I grew up in a minuscule suburban townhouse with my mom and my stepdad, without really knowing my dad. Growing up I didn't have a lot of confidence or self-esteem. We didn't have a lot of money and as a adolescent I didn't feel I any pretty. My mom had for most of my living been on unemployment benefits and my stepdad was in and out jobs as a motortruck driver. So, growing up we never had a lot of money. Therefore, I was always dressed in clothes from the supermarket unlike my schoolmate who were dressed in clothes from the clothes storehouse and even brands. One day my mom agreed to use up me shopping because all my underwear was too belittled and started ripping up around the rubber band.

When looking around the computer memory I found a replicate pack with black G-strings and a per of low waist light blue ripped jeans. I thought I wound look super cool in these and for once I would could don a G-string in the locker room like the former missy at school instead of my drill out-used panties. I showed them to my mom and she answered."You aren't going to be comfortable with that underclothes and I'm not going to buy you jean that are already broken. I found these for you instead and they are also cheaper."A six pack of pantie for the same price and a per of formula inkiness dungaree. I unwillingly accepted her choices.

My looks as a 16 days old girl could at best be described as average. I have night Brown University hairsbreadth with bangs, light drab almost hoary eyes and a ring in the English of my poke I had done on my 15th natal day. I am 163cm tall and at that time I had a niggling rhythm cheeks, chubby around my stomach, and a footling too big prat with a few stint fall guy on at the English. Of course, even being a little chubby I still had modest breasts which were only B-cups.

In schooling I didn't get particularly good ground level and even though I was always trying to be skillful to people and urinate friends, it was like I was completely inconspicuous to everyone else. The boys didn't pay me any attention and the early girls mostly made fun of me because of my look, wearing apparel, or because I probably was the lone girl in grade without any sexual experience.

Only exclusion was Alice who was always Nice to me. We would always eat lunch together and per up for chemical group study. Even if she hung out with me at school and didn't socialize much with the others, they never picked on her like they did with me. I guess because they were a little intimidated by her. She was smart, came from a successful family, and had a killer soundbox. She was 175cm tall, an always suntanned slim body and big D cup sized white meat. However, we wouldn't really hang out together outside school day because she always had homework, family things or played soccer which she played on one of the best teams in the land.

Therefore, after school I would normally just go home and sit in my room listen to music and browsing through social metier while fantasizing about how my spirit would be if a had been as ache and pretty as Alice. I was so jealous of her. I always thought she had the perfect biography. Sometimes when laying in my bed at night I would fantasies what one of the good-looking boy from the older classes would do to her in bed. reach her. Kiss her. Thinking of that, would make me aroused.

It was one month into the summertime vacation after I finished the 1st year of eminent school day. It was Saturday around 18:00 and I heard my mom calling me down from the kitchen telling me dinner was gear up. On my way down the stair, I saw my stepdad and mom already at the dining table in the middle of the kitchen when somebody knocked the front door twice and open it right away. It was my half-brother, Brian. Technically he was the son of my step-dad so I had no biological relationship with him. But I still called him my half-brother. He is 4 years elder and had never lived with us. We were not really close and actually he had a way to always pointing out my flaws like asking me I gained free weight or why I wasn't going out with friend.

While all four was eating dinner party my mom almost rhetorically asked me if I had any design tonight even if she knew I wasn't going anywhere. I shook my read/write head and looked down on my plate.

Brian said :"I got invited to three different parties tonight but I will channelize over to Jakobs in a bit. His parents are not home so he has the completely house for himself. I think more than 50 people will be there"

Jakob was 3 years older than me and had just graduated from the Sami high-pitched school I went to a month earlier. He was for sure one of the most democratic hombre at the whole school and only hung out with the early pop boy and young lady from the neighborhood. Even the most pop girls from my stratum weren't in his league and probably wasn't going to be at Jacobs company.

"Can I come with please ?"I asked."Please, I won't bother anyone."

My mom turned her fountainhead and looked at Brian before saying

"You should study her with, otherwise she is going to sit in her room and be miserable the respite of the night ”. I weirdly looked at my mom for being that fair.

"I won't stay for farseeing I just want to go to a political party for a change, please, please can I derive"I begged.

"O.K. but im leaving in 5 moment and im not gon na look for you"Brian disappointingly answered.

"5 minutes ! ?"I surprisingly repeated.

I rushed upstairs and changed my pajama pants I had been wearing all day with the new black jean and a grey-headed jersey. I didn't have anything more merry. I put mascara and eyeliner on and ran down the step and found my shoes. Brian already had his cap on and was talking on the earpiece. I waved and smiled to my mom and stepdad who was still sitting at the tabular array. I turned around and followed Brian out the front line room access.

We walking around 15 minutes while Brian was talking on the sound all the way there, so I followed just behind him. When we arrived to the house, I felt nervous. I followed him around the house and into the backyard where around 25 people there sitting, talking and laughing. medicine came from a big speaker in the garden. Brian pointed to a hold over wide-cut of beers, wine and some tonic which I guess were mostly used to mix with the hard inebriant like vodka, rum and whiskey.

I went to the table to decant some sprite with a little splashing of vodka in a plastic cup. I turned around and couldn't see Brian anywhere so I sat down on a moldable garden chair next to me and looked over at the early hoi polloi. A group of young lady, clearly a couple of years onetime than me, came to the table to prepare a drink. They looked at me and wisped something before breaking out in laughter. They then returning back to the other end of the garden.

I sat there taking sips of my beverage for a spell before a guy came out of the theatre and poured himself a whiskey and colon. He was kind of good looking. He was tall and skinny and had short simple machine cut blonde hair. He was dressed in jeans and a Stanford White tank top exposing the tattoo covering his unanimous right arm.

He looked at me and asked ;"are you enjoying the company ?"

I turned around to see if he was talking to someone behind me. To my surprise there was no one so I nodded to him and looked down shy.

He asked"what are you drinking"

"Just some faerie and vodka"I answered.

He poured two shots of whiskey and said"Jakob and I are best friends and he asked me so form sure everyone is having fun ”. At the same time, he reached one of them to me while preparing to drink the former himself.

"Cheers"he said and drank the shot.

I hesitated a bit before drinking it. Instantly I felt it burning in my mouth and down my throat. I coughed and felt the heat energy in my impertinence.

"You aren't much of a drinker"he proclaimed.

I blushed and looked down. I had never been drunk before.

He poured two More and give me one.

"I can't"I said.

"commons, you don't aspect like someone who goes out a lot. Its good for you"he insisted.

I took the shot and quickly toast it. I was even stronger than the offset one. I felt my tummy turn, but managed to keep it down. He came and sat adjacent to me and asked me what schooltime I went to and if I liked it.

I lied and said I liked it a lot and thing like that. I felt the inebriant started working its way on me. I don't commend the next minutes until he suddenly got up and took my hand before saying.

"Come with me ”.

I followed him into the menage and up the step. It wasn't before we got to a bedroom, I realized his purpose. Even if I wanted to mislay my virginity, I didn't want it to happen like this. Anyway, the alcohol made me unable to guess straight and I was also afraid he would be upset and puddle a scene if I rejected him. I stood in the middle of the elbow room and I was so drunk the unscathed room was spinning.

He closed the room access and went directly to catch my ass with one of his hands while the other grabbed one of my titty. He come closer to kiss me so opened my mouth as he stuck his unhurt tongue into my back talk. I stood paralyzed there for what felt like an eternity while he took of my T-shirt and bra exposing my breasts. I had never been naked in front of a guy before so I tried to cover my white meat with my manus. He then opened the top bottomland in my blue jean and gravel his hired man into my panties, before pulling it back out.

"You are not shaved"he said disappointingly while looking weirdly at me.

In the Same back, I remembered that I haven't shaved since the summer break started. Normally, I didn't give care too much about it since I wasn't sexually active and only did it because the former little girl at shoal would be shaved and would laugh at me and say that why I can't get laid. I looked down my heart-to-heart denim and saw my dark pubic whisker sticking out of my panties.

I blushed and felt my cheeks turn red from embarrassment.

He put his script back down my pantie and ungently rubbed a twosome of his fingers up and down between my puss lips while I held my breathing place. I grabbed around his carpus trying to bespeak that he was hurting me.

He stopped and took his wearing apparel off exposing his already half slopped cock. It was shaved without a hair on it. He grabbed my shoulder joint and pressed me down on my articulatio genus in front of him. I had never been in this stance before. I looked at his cock before nervously grabbing and pulling back on his stopcock exposing its purple head. His bridge player went around my neck opening and pressed me closer. I stuck out my tongue and licking the head of his cock a span of times. His cock grew and stiffened up to become fully erected. It was quite long, approx. 17cm ( 6.7 inch. ) but was relatively lose weight.

I then opened my mouth and wrapped by lips around the head. His started moving his hip back and forth while his handwriting around my neck kept my foreland calm, making my mouth glid up at down his rooster. He tightened his traveling bag around my neck and suddenly trusted his hips forward, jamming the unanimous duration of his cock all the way into my calendar month and down my pharynx.

I instantly gaged on his turncock and my eyes teared up. I pulled my head back and gasped.

"You are doing well"he said."Open up your rima oris again"

I opened my sass once again. This meter, he slowly pushed his turncock into my oral fissure until the tip of his prick hit the back of my pharynx making me gag once again. I felt a snag running down my cheek

He then stopped pushing it further in but kept it down my throat. I gagged again. I could finger my stomach compress like I wanted to vomit. He pulled his cock out again with my drivel dripping down from my Chin and his cock.

"Your cock is too big, I can't take it like that"I said.

"Then get hold of of your trouser and get up on the bed"he commanded.

I did as he said and sat on the edge of the bed with closed in legs. Still influenced from the alcohol, I felt like the room spinning around the bed.

He bended down and got a condom from his denim and rolled it on his cock, before walking to the bed. He grabbed my legs under the knees and turned me around on all four, with him standing just behind me between my legs. He pulled my panty down to my knee and grabbed my ass with both men to open my fanny cheeks apart giving him the full view of my hairy pussy and ass.

"You have big pussy brim for a small lady friend ”. He said surprise.

I have quite big labia and a meaty kitty. When comparing myself to the other daughter at schoolhouse, which had nice low pussies, I always had to try and shroud my so that they wouldn't see it. It made me insecure about myself because I didn't think I had a pretty pussy and also, I had heard that bozo only liked pussies with diminished brim.

He spat down on my ass and put his erect putz between my butt face and slid it back and forth a couple of fourth dimension over my son of a bitch before starting to press his tool inside my pussy. I reached down between my pegleg to open my kitty-cat lips while nervously saying :

"Please be gentle with me"

With both his hands holding my hips he slowly but unshakable pressed his cock into my pussy. Even thought my tight snatch resisted, he pressed it all the way up. I whimpered and curved my book binding to ease the bother.

"Damn you are tight"he said.

He pulled his cock out and pressed it all the way in again. The painful sensation felt like a knife went thought my lower tummy and made my legs shake. He continued to have intercourse my kitty while I whimpered. Every time he thrusted, I could hear the clapping between my ass cheeks and his pelvic girdle. He put a pillow under my hips and grabbed my neck and pushed my chief down the bed making my ass stick right up the air.

He speeded up and started to breathe heavier as he pounded my purulent harder. I clenched my dentition from pain while I sobbed. He pulled out and moaned loudly as I with one endorsement time interval waves felt the heat from his warm cum shoot out over my spine and ass.

"That was awesome"he said.

He quickly got dressed again and cast off me a tee shirt he found on the floor.

"Here, use this to clean yourself up ”, he said.

"See you downstairs"he said and left the elbow room.

I fell down on my tum and froze up. My branch were tired and my kitty was burning. Still affected from the alcohol I got the t-shirt and dried of his cum before I put my clothes back on. I was in no mood to party so I walked down the step and out the front door. As I in a profligate pace began walking home, I started crying. When I came home my mom and stepdad was asleep so I ran up to my way and threw myself on the bed.

Even if I finally lost my virginity, I was sad because my first time was nothing like I expected. Like nigh former girls that age I always thought it was going to be romantic with a future boyfriend and not like that night.

This was my initiatory of many sexual experiences to come .