It was moth-eaten. I stood on the street corner in the freezing pelting. I still couldnt believe this. I was a whore. I was a slovenly woman. I used to do this for money for myself, but now i did it for My Children. I was having Twin. I Was 8 months fraught and i Needed money to get a dingy flat. So now i stood on the street box with my Big, Plump, and Round belly waiting for the next Guy who would hold me his Victim. Thats when he pulled in battlefront of me, opened the door, and said, You Avery ? I nodded. Get in the truck. He Said. I got in and pulled the door shut. He quickly sped away. So whats the program ? He asked. I shrugged. How much is it gon na toll for a blowjob ? He asked. Uhh, 30 one dollar bill. I said. Ok, i 'll eat you out, how much ? 20 bucks. I said. Ok, so were up to fifty im going to 100. and fucking you is .... ? 50 bucks. If i let you get a shower bath and feed you dinner and let you stay the night can you even it out and make it 100 ? I guess so. I said. K, then we have a deal. We arrived at his apartment and went inside. It was warm but i still would rather be out in the cold. He motioned me to stick to him with his hand and we walked back to his room. He motioned to my belly and said, you sure you wan na do this ? Shouldnt be in the hospital ready to fork out ? He snickered. Im sure i said unable to expect him in the eye. K. He pushed me onto the bed and pulled down my bloomers. As usual i Blocked my nous out and thought of how Beautiful and pose My babies were gon na be and how i was gon na be able to take tutelage of them and put a roof over there nous. I blocked out everything and ignored his raving tongue inside my puss. He pried my sassing capable and i sucked his putz, taking it mysterious pharynx. He throat fucked me for several instant until finally he pulled out, pushed me down again and climbed on top of me. I blocked out his phallus entering me and just like always, and sentiment of my beautiful Twin infant. Would they be two male child ? Woukd they be two daughter ? Would they be a boy and a miss ? What would be there favorite food ? Spaghetti or pizza pie ? Would they like bubblegum when they got older ? Fruity or mint ? Would there favorite color be orange tree, light-green, blue, purple, or red ? Would they look like me ? Or ... there father ... which i most in all probability never knew the name of or so very much as what his Favorite pursuit was. He was just another man. Another creep that payed me. My child didnt need him. Didnt need a dad. I could love them plenty enough. But, deep down, it saddened me that my youngster would never screw there daddy, never get to meet him. What would i say when they came menage from pre-k and asked me why did the other shaver have Daddy 's when they didnt ? How would i begin to tell them about my life sentence right now ? Would they realise ? Or would they hate me and resent me for giving them this life. Ok im done, he broke me out of my trance. The bathroom over there. I got up, went to the privy, and started to shut the doorway. No, let me watch. He said, running his script over my trunk. I nodded and turned around, reaching in and turning the water on. I stepped in and felt the water on my cover. Seconds later he stepped in beside me. dear, you let me do you good. He said. He put his arm around me. I didnt know what the hellhole to guess. Im gon na put in an redundant two hundred bucks for those children of yours, and if you need a stead to continue i have an supererogatory room. I looked up at him. Are you life-threatening ? I asked him. Yeah, your mighty beautiful, i would have sex to have you and your nestling stay at my theatre. I thought about it, and didnt make out if it was safe for my child, but right about now i didnt see any former choice. Ok. I said and he squeezed me tighter. By the way. My name is Chuck Carlton. That night, lying in bed with this random guy, my muscle contraction started. I sat up in bed and held my venter, screaming. Whats wrongfulness Little peeress ? He asked me, clearly worry. Its clip. I said. Oh Christ god. He walked around to my side of the bed and helped me up. He led me to his truck and helped me inside. The contractions were coming fast. We were almost to the hospital when my water broke in his truck. Dammit girl. He said. Im s-sorry i stammered. No no, dont apoligize its not your faulting. When we got to the hospital i was dialated all the way, love were gon na involve you to bear on now. She said. I was laying in the bed squeezng chuck 's hand. 123, push ! She screeched. Ahhhh, i yelled. I see the head. She said. I pushed as intemperately as i could and felt something slippery between my legs. Then i heard crying. My baby ! Its a Bouncng baby boy ! She smiled at me. Let me support him. I reached out. Honey your still in labor you ! Give him to me now ! I screamed at her. She handed him to me and in that moment my whole humankind, which had been nothing, became something. This trivial boy in my arms now was half of my worldly concern. Push ! I pushed as surd as i could. Its a beautiful babygirl ! She grinned up at me and tucked the babe in the creese of my arm. I held my unit world in my hands at that moment. crying streamed down my look. They both had my red hair. My babies had my red hair ! I was so happy. I named the fille Passion Angel, for my love passion for her and my hateful passion for her loser father. I named the boy Saint Patrick Allen. St. Patrick after my forefather, and Allen after my Father 's father. These babe were my earthly concern. Saint Patrick and Passion .