*So I 'm dead, Yeah that sucks* My first Good Book as a dead mortal and they 're what I choose, What kind of lame idiot am I, I should of said something much better like sweet i 'm short time to have some fun

Yes I did just variety of accept the fact that I no longer had a life, There was one piddling niggle that did chafe me then and to this very day ( even though it 's only been a few of them ) still does, The same doubt I keep asking myself over and over again *Why have n't I moved on*, Yeah so that is still something I would like to know but we will go forth it for now

I guess you are probably wondering what I did for the succeeding few days that would land us to this present day, Well I know you will call me crazy but I did the but thing that seemed natural to do at the metre I chose to carry on with my pattern aliveness, That of path included going to schoolhouse, Yes I know it seems pointless for a all in somebody to attend school day but do n't judge me, I spent a lot of time with Alice even though she had no cue I was there with her, I would walk her home then hang around her apartment money box she went to bed just so I could keep an eye on her even though I do n't know what I could of done if anything had of happened to her, After that I usually went home and walked around the household I lived in with my mother and half sister, Always seemed so quiet down when I would walk in the planetary house, Probably because my female parent and half sister were usually just sat in the living room comforting each former or they were in bed asleep, fountainhead that was pretty lots all I did for the past few days which brings us back to the present day.

As I said at the very beggining I will once again say now, Morning I assume, My public figure is Alex and this is where the narrative is about to get a little more occupy. This morning, Well I as per pattern just assume it 's cockcrow began the same as the past few days since I have been dead, I was wondering around the planetary house when I noticed my one-half sis walking out of her sleeping room all dressed for school which meant that it was atleast eight am if not later, Of course I did what I always did at that moment, I ran. You see each morning I would wait till my sis awoke and was fix for schooling before I would forget the house and would run towards Alice 's apartment, I always walked with her to schoolhouse and nothing would arrest me doing it on this day. Five minutes later, Could be tenacious I do n't screw, clip 's meaningless to me as you already know, Anyway 's however retentive it took me I arrived on metre as per convention, I walked into the apartment building and straight up to Alice 's flat, I would knock but it 's a waste of time, So much well-fixed when I just walk through the door so that 's what I did, Of form I found Alice in the same place I had left her the night before, Bed. I know my adjacent sentence will sound really creepy but I just love watching Alice sleep she is just so cute, The way she sucks her thumb, Forget I said that I am pretty trusted she would kill me if anyone ever found that out even though it would be unimaginable for her to do it, Well I stood there for I do n't know how prospicient before I heard the usual shouting coming from the living room, It of track been her mum cheering for her to get out of bed, That was when I left her sleeping accommodation just incase her nightwear was a slight inappropriate, I do the like thing every aurora to be honest, I walked through her door and went to sit on the aliveness room lounge until Alice walked out of her bedroom in her school uniform and quickly rushed into the toilet, She does it pretty a great deal every morning, I waited for her to fare out and then I got up and walked to the nominal head door only to give her play along me a few minutes later, I began walking with her towards school when she veered away and headed towards the parkland, Of course I had to stick to her, Ca n't have her getting in any problem now can I. Well we walked for..You know what I will try to miss out the altogether sentence part as we all know by now that I have no cue about times or days, Well we walked for a while until we came to the cemetery, Now do n't get me amiss I have nothing against them it 's just they give me the creep, Well she walked in and I followed her and I stopped when she chose to only I did n't kneel down when I saw the grave accent she had stopped at, You know in the forgetful matter of time I have been deadened it never once occured to me that I might actually take a tomb, I might actually be buried somewhere.

Okay I will be the start to admit that seeing my gravestone, The property my consistence is buried for the first time is kind of Wyrd, It 's like been dead does n't really sink in until you realise you are truly gone, Well anyway back to Alice been here, So yea she was kneeling infront of my grave and I was just sort of stood behind her not really knowing what to do, Within those few moments I was sort of paralytic with shock I guess you could shout it I think I might of miss Alice oral presentation, Did becharm a few discussion though

*I Miss you* She said to my gravestone although with me been here with her it 's sort of like she is speaking to me which feel 's sort of decent

well I assume with all said and done she will get up and walk to schooltime but she does n't look to be doing so, Maybe if I could somehow pick her up I could carry her to school day, Make sure she is n't late..Nope I ca n't break up her up, Yes before you ask I did just try and it is quite obvious the result, Wait what 's that noise.

*Alex why did you have to die* She asked my headstone, Her voice does n't sound powerful though, It sound 's as if she is stuttering the words out, Let 's see why..Yep she 's crying that aint good, I ca n't plow it when she cry 's it just makes me want to do the like

*Do n't cry Alice* Yes I did just tell her not to cry, I know it 's pointless but I seriously do n't like it when she does

*Wh..Who said that* She asked, I mean she literally just asked me who had just talked to her, She can hear me

*Alice you can find out me* Yes I know it 's a stupid affair to say but what else can I ask

*Who are you* She asked, I 'm a fiddling hurt by that because you think she would know her best friend part

*Who do you recollect it is* I know it sounds a little mean but I ca n't facilitate it, I mean it 's a petty upsetting when the only soul you care about former than family of grade does n't distinguish your articulation

*A..Al..Alex* She stuttered out, I actually ca n't believe she it, She can get wind me and she know 's who is talking, conjecture I am two for two

*Who you expecting, Father Christmas clause* Yeah I know another unusual choice of Good Book, I know I probably do n't possess long to spill the beans to her but it 's always fun to mess up with her

*Shut up you idiot* She said a footling angrily, Now you think she would be happy to talk to me but she does n't seem it

*If that 's what you want I will* I wo n't really but like I said, Always fun to mess with her

*No ! * She pretty very much just screamed at me

*Okay I wo n't keep out up then* I know I could of chose some serious tidings 's but meh who cares

*Good, feeling Alex this is crazy weird that I can hear you and I do n't know if I am just imagining the whole thing or if this is just a weirdo dream and any second I will stir up up in my bed and realise that none of this ever happened but I just want to let you have a go at it that I miss you been here* She said to me, I can see the weeping streaming down her cheeks, If only I could wipe them away

*I miss you too, It 's sort of lonely on this side of life, I mean I have nobody which to be fair is n't a great deal of a difference but atleast when I had a life I had you* I know it sounds like some form of joke but it 's dead on target
fountainhead she does n't seem to be saying much, Guess I said something unseasonable, Would n't surprise me thats for trusted, waiting she has this weird face on her face, I think i 'm in problem

*Alex I want to aplogise, It 's all my fracture you 're gone, If I had n't had you walk me nursing home you would still be here today* She said, For the first clock time I actually do n't know how to feel, I mean seriously how can she blame herself

*Alice I do n't accept your apology as you have nothing to apologise for, It was an honour for me to walk you home that day, Every instant I got to spend with you was a moment I chose to treasure* Okay a minuscule schmalzy but I seriously do mean every word, I loved every import I had with her

*Al..Alex..* She stammered out before running off, I do n't know why she just did what she did but yes I am going to stick with her, Till the end of the world if I so must.

Okay I do n't seriously know how long it 's been but I lost her, I managed to piss it to the cemetery gate but then she just dissapeared, I 've checked everywhere I can guess she would be but well as you can venture I did n't find her, I checked the school, program library, Her dwelling, The parking lot and even came back to the graveyard but she was n't here, How the heck am I going to get her now .