I forgot to put incest as one of the themes, so re-posting ! My bad !

So um little monition, this part of my uh tale ? I guess fib is right Holy Scripture, um is a little darker. Sorry but it's true, not too dark just, I was going through many emotions the day after.

I awoke the morning after feeling like I had slept for solar day. At first the dark before with my mother felt like a ambition, that was until I vastly became aware of my nakedness. I grinded my tooth as I do when I am trying to hide how nervous I am, so I guess I was trying to obliterate it from myself ? After though my initial awe of what happened passed, I realized I heard the shower on, quickly I rolled onto my book binding, feeling with my hand the boundary of the bed.

My female parent had already slipped out of the bed. I sat up, blanket falling down and my boob just out and exposed. I remember looking down at them and blushing, scratching the side of my face, but the superfluity quickly became overwhelming as I looked around for my shirt. It wasn't in the way so I just fell back into the bed, curling up this time and making certain I was wrapped from feet to neck. I pretty much just laid there silently looking at my hired man, caressing my digit with my ovolo, lol like as if I was trying to make sure I was veridical or something…

The stochasticity of the running water supply had long stopped, I had to set about to wonder what was taking my mom so long, but didn't honestly put too much thought into it, just paused every now and then to listen. Oh right ! You should fuck she has her own bathroom connected to her bedroom, so ya lol. So ya I just sorta laid there until the sound of the bathroom door opening made me jump. I got up with a smile on my face…but sadly it was quickly gone and I was holding back binge once again as I saw my mom fixing her arm for workplace. .

You know, now that I am a bit older, I'd like to think a tad wiser : P hehe. I realize now that one of the John Major things that change as you grow up, is you are truly instruct the lesson that life simply goes on. It isn't that the night before wasn't as important to her as it was to me, simply that I was younger and had yet learn that fact, I was a kid and something major had happened to me, so in the typical child response, I had expected the integral world to give up and find as if it had changed also. So ya unaware of that life story deterrent example, I was insanely hurt by the fact that she was going to work so easily.

suffering and pissed, I looked at her with the most get at face I could make. oculus squinted hard and backtalk closed harshly. Once my mom noticed my spotlight at her, she huffed and her workforce hit the side of her second joint. ( that was her, what's up ? What's wrong motion that I had became very use to ). And you should have a go at it I hated that, she knew I hated that, it's like kinda rude in my eyes ? Just say the words. Well I like breathed out through my nose pissed that she did that, but instead of her usual answer of going"Oh what is it ?"Instead this meter she gently asked."Kim, baby, what's unseasonable ?"I sharply looked back at her, and simply said nothing !

My mom, I guess trying to be affected role, sat at the edge of the bed, and said the very LITERALLY the complete affair I thought she should of said."Honey, do you want me to delay home ? We can talk about, well, anything you want."Heh…she said the words, she even looked like she truly meant it, so even till today, I ask myself, why didn't I just accept her pass ? Why did I have to be a bitch. *sigh* So ya instead of saying, yes please ! I need you to stay ! No instead of I just got out of bed, keeping the blanket tightly held to my thorax, responding to her without even looking at her."No I'm fine, go to work."Was all I had to say. Oh little fishy face preeminence haha was actually severely shuffling with my groundwork over the blanket ( im not marvellous LOL ! )

I guess trying to be a good mom, she cut me off at the door*sigh* It's like, you know when you are just so angry, but you want to like…you require to just stop being mad you want to just say"hey I'm sorry."But you don't….well that was this cause. She cut me off asking me, pleading with me to please utter to her. But being the refractory brat that I was AND YES I ADMIT IT I WAS…key password is was…anyways ! I just told her in a very low but stern tone"Please just let me go to my way, I want to be left alone, okay ? !"
My mom simply put her head down, I remember this action at law very well cuz, well…cuz I just wanted to seize her and…yes kiss her. But as you may tell, this day was just becoming a approach pattern of things I wish I did differently cuz well, I just nodded for her to open the door, and left as she did.

Now in my room, I dropped the blanket, crying quietly to myself, but my hand shook it's self into a clenched fist as I grabbed my hair's-breadth, I hated myself in that moment, but I wasn't indisputable what I hated myself for, the sex, or giving her the frigidness berm after. I know sex is never what we want it to be our first times, but my problem wasn't this, it was the opposite shucks it. I was furious that, she was perfect she wasn't this monster I partly wanted her to be, she was gentle and loving the entire time, and it was amazing, dare I say complete for me ? But It was with my mother and I was upset, agitate how a good deal I had enjoyed myself.

Well feeling really weird just being naked, I had decided to retrieve some clothes. I walked to my loo, but stopped as I heard the front door open and close…I remembering just, I dunno, snickering ? in letdown that she actually left, and just shrugging it off, telling myself…fuck her.

So ya, feeling too many emotions to deal with, I decided to …well take a shower down to relax/erm…clean up ya…So ya..there I was in the shower, deal against the wall, optic closed and me just trying to loose, trying to just consecrate on the hot water running down my body, I had it so hot my pelt was turning pink lol. Sadly, the conjuring trick of a nice hot rain shower, did not make for this meter as I, well began once again playing back the event of last dark, though this clip was dissimilar, my mom drifted not to what she had done to me, but to her body, how ….how beat she looked, and I found myself starting to become very release on.

I remember my bridge player, drifting down my chest and cupping my left wing breast. I massaged myself gently, blushing, pretending it was my mom's hand on me. For a moment I think I just stood there massaging my breast, rubbing my stomach with my other manus, avoiding actually touching my cunt. Then, heh it's weird where our nous go sometimes…or well mine at least, I thought of my father…I thought of my blood brother and I began to think of what they would think…then of how my admirer would judge me, what they would say of me if they knew and I just 100 % immediately stopped…no longer did I even have the vim to fight down the knots in my stomach or even cry, so instead I simply sat down in the rain shower, slouching myself up against the turning point, just sitting there for not sure how long, but felt like 15 min+.

I guess just simply the heating plant had became too a good deal, or just sitting on the hard exhibitioner floor for so longsighted my bum was going numb : P So I had decided to finally get out, I poured mortal wash on my hands and just gave myself a quick cleaning, you know, shampoo ect ect hehe.

So ya this is sorta when I lost it…lol. When I exited the exhibitor, I didn't even grab a towel, I just felt kinda like a zombie, drained…mentally exhausted. Then…I don't know…I looked at the mirror which now was superintendent foggy, I leaned over jumping from the coldness I felt as my cutis touched the bound of the cesspool. I wiped away as much as I could ( im short ! ) and ya I mean I just stepped back and looked at myself.

I was just, I was confused. I looked at myself thinking, what, I mean what could she possible see me in me that was so smashing ? I examined myself from head to waist. I thought, my eyes are rather pretty…maybe she liked them ? Then I looked at my breast, I…I never really looked at them like this before I always thought they where kinda nice, I developed early, but…never really saw them as aim of desire before. I looked at them, remembering like, like how lots my mom just seemed to…erm enjoy them. I…just, I became quickly embarrassed tbh, and even felt a small dolt, trying to reckon of what my own mother found sound about me…haha*sigh*

Well…needless to say embarrassment quickly turned into pity *Sigh* and Shame quickly became see red. I was angry…angry at myself but wanting to put all the incrimination on her…I foolishly did and I just became filled with rage, so much madness it was like I woke up, my dead body just got all this free energy and anger and I just I didn't know where to place it like I needed to physically put it somewhere and I just looked at myself and I just was thinking how, like god how could I leave this happen, how could she do this to me, how just how. It just all built up too fast cashbox finally I just grabbed the helping hand soap ticker, fully prepared to throw at the mirror.

So…there I was looking at myself, my hand up in throwing motion, but I just I guess I stopped cuz I haha thought of how mad my mom would be, how it would be money to recompense it, and well it sounds dumb but I liked the mirror so that factored into it too. But…but then I erm…I thought again how much my mom use to get disturb when my brother broke stuff and nonsense when he got wild and how annoyed she gets even when we break binge on accident and I …I just SCREAMED I mean value I JUST SCREAMED and threw it with all my might at the mirror breaking the soap feeding bottle thingy ( it was a Nice like glass thingy my august ma bought me ) And it just broke and the mirror had 2 monster cracks with a similar huge slash where I threw it.

I stood there, looking at my William Christopher Handy employment, and just I was just still so mad that I just grabbed my pilus as compressed as I could and pulled it back, still screaming, falling to my articulatio genus and once again, crying but this time just replete blown crying, shivering and all…It got so bad that I started to hic up and almost threw up. I even found myself over the toilet, but I didn't.

So, ya… that happened lol. But after I calmed down finally, I got up and got dressed ( slipped over a long black HBK T-shirt, and a pair of tap panties ) To hell with matching ! I didn't care ... My head was killing me and I was super freakin hungry…but didn't feel exactly like cooking…lol. So I called my preferent pizza billet ! recondite saucer sausage Mick with spare cheese..mmmmm : P well while I was waiting…I was just like sorta bored and trying not to guess of end Nox, so I decided to lease a pic on demand ( smoothing iron man in case any of you care. ) Oh ya, not, that it's important but I am a pretty big D/C fan ! Im a hardcore comic girl…so let's all hope man of sword tilt ! Cuz I am tired of Marvel wtfpwnig the risible book flick domain ! I mean…ya batman is cool down but really heath book's joker made that trilogy extra, the beginning one was ok, third one good, only the shadow knight was a master piece.

Anyways…lol sorry now that that is out of my system…I will continue hehe…oh ya young justness dominion ! Ok ok I'm done : P So there I was watching Iron man, till finally I heard the door knocking. I quickly jumped up thinking THANK GOD ! Lol…but to my dismay…lol dismay look at me being all fancy, anyways to my alarm ! It wasn't the pizza guy…

It's like of all the people in the world I really didn't want to see ( early than my mom, or maybe I did require to see her who knows, surely not me ) My dad…was at the doorway UGH. Ya…needless to say I was just taken back, I immediately was like…DAD ? ! I think if I recall correctly, my articulation even crackled lol. Ya, so like I just..haha I stood there blocking him from entering cashbox finally he knocked me back to reality. He was like"Uh…Move ?"lol ya…that's my dad for ya : P As he walked in he took a speedy look around. Becoming oddly nervous as if somehow he had physic power and knew what had happened here last night, I questioned him as to why he was here.

well he saw my gasp on the story, I watched him just stare at them. I just…my heart began to race like a yard times faster than it should, I just all I could do from panicking was I just stabbed my inner hand with my nails telling myself SHUT UP in my head teacher saying it's not like it's not normal to just have my pants laying around he has no melodic theme your being an idiot ! Then, it was like as if god was just messing with me, to make things worse my dad picked up my dungaree, squeezing them feeling them. I was like"What are you doing ?"Then..my consistency just lol, just let out a big sigh of relief as he went in my sac and grabbed out my earphone, his face giving me that…tisk tisk look hehe. He saw how like…panicy I was or how just calm I had become all of a sudden not sure, but he is not one to let something go. Soooo my dad being who he is quickly began to grill me asking me."What's wrong ? Scared I was gon na ascertain something else in your trouser, and also retain your damn phone charged Kimberly ! ( he calls me full name when he is lecturing. )

Apparently he was vex all day because concluding he heard I was going by Ruben's…and he had tried to call in me to condition up, but I guess I just let my phone die out and then he had been ineffectual to hand my mom. ( I found out year later that she actually felt too inapt to speak to him that day.

I told him no to his questions, but he was shady so he had begun to riffle through my pants pocket, which quite frankly pissed me off and I was already moody that day. So well haha honestly I just raged. I was like DAD STOP WTH. He just…typically laughed off my reaction telling me to calm down, which just made it so very much worse so I walked up to him and snatched my trouser, telling him not partake my thing. He then went. HEY ! You know in that way Padre do implying showing them respect, but I just rolled my middle and said, dad Ruben dumped me, I am not in the humour.

You should live my dad has never been tremendous with the dramatic play billet so his reaction haha was like"Ah fuck you okay ?"lol. So ya I just was like"I'm fine."But honestly I just wanted him to leave, nothing against him I just wanted to be left alone ya know ? And also well like Ruben literally meant null to me haha being dumped really was soooo pocket-size to me now. Well anyways, he wasn't seeming to get the picture that I wanted to be left alone as he sat down on the couch. But quickly after he sat down, the pizza guy finally knocked.

My dad asked who that was. I told him I had ordered pizza pie, he haha said"Oh nice, from genoz ?"I was like…yes…how we like it. I gave a deliquium smiling as he got up to go pay for it, but honestly I just was thinking…o god he isn't gon na go lol. So ya…my dad paid, placed the pizza on the table, opening it and taking a big sniff as if he had never smelled it before haha. I was like…"Dad I ordered that for myself !"And he looked at me and said"A large pizza for yourself ? Also I paid !"I was like…well it's not like I asked you too I was going to…You just sorta got to the door first, besides ! I was gon na eat it over the course of 2 or 3 days ! My dad though just went"Bah I'll get ya another one if you want it so bad in 3 days."I …ugh panicking I just…honestly I just figured I'd play the true statement plug-in ( half Sojourner Truth ).

I simply just, half whispered to my dad, telling him that I love him and thanks for checking on me, but I really just take to be alone right now. I was hoping for a elementary OK, maybe he takes a art object or two of pizza with him lol, but nope, nothing is ever that simple. He just grabbed a spell and sat down, pointing across from him, asking me to need a seat. I think I just like sighed and like made that motor strait with my lips haha.

So I did as he asked and sat down, but I just crossed my arms as I sat down, giving him a pretty undeservingly cold"What ?"He just well went on to tell me he was worried about me, he was worried about how I have been acting lately. He told me that he gets everyone has to go through a rough maculation where they need to act out, but he specifically told me he was very unpleased in how I had been treating my mother…haha you could only imagine how just, tight my foreland got as I tried not to burst out in anger, and at Sami time had to begin fighting back the tears that was forming. It was like he just couldn't of said anything worse as he had told me how he talked to my mom. And how she told him I just needed time I I JUST I JUST WANTED HIM TO SHUT UP. He was praising her like she was the substantially freakin mother ever. He was telling me how she told him to be affected role that it's a phase angle it will pass. He was telling me how much my mother loves me and how she would do anything for me….heh all I could think was he should know what she has fucking done TO me.

Anyways, I guess he misread my tears, but then again, what sane Father of the Church would see his daughter in binge and go, oh hey you must be stressed over the sex with your mother LOL ! So ya, misreading em, my dad just was all like, I am not saying this material to take a crap you sense bad, I just want you to know your mother loves you, I love you blah rant rant. It's like thanks but…you just don't know.

wellspring needless to say lol tbh, my reaction as ummm lupus erythematosus then electropositive as I just told him to please block off, that he has no melodic theme what I am going through. My row where kind, but my tone was totally, hey piss off lol. Well you know how kids and parents are, we never think they understand, but they usually do, though in this lawsuit I truly don't think he did. Though it did not stop him from giving me the old"Kim, listen I have been flip stuff in my life."He even gave me the you think your ma and I breaking up was slow on me voice communication - -. Honestly though the left thing happen, I was watching my dad talk to me, being you know…a father…a parent and I just, well I melted as silent as that may sound, I just melted and completely instantly relaxed.

I just ha, I almost laughed but I just smiled and said thanks dad. He haha my dad is a pretty funny guy : P So my dad was just like"No prob…so we good ? Did I fix ya ?"I just glared at him and was like um I wasn't broke and you were doing great till then you jerk. So lol anyways after that it was pretty normal we talked about how big of a jerk Ruben is ( I lied a petty ) And we both knew it was me who was the bitch but it was really relaxing bashing the guy who dumped me with my dad haha. Oh also I am a atrocious sister : P BUT HE IS A BAD Dad cuz we both had a good laughter at my chum who apparently had got mugged ? I think mugged, what is it called when you fall asleep in the and someone takes your packsack lol.
So ya the rest of the day more or less was well-situated, we restarted the movie, I got a mini lecturing of how I only ate 1 piece of pizza and how wasteful it was to order a large haha, you know just normal stuff..and god was it what I needed just some formula clip with a parent. I think about half way through the concluding combat scene of iron man I just fell asleep, snuggle up against my dad, smiling and just not even thinking about her or the night before.

So, I guess despite having a well night of full nap, I think I was just emotionally drained. I slept for a few hours apparently and my dad had seem to devolve asleep as well holding me hehe. Everything was just, a last to hone as it could have been considering. But then…she came dwelling. I was woken up by the threshold culmination, and my mom going"Henry Martyn Robert ? ? ?"My mom ha just seemed so shake off that my dad was over. I remember her cracking her neck ( which she sometimes does when she is caught off safeguard ).
My dad quickly jumped up, which kinda made me sad, I even….grabbed onto him trying to proceed him for just a present moment longer, I loved the feeling of his chest, his smell, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY AT ALL I never have ever had touch for my Father of the Church, just…I was that father feel, like I was safe with him and I just didn't want to him to go. Sadly though, my piffling effort to confine onto him failed as he just laughed me off and got up, resting my hands back onto the couch.

There was a quick conversation between the two, my mom asking why he was there and my dad asking why she wasn't picking up her telephone set. I am not sure if my mom lied or just happen to induce a good cause, but the grounds she gave was, she was in a meeting with a client and had her phone muted. I remember my dad like, blowing out like his brim got big as he blew out and that's simply his typical"im tired im out guys."tell. He even stretched, yawning, looking at me. It took everything in me to not cry, it literally took my pure effort to just, not cry.

He asked if I felt better, if I was alright now. Heh it's weird. I remember feeling like, trapped like plz don't leave me alone with her ! But there was nothing keeping me there ? There was nothing stopping me but myself from leaving, from not being alone with her, simply me, Wyrd huh ? Too feel trapped but only to be trapped by yourself lol.

My mom walked my dad out the door, I think they talked for a minute or two, not sure what about but I didn't spirit like waiting for my mom to come in and say or do something, so I simply got up off the couch and glided half dazed to my room, locking the door and just falling on my bed, and rolling up into the center. I laid there, just waiting for her, finally I heard her walking down the hall, stopping in nominal head of my door. There wasn't even a mo of secrecy, the second she reached my door she immediately knocked, turning the hold, unsuccessfully trying to introduce my room.

I didn't say a work I just sat up and looked at the door, my heart began to feel as if it was sinking down into my stomach. I was expecting her to say spread the room access, or something, ask how I was ? Ask to talk, I don't know, all I know is she did none of those. Instead she merely asked if I needed anything. I told her I just wanted to be left alone right now. And with a simple alright, I heard her walk away.

So I pretty much laid there for just awhile, not sure how long wasn't even sure what sentence it was I am guessing qualifying 6, considering my mom gets home around 5:30-6 usually. Anyways I got up, bored ? But unwilling to will my room, so I went to my shelves and finally gave in haha. My friend Amy had been trying to get me to ascertain Buffy the vampire killer for like EVER, so I figured what the hell I grabbed the season 1 and figured I will finally consecrate it a shot, she did buy me all 7 seasons after all lol…sorta lame b-day natural endowment when you wanted so many former thing, but oh well lol.

O.K. I got to say, did not click with me at all the only reason I even got through 4 installment was because I had zippo ELSE TO DO…you know alone…cuz see, I didn't just not need to pass on my room, I really did want to be left alone at that instant. So I just so you all know, it wasn't for like another year+ Did I finally watch all of Buffy haha. So it was like 11 and I was annoyingly wide awake, it was a Sat nighttime too so all my Quaker that didn't hate me lol where asking me to go out with them. And a few meter I will admit I almost just called one or two and told em to come get together up with me but I just never got to it cuz, well…well I had started to inquire what my mom was doing heh.

I hadn't heard from her and I wonder if she had gone to log Z's. But as I wondered if she was sleeping my mind started to call up of many early things. What was she thinking all day ? Was she really just okay with everything ? I thought to myself it makes sense I mean she had wanted this longer then I right ? And well I still wasn't sure as shooting if I wanted it even after it had happened. As I walked back and Forth in my room, I started to throw an urge to go public lecture to her, to just mouth to her but had no estimation about what. And foolishly I walked back and forth in my room thinking how to let the cat out of the bag to her, do I go hey mom, how was your day ? Or do I just gah I don't even know I actually thought that I just it was stressful wanting, needing to do something and having no estimation why, or even exactly what you wanted.

Finally I gave up and told my ally I was going to sleep for the night I wasn't opinion skilful which was a lie cuz I was just I had slept a lot that day so I was simply just too wake up, despite really wanting null more than to just close my eyes and eternal rest. Eventually, it wasn't even the need that had me to see my mom tbh lol it was simply boredom, I was bored out of my judgement and cipher seemed to be able to keep my interest, so I finally left my room, and slowly very slowly, taking each stone's throw to make for sure I was gear up for…w/e…and well …heh It was that walk to my room that, my body had begun to tingle.

I was taking my time and getting knots in my stomach, wondering now that if I came to her way at Nox, would she get the wrong idea ? Would she think I wanted a repeat of finale night ? And then as I was outside her doorway, It was as if that walk from elbow room to room was enough to just go back and forth 100000000 times on what I wanted, and now that I was in front of her door, I was no closer to knowing. All I knew was my body was tingling, my breast were…feeling ticklish ? Haha like little fingerbreadth were crawling all over them and my stomach was all in knots. I ten asked myself in my mind, had I come here for something ? Am I that messed up in the head that I was bored so I went to my mom to…um what ? toy with me ? *sigh*

I had decided that I was already there and I was going to at least just, talking to her, but honestly I was so nervous that my berm were shaking and I literally no joke was so nervous also that I debated on if I should just take the air in or rap for like 3 minutes. I went with the little but ready knock on the door ( you know the loud ones you make that are short but degraded and when you want to stir up soul up or get them out of the bathroom like ASAP ) : P.

About like half a second went by without a reply lol, so I gave it another fast knock. Then I heard my mom going"handgrip on ! 1 2nd !"My hired man clutched open and closed when I heard her phonation, I was queasy, but I think, I don't know maybe it's just how I feel today, but I think I might take in been a piddling frantic. Anyways ! The door opened and my mom was wearing only a robe, that she had tightly closed. She was clearly benumbed as she was rubbing her eyes, yawning a petty. I remember looking at her and smiling a little, she was…so cute. I stood lol oddly quiet, not sure why but I just wanted her to recognize me or something, I just didn't want to ask to come in, I just didn't. After she gathered herself a little, she looked at me and with a smile asked me what's up haha…I just, awkwardly responded, telling her I couldn't sleep, gulping grueling and scratching my head, annoyingly aware of what I was doing and screaming at myself to cease being like such a freakin idiot lol.

fountainhead, as I raged at myself in my point, my mom finally gave me the greeting I wanted lol. She just asked, so gently and welcoming, almost like she sounded younger if that makes sense."Kim, want to come in ?"I just nodded a little and said sure. So I came in…and haha god I was so lame back then, I sorta just stood in the room looking around as if I never been in it ... haha…Ya…lol. My mom made me jump so a lot when she put her hands gently but VERY unexpectedly on my shoulders, massaging them for probably half a sec, cuz when I jumped I must of startled her because she quickly let go and apologized.

I lol was like, sorry ! Back to her sorry ? Haha I know odd but w/e…So like was maybe 2-5 seconds of just awkward silence before my mom just sat on the bed and placed her bridge player on her overlap, gave me a very well what felt like a very sincere motherly grin and asked me what's up. I sorta just walked around the bed looking at it, thinking how odd it was that that is where it happened, while I just wondered how it must of looked from this point of horizon. I had heard her, but I had yet to answer so my mom just again asked me What's up but this time adding a"Are you okay sweetie ?"

My gaze quickly shifted from the bed back to her, I just I didn't know what to say so I nodded my head no…I nodded my no in response to"What do you need"only issue is…she didn't ask that haha. So I guess there was a short mess up in communications, it's like I knew what she said I just was having result forming words, and she just looked at me very business organization and asked me what was untimely. I finally stopped, and with a hard draught that made my ears popped a petty, I said I was OK. My mom asked if I was sure, and I went back to nodding as a response.

Feeling faint in the human knee, I sat on the border of the bed antonym of my mom, but for some reason I felt really really like fluttered and I stood back up, apologizing and asking if it was alright for me to sit down. My mom just haha she laughed at me = ( Not like a crazy mean HAHAHA imbecile FAIL laughter just a little chortle, giggle ? She laughed and I just sighed feeling poor fish, I guess causing her to put her bridge player over her oral cavity in a very VERY bad try in trying to intercept herself from laughing.

Okay so this is probably where you are gon na guess im a total child/brat but I was thinking of the day I had…the mirror..I broke and how mad I had been earlier, now I didn't tactile property angry at all in that mo but I stupidly wanted to…So I tried to come up up some anger and I snapped at her laughing and shouted"It's not suspect ! God what is improper with you !"…My mom immediately then stopped laughing, and she just sighed her head tilted and her heart leery. She just took a cryptical breathing spell and said"Baby please, let's not fight, let's just blab okay ? How was your day ?"She asked…

I dunno, maybe I was spent, I had let out all my ire, but when she asked I tried to act upset, I tried to frown my brows and be pissed, but honestly I just the words that came out came out filled with tears as I told her about the mirror I broke…I think I told you earlier how my mom is about breaking poppycock its really one of her buttons, like it hits a nerve. So I sorta cry expecting her to rage but she …haha clearly wanted to cuz she started getting worked up, her nose flared open. But haha she let out a long whistle blow ? Not sure what to call in it lol. I apologized, I said that I would pay for it ( not surely how lol ). She just looked at me though and just said its mulct. But after I guess it was really annoying her cuz she got up and I was like"waiting it's really bad I haven't cleaned it yet"( no idea what I would of done tom ake it calculate better ) I was just talking out of affright. But she got up and just walked out, I quickly followed to my toilet where she entered first, I stood at the door as she was in the middle of the room, hands on her pelvic girdle as she looked at the mirror and the shattered meth hand pump thingy all over the sink.

"I'm dreary"I said again. She, clear as day trying very hard to restrict herself, asked why. I…I told her I didn't know. And I started to cry again and this time bad I just slouched my side against the doorway and slid down the door and asked"Mom I am so fucked up what do I do ?"I guess thinking about it, it's probably messed up to ask the person who is sorta the problem, but I just wanted my mammy. *sigh*My mom I remember paw shook hysterically at the mirror, telling me not to even worry about that, that its zippo, she quickly was on the floor with me, her hands again on my shoulder, rubbing them, trying to relax me as she said"Kimmy listen to me, there is nothing wrong with you, I just, I am dolt okay ? I put too much on you baby, this is me not you, alright ?"

I heard her words, and I could tell she stand for it, but I just shook my nous no, cuz despite how sincere she was, I knew the the true. I response licking my teeth and biting my knife, shaking my head in disagreement till finally the words just came pouring out."I made you mom, it's me, I…I made you, I made you"And then I just became a broken record repeating those intelligence, until my own shame became too smashing and I covered my face with my bridge player, and just cry into them hardcore.

My mom now was rubbing the side's of my shoulder furiously, telling me to please stop, to please listen to her. I heard her but I just wanted to just explode in that here and now, I just wanted to curl up in a orb and became modest, I felt pull and I just kept on crying, heaving now extremely bad into my hands. I just kept on till my mom said something that just shocked me out of it. She said"Kimberly ! Listen to me I wanted endure Night to pass off, I played as if you were forcing me so you felt in control, but the accuracy is."Then she paused and her hand went on mine, pulling my manpower away from my face. I was shaking still from crying so concentrated, but I looked directly into her now tearful face, tears running down each position. She then said it again"Listen to me"She asked if I was and I weakly nodded up and down."Listen to me, I wanted to be with you I was selfish, I was incorrectly, you want to be mad babe, be mad at me I am a monster. When I heard you broke up with Ruben, honest to god I was just hoping in my fucked up mind, that you'd run into my arms."

I searched her eyes to see if she meant it, or was just saying what I needed to hear, but as I saw her middle squint in….in shame ? I saw she meant it, she had got what she wanted. She continued though."I am so sorry, I truly just want you happy more than anything, but Kim I am in love with you."And that was it…I have heard her tell me over month now that she had fallen in sexual love with the person I have grown into, but it's unlike, citizenry can say the intelligence a 100 dissimilar ways, but naught is like hearing someone say they are IN LOVE WITH YOU, just 4 run-in simpleton as that, yet far more, revealing than any other Holy Scripture. I mean it, for anyone who disagrees well ticket, but if she had said Kim I am in dear with my daughter, or kim I am in passion with who you have become or anything else, I wouldn't of done what I did next. I placed my hands on the side of her cheek and kissed her. I was caught up in the kiss, her sass on mine again, still at this item it felt so improper but so good. I now miss that feeling as I have grown use to my female parent's sass on mine.

Sadly the feeling did not stay as anger, actually did form again in me, I broke the kiss remembering, playing back what she had just told me. I was tempestuous at the mentation and I asked straight out, almost yelling it"Are you just using me now ? Hoping I just afford you what you want again cuz you narrate me you loved me ?"My mom put her script on my stifle and shook her straits no and told me."I never used you Kim and I never will I swear to god I won't, but I won't lie to you about anything like this. I love you and I don't think I ever will stop being in love with you. sanction ? But that said. I am your female parent and I will protect you from anything even myself, and if you want this to end it will end. I just won't lie to you and sham that I am not wannabee that you may return my love."

I sat there, taking in every word but honestly just blushed, my mom was telling me she was in love with me over and over and she was telling me she wanted me. I liked the section where she said she was still my mother, but I just…I could really only think about the parts where she said she loved me, the voice of returning her love. So I just sat there thinking, my mom patiently staying silent just rubbing my articulatio genus gently, not rushing me at all, it was overnice.

Heh to be reliable I knew my answer to the question she hadn't technically asked, the minute she was done speaking, I knew I was going to snog her and I knew I wanted to be with her again, but I stood there, scared, trying to feel a way to be strong and resist, but I was weak lol and thank god for it. Finally I looked at her and…in my cute sorta kiddy vocalism I asked her if maybe we can um….go back to her way. My mom let out a little chuckle and winked at me saying of course.

So ya…lol we went to her room and as we entered I lol figured better use this a petty to my advantage and was like"So you aren't mad about the mirror right ?"She…haha okay honestly I swear I am not an idiot but her reaction still so caught me off guard. She just went"Na you will make up for it."And she winked at me and….undid her robe, letting it just fall open………I I just felt so pudden-head I was like"Mom..that isn't funny don't say that."My mom just curled her lips and nodded, walking to me and putting her blazonry on my shoulder joint, her hands resting well pass my headland as she just said"Ok, im sorry"ina very none serious flavor, and she even immediately after leaned in and kissed me. This buss I think, was our first buss where I actually was moaning quite a bit, I wasn't so neural this time but still was plenty, but I was enjoying myself much more, really kissing her rachis with everything I had….I even for first time was bold a fiddling and put both my handwriting on her waist ...

She was the one to break the kiss as she took a gradation back, slipping her robe off and letting it fall to the flooring. I just stood there looking at her, almost biting my lip but it was as if I lost control of my body and my lip wouldn't relocation correctly haha. She then said"How about we give old shawn a break."( okay for you people who don't know HBK=Shawn Michaels the beau on my t-shirt ). So ya my mom came to me and I think she was gon na help me guide my shirt off but I just nodded my head and said"ok"and quickly slipped it off…I imagine she was gon na assist me cuz she went"oh"and let out a little giggle like..okay then that works kind of jape.

My mom then smiled and just reached over and gave my nipple a quick pinch *sigh* haha. I twitched and she just lifted her head forward for a sec saying"how about you get fully comfortable."I ..only took a indorsement to get what she meant as I grabbed my scanty to fetch em down, but she told me postponement. Then she told me to"engage them off slow sister, please."So…remembering the nighttime before I, leaned forward and stuck my bum out, and began to slip them slowly but honestly I felt WAY TO EMBARASSED I just haha strip teasing my mom I so was not up for that yet, so I just went"Na I'm good"And just yanked back up straight and pulled em down fast, stepping out of them and just kicking em off to the floor.

My mom rolled her eyes and told me I was no fun lol ! But what she did next made me feel so unintelligent she, leaned down and grabbed my panty, she held em stretched out for me to see…She then brought it to her face and just inhaled them. Then after…o god haha I actually don't even want to typewrite this character, she lowered them, keeping both of her eyes sharply on mine as she bit down on the bound of my scanty, pulling them with her teeth and letting them snap out of her sass. I just..lol I felt so just GAH I just sat down for a sec before rolling to the center of the bed….taking the Lapplander spot as I did the night before. She laughed at me, making me feel stupidly and for some reason I covered my boob, whining and asking her"WHAT ? !"My mom just started laughing actually kinda hard and it was upsetting me. But I felt so dull that I didn't even rage I was just like"Mom please stop."

She could totally tell how I said it that she really was hurting my feelings but she seemed to have a hard time stopping she just said"infant I'm sorry you just are too adorable, you just."Then she started laughing again…but I was like MOM ! And she was like"I am so sorry just ( while laughing ) I am just, you are just so cute my baby girl, only you would just get into spatial relation like that."I…ugh I felt like my brass was on fire I quickly jumped up and was like"I'm sorry I just…please contain laughing ! I just thought you wanted to…do um what…what we did…sorry."And my mom just was wish awww baby you are TOO CUTE. And she crawled on the bed, finally thankfully stopped laughing more or less, she came up to me and gave me a quick buss. Raising her eyebrow though she than went, sorta of asking but not really."So you liked what I did last Nox huh ?"

I just I had never felt more retarded in my animation, I was just like"No I just, thought you wanted to do that…stuff again."I swear the second the words left my mouth I was like REALLY KIM ? REALLY ? ! She just snapped her fingerbreadth and pointed at me going"riiight"Honestly I was just pass embarrassed so I was just like"Can we please just propel on."My mom just smile, biting her lips and letting the her lip pop out as she said"Sure we can."She then…told me to go back lay down, get comfy she said…then teased me and said"take your view !"I was like MOM ! She was like"Okay okay, I'm done."So ya…I…as she put it…took the berth and laid back at the center of the bed. So..I laid there now feeling kinda dumb after that whole ordeal…lol.

My mom…looked at me up and down, making me flush *sigh* She then stroked her chin and said"I changed my mind, rollover…"I was like …um…no ? lol. Then she…uhhh lol she placed her hand on my stomach and rubbed it over my tummy playfully telling me to come on and not be shy. . I just..I TOLD her FINE and I got up just to stop her from doing the helping hand thing on my stomach, she use to do that to me when I was little trying to get me to contain throwing a fit but …ya it was kinda creeping me out now tbh. So I got up and…I rolled over to my stomach, feeling really off setting, I mean I of row laid my face vapid and turned it, to search at her but it just…I felt very just like I said off.

Anyways, so there I was, on my belly and my mom just, lol did something VERY unexpected, she put her hands on each of my face and pushed down semi grueling on my back. I remember grunting but moaning I was like holy bullshit that feels fucking awe-inspiring ! She was like"See, just listen to your mother ! Relax okay ?"And I just placed my aspect forward and nodded ( assuming she saw me ) Cuz she went up my binding and pushed again. I, even till today I love having her push on my back it feels great, I have tried to cause others do it and I dunno maybe cuz I have only ever had cat do it early than her and it's usually they hurt, but it felt really unspoilt that nighttime having her do it. So haha she did that for about 5 min and she punched my back also, rubbed it really good, all totality probably like 10 min hehe. And then she stopped.

After helping me relax hehe, my mom gave me a quick osculation on my back, asking me if I felt a trivial better…I …I just honestly felt so much more slacken but she gives such great massages that I said, trying to be adorable but half serious"5 more hour and I'll be great ! Please and ty !"She hates when I say plz and ty : P But I guess she really wanted me to just feel relaxed, cuz she said okay steady and kissed my back again and itch my back some more, my neck and she finished by rubbing my capitulum, I WAS IN heaven, honestly I never had anyone collapse me a massage before, and I had…been stressed lately and I guess she just knew what I needed heh…

Anyways we chatted also during it was actually …nice I am so happy she did that cuz it did completely unbend me, and it just, I needed that not just the massage but the conversation, we talked about my friend Lisa, workplace, and my dad's loony obsession with Genoz pizza. So…I guesswork after my mom was done, she got close to my ear and said, well asked …um"So quick to really relax now babe ?"…God after the massage and hooey I dunno I just loved when she called me babe now : P

I just, I knew what she meant so I was a little hesitant, also I sorta just wanted her to observe rubbing me : P but I just nodded yes. And I began to roll over. But my mom stopped me going"No no Kimmy, just relax stay down."I just…I was like erm okey, kinda just assuming she was gon na rub me some more haha ! Maybe my legs ? I dunno all I know was I loved being spoiled like this !
Little pause for a moment, my mom totally must of wanted me for awhile cuz I remember thinking how the hell is this charwoman ace, she is only 18 years older then I ( yep that's right 36 ) She highly above norm, she is no model but she looks 28 ish, and I just I don't get how the hell someone else didn't snatch her up lol, I guess SHE IS PICKY.

okeh back to the well division : P sorry. So like I was laying there expecting some more indorse friction but instead she said…very um cute yet seductively."Do me a party favor baby girl, please lift your beautiful ass for me."Haha I …god I remember my reaction I just was 100 % like"WHAT ? ! NO ?"I even tried lfiting my head but she playfully pushed my head back down and went"cum on, stop playing the shy card hun, just ask yourself this, approve ?"I just…whispered okay in response."Just ask yourself if you want ma to make you cum really gruelling, if so then do I say !"I …lol I was like…ma…don't like talking like that. She then asked if I really didn't like when she does. I just shrugged and told her maybe I just necessitate time to get use to it, I am just so use to hearing her talk a sure way it's crazy to listen her talk like this now…to me.

So my mom…being the smartass she is, snap up my face and started massaging them going"Ok then."Her voice…changed like she was telling me to do my homework and she simply said"Kimberly lacuna blank shell ( no offense don't want to get my middle and last gens ) nobble your ass right now young lady."I…haha I am not sure if that is exactly what I had in head im 99.9 % sure it wasn't but I sorta liked it so I obeyed, besides she was already…um spreading my brass and clobber so that also kinda helped in the mother wit that it would sustain been dolt to usher off to her what she was already …playing with ?

So I did as she said, lifting my butt in the air, my knee sliding up the bed into the cover. My mom placed her manus on my waistline, aid me in raising my hind end in presentment for her…*sigh* So ya…there I was, my arms up and crossed, forehead resting on them with my knees up on the bed, my bottom up in the air, breast only mammilla touching barely the bed. She wasted no time…I just I didn't even get a moment to be embarrassed of the pose I was in as she just got behind me and dove decently in…

It caught me so off guard that I jumped a little yelp"wait wait hold on !"But she did not even retard down, she gliding her men up and down my cheeks while she licked my pussy in up and down in circles…I, felt so much to a greater extent naughty being in this position…I felt…degraded, and…more on showing I suppose. Which may not seduce sense but it is what it is. I moaned and shivered and a persona of me truly displeased the position I was in but anytime I would try to protest, all that would get off my lips was the discussion mom between the moan I could not help oneself but release.

After about if I had to suppose 5 transactions, I had my maiden orgasm of the night, but as my body tightened and my thinker just exploded, my mom did not slow at all, instead she rewarded my coming with a finger inside me…It was…too much never had I had something truly inside me other then myself, and now my female parent, it was my mother that was inside. I felt her finger wiggle around inside me and I felt violated, not …erm not bad just I felt like, like I was truly being touched, like a contribution of me that wasn't supposed to be touched by her was just hers to do with as she pleased. It was crazy how much my body my entire body just focused on this 1 little finger in me that seemed to control my total consistence with every motion it did.

My mom now removing her mouth from my ass, she now adjusted herself to the slope of me…keeping her centre finger's breadth inside me, the rest of her hand squeezing my butt. With her other mitt she glidded over my back, calling me a trade good girl and how beautiful I was, but it was when she said"God I love you Kim."that just sent me over the bound, I came again, and this time I could find my consistence tighten its grip on her fingerbreadth as if it didn't want to let it go I felt so……so..just silly to have something in me moving around so much I somehow wanted to obliterate my insides from it, but at the same time…I wanted more…so much more.

As she continued to just thumb me…her finger's breadth rubbing me inside, with her free hand she was now gently flicking at my nipple, she continued to do this, asking me how it felt, asking me if I loved it. I never gave her an answer…I just moaned and yelped as I came for the third meter, and with my third orgasm she seemed to almost jump by how it felt back behind her, diving her face back in, and making…very very loud slurping noises which just….made me feel so GAH it was like she was literally pushing how much my mind could take as I nearly caused my lips to bleed I bit them so hard.

Finally and I mean finally after 3 major coming and many small I that followed after, she stopped, but only for brief of moments as she placed her hands on my waist, and roughly and forcefully turned me over. My arm even hurt as it was stuck for a back before I popped it out from half underneath me. I looked at her and she just had this grin, this grin like she….she was having the time of her lifetime, I just…what could I do but smile back. My peg I kept panoptic as I was so exhausted, gasping for air. But she was not done with me yet. No…she now crawled over me, keeping herself hovering above me with her manpower on the position of me, I shivered though as I looked at her chest, and felt her second joint touch my own.

My eyes were one-half shut as she kissed me, but they shot open with surprise as I ..I tasted…I tasted me on her lips…and it was…different. My mom broke the kiss raising herself, smiling and telling me again that she loves me. I just…I think I cried a little, but my eyes also looked down as I saw and felt her helping hand find its way to my kitty-cat again…inserting it's self back in, her thumb rubbing my clitoris as her middle digit twirled and thrust its way around and in me. My headway jerked back as I had a ripple of footling orgasms shoot through my body…my mom leaned down ( sorta impressive imo considering she was holding herself up with 1 arm pretty much did a 1 arm push up, well I mean she was one-half egg laying on me but not the point ! ) And she lowered herself taking my knocker into her mouth…and that right there was my first o god present moment, where I just came screaming the actor's line oh god.

As I came my mom bit on my nipple and pushed on my clit, and her fingerbreadth picked up much speed, and she just kept on and kept on forcing my soundbox to climb. She took her mouth off my white meat as my body rised, she just wouldn't contain her fingerbreadth jabbing its self in and out of me so fast and I just it was too a great deal I was so spiritualist all I was doing now was going"mom mom mom mom"I wanted to say mom enough plz but only mom kept coming out as I just had the most potent by far orgasm ever and she just wouldn't I even started to push for her to get off me, but that only seemed to work her try to go faster though impossible I think. I started to wiggle now, the sense impression becoming intolerable I pleaded now"Mom plz blockage mom !"but instead of stopping she latched back to my tit, sucking and making popping sounds as I wiggled out of her mouth uncontrollably. Finally and god do I stand for finally she slowed down, I am guessing her hired man got tired….lol. She didn't remove her digit though…simply stopped leaving her finger resting in me and letting her body just loosen up on top of me.

My breathing was so fast it was actually hurting a footling haha. My hands where now on my mother's back, just feeling her backrest and holding her in..I think gratefulness ? I think it's normal to just be grateful when someone makes you feel like that. My mom's breast were smashed against me half on mine half below them, my mom looking up at me, swearing haha I guess she really gave it her all, and I just looked down at her and around the room thinking what the hell just happened that, beyond words.

After just laying there for many mo, my extremely sensitive body jumped entirely as my mom finally removed her fingerbreadth, pushing up and getting off me. I…I was hot and viscid it wasn't like the nighttime before where I got a bully orgasm this was…more and my consistency had felt like it just had been through a immense ordeal ( I guess it was ). I was hot…really hot…like I felt the likes of just spent and on fire. My mom sat up, and looked at me, giving me another wink and about to say something but I said"No mom peachy job."And she just laughed like a quick laugh and then made a very adorable face, her brows up as she said"fountainhead thanks."I just…I…then asked if I may ask for 1 more thing. And..her answer brought tears to my eyes."Anything Kim, I'm yours."I…I asked her if maybe…if she didn't mind and keep in mind I was still breathing quite hard so it took 10 s redundant to get the Book out, but I was like mom…maybe even If you wake up first, you can stay in bed till I wake up please.

My mom looked at me, crying now formed in her heart and she said"Kim I am sorry about this morning…"She seemed like she was gon na go on but I just excite my head and said plz don't, just lets think about tonight, just promise me when I wake up you will be there. She tilted her nous down and said"I promise, I will never will you."She then got up and went and got a blanket again, I watched her for just a moment but then I just laid back with the biggest grin on my face, thinking how foolish I had been today for not be okay with this, for being so tempestuous. My mom came back to bed with the cover, and two pillows, she helped my head up and placed 1 under me, and tossing the mantle over me. She then proceeded to slue under the blanket and putting her arm around my stomach, kissing my brass and saying she loved me, and finally before I closed for my middle for the Night, I said it back."I love you…Lesley."Although she gave me this really shocked flavour cuz I used her public figure and we both just laughed a little well more her I more just weakly giggled, I was exhausted : P. Anyways she held me and I asked for TV on and fell asleep to something and my mom holding me hehe.

So ya that's the um tale of the day after, I truly hope you enjoyed and I would love feedback, this was a good deal harder to think seeing as I had to try to retrieve a day specifically but I tried my hardest to do well.

Oh ya P.S. Since I had started sharing my mom and I relationship, I have been met with expected but I feel stupid ira and affront towards us. You know what to all you haters out there, I simply have this to say. I am not the bright or the wise person out there, but I have learned this in my biography metre. honey is weak and fragile. Love conquers nothing. dear is something that must be protected, and more importantly fought for. That's what I did throughout my life that's what we did, we fought for love and happiness, can you say the Lapp ?