Journeying Of A Pain Slut - The Epilogue
The sun streamed in through the large bedroom window of the mountainside flat. It was n't huge but it was big enough and the vista out over the Atlantic were stunning. It triggered retention … too many really.
Sitting up in bed I brushed my hands back over my head, taking my hairsbreadth with them. Twisting my read/write head to the side I smiled down at the beautiful face next to me. Short, dark curls splayed out over the pillow, the continental quilt pulled down far enough to reveal her bare shoulders and the top of her slender back, the scars healed but still there taunting me ... teasing me … turning me on.
She turned, her back now matted to the mattress and she smiled up at me. Reaching out with my script I made as if to stroke her cheek, but all I felt was the sang-froid cotton of the pillow in the empty blank next me.
There was no one there. There never was anyone there.
She was gone.
Life was different now, since that day. I still had my job, my professing if not quite the same level of income. After Red and I had returned from our clock time in granny Canaria it had taken me so long to move forward in my head, that over time I had wound down my private practice. I now performed procedures on the NHS alone, that way I felt I was giving something back, for some cause I felt the need.
I coughed the choke away from my pharynx as once again, my thoughts trailed away, before a spark from the early morning sun reflecting off the clear spicy water took me away from my castle in Spain. Here on the plenty sides surrounding San Agustin was where I wanted to be, especially at this time.
My phone buzzed. I picked it up and glanced at the message. It was daughter number 2. She was getting married in a span of months and she was stunt man checking that I would be going, and prepared to give her away.
"Yes, and yes, very much so on both counts, xx"I replied to the text. figure 2 was still talking to me, unlike her elder Sister who had battened down the hatches very much on the side of her mum after everything came out.
When I say ‘ everything'I mean that my wife knew about my kinship with a young scholar. She never asked what her figure was, which was a good job because I didn't know, but she saw messages on my phone. She called me sick, perverted and so many other matter … she only knew what the message told her, good matter she didn't known what had really happened.
My 36-year marriage was over and maybe that's how I wanted it. The four short months that my lilliputian girl and I were together changed my life forever. I missed her still … I pined for her. There was no way that I could just go back to house servant harmony.
My wife found her backbone and kicked me out with prompt gist and then went to Ithiel Town on the divorcement. She was rough with her vitriol, and took half of everything I had, which I didn't fight … I was still well enough off to live a undecomposed life.
That had all happened in the past 12 calendar month, to the day, since we had played out the final act, here on this very mountainside.
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I sat gazing out to sea. The wooden rear end looking out over the Ocean was baked in sunshine.
I smiled wistfully as I recalled the very day. My groin still stiffened a little at the thought. What a setting it had been ! And then afterwards, as we took her down from the tree and rolled her torn body, wound round with her own innards, into the sheet. I closed my eyes and shuddered as I recalled the panic that had begun to set in.
But we had pulled it off. Just like we planned. body into the sea to be washed away, weighted so it would drop down. Naked swim to wash away the rip and the putz we had used disposed of into the same salty tomb that was taking my Little lady friend to a better place.
I was too wrapped up in my marital agitation upon arriving back in the UK to even remember about the Police stuff. But it turned out that the forensic research at Bridewell turned up nothing of note, and the cells soon opened again to visitor. I never went back.
"Hi Mr,"I looked up and smiled. It was the world-class time I had seen her since we parted at Manchester Airport. We texted occasionally … she knew about my divorcement … we both needed to know that the other was there. We had a bloody, gory bond to tie us together.
"Red,"I stood to recognise her."You look stunning,"and it was unfeigned, she did.
I retook my seat and, with a smile to acknowledge my compliment, she sat down next to me.
"You okay ?"
"Yeah, I guess,"she replied. I turned to smile a unaccented grin at her, I understood her melancholy. It was a year today since we killed the slut … an unbelievable passage of prison term that somehow made the whole thing seem surreal. It was why Red and I needed to meet here, today … so that we could remember, together.
"How's the wife ?"She grinned.
"Still taking me to the cleaners,"I laughed.
"And so she should. You deserved it you bastard !"I turned to see her grin broaden as she said this.
We paused in prosperous silence.
"I still miss her,"Red said after a while.
"Me too."I added.
"She was the only person I ever loved, you know, like that. She was …"
"… something else,"I finished off her sentence, knowing that we felt exactly the same about the loose woman, my Little Girl, Red's lover.
"There's been no one else since,"the flame-haired girl added pensively.
"There will be, in time,"I offered parental words of wisdom.
"Did you ever hear from her folks ?"I asked.
She slowly shook her head."I never made contact. Why would I. What was the spot ?"
She was right of course, just as she had been right at the fourth dimension about there being no recriminations, because the slut would just go down as a ‘ missing adult'who had chosen to start a new life-time somewhere else and had no intention of being found.
I felt sorry for them though, her ma and pa, and home. They had not just lost a daughter but they had no resolution either. Maybe someday I would …
No, of course I wouldn't. I couldn't … never.
"She wanted it … the death."I said, as if trying for some understanding to justify what we did.
"No Mister, she didn't …"
"Huh,"I was taken aback by Red's words, until she added.
"She more than than wanted it, she needed it … lived for it. She really would never had been happier than when you nailed her to that tree."
Red's words pacified me. Relaxed me.
"Can you stay over ?"
Red chuckled."I've flown all the way to Gran Canaria, mister, it's not a day stumble. My final examination don't start for another month, and getting away now for a disruption, is a good thing."
I chuckled too.
"Tonight, you need to suffer me mister, use me …"The intelligence fluttered in as if transported by the sea breeze.
I turned to look at Red, who returned my gaze with a teasing look on her face.
"What ?"I said.
She shook her head,"I didn't say anything mister."
I smiled a knowing smiling. Red smiled back at me and let her fingers creep into the space between us and entwine with mine.
We were not alone, the threesome bound in origin was still together … which is the way it would be, forever .