*Author's Note- This is based of the KoRn song"pop,"and this is just how I would reckon the events of the birdsong to go by, if you don't know the story of the song, expression it up. I hope I've done the song Justice Department, with a spin of my own at the end, even though for those of you who have listened to the song, the melt down of Jon ( the singer ) at the end of the track kind of inspired the last entry. Enjoy. : ) *


Entry One- Apr 20th 20**

Had a dear day with mom and dad today, we went out with some of their friend and their fry to the beach. I didn't bid much with them though, I'm kinda shy and don't get along with most kids. They sorta make fun of me most of the time anyway.

Something interesting though, a new neighbour that moved in last calendar week joined us, mom said it would be"hostpitabel"or something like that, she said her name was Liz. She seemed sort of nice, she was pretty to, she kept most of the boys around her including me, she must take in a son of her own ‘ cus she knew the kind of affair we like, talking about plot and stuff.

She had us talking about missy at some point saying"Some can be foreign, but sometimes mature is a well path to go."I don't really know what she meant but when she said it she gave me a particular looking, I don't know why though. I don't like drawing attention to myself, but I really did delight talking to her, and when the others went to bring on the beach, I stayed with her and talked.

No one has listened to me mouth that long since I don't know when, I think we can be dear friend.

ingress Two- April 27th 20**

I forgot to seize my key before heading to schoolhouse and got locked out of the sign for awhile. Mom and dad were still at piece of work so I checked with the neighbor, only Liz was home though. She let me in and I told her what happened, she said I could use her phone to call my parents. When I did they said I should ask Liz if I could persist with her until they came home in an hour. She said it was ok.

We talked about school and matter. She showed me around her household, but she wouldn't let me go in a certain room, she said it was her"especial place,"I'm not sure what she was talking about, but she said"every grown up has one."

I'll have to make sure and ask mom and dad about theirs…

Entry Three- May 5th 20**

I don't have many protagonist, really none to be honorable, but Liz said she would be my friend.

I'm so happy, I've never had a friend as undecomposed as her. She lets me stay over when I get home from schooling, mom and dad said it was ok, I think they're just happy that I finally have a friend.

Liz hugged me really tight, I almost couldn't breathe, when I came and visited her today, she says she missed me. I didn't get to see her all weekend. I know I was blushing really heavy, I could feel every piece of her when she gave me that hug and it made me kinda embarrassed, but then she let go and gave me some biscuit and we talked about what she did before she moved.

She was a doctor in Golden State, it made me wonder why she moved all the way to the other side of the US, she said she needed some rest away from the city, and she has mob here. She says she has a son about my age, but she doesn't get to see him often cus he lives with his dad. She got a sad feel on her side, but then she looked at me and smiled and said"but its ok, as long as you keep me companionship Davey."And she stroked my grimace and I felt the blush pop back up. Only mom has ever done that to me and it felt weird, but, at the same time I did wish it.

I like Liz.

Entry Four- May 25th 20**

I can't remember what happened today. Mom and dad took me to the hospital because I blacked out and Liz's. They didn't find anything awry but they are keeping me overnight.

I was at Liz's like pattern, she greeted me with her hug which I've gotten used to, and she took me into the kitchen to give me some chocolate flake cookies. I noticed the cookie tasted a bit differently then usual, but I didn't say anything because I didn't want to hurt her feelings, so I kept eating them.

Everything was fine, but after I ate a couple of cookies I started to feel a bit sleepy, and I started to carry in my chair and stumble in what I was saying to her. Then, I think it was just a"halloosination"but Liz smiled really weird at me and put her script on the pep pill part of my second joint at touched me…there, before everything went blank.

I didn't tell mom or dad, I don't want to get her trouble for something I imagined.

I can still find that touch though…

entry Five- June 3rd 20**

Everything has been normal with Liz, I haven't blacked out again, and she hasn't made any movement towards me. But I can still feel that touch, and my genital organ still feel weird, really sensitive.

I saw this pretty girl the other day and it stood straight up, I've never had it befall and I got frighten off. I told mom and dad, and they said it was amercement and natural and didn't do anything after.

Late that night, I stayed up and it got hard again and I wondered what it would find like to touch it. When I did it felt really good, and I continued, then I felt REALLY expert, and then my penis exploded with this white sticky hooey, I don't know what it was, but I cleaned it up.

I didn't tell mom or dad.

Entry 6- June 11th 20**

Liz has gotten a bit strange, she kissed me on the cheek today, and laid her hand on my second joint when we were watching a pic, I didn't motility it though, it felt kinda good and made my penis hard again. I hid it with a pillow so she couldn't see.

I hope she didn't, I don't want to offend her. I wonder if she does that too when she gets excited, I've never seen her or mom do it though. I'll have to ask.

Entry 7- July 4th 20**

Why did she do that ? Why ? I don't understand ? pa, why didn't you believe me ? She hurt me and you don't care.

Liz, I thought you were my friend, and you hurt me.

I feel so alone, no one will think me. She says she was going to sleep together me, and she touched me, precede me to her"special place"a red room with a big bed, she made me strip down, then tied me to the bed and played with me.

She got naked…she made me feel good, near than my hand.

NO ! nO ! WhY ? ! I didn't want it ! Why ! She made me dada ! Pleeease…believe me !

Tied down…

That's a in effect boy…

No one heard my screams…

I feel…dirty…

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY…

incoming 8- August 20**

She keeps doing it, she keeps pain me, wHy…whyyyy, why won't you belive me momma, why ? piece of ass you ! No, Fuck ! I don't want it…

I don't want to hurt anymore…why does it receive to hurt…

Entry 9- October 20**

TheY woNT believe me, whY ? What haev I donE to deseeerveee thisss ?

Daddy…it hurts…it hurrtsss…it huuuuuurtssss…

incoming 10- Its covered in blood, found in Liz's menage. Dated November 6th 20**

wHY ? Wyh du u Hve to dOo thsi ? to mE ? I aM ur SON ? WhY do U noT conceive me ? I haD tooo hitch itt, sHe kept hurTINg ME and YOU DIDN'T tending ! fUck YOU !

It's OVER NOW isn't it DADDY ? I'M coVereD in her BLOOD now, in a WHORE'S BLOOD !

I feel dirty, help me…

mother please forgive me, I just had to get out all my infliction and agony. Now that I am done remember, I will always sleep with you. I'm your son…





Can I be your pa ?

**Thanks for reading, this is one of my pet songs by KoRn, and I felt the urge to compose a fic about it. This is my maiden fic as well, and I think I will start writing more. I hope you've enjoyed, rate and give feedback. **