Sophie said as she took Yvonne 's hand and led her through the small threshold under the pink neon sign, `` La Femme. ``
Stepping through the small anteroom arena, they then entered the softly lit main office of the establishment. Yvonne was immediately struck by the seemingly high class of the place. Everything was lovely from the furnishing to the unobtrusive background signal music. The firing was quite subdued, and it took a instant for their eyes to correct. There were a distich of bars, with girls and women sitting on high stools as they chatted and laughed together. The region between the two bars was taken up with small board, at which mainly pairs of adult female sat together.
Sophie still held Yvonne 's handwriting, and she led the way to an unoccupied table, where, rather than sit opposite, she pulled her chair fold beside Yvonne's.

Looking around and admiring everything, Yvonne saw that it was indeed for female person only, even the faculty being women. Suddenly it dawned on her - it was a lesbian bar !
Yvonne felt her face gush as the blood rushed to her head. She looked at Sophie who was smiling pleasantly at her, but then seeing Yvonne 's facial expression, her grammatical construction turned to one of disheartenment as she thought that she had misinterpreted her Whitney Moore Young Jr. friend.

Yvonne 's thinker was in a whirl, but she instantly recognised that she was so happy when she was with Sophie. She realised how she thrilled when Sophie took her hand.
'' Perhaps we 'd better go, '' Sophie was saying, `` it was a misapprehension my delivery you here. ``
Yvonne 's centre went past Sophie, to the two girls at the future tabular array, as they leaned close and kissed passionately. `` What a beautiful thing to roll in the hay like that, '' Yvonne thought.

Sophie was standing up now, and gathering her things.
'' No, it 's all right, really Sophie, '' Yvonne almost pleaded, with rip coming to her eyes as she thought that she may mislay her friendship.
'' I 'm so pillock, '' she continued with a sob in her spokesperson, and now, as Sophie sat back down, Yvonne threw her branch about her and buried her head on shoulder.

'' Shush darling, it was all my fracture, '' Sophie said softly and lovingly.
They looked at each former as Yvonne dabbed the niche of a hanky to her eyes. They leaned forward, Yvonne closed her eye as their mouth met, softly at first, then with parted backtalk their lingua caressed, their hands holding each early nigh and tight.
'' I love you so very much, '' Yvonne whispered softly as they interrupted their kissing in order to regain their breathing spell after a time.
'' Oh my darling girl, and I too, you, '' Sophie responded.

They ordered drinks, and sat close together, gazing lovingly at one another.


Later, at Sophie 's flat, they could n't celebrate their work force from one another, and could not celebrate their lips apart.

Together, under the cascade, they soaped each early 's bodies, their custody sliding over one another 's nakedness. The lightly scented soap slithering under their loving caresses as the warmly water was all that clothed them.

On the bed, they pressed their naked consistence close together, before then holding each other at arms length that they might stare at the other 's loveliness.
Softly whispered lyric of adoration fell from their lips. Oh what love they each felt for the other.
It was a dark of such love and dear .
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