PART ONE CONTINUED

I sucked it, it was tough oh so hard and hot while throbbing like cypher i had ever felt before .... michael got closer to me and then started to palpate my physical structure with his hands before going to my member which went hard, i reached round of drinks with my mitt and started to play with michael ... ... ... ... .after a patch barry said hes going to stool it up to me now but he made me predict not to enjoin anyone, i promised.
He said lay down on my backbone, i did, he parted my ramification and then started to finger my slight member and balls, he put his pass between my peg and then he lifted my legs up, jhe put his oral cavity over my bum hole and then put his tounge in me, i did not know what was happening but it felt really honest, michael then stood up walked over to me and said do it to me steven, please do it to me, his leg lifted over my headland and he began to crouch, im not sure if what i was doing was being done correctly but i kissed hid hole and liked it.
this went on for a piece but barry was not finished with me yet.
he changed his positon and told michael to get something from his bag, michael got off of my fac eand did what he was told.
barry then put something on hid big hard hammer ( must have been 6 '' ) he adjusted my consistence and spat on his finger and my bum, he slid his finger in, i told him i did not like it and i wanted him to blockade, he said no and that i would like it soon enough .michael said its great whats coming up barrys has and before he could finish barry told him to shut up.
He then got his stopcock and put it against my bum, he started to rub his cock against my bum, it felt cold and strange he then without warning pushed the heading of his putz into my hole, i thigh-slapper in pain, barry told michael to put his hands over my sassing, michael did as he was told.
i had never felt such painful sensation in all my life, i was crying, binge rolling down my cheek my sassing covered ... i could not remain firm it ... ... ... ... ... .next matter i knew it was dawning ( i must have passed out with all the nuisance ) i felt a nuisance inside me, i tried to get up but the pain from my bum was too much i fell over on top of both michael and barry who were both still a quietus ( i woke them both up ) with the shoked look on his typeface barry could see i was in pain in the neck he started to cry said he was drab and that he dint want to pain me .... he loved me and just wanted me ( didnt have a clue what he was saying at the metre ) michael also started to cry saying that he did not want to loose his blood brother that it was legal injury etc ... .... i said ok i wont Tell but im in so a lot bother.
barry said ok lets me see what i can do, he had a expression at my bum and said im sorry he started to bat it again but in a soothing way not trying to perplex it in me, he stopped and asked if that felt better, i said a lilliputian bit but as he went to cream it again i could see that his prick was toilsome.
barry said to michael suck it for me ... ... .... after ages of him just licking my hole and putting Sir Thomas More spitting over it he stopped and said this is what i wanted you to feel.
michael plosive consonant sucking my cock and lay down he adjusted michael and looked at me and said wtch this ... ...
barry put something on his cock and put the tip into michaels hole he just kepted on pushing until i could not see any of his cock, michael was sort of shaking but seemed to be enjoing himself, he then looked at me and said its ok really, it hurt a lot when he did it to me first time.
Barry started moving in and out of michael, dissipated and faster, his breathing was getting faster too, he shouted in or out michael in or out ... .. michael said out with that barry pulled out his hammer and squirted some stuff over michaels physical structure must have been 7 or 8 squirts.
i asked what it was and he said it was emollient that would make my pain go away, he got some on his fingers and rubbed it over my sore bum hole, he got some more and instead of putting it on my mess put it on my lip and said taste it, it was piquant er bittery he then started to puzzle out his own succus off of michael cock and smooth slender body ... ... ...
after the few days we spent camping i did not experience as often pain as i did but i still hurt, barry told me if anyone asked why i was hurting that i fell on a log ... ... ... ....
not long after the effect of the camping head trip michael and his family moved away and i never saw any of them again ... ... ... ... ... ..
this was the start of the end for me .... i did not bed what being gay was and i had lost my outdo acquaintance. until now no one has ever know about what happened on the tenting trip.

a small bit inbetween chapter 1 and 2 - over the next mates of geezerhood i was raped twice, once by two girls but to a greater extent shockingly by two boys. ill go into detail with these in chapter two.

chapters to play along inc Scott and craig, reece, marking, vincent and kevin, two pornography star and an actor. im sure there will be others along the way that i forgotten at the moment but ill go into More point than chapter one, it was the start and i tried to put it in the way that it was to me then rather than how it would be now .