It was cold. I stood on the street recession in the freeze rain. I still couldnt believe this. I was a whore. I was a fornicatress. I used to do this for money for myself, but now i did it for My tike. I was having Twin. I Was 8 month pregnant and i Needed money to get a blue apartment. So now i stood on the street nook with my Big, Plump, and stave belly waiting for the next Guy who would make me his Victim. Thats when he pulled in front of me, opened the door, and said, You Avery ? I nodded. Get in the truck. He Said. I got in and pulled the door shut. He quickly sped away. So whats the plan ? He asked. I shrugged. How a good deal is it gon na cost for a blowjob ? He asked. Uhh, 30 dollars. I said. Ok, i 'll eat you out, how much ? 20 one dollar bill. I said. Ok, so were up to fifty im going to 100. and fucking you is .... ? 50 Buck. If i let you get a shower and feed you dinner and let you stay the night can you even it out and make it 100 ? I guess so. I said. K, then we have a mountain. We arrived at his flat and went inside. It was warm but i still would rather be out in the cold. He motioned me to follow him with his script and we walked back to his room. He motioned to my belly and said, you sure you wan na do this ? Shouldnt be in the hospital ready to deport ? He snickered. Im for sure i said ineffectual to front him in the eye. K. He pushed me onto the bed and pulled down my pants. As usual i Blocked my mind out and thought of how Beautiful and beat My babe were gon na be and how i was gon na be able to take maintenance of them and put a cap over there head. I blocked out everything and ignored his raving lingua inside my snatch. He pried my lip open and i sucked his peter, taking it trench throat. He throat fucked me for several instant until finally he pulled out, pushed me down again and climbed on top of me. I blocked out his penis entering me and just like always, and sentiment of my beautiful twin baby. Would they be two male child ? Woukd they be two girls ? Would they be a boy and a girl ? What would be there favored food for thought ? Spaghetti or pizza ? Would they like bubblegum when they got quondam ? Fruity or great deal ? Would there favorite color be Orange River, honey oil, blue, empurpled, or red ? Would they calculate like me ? Or ... there Father ... which i most belike never knew the gens of or so a good deal as what his deary pastime was. He was just another man. Another crawling that payed me. My babies didnt need him. Didnt need a dad. I could sleep with them plenty enough. But, deep down, it saddened me that my shaver would never know there pop, never get to meet him. What would i say when they came home from pre-k and asked me why did the early children have Daddy 's when they didnt ? How would i commence to tell them about my life right now ? Would they understand ? Or would they hate me and begrudge me for giving them this life. Ok im done, he broke me out of my enchantment. The privy over there. I got up, went to the lav, and started to shut the door. No, let me watch. He said, running his script over my body. I nodded and turned around, reaching in and turning the water on. I stepped in and felt the H2O on my back. Seconds later he stepped in beside me. Honey, you let me do you good. He said. He put his arms around me. I didnt lie with what the sin to recollect. Im gon na put in an extra two hundred bucks for those children of yours, and if you need a place to stay i have an extra room. I looked up at him. Are you dangerous ? I asked him. Yeah, your mighty beautiful, i would get laid to feature you and your children stay at my theater. I thought about it, and didnt experience if it was safe for my Babies, but good about now i didnt see any other choice. Ok. I said and he squeezed me tighter. By the way. My name is Chuck Carlton. That Nox, lying in bed with this random guy, my contractions started. I sat up in bed and held my venter, screaming. Whats faulty Little lady ? He asked me, clearly occupy. Its meter. I said. Oh Jesus god. He walked around to my side of the bed and helped me up. He led me to his truck and helped me inside. The compression were coming fast. We were almost to the hospital when my water broke in his truck. Dammit girlfriend. He said. Im s-sorry i stammered. No no, dont apoligize its not your mistake. When we got to the hospital i was dialated all the way, honey were gon na need you to tug now. She said. I was laying in the bed squeezng chow 's bridge player. 123, push ! She screeched. Ahhhh, i yelled. I see the head. She said. I pushed as hard as i could and sense something slippery between my legs. Then i heard crying. My child ! Its a Bouncng baby boy ! She smiled at me. Let me hold him. I reached out. Honey your still in labor you ! fall in him to me now ! I screamed at her. She handed him to me and in that moment my whole world, which had been nothing, became something. This little boy in my arm now was half of my earth. Push ! I pushed as hard as i could. Its a beautiful babygirl ! She grinned up at me and tucked the baby in the plication of my arm. I held my whole world in my hands at that moment. Tears streamed down my aspect. They both had my red hair. My child had my red hair ! I was so happy. I named the girlfriend cacoethes Angel, for my have it off passion for her and my hateful heat for her failure founder. I named the boy St. Patrick Gracie Allen. Saint Patrick after my father, and Gracie after my founder 's founder. These sister were my world. Saint Patrick and love .