i was walking my daughter friend dwelling from high school. i was in my carhartts and work boots, and she was wearing a prissy pair of tight blue denim and a Patrick White tee shirt. as we were walkin along up the street i stopped at the corner to grow down grove off briny and when i started to go down she wasnt moving. `` net ball go to your place '' she said with a wry smile. `` ok '' i said, so i turned back around and we went up primary some more, till we got to my sign. when we got there i unlocked the door and let her inside. `` what u want to drink courtney '' ? i asked `` pepsi '' was her response. so we ha a Pepsi Cola and she was very quieten, then she asked qhat time my parents got house and i said in a few hours. `` percect '' was the only word she said before taking my hand and pulling me i to my room. when we got in there she took off her shirt and bra, and was already stripping her tight jean off her self. within 30 seconds she was naked and undressing me. after my carhartts were off she laid down and put her wooden leg up ... needless to say i had the hint long before this. my member was hard as rock and dripping precum already i was starting to go down on her
WAKE UP YOU WILL BE LATE FOR school ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
'' fuck '' i thought to my self. it was only a dream, `` im coming im comjng take hold your horses ma '' i yelled back. so today was just like anyother day. get up eat breakfast, use bath, shower, dress, and walk out the dorr dressed in carhartts chipewas and a carhartt wintertime jacket, oh ywah i forgot to observe im a fat kid in northern Vermont, not popular and a social outcast. anyways as i wss walking to schooling i noticed Courtney walkig about 75 thousand ahead of me with hersister and her mom, shes a next-to-last and im a sophmore who should bear been a senior but my mom wouldnt let me decamp two grades ( 2-3 ) ya, im also smarting as fuck too. i gues i will may e try and talk with her and there goes my genius raging at itself, `` just do it, no i cant, DO IT, im scared '' ya the usual stuff. so i just continued walking and she turned around and saw me and waved. my heart thumpped into my pharynx and i wanted to die of heart loser, shes so beautiful. she is about 5 inches shorter than me im about 5'10 '' so ya im short too i speculation and i weigh about 300 Irish pound, like i even have a chance. now she is not that ski ny either but shes also not fat, if i had to guess i would say she weighs about 130 hammering if that, with sparkle brown hair, a voice of golden harps, and a smile of a godess vampire. ( sorry forgot to remark im kinda a goth kid inside the big fat hillbilly redneck ) infact the o ly thing that keeps me from being goth is me being fat and being a commonwealth boy. i hate the city and everything to do with it. anyways ba k to the story ... ya so courtney is this hot piece of chubb ass that is to die for, but she is so conservative about showing ANYTHING, npw i understand that its winter and uts like 30 degrees ou right now, but seriously during the summer its like 75 and she still wears farseeing shorts and a tee shirt at the to the lowest degree ! i wear dungaree or carhartt shorts and a tee shirt because of my size i dont like there being much of the jiggle affect so i try to keep open covered up with a hoddie about of the year, ( ya notice a normal, i like wearing carhartts ) anyways after school i have to sour on a friends farm, it is a inadequate cause i i hop in my Ranger but a midium walk, i figured i wojld walk so i could try and talk to the beautiful female child in front of me, ( probally not ever gon na hap ) so as we are crossing thru the park her mom and sister leave and go another way, and as she is waiting for traffic to terminate ( not mhch except loggin trucks ) i catch up and so she observance and smile at me, AGAIN ! im gon na pass out shes so beautiful and olfactory perception so nice, like a country English flower shop just not overwhelming like a funeral. im thinkin '' talking to her dumb ass just do it '' all that comes out is `` well at least its warm today '' she says `` ya its like 30, totally ardent '' btw i was born i. GA and she was born and raised for mostof her spirit in TX. so i said '' well arent u used tk the frigidity get, i ha e been here since i was 2 im used to it '' `` ya but i still would rather get a heater place, oh finally a god damned break in the traffuc, come on lets get to school im freezing '' she was wearing a hoodie and jeans, no wonder shes cold. `` u r dressed for spring, its not texas where u attire like this for 60 degree weather its vermo nt we have to subsist like eskimos '' she started laughing, YES i got her to express joy. `` i know, its really just my hands that r cold though '' she said. `` here take my baseball mitt, sorry there a picayune dirty from the farm but they r warm, i pulled them off and gave them to her. `` thanks '' `` no prob '' i replyed. we were almost to the binding threshold when she started to slip on a darn of ice and went to reach out for somethi g and caught ahold of my bridge player, i held on and lifted her back up before she could realy hit the ground. '' thanks im so sorry expression i got ur pants wet with the slush, it makes no sence, slush here ice there ! i HATE winter ! '' i quickly let go of her hand. i get embarassed really easily and am very shy. finally we were in school, `` later '' was the last-place we spoke until the walk family. it was a warmly afternoon, aboht 45 arcdegree, i took off my big carhartt and was just in my hoodie. i heard someone walking behind me, not payi g attending i kept on my way, listening to m ipod, lightlessness embryonic membrane Brigid Iwrestledabearonce and lots of country. then i felt a tap on my shoulder and looked back to see Courtney there, she looks so grwat no matter what. i took my earbuds out and said hi. `` hi, i have a huge favor to ask '' whats up '' i said. `` could u take the air me home or at least to my street please, im not sense good. '' `` surely '' i said. `` whats wrong '' i asked, somehow i didnt feel shy today maybe it was luck, lot or somethkng but it was easg to verbalise to her today. `` honestly, i feel like shit, look like bastard, and dont give a dump '' `` u dont facial expression like shit, but u sound spew '' i said to her, man where am i getting all this courage from ? `` thanks '' `` uh huh '' i said. `` you live on woodlet right field, just after the cant ? '' `` ya '' `` assuredness i luve just up from there, why do t insee you walking everyday ? '' `` i get a ride sometimes '' she said. `` oh, me too, i have a truck bu. no liscence, i hate it '' `` prosperous im in drivers ed, but no car. '' `` ya, u certainly ur gon na be ok '' man i like this new me, if only i could always be like this !

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