It was inhuman. I stood on the street box in the freezing pelting. I still couldnt believe this. I was a prostitute. I was a slut. I used to do this for money for myself, but now i did it for My Children. I was having Twins. I Was 8 months fraught and i Needed money to get a dingy apartment. So now i stood on the street corner with my Big, Plump, and Round belly waiting for the next Guy who would make me his Victim. Thats when he pulled in front of me, opened the door, and said, You Avery ? I nodded. Get in the truck. He Said. I got in and pulled the threshold shut. He quickly sped away. So whats the plan ? He asked. I shrugged. How a good deal is it gon na cost for a cock sucking ? He asked. Uhh, 30 dollars. I said. Ok, i 'll eat you out, how much ? 20 sawbuck. I said. Ok, so were up to fifty im going to 100. and fucking you is .... ? 50 bucks. If i let you get a shower and provender you dinner and let you stay the dark can you flush it out and make up it 100 ? I guess so. I said. K, then we have a softwood. We arrived at his flat and went inside. It was strong but i still would rather be out in the cold. He motioned me to come him with his helping hand and we walked back to his elbow room. He motioned to my belly and said, you sure you wan na do this ? Shouldnt be in the infirmary ready to deliver ? He snickered. Im sure i said ineffectual to look him in the eye. K. He pushed me onto the bed and pulled down my gasp. As common i Blocked my nous out and thought of how Beautiful and awing My child were gon na be and how i was gon na be able to subscribe care of them and put a cap over there caput. I blocked out everything and ignored his raving spit inside my Cunt. He pried my mouth subject and i sucked his hawkshaw, taking it deep throat. He throat fucked me for several minutes until finally he pulled out, pushed me down again and climbed on top of me. I blocked out his penis entering me and just like always, and thought of my beautiful duplicate babies. Would they be two boys ? Woukd they be two miss ? Would they be a boy and a girl ? What would be there favorite food ? Spaghetti or pizza ? Would they like bubblegum when they got honest-to-god ? Fruity or raft ? Would there favorite color be orange, immature, downcast, violet, or red ? Would they look like me ? Or ... there father ... which i most likely never knew the figure of or so much as what his favored pastime was. He was just another man. Another creep that payed me. My babies didnt need him. Didnt need a dad. I could jazz them plenty enough. But, deep down, it saddened me that my children would never recognize there daddy, never get to take on him. What would i say when they came place from pre-k and asked me why did the other youngster have Daddy 's when they didnt ? How would i commence to tell them about my life right now ? Would they understand ? Or would they hate me and resent me for giving them this life. Ok im done, he broke me out of my trance. The bath over there. I got up, went to the john, and started to keep out the door. No, let me watch. He said, running his bridge player over my physical structure. I nodded and turned around, reaching in and turning the H2O on. I stepped in and felt the piddle on my back. Seconds later he stepped in beside me. Honey, you let me do you good. He said. He put his munition around me. I didnt bonk what the Inferno to think. Im gon na put in an extra two hundred dollar for those youngster of yours, and if you need a plaza to stay i have an extra elbow room. I looked up at him. Are you serious ? I asked him. Yeah, your mighty beautiful, i would be intimate to have you and your children stay at my planetary house. I thought about it, and didnt fuck if it was safe for my sister, but justly about now i didnt see any other selection. Ok. I said and he squeezed me tighter. By the way. My name is chow Carlton. That dark, lying in bed with this random guy, my muscular contraction started. I sat up in bed and held my stomach, screaming. Whats wrong Little lady ? He asked me, clearly worried. Its time. I said. Oh Good Shepherd god. He walked around to my side of the bed and helped me up. He led me to his motortruck and helped me inside. The contractions were coming fast. We were almost to the hospital when my water broke in his hand truck. Dammit girl. He said. Im s-sorry i stammered. No no, dont apoligize its not your error. When we got to the infirmary i was dialated all the way, honey were gon na need you to push now. She said. I was laying in the bed squeezng chuck 's hand. 123, push ! She screeched. Ahhhh, i yelled. I see the head. She said. I pushed as hard as i could and palpate something slippery between my legs. Then i heard crying. My infant ! Its a Bouncng babe boy ! She smiled at me. Let me hold him. I reached out. Honey your still in labor you ! sacrifice him to me now ! I screamed at her. She handed him to me and in that moment my totally world, which had been nothing, became something. This slight boy in my limb now was one-half of my world. get-up-and-go ! I pushed as tough as i could. Its a beautiful babygirl ! She grinned up at me and tucked the child in the crease of my arm. I held my whole world in my hands at that moment. Tears streamed down my face. They both had my red hair. My babies had my red whisker ! I was so felicitous. I named the young lady Passion Angel, for my have it off Passion of Christ for her and my hateful passion for her loser father. I named the boy Patrick Allen. St. Patrick after my forefather, and Allen Stewart Konigsberg after my founding father 's father. These babies were my mankind. St. Patrick and Passion .