Not All That Shines Is Gold .
YoungI was a 5 feet 25 little girl, pocket-sized for my age and also a chubby girl, as you can imagine I wasn't popular at school, and suffered bullying for a few years. I was very very very shy, tremendously shy. I lived alone with mom, she was a nurse, and worked in different shifts. My dad never loved me he always showed contempt at me and snubbed me when I talked to him, he always told me my nativity was a misunderstanding, but he left us and we never knew from him anymore. My mom was a good mom, but because of her geological fault I used to be alone more often than normal kids.
The bullying I talked about were always the same 4 lady friend and one boy who walked the first mile and a half with me who used to bully me. I had a 4 mile walk to schoolhouse, and back dwelling after school again.
One of those daylight in which they again walked the first mile and a one-half with me, it started again, after calling me thing and I ignoring them, they throwed my Bible on the ground and while I was picking things of the ground one of them pushed me and trying not to come down I twisted my ankle.
It happened in presence of and apartment construction and soon a man of about 60 long time rushed towards me who saw it all happen. They ran away, he helped me pick up my things and helped me up, but I couldn't stand so he offered me to put a bandage on my ankle and I decided to accept because I didn't want my mom to be intimate what was happening at shoal. I had never told her about the bullying. So that day I went with him and he took care of my mortise joint with a bandage.
He watched out for me the next twosome of solar day, but as soon as he wasn't there it all happened again. So one time he offered to await for me when schoolhouse ended so he could walk me close to domicile. I liked that because at to the lowest degree I went menage fearless, and he enjoyed doing it. After a month of knowing him and walking me family we talked about lots of thing and I felt very confortable when he was around, I guess I saw him like a kind of father figure. He invited me to his apartment the days that my mom had good afternoon shift and wouldn't be home after school, and I had gone a few times, we watched picture show and I even did my homework there sometimes. I was convinced after almost two months now of knowing him that he was very kind to me and that I liked going to his apartment.
We talked about everything. He asked me one fourth dimension about my fertilization style. I can still remember our conversation, all the affair that happened in that geological period I have them burned in my idea, everything, sometimes I still hear our conversations in my mind.
- Why do you always wear across-the-board dungaree and sweaters ?
- I'm not slenderize ... I am chubby and those dress don't suit me.
- You're awry, there are boys who like chubby girls and therefore also like chubby girls dressed sexy.
- Not on my school day ... nobody likes fat miss at my school.
- You are not fat, just a footling chubby like you say, but definitely not fat. And you have a very pretty face.
- You are lying, I am fat.
- You know I could distinguish of mortal who likes you a lot ...
- Sure ...
- Me.
I blushed immediately and didn't dare look at him anymore. I was a very very insecure little girl and very very incredibly shy. I was feeling a little uncomfortable so I told him I had to go home plate that day. He didn't stop me. But before I left he asked me if he could pick me up after school tomorrow. I said yes.
When he picked me up I felt so much shame for what he said the day before that I talked less than usual, Ii didn't want him to impart that conversation up again. He asked me if I would care to go with him to his apartment again and I said yes. We talked about lots of things like always but 2 hours before I had to pull up stakes he suddenly said :
- I mean what I said yesterday Lisa. I like you very much, the way you are and I like your very pretty face. But I am not able to recount how your body looks like wearing always those wide clothes. I'm not asking you to bear witness me your consistence but at least you could take off your sweater if you are wearing something underneath it. Are you wearing something ?
- Yes, a tanktop ...
- Only a tanktop ?
- Yes ...
- No bra ?
- Oh yes, also a bra ...
- You see, at your age you are already using a bra, you should be proud. You would make me very happy if you would take your sweater off ...
I felt very ashamed of my breast, I had very big breast for my age, and later in my life sentence I underwent operating theater to lose weight my knocker sizing because of my neck and pep pill back pain, and the weight was leading to kyphosis. Also a lot of bullying from the male child at school started always because of my bosom, so normally I wore clothes that didn't show anything of my bosom, and when people started to talk about boob I always felt very very uncomfortable.
- So Lisa ? You want to do that for me ?
- I don't know ... it embarrass me so lots ...
- Why ?
- because of my breast, I feel very embarrassed because of them, and it's always a motive to push around me at school ...
- I won't bully you because of that, you can be certain about that. I'm sure they're just jealous.
I thought that it would make no departure if he saw me in sweater or tank top and it would make him happy, and because he had been so good for me and helping me with the intimidation job I felt like ‘ OK I do it for you ’. So I took of my sweater and there I was standing in my jeans and tank top.
- You are so beautiful Lisa. I feel so stupid to tell this Lisa, and I know you probably will not want to talk with me anymore or maybe even see me anymore but ...
- But what ?
- Please promise you don't be mad at me OK ?
- No ...
- assure me ...
- I promise ...
- I think you are so damn beautiful and um ... I have fallen a piddling bit in sexual love with you in these two month ...
I immediately started to blush, I didn't know what to think because I liked the fact that somebody at least thought I was beautiful and I liked the fact that I was wanted by mortal but he was 59. I didn't know what to say so I kept secrecy, and was hoping he continued to babble, but I could notice he was not feeling confortable with having told me that.
- I'm so blue Lisa, I didn't want to make you uncomfortable with this, and if you do not want to deliver here I understand ... I just ... I know I am 59 and you ... but I ... it's just the way I feel, sorry.
I didn't know what to say. I felt so ashamed. It was an uncomfortable situation so I think that's why he changed suddenly.
- I can evidence you are wearing a red bra, am I right ?
- Yes.
- That is so sexy Lisa ! Can I see the bra ? I mean just by lifting your top ? Please Lisa ...
I didn't know what to do, I could feel my face blush. I blocked and didn't know what to do or say, I took the arse of my armored combat vehicle top, but wasn't sure if I should rustle it.
- Don't be afraid Lisa nonentity can see it, it's only you and me, it's like being on the beach in a bikini, except there is no sand and weewee, and at to the lowest degree I, am going to keep my rima oris shut. I haven't seen Lisa's bra.
- ok ...
I lifted my tank top and was showing my bra to him.
- You are making me very very happy Lisa, you are such a beautiful miss ! Would you film your tank top of for me ? You don't have to OK, but I would like to see you like if you were in bikini and imagine how you would reckon like if we were on the beach.
I thought it would do no damage if he could see me like when I was on the beach with my mom, and I took it off.
- You are making me the most well-chosen man on the earth Lisa, I mean this. Do you like making me happy Lisa ?
- yes ...
- Is your panty the Same semblance as your bra ?
- yes ...
- Can I see that too ? Like a bikini ?
- I don't know J ...
- Lisa no one sees you, only you and me here ...
I could only think of the two month we knew each other, he had always been full to me and I thought to myself that this was like thanking him for that.
- but I only grim my jean a little bit ok ?
- That's fine Lisa, thank you.
I lowered a little bit the waste of my jeans.
- So beautiful Lisa, but I want to see your entire panty OK ? get down your blue jean a little bit more ...
I lowered a picayune bit more until my entire panty was visible.
- Please Lisa lower your denim to your knees OK ? Then you can dress again OK ?
I lowered my jeans until my knees, and there I was standing while he was sitting on the couch. He took a polaroid instant camera.
- Lisa, you mind if I take a few flick of you like that ? I'll do it with this photographic camera OK ? So you can see it right away, I just want you to see how beautiful you are.
I thought that there was nothing unseasonable if he did it like he said so I said yes. He took a breast picture of me and I had to plough around and he made one of the back and then he asked me to bend over and made another one.
- You can preen Lisa. Thank you very very often. Please sit next to me when you finish OK ?
- ok ...
I did. He showed me the pics.
- You see ? You are a very fairly girl.
- No I am chubby.
- Maybe you are chubby for girls of your age, but for me you have a perfect lilliputian ass.
- Why you want these pictures ?
- Because I can not hold on cerebration of you and this way I will always take in a sexy mentation of you.
- But please don't show them to cypher, please !
I blushed a lot.
- Who are those child that are bullying you ?
- Kids from another course. Why do you require to know who they are ?
- Lisa, tell me, what do you think would befall if I would express them those three pics ?
I immediately blushed again and felt frigid and very nervous, just by thinking he would do that.
- wellspring my beautiful Lisa ? What do you call up would go on ?
- I think I could go no more to shoal ! ! ! ! !
- And you don't want that ...
- NO ! ! !
- I don't want it either but you know ...
- ... what ?
- I will not exhibit it to them OK ? But I want something in return OK ?
- what ?
- You sitting on me Lisa ...
- Sit on you ?
- Yes ...
I sat on his lap.
- Not like that Lisa. Open your pegleg and sit on me facing me.
I sat on him like he told me. We were dressed so I felt write in that way. He grabbed my ass and pulled me in high spirits towards him. I hadn't done anything with a man in my life and I hadn't even imagined anything with a man, but I could severalize he wanted to hug me and that he had pulled me up and wanted me to sit on his penis. He then started to move my rosehip with his two hand back and Forth River over his penis I didn't know what to do or how to behave so I just hung my arms on the side while he kept me moving me back and forth. I remember"that"felt very hard in his jeans.
- This is our secret Lisa, I like you so much.
I could finger he started to breathe heavily and with one arm he hugged me and pulled me hard against him while he kept moving my hips back and forth. His lip was in my neck and I could experience him kissing my neck and licking my neck opening to my ear.
- You are so nooky hot Lisa.
He whispered in my ear. Then he hugged me with one deal around my neck and the other around my waist and pulled me unvoiced against him, and I could feel his torso shake and he pulled me down while his hip pushed hard against me and he started to groan very hard. I didn't know then what was happening but I remember I got very frighten off because it first was as if he couldn't get air and right after this came the shaking and very toilsome moaning. He kept hugging me for a few minute, then he started to talk.
- Oh shit, oh fuck, oh shit, o shit ...
- are you ok ?
- Yes Lisa, but This is so wrong ! ! ! I am 59. Don't ever tell this to nobody delight ...
- But what you mean with so faulty ?
- Lisa I just came in my jeans because of you. I just got an orgasm because of you.
- coming ?
- You don't know what that is ?
- No.
- Well an orgasm happens when a man is in love with a girlfriend and the girl gives the man a very trade good feeling back ... but you are too young for this to happen to me, this is so so wrong.
- But you are in sexual love with me ?
- Yes Lisa but I feel so ashamed for it.
- I never thought any boy would like me ...
- I like you very much Lisa but this is way too wrong !
- You didn't like it then ?
- It has been the best impression I have had in my whole unrecorded ! But Lisa I have to clean something now, so please if you let me stand ...
- Clean ?
- Yes Lisa I have to clean everything down here ...
When he came back from cleaning he said :
- You probably don't want to see me anymore Lisa ...
- Why you say that ?
- Because of what just happened ... I understand if you don't want to see me anymore Lisa.
- I do want to see you J ...
- Please don't tell this to anybody Lisa ...
- I promise.
- Do you mind wearing the Sami bra and pantie tomorrow ?
- ok ...
I went home that day not really mindful of what had happened .