*So I 'm dead, Yeah that sucks* My first words as a dead person and they 're what I choose, What variety of gimpy idiot am I, I should of said something much better like angelical i 'm utterly fourth dimension to bear some fun

Yes I did just variety of accept the fact that I no longer had a life, There was one little niggle that did bother me then and to this very day ( even though it 's only been a few of them ) still does, The same question I keep asking myself over and over again *Why have n't I moved on*, Yeah so that is still something I would like to know but we will leave it for now

I guess you are probably wondering what I did for the adjacent few daytime that would bring in us to this demo day, Well I know you will telephone me crazy but I did the only thing that seemed natural to do at the time I chose to carry on with my normal lifespan, That of course included going to school, Yes I know it seems pointless for a dead someone to attend school but do n't judge me, I spent a lot of prison term with Alice even though she had no clue I was there with her, I would walk her family then hang around her apartment money box she went to bed just so I could keep an eye on her even though I do n't know what I could of done if anything had of happened to her, After that I usually went habitation and walked around the sign I lived in with my mother and one-half baby, Always seemed so quiet when I would walk in the home, Probably because my female parent and half sis were usually just sat in the living way comforting each former or they were in bed asleep, well that was pretty much all I did for the by few day which brings us back to the present day.

As I said at the very beggining I will once again say now, Morning I assume, My epithet is Alex and this is where the news report is about to get a little more interesting. This break of the day, well I as per normal just assume it 's break of day began the Same as the past few days since I have been dead, I was wondering around the house when I noticed my half sister walking out of her bedchamber all dressed for school which meant that it was atleast eight am if not later, Of class I did what I always did at that moment, I ran. You see each morn I would wait till my sister awoke and was cook for school before I would leave the house and would run towards Alice 's apartment, I always walked with her to school and null would terminate me doing it on this day. Five instant later, Could be thirster I do n't know, Time 's meaningless to me as you already know, Anyway 's however long it took me I arrived on time as per formula, I walked into the apartment edifice and straight up to Alice 's apartment, I would criticise but it 's a waste of time, So much prosperous when I just walk through the door so that 's what I did, Of path I found Alice in the same place I had left her the night before, Bed. I know my side by side sentence will vocalize really creepy but I just love watching Alice nap she is just so cunning, The way she sucks her quarter round, Forget I said that I am pretty sure enough she would kill me if anyone ever found that out even though it would be impossible for her to do it, Well I stood there for I do n't know how long before I heard the common shouting coming from the livelihood room, It of course been her mum shouting for her to get out of bed, That was when I left her bedroom just encase her nightwear was a small inappropriate, I do the same thing every morn to be honest, I walked through her door and went to sit on the life way sofa until Alice walked out of her bedroom in her schoolhouse uniform and quickly rushed into the bathroom, She does it pretty much every dayspring, I waited for her to occur out and then I got up and walked to the front room access only to sustain her succeed me a few minutes later, I began walking with her towards school when she veered away and headed towards the parking lot, Of path I had to espouse her, Ca n't cause her getting in any trouble now can I. Well we walked for..You know what I will try to miss out the unhurt time constituent as we all know by now that I have no clue about prison term or Clarence Shepard Day Jr., Well we walked for a piece until we came to the cemetery, Now do n't get me amiss I have nil against them it 's just they give me the creeps, well she walked in and I followed her and I stopped when she chose to only I did n't kneel down when I saw the grave she had stopped at, You know in the poor topic of sentence I have been all in it never once occured to me that I might actually have a grave, I might actually be buried somewhere.

Okay I will be the first to admit that seeing my gravestone, The place my body is buried for the first clock time is kind of weird, It 's like been dead does n't really go under in until you realise you are truly gone, fountainhead anyway back to Alice been here, So yeah she was kneeling infront of my grave accent and I was just variety of stood behind her not really knowing what to do, Within those few mo I was sort of paralyzed with shock I guess you could call it I think I might of missed Alice oral presentation, Did catch a few words though

*I miss you* She said to my gravestone although with me been here with her it 's sort of like she is speaking to me which feel 's sorting of nice

Well I assume with all said and done she will get up and take the air to shoal but she does n't seem to be doing so, Maybe if I could somehow clean her up I could carry her to schooling, Make sure she is n't late..Nope I ca n't pick her up, Yes before you ask I did just try and it is quite obvious the result, postponement what 's that noise.

*Alex why did you have to die* She asked my gravestone, Her voice does n't vocalise right though, It sound 's as if she is stuttering the words out, Let 's see why..Yep she 's crying that aint good, I ca n't handle it when she cry 's it just makes me require to do the same

*Do n't cry Alice* Yes I did just tell her not to cry, I know it 's pointless but I seriously do n't like it when she does

*Wh..Who said that* She asked, I mean she literally just asked me who had just talked to her, She can get a line me

*Alice you can hear me* Yes I know it 's a stupid thing to say but what else can I ask

*Who are you* She asked, I 'm a little scathe by that because you think she would roll in the hay her best protagonist voice

*Who do you remember it is* I know it sounds a little mean but I ca n't help it, I mean it 's a minuscule upsetting when the only individual you care about former than category of row does n't recognise your part

*A..Al..Alex* She stuttered out, I actually ca n't consider she it, She can learn me and she know 's who is talking, guess I am two for two

*Who you expecting, Santa clause* Yeah I know another unknown choice of Word, I know I probably do n't induce long to talk to her but it 's always fun to mess with her

*Shut up you idiot* She said a little angrily, Now you think she would be happy to talk to me but she does n't seem it

*If that 's what you want I will* I wo n't really but like I said, Always fun to mess up with her

*No ! * She pretty much just screamed at me

*Okay I wo n't shut up then* I know I could of chose some considerably Bible 's but meh who cares

*Good, flavor Alex this is crazy weird that I can hear you and I do n't know if I am just imagining the unscathed thing or if this is just a disturbed dream and any here and now I will awaken up in my bed and realise that none of this ever happened but I just want to let you know that I miss you been here* She said to me, I can see the tears streaming down her boldness, If only I could pass over them away

*I Miss you too, It 's form of lonely on this side of life, I mean I have nobody which to be fair is n't much of a difference of opinion but atleast when I had a life I had you* I know it sounds like some sort of laugh but it 's reliable
fountainhead she does n't seem to be saying much, Guess I said something ill-timed, Would n't surprise me thats for indisputable, Wait she has this unearthly look on her face, I think i 'm in trouble

*Alex I want to aplogise, It 's all my fault you 're gone, If I had n't had you walk me base you would still be here today* She said, For the first clip I actually do n't know how to feel, I mean seriously how can she charge herself

*Alice I do n't admit your apology as you have nothing to apologise for, It was an laurels for me to walk you home that day, Every present moment I got to drop with you was a moment I chose to treasure* OK a little bathetic but I seriously do signify every word, I loved every moment I had with her

*Al..Alex..* She stammered out before running off, I do n't know why she just did what she did but yes I am going to follow her, Till the end of the world if I so must.

Okay I do n't seriously acknowledge how longsighted it 's been but I lost her, I managed to make it to the cemetery gate but then she just dissapeared, I 've checked everywhere I can think she would be but well as you can opine I did n't find her, I checked the school, program library, Her home plate, The park and even came back to the cemetery but she was n't here, How the heck am I going to recover her now .