installment 3 :

'' Mmmmm '' i silently screamed into my pillow as i came for the arcsecond time since i laid down to sleep

My wet hand falling to my incline trembling, it 's been so long since I 've been able to come i feel like i just unlocked something oceanic abyss inside of me

I ca n't stop thinking about live on night,

the way zac fucked that woman, the way he came all over her, and the fact that it was so legal injury for me to get turned on by my own pal just makes it even hotter for some reason.

I closed my centre to sleep, exhausted from coming i drifted to catch some Z's, for about a second, before the trope of my consistence coverd with his cum woke me up and i reached my now dry and viscid hand to my pussy again.

In the morning i cried. I felt disgusting for being attracted to my Brother

I felt like I 'm the sickest person in the macrocosm, and while i was crying i started to get turned on again and it just made me cry more ! I 'm just a mess ...

I guess i did n't take heed the doorway open but i did feel a script on my cover,

It was n't scary, it felt lovesome and sort, i knew that hand

My mom 's delicate voice asked me how I 'm feeling. At that instant i broke down, i covered my soundbox with the blanket, worried she might see the big stains i left on the sheet or she might smell my juices dry on my hands

I cried like a babe and she held me like a mother.

And for the first time in our relationship, we talked about sex.

I told her that i never came with anyone i slept with without taking concern if it myself, and lately even when i do it it 's harder to climax, i told her how i felt this Major release yesterday and she looked a lilliputian happy about that.

It felt uncanny talking to her about this, but i felt so expert sharing i wanted her to know more.

'' Do you intend being back home has something to do with it ? '' She asked while my head was on her thigh

'' Mom ... i think there 's something damage with me, i feel disgusted with myself ``

She started stroking my haircloth

'' Why do you feel that way ? ``

She sounded worried but tried to hide it

'' Yesterday i had a intimate pipe dream ... about zac '' i told her the truth ... well, a version of the truth.

'' Oh honey that 's pattern, you 're probably just connecting being a little lonely sexually and being a little lonely at home, you guys have changed so practically in recent years, you used to be admirer ... ''

'' I ca n't discontinue thinking about it though ! I 'm a pervert ''. I almost did n't recognized my voice, i sound frightening when i cry, like I 'm 3 and have a low temperature

Mom grabbed my top dog and turnd it to take care straight at her

'' Listen to me, you are formula, you are fantastic. being sexual is marvellous, it 's fun. When i was your age i had persuasion like that too ''

What is she talking about ? Mom does n't have a brothe-oh my god did my mom sleep with her sister ? ?

'' Mom, what do you mean ? ``

She looked less confident all of a sudden

It took her a few minutes to start talking but she eventually did.

'' when i was a fiddling younger than you, i had a complicated relationship with someone in my family, it had a lot to do with power dynamics and authorization, and it was even scurrilous at prison term i think. so please be careful, do n't let your thought carry you to pop out something unhealthy, okay dear ? I just, i do n't want to fright you from sex but i do n't need you to get hurt ''

I was stunned, to think that someone would wound my gentel warm and sweetness mother, to think that angie had been a little bitch since she was piddling and that she did that to my mom. Now i was angry

'' Mom are you okay ? ``

My mom smiled and kissed my boldness, moving my hairsbreadth aside and kissing the face of my headspring gently, i blushed a trivial and looked at her, she was so beautiful.

'' I promise i wo n't do anything mom, i just had a eldritch couple of days ... ''

I felt silly and dumb but at the same time i wanted to continue talking because i was worrird she might get up if i do n't.

But she stayed, and she touched my nerve with her fingers, i could feel her breasts touching the binding of my header

And Suddenly i realized i have been slowly touching myself under the blanket for a patch now.

WHAT IS wrong WITH MY BRAIN ? !

it all felt so nice and calm i did n't want to stop.

She combed my hair with her fingers gently and i moved my finger on my once again plume pussy, she moved her manus on my back slowly and then back to my hairsbreadth, it felt commodity and loving.

then it happened, for a split second her hired man got tangled in my hair and it pulled on the back of my head just a fiddling bit, just a little bit too much.

I lost control for half a back and before i could stop it i was coming. I was coming with my mom in the room.

I looked up at her in terror. i was biting on my hind end lip trying hard to control my seventh cranial nerve expression and falling miserably. It was all over, i felt the wave washing over me as i was staring at her eyes worried, but she did n't appear to notice, she was warm and kind. She nodded her head ever so slightly and said without sound `` it 's okay ''.

That 's when i let go

'' Ahhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmahh '' i tried to arrest but it was too unspoiled and too late

It was a long orgasam and it kept attacking me in waves after. i was shaking and ashamed, now i looked away and avoided her gaze.

I got up to sit on the bed succeeding to her and I 'm sure i was as red as a new tomato.

My mom put her hand on my shoulder and turned my face to her

She gave me a buss on the buttock and smiled at me

'' I hope our talking helped, we should do this more often honey, i missed you so a great deal ''

I breathed in embossment and smiled back awkwardly `` yeah..that was..nice ''

I was so unbosom she did n't say anything but there was something else, maybe a little ... disappointment ? Did i want her to acknowledge me coming with her ?

Maybe my face gave me away because before she left she got closer to my still red fount and with her hired hand on my buttock she kissed my lips, not just a short peck, but a longer kiss with our rima oris slightly opened. I was stunned and frozen. Her warm mouth felt amazing on mine and i closed my eyes as i got lost in the moment. She closed her brim without auditory sensation and our buss was over.

She got up and told me she needs to go hold dinner, before she left she turned around and told me she loved me

'' I love you too mom, thank you ''

'' Anytime honey ''

She smiled and walked away

Anytime ? well maybe my brain problem is genetic..