My Real Slave Life History : The 7 Abasement


Anal, Bdsm, Erotica, Humiliation, Toys
This is the unfeigned actual news report of seven humiliating project which were given to me by my now ex-boyfriend while he was out of town.

Before we go into that though, let 's address a few interrogative sentence about me to impart a trivial context of use. I 've always been attracted to confident guy cable. Not all of them were into bdsm thinker you, but when I say confident I really mean that there 's certain dominance about them. For you guys out there heed my discussion when I tell you that confidence is like catmint to girls like me. I love when a guy does n't ask me what I want because he took the fourth dimension to get to know me, therefore he does n't stimulate to ask. He already knows what I want.

I 've had a good lean of boyfriends since my first and yeah yeah that makes me a harlot, go roll in the hay yourself. Anyway, where were we ? Boyfriends, that 's right hand ! So in any case, as I 've gone from one relationship to the next I started to envision out that being dominant by itself was n't enough, the guy had to enjoy bdsm and not only that but he had to deliver a willingness to explore my wrick just as I was open minded to trying his.

I do n't ingest adequate imagination to invent a solid new person so the way I describe myself in my stories is pretty practically me. A shortstop and scrawny half breed with boobs like mosquito bites. Every girl who looks in the mirror sees imperfection and region that she 's unhappy with. In my case, you guessed it ; it 's the two lout of fat that sit on my breast just under my nipples. I 've had just as many ally tell me that I should get a boob job if it 's what I really want as have told me that I 'm just ticket the way I am and they love low chested girls. I 'm sure you would induce preferred to listen that I have a vast set of milk filled tit hanging off my chest, which would no doubt be great for the phantasy I write, but as a offset it 's a lot well-heeled to sprint around without having a couple of big jiggling udder on my torso flopping around everywhere.

Anyway, getting back to the experience at hand. About two fellow ago I was dating a guy named Henrik who went by the epithet Henry except for those times when we were engaged in a petty fetish fun in which shell he was to be addressed as Master. I should throw in a disclaimer that my current boyfriend, and regular Master, has heard this storey so I 'm not getting myself into any bother here. dear ya infant !

I was dating Henry back in the joyous solar day before the onset of corona virus when citizenry did radical things like travel to other places. Wyrd right ? H went on a business concern trip for a partner off weeks and it was agony. I mean I seriously would have taken a set of saw tooth mammilla clamps on my pinko buds over being separated, but it had to happen. Indeed the outset week he was gone was agony. certainly, we talked every nighttime, did some earpiece sex in which we 'd fuck off together and engaged in a little sexting, but it was n't the same. We were on the phone one night with a workweek left before his getting even and just before hanging up he said to me `` I have something I want for you to do tomorrow. ``

Day One : The Princess Plug

I was thinking he was going to ask me to pluck up his dry cleaning or something but no. `` I want for you to wear your anal retentive plug all day,"he said. As it happened I had just gotten a nice sensitive sized princess plug with a pinko jeweled cap a yoke months prior. You 've seen them I 'm sure, they 're heavy, made of metal ; usually have a spangled cap and a retentive thin neck so your anus does n't get stretched out enabling you to be able to assume it for longer periods.

'' What about when I go out shopping ? '' I asked.

'' Wear your plug. ``

'' What about when I go to the gym or for a run ? ``

'' Wear your wad. ``

In former discussion, the hack goes in me in the morning and stays in until it 's time for bed with removal only for that most necessity of acts that I wo n't get into because discussions of shite is a difficult limit point for me and will not be referred to again. Pursuant to my teaching when I woke up the future morning the irregular thing I did ( the first was to ensure that I was sufficiently cleaned out, but that 's a guinea pig we dare not go into pursuant to ground given in the previous sentence ) was to lube up my hype and slowly mould it inside my ass. At first I could really experience it inside me and the pressing made me a little uncomfortable, but over meter I started to get used to it except when I sat down and it really pushed inside me.

I decided to precede a run in party favour of using the elliptical motorcar at the gym. For some reasonableness I thought that would n't be as debatable but I 'm pretty sure I was wrongfulness. All I could call up about the integral time was the plug inside me and with each footstep I was very well cognisant of the encroacher shifting around in my rectum. I found that clenching my ass tightly helped a lot though and probably contributed to an even firmer looking rear. I did take the plug out when I took a shower after my exercise but fright not ! For before getting dressed I lubed it up and in no fourth dimension it was back indoors my tight piddling puckered anus where it belonged.

The rest of my day was pretty mundane, sorry. I ran a few errands, did a little employment and spent a little time on my computer at home viewing illicit material, I know, you 're shocked to learn that I 'm that sort of girl. I admit I 've always liked the way it felt to masturbate with my ass clenching a plug that 's buried bass inside me. The thing is, as I was walking around outside no one knew I had this big metal thing deep in my ass. Only I knew but knowing that, feeling it and being around citizenry while having that experience was a tremendous sensation.

Day Two : The catch

I told Henry all about my day which excited him needle to say. I 'm not sure enough which persona he liked better, trying to imagine me out in public with my ass plugged or the fact that I was uncoerced to do it simply because he told me to. They say that might is the ultimate aphrodisiac and when it came to our kinship, he definitely had the power.

Henry liked it so much as a matter of fact that he decided to collapse me another task. This time I was to go to a pet store and try on some of the dog taking into custody. That was n't enough though ; percentage of my task was to ascertain a virile employee for help in the matter. There would be no hiding in the back of the store while no one was looking !

I went to the local anaesthetic pet storehouse and began to peruse the ***********ion of dog collar. Fun fact, my neck size is the same as that of a diminished to medium sized dog, so piles of option ! Naturally I gravitated to a lovely black apprehension with little silver studs on it. It reminded me of something a dominant, not one that I dated mind you, told me which was that you do n't want a lot of expensive equipment to enjoy bdsm, you just need a pet store and a good computer hardware store.

I buckled the dog collar into topographic point and went searching for the college age guy I had seen earlier who was stocking bags of dog food near the back. `` Excuse me,"I said to get his attention. He turned around and saw me and while he tried to play it tranquillize and poise, I could finger him staring at me and my cheeks began to burn. I pointed to my neck opening and said `` I really like this collar but do you have a mirror so I can see what it looks like on me ? ``

'' You know that 's a leash for a dog right ? ``

'' I know but I really like it. ``

'' This is a pet memory, we do n't really have mirrors. If you want I can see if we have something up front. ``

I shook my straits and said `` you do n't have to ; I think I 'll just keep looking. ``

I expected him to go back to stacking the dog intellectual nourishment but he did n't, he just variety of kept staring at me until I walked back to the collar area where I removed my dog collar and put it back. Big exhale, mission accomplished, can I go now ?

Day triplet : The Slut

When I go out at night I admit I like to express myself off and apparel sexy. But for our next task my outfit had to be something slutty and revealing during the day. Not so much that I would get arrested thinker you, but enough to turn some heads and make me finger all those eyes on my small body. Henry helped me figure out what to wear because I really wanted to do it right and I was concerned that I might disappoint him with my ***********ion. I 've found that men and women sometimes have very dissimilar ideas about what is slutty enough.

We did an online video schmooze and I pulled out some choice which he approved. The future day for my trip-up to the gym I wore only a mutation bra that left my diaphragm exposed and a duo of super skinny lycra shorts that hugged and barely covered my ass. After my shower bath the real fun began. I put on my bright Black person latex paint skirt with a white cami ( yes I really do birth that turnout, no wonder it made its way into one of my stories ) and a pair of stripper cad that I rarely wear because they 're just so impractical, crack hard to walk in and they leave my feet an aching mess after an hour. Still beauty is more important than puff so on my little base they went ! Naturally no bra or panty were permitted on this escapade, which meant of row that my nipples were totally visible as they rubbed against my top, just the way Henry liked it.

There 's a prison term and a place for everything and if I dressed like this to go out to a night club I 'd be fine with it. It 's appropriate if that makes any good sense. But to preen like this to go to the grocery and run errands is a little unlike. It 's sort of the Lapp story about how I can assume a two-piece to the pool or beach, but a bra and panties which actually provide more reportage would be a no go in public. Weird huh ?

I could definitely feel people looking at my soundbox. My slender legs were on showing, my calf muscles accentuated thanks to my stripper hound and my nipples jutted out so much they looked like they could take an eye out. I remember hobbling down the aisle of the market fund, holding on to the cart with each whole step I took. Guy would just stare at my ass as I passed and I heard a few uncomplimentary commentary from some of the erstwhile lady regarding my appearance. Let 's just say they were certain I was a prostitute and given the way I was dressed, it was an understandable conclusion.

As much as I loved the attention I was getting and how aphrodisiacal I felt, there was definitely a thrill of humiliation that fluttered around my tummy as I carried out this task. And that was the point.

Day tetrad : spread 'Em

By this distributor point I was starting to gestate to be given a labor every day. It was making our time apart a little More fun and at the end of our conversation I was a piffling frustrated that he did n't come up with something for me. I do n't know that he gave this one a lot of thought as I believe he came up with it at the prod of the here and now. We were about to advert up and I said `` what about my task for tomorrow ? ``

To which he replied `` Oh right, you still want to do that ? '' Um, hell yeah ! So he took a here and now and decided that I should wear a short skirt with no panties and go around my legs for a piece to show up myself off.

Now I 'm a big believer in not forcing my fetishes on other people, especially vanilla civilians who are just going on about their day. Nevertheless, orders must be followed so what selection did I really have ? I wore a cunning smutty cotton bird and ran some errands ( seems like I do that a lot, does n't it ? ) I kept looking out for an opportunity to fulfill my task in a way that would n't get me arrested. I could sit on a bus Bench and do it. Too obvious and I do n't accept the bus. This went on for a spell with me seeing possible places to sit and pass around and rejecting those choices for one reason or another.

Well at this point I was getting hungry and when you 're hungry there 's only one thing you can do ; get a burrito, which I did. The restaurant had a few tables and death chair, time to enjoy my lunch. I decided that this was the chance I needed so as I sat, I spread my legs courteous and wide, I mean almost as far as they would go.

This gets us to the point of this exercise. I have no idea whether or not anyone saw it. If they did, then they were being pretty discreet about their stolen glances between my legs. But the point was n't about what other people saw, it was about what I felt, which was thoroughgoing photo. It did n't matter if I knew that someone was enjoying the view of my cute little pussy, it was about the fact that I was cognisant that I was on display. I was wide unresolved and as such my cheeks burned and my tegument tingled. Maybe that 's why I 'm a little bit of an exhibitionist.

Day five-spot : Be Respectful

Henry started giving more thoughtfulness to my tasks and for this next dangerous undertaking niceness was key. Of course I 'm always a charming and courteous young lady when I want to be, but this was something different and insidious. Part of the D/s dynamic that I really love is protocol. I love the whole aspect of having to direct your victor in a certain way, so you can imagine how sex I was when my task was for me to handle everyone I saw as Sir or Ma'am. I could n't hollo them by their figure or leave out the deed altogether. That simply would n't do. I had to forge it into nearly every condemnation if I could.

What I really liked about this job was that it was understated enough that no one would really view on, yet every clip I did it, I had potent prickling feelings inside me because I knew what it meant. At the gas station it was `` Thank you Sir. '' At the vegetable base it was `` do you have any more Solanum melongena Ma'am ? ''

My whole day went like that, Sir this, Ma'am that. I think they just thought that I was simply a really super polite female child. fiddling did they recognise how turned on I got every fourth dimension the words escaped my lips and there were times when I honestly felt like I was a subservient slave little girl bread and butter in one of my illusion worlds in which that kind of affair could be done in the open.

Day Six : Have an stroke

For this one my instructions were fairly specific. I was to go to a grocery computer memory, have an accident in an obvious post and then I had to find a manlike employee to tell them about it. You get what I mean when I say stroke right ? I wanted to break gloomy pants to lessen my plethora but Henry was n't having it. He desired me in a bird and no step-in but I balked at that. There was a line of credit and I refused to cross it. Remember my policy about not forcing my fetishes on the civilians ?

'' There is no way that I 'm going to resist in the middle of an aisle at the store and just let pee spray out of me freely,"I told him.

We ended up settling on luminosity colored jeans. It had to look like an accident after all. I went to the foodstuff and I got about halfway down the cooky aisle to get this company started. I 'd had a lot of water beforehand and kept from peeing before as a way to ensure that I could go easily when the meter came and that there would be enough pee coming out to fill henry. A few bead would not deliver pleased the man at all.

There was no such animal as waiting for the gangway to be light up either. There were constantly hoi polloi going up and down and while it was n't one of the busier aisle in the memory board, privacy was not going to be an choice. I stared at a box of cooky while thinking intently about waterfall, rivers, showers, dripping faucets and swimming pools.

At last the atomizer started. I could sense the warmth gather between my thighs, dripping down my legs to my sandals where my modest infantry got soaked before my urine formed a small pull in puddle with yellowish tincture on the floor. I looked down and my jeans had a huge dark pip right where you would expect.

My pelt was burning with mortification but it was about to get unsound. In keeping with my instructions I walked around the storehouse trying to find a male employee. Female restocking cheese, nope. cleaning woman helping customers up front, nope. female child at the food shop buffet, nope. What the fuck ? Does n't this stupid person store have any guys working ?

Finally I found a guy stocking fruit in the veg area. `` Excuse me,"I said as I bit my lip and twirled a strand of my dark haircloth around my finger. `` I had a niggling fortuity on aisle three, I think individual should probably houseclean it up and do you have got a bathroom I can use ? '' My skin felt like it was on fire and my brain was fogging up from the knock-down humiliation of it all.

He looked at the dark spot on my denim and knew what I had done.

He was sympathetic though and said `` No worry, we 'll get it taken aid of and the bathroom is out and to the left. ''

Definitely one of the more acute sense datum I 've had in terms of world mortification, but hey, accidents happen to the best of us, right ?

Day Seven : Body Writing

I 've always loved dead body writing. More times than I can remember I 've taken a Sharpie marking and written some pretty nasty and corrupting thing on the soles of my metrical foot, my minor pinhead, my pubic pitcher and other spots that could be well hidden. Even my electric current fellow, ( I mean Master, please spank me Sir, I 've been naughty ), who is a reasonably seemly artist enjoys drawing cartoons on my back and ass on occasion.

This task was pretty much more of the same but with a twain of whirl. The inaugural subject was the measure of the writing. It was n't just a couple things here and there ; I was to really put a lot of poppycock out on my pelt. So Joseph Henry and I went through a list of unlike things that I was to write on myself and where it was all supposed to go.

The succeeding morning I woke up and decided not to do the penning right away. I had to exercise ( yes I 'm a piddling gym rat, so what ? ) I knew I 'd be taking a rain shower right field after and I did n't want to ruin my hard work so early in the day. As such after I showered and the application that I coat my little consistency with had some meter to sink into my skin, it was prison term to get to work.

I stood naked in front end of the mirror with a smattering of Sharpie marking in a diverseness of colours ranging from calamitous all the way to, well black, though there was a red thrown in for honorable measure. for the first time stop : my business firm boobies. I used the red mark to draw concentrical circles around my little pink tit to stimulate them look like targets ; got ta keep on it fun right ? Then I used the black Sharpie to drop a line `` fellate my nipples '' on my leave behind tit and `` drink my Milk '' on the right hand. For the phonograph recording no, I was not wet-nurse, but I do kind of have a fantasy about being made to farm milk as you 've probably seen from my stories.

On my tummy I made my best attack at drawing a big pecker and clod with cum spewing out of the tip. I 'm no artist so the bar was pretty low, but in my defensive measure, it did end up looking variety of like a prick and balls so we have lift off ! On my pubic knoll I wrote `` owned twat '' and below that it read `` inset putz here '' with an arrow pointing at my pussy. I thought that one was particularly comic given how reluctant some men are to ask for directions when they get lost.

On my upper thighs I wrote `` cumslut '' on one leg and `` fuck my maw '' on the other. On the bottoms of my metrical foot I wrote `` cocksleeve '' on my left foot and `` fuckdoll '' on the right wing. I filled in the interruption with more disgrace actor's line, `` piss woman of the street,"`` cum toper,"`` pecker sucking toy,"`` penalise my breast '' and so on until I was pretty well covered.

Now I know what you 're thinking. `` How do you recall what you wrote and where you wrote it ? '' Great question ! The answer is that both to excite my beau /Master and for him to see how it came out and that I had indeed obeyed the instructions, I took a couple pic and sent them to him. Before you ask, no I 'm not going to share them with you, that was a one hundred pct private thing that will stay private and no one else gets to see them, except my current young man ( love ya infant ! )

I got dressed, nothing too aphrodisiacal, just jeans, a tank and a crop leather jacket and went out. Now you have to remember, not unlike the anal plug, no one could really see what I had written all over me. This was a confidential for me alone. Yet running my errands with the knowledge that I was covered in so many degrading things had my skin tingling and every time I thought of the subject matter that coated my skin, my pussy was juicing.

There was one close phone call in which I went to pay for some items at the chemist and as I was handing over the money, my arm slid up a bit exposing the word `` squawk '' which was written along my forearm. The wide time by the way was `` bitch in heat."I 'm not sure if the bank clerk saw it or not, but just knowing that she might ingest was enough to pretend me burn with plethora.

The thing that kept running through my mind the entirely time was `` what if I get hit by a car and the paramedics have to remove part of my clothing and they see all of this ? ``

The next day Henry came back and that was the end of my seven days of humiliation. I 've had a lot of other fun risky venture in my real sprightliness so I 'm thinking that if I get good feedback and interest from what I 've written here, maybe I 'll share some more narrative from my very sprightliness bdsm journey, which I know is a lot lupus erythematosus vivid than my illusion but hey, what can you do right ?

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