*So I 'm dead, Yeah that sucks* My first words as a all in person and they 're what I choose, What kind of feeble idiot am I, I should of said something much better like sweet i 'm short metre to have some fun

Yes I did just form of accept the fact that I no longer had a life, There was one trivial niggle that did chafe me then and to this very day ( even though it 's only been a few of them ) still does, The Sami enquiry I keep asking myself over and over again *Why have n't I moved on*, Yeah so that is still something I would like to know but we will leave it for now

I guess you are probably wondering what I did for the next few days that would bring us to this present day, well I know you will send for me crazy but I did the lone thing that seemed natural to do at the time I chose to carry on with my normal life, That of course included going to school, Yes I know it seems pointless for a dead person to attend schooling but do n't judge me, I spent a lot of time with Alice even though she had no clew I was there with her, I would walk her home then hang around her flat till she went to bed just so I could keep an eye on her even though I do n't lie with what I could of done if anything had of happened to her, After that I usually went abode and walked around the theatre I lived in with my mother and one-half babe, Always seemed so placid when I would take the air in the household, Probably because my mother and half sis were usually just sat in the living room comforting each other or they were in bed asleep, wellspring that was pretty very much all I did for the retiring few days which brings us back to the give day.

As I said at the very beggining I will once again say now, Morning I assume, My gens is Alex and this is where the level is about to get a little more interesting. This cockcrow, fountainhead I as per pattern just assume it 's aurora began the like as the past times few days since I have been dead, I was wondering around the house when I noticed my half sister walking out of her chamber all dressed for school which meant that it was atleast eight am if not later, Of course of study I did what I always did at that moment, I ran. You see each morning I would wait till my sister awoke and was fix for school before I would allow the star sign and would run towards Alice 's apartment, I always walked with her to schooltime and aught would break me doing it on this day. Five minutes later, Could be longer I do n't know, clock time 's meaningless to me as you already know, Anyway 's however long it took me I arrived on time as per formula, I walked into the apartment construction and straight up to Alice 's flat, I would strike hard but it 's a waste of time, So much prosperous when I just walk through the threshold so that 's what I did, Of course I found Alice in the Saame place I had left her the night before, Bed. I know my next sentence will sound really creepy but I just love watching Alice sleep she is just so precious, The way she sucks her thumb, Forget I said that I am pretty surely she would kill me if anyone ever found that out even though it would be unimaginable for her to do it, fountainhead I stood there for I do n't live how recollective before I heard the usual shouting coming from the living room, It of course been her mum shouting for her to get out of bed, That was when I left her sleeping accommodation just incase her nightwear was a little inappropriate, I do the same thing every forenoon to be dependable, I walked through her threshold and went to sit on the living room lounge until Alice walked out of her bedroom in her school uniform and quickly rushed into the bathroom, She does it pretty lots every morning time, I waited for her to come out and then I got up and walked to the social movement door only to let her follow me a few minutes later, I began walking with her towards school when she veered away and headed towards the park, Of course I had to follow her, Ca n't have her getting in any trouble now can I. Well we walked for..You know what I will try to escape out the unit clip part as we all know by now that I have no cue about times or days, well we walked for a while until we came to the burying ground, Now do n't get me wrongly I have zippo against them it 's just they give me the creeps, Well she walked in and I followed her and I stopped when she chose to only I did n't kneel down when I saw the grave she had stopped at, You know in the scant thing of time I have been dead it never once occured to me that I might actually have a grave accent, I might actually be buried somewhere.

okay I will be the maiden to admit that seeing my headstone, The place my organic structure is buried for the first time is sort of Wyrd, It 's like been bushed does n't really lapse in until you realise you are truly gone, Well anyway back to Alice been here, So yeah she was kneeling infront of my grave and I was just sort of stood behind her not really knowing what to do, Within those few moments I was sort of paralyze with electric shock I guess you could holler it I think I might of missed Alice speaking, Did catch a few words though

*I fille you* She said to my gravestone although with me been here with her it 's sort of like she is speaking to me which feel 's sort of nice

Well I assume with all said and done she will get up and walk to shoal but she does n't seem to be doing so, Maybe if I could somehow pick her up I could carry her to shoal, Make certain she is n't late..Nope I ca n't pick her up, Yes before you ask I did just try and it is quite obvious the upshot, hold what 's that noise.

*Alex why did you have to die* She asked my tombstone, Her voice does n't sound good though, It sound 's as if she is stuttering the words out, Let 's see why..Yep she 's crying that aint right, I ca n't palm it when she cry 's it just makes me want to do the same

*Do n't cry Alice* Yes I did just tell her not to cry, I know it 's pointless but I seriously do n't wish it when she does

*Wh..Who said that* She asked, I mean she literally just asked me who had just talked to her, She can hear me

*Alice you can hear me* Yes I know it 's a stupid thing to say but what else can I ask

*Who are you* She asked, I 'm a slight hurt by that because you think she would have a go at it her best friends interpreter

*Who do you cogitate it is* I know it sounds a little tight but I ca n't help it, I mean it 's a fiddling upsetting when the only person you care about other than family of form does n't recognise your voice

*A..Al..Alex* She stuttered out, I actually ca n't believe she it, She can listen me and she know 's who is talking, surmisal I am two for two

*Who you expecting, Santa clause* Yeah I know another unknown alternative of words, I know I probably do n't have long to spill the beans to her but it 's always fun to mess with her

*Shut up you idiot* She said a little angrily, Now you think she would be well-chosen to babble to me but she does n't look it

*If that 's what you want I will* I wo n't really but like I said, Always fun to mess with her

*No ! * She pretty much just screamed at me

*Okay I wo n't shut up then* I know I could of chose some respectable Scripture 's but meh who cares

*Good, expression Alex this is demented weird that I can hear you and I do n't cognise if I am just imagining the completely matter or if this is just a unbalanced ambition and any bit I will arouse up in my bed and realise that none of this ever happened but I just want to let you know that I miss you been here* She said to me, I can see the tears streaming down her nerve, If only I could wipe them away

*I young lady you too, It 's sort of lonely on this incline of sprightliness, I mean I have nobody which to be fair is n't much of a difference but atleast when I had a life I had you* I know it sounds like some sort of trick but it 's true
Well she does n't seem to be saying much, Guess I said something wrong, Would n't surprise me thats for sure, Wait she has this Wyrd look on her face, I think i 'm in problem

*Alex I want to aplogise, It 's all my geological fault you 're gone, If I had n't had you walk me base you would still be here today* She said, For the first time I actually do n't cognize how to find, I mean seriously how can she charge herself

*Alice I do n't accept your apology as you have nothing to apologise for, It was an honour for me to take the air you home that day, Every bit I got to spend with you was a moment I chose to treasure* okey a little soppy but I seriously do stand for every word, I loved every minute I had with her

*Al..Alex..* She stammered out before running off, I do n't know why she just did what she did but yes I am going to follow her, money box the end of the world if I so must.

okay I do n't seriously jazz how farseeing it 's been but I lost her, I managed to make it to the cemetery gate but then she just dissapeared, I 've checked everywhere I can opine she would be but well as you can gauge I did n't obtain her, I checked the school, Library, Her home, The park and even came back to the burial ground but she was n't here, How the heck am I going to obtain her now .