My Ego Torture # 2
chronicle of myself torture # 2
This is going to be my second story. For those who have not register my first history of how I self torture myself for sexual climax I will give way a abbreviated synopsis of me and what I like to do before I continue with my late ego torture.
-My epithet is Debbie and I 'm a 51-year-old white divorcee. I am 5 pes 7, 148 hammer. I have common eyes, shoulder length brown hair. My measurements for those who want to have it away are you know 38C -29- 38. I used to crop my pubic whisker but now I shave completely clean.
I 've had a few male champion in the past but they were just like my ex-husband and could not understand my eldritch sexual fetishes. As you will see I 'm a masochist. Yes, I love inflicting hurting on myself or have others inflicted it on me. I 've always been like this since a Edward Young female child. When I would tell virtually men that I like to be spanked, whipped on both my tit and my pussy they would conceive I 'm testicle and run for the mound. My now ex husband tried but could n't bring himself to beat me like I wanted. I like my breast hurt and my cunt to hurt.
So that brings me to one of my illusion that I carried out on myself. I had read on some S & M sites about tit and snatch torture and was amazed at all the different variations that you could use to torture a female tit or cunt. I was really surprised that I came along a situation that showed a woman sitting naked on a ant pitcher's mound. She let those ants crawl all over her bitch as she squirmed from the tiny chomp that they were given her. I just about came looking at that short-change video recording and wished that it was me on at anthill. That video started me on my self twisting journeying. And fueled the fact that I wrote in my first off story. After submitting my story to several grownup fetish land site I received a lot of e-mail stating they were intrigued by my story. I also received a lot of negativity on how I wrote the varsity letter and the Miss spellings I had in it. I am not a pro writer.
I developed a on line relationship with a form gentleman that understood what my straight voodoo was and became my on line acquaintance as well as my sadistic captain. He is called Master Max. He continually gives me ideas of how to torture my worthless cervix and womb to give me the ultimate pain induced coming. In a netmail, master had given me a scenario he wanted me to carry out on myself. He gave me a brief scheme and I have since carried out that agonizing session. This is a email I sent to my master Max explaining my torture session he requested me to do.
Well, I did it Master ! At around 10:30 AM on Saturday I set to the task that you ordered me to do. That was to torture my worthless cunt and uterus with extremely hot tap water. As I told you, I planed to use a dishwasher fill valve from a old Dishwasher my ex saved to curb the flow. It was hooked up to the hot water hydrant we had in the garage for washing cars. I hooked our hose from the hydrant to the hose fitting on the valve and the 3/8 provision electron tube to the other end. It was set to follow on with a electric timer clock. It did its job. The injection tube I used ( the 30"- 3/8"PVC sink supply line ) to penetrate my uterus and womb fit perfectly and slither in smoothly with the blunt end. The provision line was secured in me by the same pelvic harness I used for my ant torture of my womb. It did a great job keeping the thermionic vacuum tube secured in me once the pressure of the hot water menstruation started. The winch that I used to stretch out me out and pin me and timer worked great. With my legs tendered wide over the trading floor drain in the gist of the garage that will catch the hot water menses out of my worthless vagina .The winch brought me up and stretch me wide. Everything was set for me to convey out my torture ordeal. Here I was hanging there with the anticipation of what I was about to do to myself waiting for the timer to actuate the valve to open sending the extremely hot water into my useless womb scolding it and giving me the orgasmic painfulness I needed.
The water was extremely hot, it actually burned my insides and gave me such immense pain as well as the fasting rate of flow made my abdomen swell because the torturous hot water supply went into my womb faster than it was expelling from my cervix possible action. So not only did the stream suffering but the hot water trapped in my worthless womb was burning me. Yes I had an extreme orgasm from the pain that I even squirted out on my useless cunt. The thought of what Im doing to myself for my Master was also driving my climax. After all this was done and I was let down with the timer and my worthless womb and cervix on flaming and The shot tube still embedded in me I waddled over to where the hose bib comes out in my garage and changed it to the cold side of meat and with just a little bit of the valve on so there would not be as much pressure as my torture was `` I think the water pressure sensation hurt Sir Thomas More than the extremely hot water in my womb '' I clicked the timer on that runs the valve and allowed the slow cold body of water flow into me to help the combustion superstar that was the in my belly. As I write this to you on Mon morning my worthless cunt still hurts and I still have a Dull pain in the ass in my down abdomen. Thank you master Max for the idea. It was great to convey out a chore ordered by you. It makes it a great deal better to know individual wanted me to anguish myself knowing I get huge orgasms from the pain.
Now on to the next task that you came up with and that is the balloon that is injected into my womb and filled forcefully with air making my fop like I was pregnant. Just thinking about the vast pressure gets my useless twat wet.
Well I hope you enjoyed my history
pain fornicatress debbie
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