My Transistion ( 1 )
Fantasy, LesbianIt was my 30th birthday, I went out with me friends and a couple cousins to the bar. Since I was also going through a divorce I decided I needed to blank out my job for the night. We all had fun that night, so much so that when I woke up in the morning in a hotel with 3 naked woman in bed I wanted to call back the dark before. I lied there trying to Leontyne Price it together but just could n't so I got up and took a exhibitioner. When I came out only Lisa was still there.
Lisa is a skilful friend. I 've never tried to get to moment base with her because I never saw her as girl material. I do n't know why, I mean she 's hot and all but I always saw her as a minuscule sister type.
We made some pocket-size talking and she said she had to go.
A couple daylight later I noticed a rash on my shaft and thought I just needed a shower as it had been 2 days so I showed and went to bed but the next day I was feeling a slight hurting in my groin area. So off to my doctors I went.
The doctor I was seeing was a woman about my age. She asked what the problem was and I told her I was feeling pain in my groin. She asked me to take up my bloomers off and lie on the table so I did. She put some synthetic rubber boxing glove on and started her examination and sure enough I spring a flub. She just takes her pen out of her sac and wacks my dick a good one and so very much for my boner. Somewhat embarresed I said I was sorry. She just smiled and said it 's ok. It happens all the clip. 10 second later I left with some cream and some antibiotic. I was told to arrive back if it got worse.
Four days later and I was at emergency with a fever and a lot of nuisance in my groin. The doctor put me in a room by myself and early then him and a nurse, that 's all I saw for the following couple days.
Finally the MD told me I needed surgery. I asked what was awry and he told me he would explain after another MD looked me over.
A duad more days go by and four more doctors looked at me but none of them were talking.
Finally my doctor along with two other Dr. came and told me I needed OR as soon as possible to cut off me penis.
I was in shock to say the least and do n't think of to much Thomas More. The next afternoon I met with another Doctor of the Church and he told me after the first-class honours degree team of doctors were done he was going to get in and finish the SRS surgery.
What the Hades is an SRS surgical procedure I asked and what 's going on here ? He told me I have an aggressive form eating disease on my penis and that SRS run into intimate reassignment operating theatre. I would let to have a sex variety but not to vex about it. As they were going to maneuver in the morning.
I cried for a while and then called my mother and told her that I was going to have surgical operation in the morning and could she arrive see me at the hospital tomorrow afternoon. Of path my mom was full of interrogative but I could n't recite her what was going on. So I told her I have to get my appendix removed.
An minute later Lisa shows up and asks what 's up. So I told her everything and made her swear not to evidence anyone. We both cried and I told her to get checked out too.
The surgical operation went well and I woke up in ICU. My recovery went well to and I was released from hospital two weeks later with a bundle of adult diapers as I had to learn how to pee like a woman.
Lisa stopped by almost every day to check on me and one day told me her tests came back rule. She was okay.
Six weeks later I meet the Doctor for a succeed up and he asked if I wanted estrogen to help transition.
I asked what that meant and he said now that I do n't have a penis anymore that I might be more well-chosen as a woman.
I had n't thought about that I said. What will happen to me I said.
Your body will slowly change and in a year or two, you will be a woman without the menstrual problem all other woman have.
He sent me rest home with a prescription and a referral to a shrink.
I talked it over with Lisa for a mate mean solar day and decided to go ahead and contact with the shrink.
The day I meet her. She told me she was glad I called and was so sorry for what happened to me. I told her everything and she even said that I had no other pick but to turn a woman.
That 's not what I want to hear I said in anger but I knew she was right.
I went home a stayed there for the next three weeks. I did n't answer the earphone or the door. I just sat there and thought of the good old days. Fucking all the cleaning woman I 've been with and beating off. Finally Lisa got my landlord to let her in my apartment. She was pretty mad at me but we talked and just hung out for most of the night.
The following morning I showered and went and filled the prescription medicine. I went to see the shrink every week as she requested. I saw the Doctor of the Church every month too.
About five months went by when I noticed a few elusive changes. My skin was softer and I did n't postulate to shave as often. My voice was different too. The future month I noticed my pap were getting raw and my chest were starting to acquire. I started to wear loose-fitting wearing apparel which Lisa hated and believe me she mentioned it a a lot.
It was winter now so loose-fitting clothes and winter jackets were the norm.
I went to Lisa 's stead one day to verbalize and cling out, watch a movie that sort of thing. She opened the door invited me in, I took my jacket off and when I looked up at her she was just standing there with her backtalk open staring at me. I looked behind me then back at her saying what ? ? ? What 's haywire ?
She snapped out of her step and said `` null '' cypher 's wrong. We ate dinner party and watched some tv without saying too much. Finally I stood up and said what 's with you tonight ?
She sat there quite as a mouse and staring me in good order in the eyes and said your changing ! ! !
Dose it bother you that much because if it dose ... She cut me off and said no. It 's not that. I I I just was n't cook for this much change I mean you 've got mammilla, I mean not little tit but pretty great ones. I stumbled back a step or two and said I got ta go and started for the room access, but she cut me off and said no I 'm sorry please do n't go. We can talk this out.
Lisa 's been my friend since grade school and she could always calm me down but to tell me I have big mammilla to my face like that scared the pit out of me. So I told her I needed time to call up and seize my coat on my way out the door.
It was early November now, 11 month since my surgical operation. My consideration was succeeding to impossible to hide anymore, underworld I do n't even postulate to shave my face. I have n't told my family yet, I was thinking. I 've avoided them all to this point but I needed my mom so I called her and told her I was coming for a visit but only if she was going to be alone. Dad passed on when I was seven so he was n't in the picture.
I got to mom 's sign around two in the afternoon. I walked in, took my shoes off and sat down on the couch before mom could commit me the usual hug. I left my jacket on to. She came in and stopped and just looked at me. I asked her to sit down, that we needed to talk and that it was important. She sat down on the couch and said what is it sweat Hart. I sat there and thought for a consequence and she asked if this had any thing to do with me surgery.
Stunned I said yes. But what do you recognise ? ? ?
Lisa has been keeping me in the loop. I know everything. And she smiled and said can I give birth my hug now ! ! !
I stood up and hugged my mom and cried.
You know, I always wanted a daughter, not like this nous you but I 'll take it all the same.
Mom finally let me go and said now take that crownwork off on the home and let me see you. I looked her in the eyes and said there have been some changes because of the hormones I 'm taking mom. She said I can see that, your face looks a little dissimilar. Besides you 've been on them for quite some time now. I smiled and removed my coat. Her eyes lit up when she saw the size of my bureau and said oh my, you 've grown so often. Are you wearing a bra ? Mah, come-on I said. She laughed and said no-account my female child. We 'll have to require you and get sized soon. It 's ok mom, I 'll get to it.
It was such a stand-in to cognize mom knew what was going on. Who else knows mom ?
Well almost everyone by now I suppose you see I told your aunt this morning when you called and you know your aunt with a hidden. We both just laughed.
Over the next few solar day I was visited or called by almost every menage member I have and it was a little hard to excuse to some of them but I got through it.
Lisa came by a few Clarence Day later and apologize, saying that my mom can be very persuasive. Can you ever forgive me, I hugged her and said it 's ok and thanked her. She had that strange aspect again. What 's wrong now i said ? We need to get you a bra. Let 's go and she graded my hand and off to the mall we went.
I thought we were going to Walmart or something like that but she said nooo. Those were not bras. Those were shit on a hanger and we walked into La Senza. Lisa asked for someone to serve evaluate me and fit me properly and a char graded her measuring tape and started sizing me up then went and got one for me to try on. Now I 've taken a few of these off other woman but never put one on so I 'm sitting there looking a this thing and Lisa roast on the door. Is everything okay in there. I open the room access grab her arm and pull her in with me. What 's haywire she says. Can you help me with this, I 've never put one one before. Laughing she says take your top off. I 'll help.
I pulled my top off reviling myself for the first clock time and Lisa gasped and said oh my. Those are beautiful. She had that deer in the headlight tone again. I covered myself quickly and blushed. Sorry I did n't mean to ... It 's ok Lisa. Let 's just get this over with. 38D wow. I 'm only a 34B, I 'm jealous as she smiles at me. I laugh and sigh at the Sami time.
fountainhead that was n't to bad was it ? ? ? If you say so Lisa I say.
The end on November and I 'm it to see the medico for my impediment up. Almost a year now since my surgery.
There 's a new medico now. A untested guy about 30. He asks me to take my clothes off and put the robe on that 's open at the rear and sit in the tabular array with my feet in the stapes. Then leaves, a few moments later he comes back in and take how I 'm doing. Good I think, where 's the early doctor I ask. He 's recovering from a stroke he had last week. I 'm just filling in for the time being. Are you associate with my filing cabinet ? ? No but your here to sustain an test right ? ? I guess I said. OK then, let 's get started and he pulls his professorship up and turns his light on his head band on and puts his read/write head under the garment. He touches me on the face 's of my privets. It felt strange. A tingling. A warming. It felt strange. I put my hands down there to block off him so he asks. Are you okay. No please stop I said he backed up and asked what 's wrong ? Please interpret my file first ! ! ! He just looks at me then says okey. He grabs my file and starts reading it. A moment later he looks up and says. I 'm so sorry. I thought you were just a woman scared to have a man touch you. We get a lot of colza victim in here and we 'll you know. Do you require me to continue.
I took a late breather and said just go tardily please. He says do n't worry, I 'll be appease and he was. He finished his exam and I 'm in tip top shape he said.
Two hebdomad before Christmas Lisa says I ca n't take it anymore. We 're going shopping, your not warring these baggy clothes anymore. Let 's go ! !
I do n't have any money Lisa I said. I 'm still on farseeing terminal figure disablement but that 's about to run out. It 's sanction your mom took charge of that. issue forth on, let 's go. Okay let 's go I said.
Lisa and I shopped all day. kickoff stop La Senza. You need a bra and panty set for every day of the week. So that 's what I got. Then she says you need a supper ... And she spun around and took off towards a rack grabed a image bra and g string combo and handed it to me. Try this on as she pushed me into the change room. I put it on just in fourth dimension for the door to spread. I forgot to lock it. Lisa stood there staring at me again. You know, I 'm getting used to that you know. We both laughed and she said its perfect tense. lead it on. Just give the tag to the cashier. Next we went to a high up end dress store. Lisa marched over to a rack of dresses pulled on off the rack and said faith me, this garb is to die for. Try it on as again I 'm being pushed into a Chang room. This clock time I pull her in with me and said oh no you do n't. Your helping me with this one. A few minute of arc later and I was in the dress. Lisa says `` dam I 'm in force. I new this would front killer on you ''. Wear it out. side by side to the jewelry shop. We picked out a couple nice necklace and earrings solidifying. Uhm Lisa, I do n't give birth pierced ears. Laughing she says not yet. Let 's go.
By the end of the day, we spent almost $ 2000 but I would n't take anything for a longsighted time.
Three days before Christmas Day Lisa and I are getting our hair, nails and makeup done. The cosmetologist was explaining everything to me so I could do my own war paint. When we were done, I did n't greet myself. Lisa was staring again and I felt fantastic.
Xmas day and everyone is at moms house including Lisa. I was warring a conservative turnout. Longer red skirt, red blouse, red low heals a Nice danty atomic number 79 mountain range and earrings. My physical composition was perfect and a spark dusting of scent. mother approved but Lisa said I looked like a granny. Lol.
For a lot of the family this was the low gear clip they 've seen me since my alteration. My brother was his usual asshole self until my aunt put him in his place. Lisa and I left around 10 pm it was a with child time. I was comfortable and content.
New Years Eve and Lisa and I are dressed to the ball club and out having fun. We were both drinking champagne and I for one was getting tipsy. Not wanting to repulse, Lisa says I booked a motel for the Night. I kinda loomed at her and thought she planed ahead ? What 's up ? ? ? Somewhere around 2:30 in the morning we went to check in. When we got to the room, the poster would n't mold so I said here, let me try. As I took the wag from her she pushed me up against the doorway and kissed me lightly on the lip. Suprized at first I just let it happen then I kissed her back. Finally getting the door open and looking inside there was only one poove size of it bed. The room was lit in candlelight and there was a note on the table. Lisa says, this is for you, handing me the bank note. She looked worried about something. Looking at the note it read ...
'' sweetie I 've wanted you for so long now but just could n't work up the nerve to tell you. Then you changed and I want you even more now ! ! !
You see I 'm a lesbian, have been for ever now and now your the most beautiful woman I know bar none. You keep catching me ogling over you and keep on asking what 's wrong. You take my breathing space away and I want you to carry me to be yours. I know you love me to. A year ago you took me three multiplication in one night.
I love you and only you. Please take me tonight ! ! !
sexual love Lisa. ``
Lisa was staring at me as she stood by the bed.
Shocked, I stood there ! ! !
She got up and walked over to me and kissed me every so sensually, so tender were her lip. I kissed her back the same way. Slowly, sudictivly and softly. She pulled me into her and kissed me harder as weeping rolled down her cheeks. She breaks the kiss and says is that a yes ? Smiling back at her as a bust character down my cheek I said, Lisa I love you. She hugs me as I 'm saying this. I did n't be intimate how to tell you without ruining our friendly relationship. I felt the zip on my dress come down my vertebral column slowly, and I realize she wants me now. then her hands came back to the back of my articulatio humeri and she pulled the straps off my shoulder joint. The apparel fell to the floor. I reached down and pulled her attire off over her head. Brushing her tears away she slowly reached around and undid my bra and let it fall as well. Our eyes were locked on each other. Her hands touching my breasts ever so tenderly. Her hands are shaking, trembling. I was lost, I closed my eyes and tipped my headway back as she leaned in and flicked her tounge at my nipple. Goose bumps quake through me. I felt fallible in the human knee. Lisa helped me lie down on the bed. Pushing me back kissing me at the same time and rubbing my mamilla in the palms of her hired hand. Slowly she works down to my tits, kissing, licking, teasing. Ever so slowly, downward over my venter. Hooking her thumbs under my step-in pulling them down. Her deal are still trembling. I lift my ass a short to help oneself get my plastered scanty off. Starting at my metrical foot, slowly petting, licking, teasing, tasting all she could. She worked her way up my legs leaving a trail with her tongue. Pushing my legs apart while kissing the interior of my thigh to my new pussy. Now I 'm trembling, burning with desire. She kisses all around my pussy but does n't touch it. Quivering and with a very precarious voice I say delight ! ! !
She continues to fluff, blowing ever so lightly. Rubbing the tip of her nose up and down my lips. Flicking her tounge gently on my lips as if she was studying or exploring uncharted territory.
Then suddenly, without warning she shoves her tounge into the bottom of my cunt flicking her tounge upwards and closing her oral cavity over my pussy. Pure Adam rolled over me, I arched my back and flung my arms above my point. Lisa sucked and licked me relentlessly. Her hands holding my legs open, digging her tounge in and out, exposing my clitoris. And just when I thought I could n't take anymore she shoves two finger 's in there and thrusts them in and out sucking hard on my clit. I screamed in ecstasy as I cummed for the first time in about a year. Not missing a beat Lisa sucks grueling on my clit. But there 's to often for her to manage and she tries to back away but I grab her forefront and mash her expression into my ca n't as I gush out the live of my orgasm.
lease go of her question and collapsing on my backbone, Lisa cleaned me up then kissing her way back up to my lip 's. grinning and says as she roles off of me, that was worth the delay ! ! !
Lisa laid there while I caught my breath.
fabrication there thinking about if I could even come close to that. I rolled to my side and stared at her for a moment that 's when she said what. I just continued staring and said teach me how to do that to you. I want you to finger as rattling as I do. Smiling at me she says go slow and savor everything you do as much is I will.
propensity in I kiss her and secernate her she 's the just person in the world to bear on me except the Doctor. I have n't touched myself at all sexually, I was to scared.
Do you want to use my plaything on me she says. surprised I look her in the eyes. She laughs and says yes I do make toy dog, I 'm an adult you know. Pushing me off her, she gets up and goes to her closet and returns with a box. Placing it on the bed she says. This was my toy box as she open 's it reviling vibrators, dildos all form of sexy things.
She looks me in the eyes and says this one is a strap-on, you could feel like a man again as she studied my face, looking for a reaction. I have to admit I felt quite inept for a consequence. No Lisa, this is who I am now. It 's been hard for me but I 've always felt more female then male. I just never told anyone. Lisa I 'm happy now.
She leans in and we kiss. I reach behind her and undo her bra. I then guide her to lie down on the bed, kissing her while working my hands over her breasts and slope of her eubstance, working my way to her veracious ear, nibbling and kissing, leaving a trail with my tounge. Lisa 's breathing becomes a picayune laboured and she sighs ever so slightly. Down to her neck niddling as I go. My hands are roaming over her breasts, squeezing and pinching and ever so slightly rubbing up and down over her nipples. Her teat are rock punishing as are mine so I move over top of her nipple to nipple rubbing up and down side to side in circuit and mashing my tits in to hers. Our hands are all over each other. I was getting so aroused but I wanted to piss her feel what she did to me so I grabbed her wrists and put them down, looking into her eyes I say, no it 's your turn my have a go at it them burred my side face in her breasts and licked all over. Moving slowly down under her tits licking and sucking each nipple as I went lower and lower.
Getting to her belly button I gently kissed as she shuddered ever so slightly, letting her articulatio radiocarpea go and placing my hands on the inside of her second joint I gently open her legs. She 's still warring her G drawstring but that was n't going to halt me. Slowly kissing and licking my way down to the top of the band I pulled with my dentition at it and let it break down back agents her skin. She jerked a little and gasped too. I nibbled around her fabric furrow being careful not to touch her odorous pussy. Lisa was moaning now and was breathing heaver.
I gently blow on her pussy as I trace the synopsis of her G drawstring covering her cherubic cunt. Slowly I pull the red fabric to the side and lick all around touching her rim slightly then moving away. Coming back to the top of her opening I use my chin to press in and slid down as my nose follows. God dose she smell so effective. Looking up at her briefly to stake her response I smile slightly as I see her eyes closed tight and she 's clinched her teeth. Wondering how much more of this teasing I could do I decided to try her nectar. I darted my knife deep into her honey hole. She gasped and jerked hard putting her deal on my mind and holding me there. I stopped just like that with my tounge buried deep inside her as she settled down slightly and let my head go. Very slowly I worked my tounge up and down slightly not to much just a piffling. Mmmm she tastes so serious. But I hold back and work in and out at the freighter of her pussy. Being deliberate not to touch her clitoris to much. My nose keeps bumping it lightly as I tounge fuck her a while. Lisa 's moaning louder now and telling me `` yes yes just like that, do n't stop that 's aright just like that oh god please do n't bar. ``
I start to leaf my tongue up and hit her clit harder a couple times and insert a finger into the bottom of her pot slowly I work my tounge and finger into her alternating between tounge and finger, going a petty faster now she is moaning, groaning and mumbling. I ca n't understand her as she is tongue-tied. She 's trembling now almost as if she had hypothermia. So I slow down to a creep and let her settle down for a consequence, I left my finger in her and kissed all around her box.
Satisfied that she was n't gon na cum yet I started to work my digit in and out again making indisputable not to touch her clit. Adding a second finger's breadth a minute later and kissing her clit slightly as it is more valuable now. Sticking out like a loan douglas fur in authorise cut timber, Standing there proud I wrap my tounge around it and slue my sassing over it sucking it all into my mouth at once. Lisa screamed and jerked, spasming as she pushed her hips up to meet my onslaught of her sex. Shoving four finger's breadth into her and sucking as toilsome is I could she detonate into climax. Her mitt are on my head ramming my foreland into her cunny. I kept sucking and ramming my mitt in and out. Her legs are squeezing my head and hands tighter as my trend becomes restricted but I keep sucking and am rewarded with another muscle spasm as she fills my sassing with more nectar. I slow my violation on her and slowly pull my paw out, licking everywhere I can make. Lisa is still as a mouse. I look up to see that she passed out.
I pulled myself up beside her and cuddled up to her with my oral sex on her shoulder joint as I fell asleep with her.
I awoke in the break of the day to Lisa crying. Asking her if she was okay. She sobbed and told me she loved me so much. She could n't brook to loose me. Smiling at her I say.
I love you Lisa ...