Do I Still Like It ?
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One 's spot in biography can and will change with time. I find myself at one of those turning percentage point. Now, what to wee of it ?
After a long fourth dimension in a distressing relationship, including lots of paid counselling and some pretty drastic ups and down, I finally decided that it was n't going to get better. I told the GF that I was moving out. Well, we had some joint assets and phratry issues, so getting that all squared away and actually preparing to move took some prison term. Fortunately, we are being basically civil about it all. The live two month of my life story, virtually of my discretionary time has been spent sorting out all my hoot, getting rid of what I wo n't use, and packing. Moving day is coming and we 're both gladiola to see it happen.
One incline benefit that I 'm going to pursue is broadening my horizons, regarding friendship and specifically sex. I had a few male-male experiences when I was much untried, and lately I 've been getting occupy in that advance again. I still love sex with charwoman, but I have decided it 's time to try MM sex again. I 'm not sure how to proceed, but I 'll certainly be keeping my optic open.
I 'm ok being by myself. I do n't get lonely, as I 've been spending meter with friends and family, but that old sexual itch is coming back. You ca n't really say that I 'm curious, since I 've had fun with Male before. More like wondering if I still like it.
My account is getting with a few guys for jerkoffs, handjobs and blowjobs. We had mint of fun, getting naked and playing with ourselves and each other. I remember how it felt to look down and see a man on my hard dick, and how it felt to take a concentrated dick in my own mouth. I 've got a pretty big mouth and I could get a 6 '' gumshoe all the way in, without gagging. My best suck buddy was about 5.5 '' long, temperate thickness and cut, and he had a very attractive, sexy cock. I loved licking and kissing his musket ball, then working my way up his beam of light until I opened up and took him into my lip. Just thinking of it now gives me an erection. He had trouble getting much of my 7+ '' cock in his mouth, but he did a fine job on me nonetheless. We would suck each other, but he did n't like taking it in our mouths, so we would eat up off with a hand job.
I also got with a guy who was my size. Maybe a minuscule shorter, maybe a piffling thicker. But he had a very sexy cock and prissy hanging balls. ( I love playing with balls, and having mine played with. ) Now I understood how the other guy had to ferment at taking in a big cock, but once I learned to relax, it was amazing fun. I especially commemorate how it looked up nigh before I went down on him, that big cut cock head ... hot. We took bend on each early and tried different positions, and I loved them all. When it was time to finish him off, I got between his knees and bobbed on and off, adding a lot of tongue military action, until I would feel him throb and let loose a shipment of creamy jism in my oral cavity. I did n't care for the taste sensation, but the act was a real spell on.
*** 1 Month Later ***
Well, I 'm in my own space now. It 's nice not having to endure the mumbling and strain discussions. And it 's quiet - unless I have some Genesis or Twisted baby on ( lol ). I 've been enjoying just closing the tone and taking out my cock, whenever I want. When it 's warm, I get totally naked and stroke myself. The first metre I jerked myself here, I just let it fly all over the storey. It was worth the trouble to clean it up.
I have started joining in some topical anaesthetic activities, to expand my circle of friends. I 'm not necessarily looking for a lay or BJ from ethnic music, but the companionship is nice. I wo n't deny I 'm keeping my eyes open for opportunities.
I have a small number of friends that have been that for some year. None of them were nominee for FWB. A couple of them mentioned getting hit on and having to distance themselves, as they were n't interested. Another was the type that was quite protective of his masculinity. Another was outright disgusted by the idea of M-M sex. No chances there.
I invited Tim, the masculine fellow, over for some dinner and chat. I grilled a pair of steaks and we sipped on a bit of whiskey. I was enjoying the evening out on the patio, it was thoroughgoing and the bugs had n't come out yet. He was telling me about his wife 's recent sojourn to her kids, and I was telling him that I was storm how well I got on with living alone. He variety of surprised me with a remark : `` When I was house alone, I wished I had a Quaker there. And it gave me a chance to imagine about being alone, and kinda about affaire. You know, I can see people of the same sex developing a intimate relationship. ``
I thought for a endorse, then said, `` Has it happened to you ? ``
'' I do n't think so, but the idea certainly does n't disgust me. ``
'' Me neither, '' I replied. `` Actually, I fooled around with male child, and remember it being a lot of fun. Then girls came along. ''
Now he said something I did n't require. `` I 've had exchangeable experiences, and I 'm beginning to call up I might go there again. half curiosity, half excitement. ``
The orb was in my Margaret Court now. I thought for a few indorsement, looked him in the eye, and said `` So stimulate I. In fact, I 've gotten to the distributor point where I think I 'm make to research. ``
Tim said, `` Maybe we should explore that together. '' I smiled, and said, `` I 'd love to. '' Then he said, `` You 'll feature to teach me, there are things I have n't done before. '' My response was, `` We 'll go slow. Remember, it 's been a long time for me too. I might not like it as much. ``
Without anything said, we picked up our plates and put them by the sink. I made a gesture toward the livelihood elbow room, and as he passed I put my deal on his shoulder. I left it there as we walked to the sofa. Tim turned to me and said, `` Can I have a hug ? ``
I reached around and brought him to me. We stood there for a bit, embracing, then I started to move one arm slowly up and down, and slowly slid the early down towards his coxa. He hugged tighter, and now I could sense a glob in his gasp. It was happening to me, too. It felt so skillful to be touching another person !
I broke the embrace but kept my blazonry on his berm, and asked, `` What are you most peculiar about ? ''
'' My first question was whether I 'd like just touching a man. Got that answered, it was gracious. ``
'' I was storm how nice it felt. How about touching skin ? '' I reached for his shirt buttons and started opening them. Then I reached in and felt the light hair on his chest. It was having an issue on me and I said so. `` I do n't hump a bout you, but I 'm getting hard. '' He looked down and saw an obvioius bulge in my shorts. `` I guess so, and me too. '' I reached down to his genital organ and slid my hand across, and there it was, a tough lump pointing to the side. I ran my deal over it, and Tim closed his middle and moaned.
After touching him, I finished opening his shirt took it off him. Then he pulled my T-shirt up and over my head. Without thinking, we again embraced, and I said, `` Oh yes, a lot just without clothes. '' We rubbed across each other, then I moved in closer so my leg was between his. This pressed our rooster ball against each other. We rubbed a bit, then Tim said, `` Let 's lose these apparel. '' I stepped back and took off my pants, underclothing and wind sock ; my peter was almost fully put up. He did the same, and his very bounteous member was now in knit stitch wad. His peter was just perfective, a well-favoured six incher. We just stood still and looked at each early. My eyes were going up and down his cut torso and looking at his cock, which finished growing.
I pressed his shoulder joint and he sat down on the couch. I spread his legs and reached for his cock with one hand and his orchis with the early, then started stroking and fondling. With one throb, he was fully erect in my script. And my cock was pointing straight out too. He reached for it, and we spent a minute stroking each other.
As good as that felt, I was fix for more. But I wanted to take a crap surely he was too, so I asked, `` Are you adept, Tim ? Is this working for you ? ``
'' Thomas More than working, it feels sooo serious. '' A throb from his cock punctuated the point. I was still stroking him and he could feel a throb from my organ too.
I looked at him and asked, `` Can I take this farther ? '' He smiled, and I went to my knees in front of him. I moved in and thought how I was about to experience a man in my mouth for the first time in decades. I was so hard and my gumshoe was pointing up. I moved my hand down to his base then studied his tool for a moment. It was hot, with venous blood vessel running up and down it, and a spectacular head. And his balls were hanging very seductively. I moved in closer and brought my lips to his SOB. I kissed it, then began to solve all around. I really, really wanted this electric organ in my sass. So I opened my mouth and took in his cockhead. He moaned. I moved slowly down on him, and he moaned again. My backtalk was being filled by his punishing cock and I loved it. I started going on and off him, and kept that up for a while.
I pulled off his cock and asked him, `` Are you set up to try it too ? '' He gave me a glassy-eyed facial expression and said, `` Yes, yes. Please. '' I sat on the couch next to him, and he got down on his knees. `` You 're so big, how do I do this ? ``
I answered, `` Just go slow, and try to keep your teeth off it. '' He stroked me then brought his face down and took in my cockhead. It was so sexy seeing soul 's mouth on my cock, I throbbed and moaned. Then he started moving down on me. I could feel his wet sass and it was amazing, so wet and warm.
Tim did a dependable job with his teeth, and now was bobbing on and off me. I must have been really horny because I was fix to cum. But I took my mind off it so I 'd last a piece. Eventually I needed release, and told him I was ready ; he came off me only to say, `` Let me have it, I 'm make. In my mouthpiece ! '' With that, he went back on me and slid on and off. I lost it. With a grunt and a stab at his face, I came and pumped his back talk full of my seed. So good, so uh, uh ...
Tim slowed down but kept sucking on me as I cummed in his back talk. Not a drop escaped, soon I saw him swallow. Then I noticed that he was stroking himself. wellspring that wo n't do. I gently pulled his straits off me and my cock flopped back on my belly. Then I stood him up, and leaned forward to take his arduous cock back in my backtalk. I went right to figure out on him, and he started a pumping motion into my sassing. He was fucking my grimace and I loved it. Before long, he began to grunt like I had done, then took keep of my head and buried his cock in my mouth. I felt him throbbing, then felt my mouth filling with jism. tinker's damn he had a lot ! I swallowed a couple of times, then let the balance fill my oral fissure while I sucked on him and moved on and off. After a minute of arc, I swallowed the sleep, licked off his prick and had him sit by me. We both were spent, physically, sexually and emotionally.
After a minute, I asked, `` Well ? Was it what you expected ? ``
'' That and more. I think I wan na do this again. '' He reached over to defy my deflating shaft and I did the Lapp with his.
'' Me too. And maybe some other stuff. I want to frot too, cumming on each other 's cocks. By the way, I loved sucking your cock. It 's just perfect for my mouth. ``
Tim answered, `` Yours is big but I loved it. How retentive is that thing ? ``
'' seven in. Shit man, you had almost all of it in your mouth ! ``
'' I 'll own to practice. Will you aid ? ``
'' trusted thing ! ``
Then he thought a moment and said, `` The wierd thing is, I do n't feel like any less a man. And I still love kitty. That 's a pleasant surprise. ``
*** The succeeding day ***
I woke up with a smile on my typeface. final stage nighttime, Tim hung out for a bit then went home, but we were both life-threatening about doing it again. I was back in the cocksucking business sector and I was glad it turned out well. In fact, thinking about finale night was making me backbreaking again. I think I 'll remember Tim 's mouth on me and rub one out. Good way to come out the day .