What is sex ? Basically, I mean, multitude do try a lot of fluctuation by using unlike positions, using different holes for pleasure and toys. But to put it simply, sex is the to-and-fro motion of the dick in a vagina causing hullabaloo, joy and finally cum. It's heavenly at first, but when you do the same affair again and again with the same someone. It starts to get boring. I was never a fan of toys to be used as a fill-in for pleasure. I want to do something that is challenging, so that I get the delight and gratification I got when I had sex for the first sentence. Oh ! The first gear time, I'll never forget the opinion of having sex the outset time.

It happened 5 month ago during summer vacations. My vernal chum who is still in school day had his holidays. My parents had planned a trip for a workweek in the village, a removed situation with not much memory access to technology. Though I never liked that place, my parents were fond of it as they were born there. Thankfully I will not be able to visit this metre because of my college. I am doing technology ; my holidays simply don't coincide with my buddy's. I was very charge up to stay nursing home, alone for a workweek. I'll call my friends over ; well have lately night parties, music, etc. While my parents were packing and getting set to pull up stakes, I was lost in my thoughts, planning the parties. I was really elevated with those thoughts, until the door-bell ruined it all. At the doorway was Raj with a bag pack.

"Aa gaye beta ( You came ? ). You are doing a big favor on us."Said my female parent, as she approached the door from behind.

"Mom, what is all this about ? Why is he here ?"I said. I feared as I knew what my mom is going to say and was praying for her not to say the Saami. But it didn't work.

"Raj has come to appease here till the metre we are back."She said.

"But mom, I am 21, a grown up now. I don't need baby-sitting."I stressed this point raising my voice. Just to clear things, Raj is my cousin who lives nearby. He is 11 yrs older than me and has been baby-sitting me since I was 5.

"Oh come on, Reeti. No matter how old you get, you will still be my piddling girl."My Father of the Church interrupted.

"But…I am…I don't…"

"No buts. Raj will be staying here and that's final."my mom said in house voice.

My parents where gone and I was place with Raj. He was outside take in TV while I lay in bed moping over my design getting crumbled. Raj was an attractive guy. I had a bit of a calf love on him while growing up. But over the age he got obsessed on silly childish affair like superhero comics, animated movies and some former clobber. His ‘ nerdy'field glass and these rocking horse gave him a bit of detestable personality. No admiration he was still single even after crossing 30. I had this fixed persuasion about him, but it all changed in just a week.

Later that Nox Raj called me for dinner party. He had prepared Butter chicken and Roti among other delicacies. I could tell with just the great smell what was cooked without looking. fountainhead, Raj is a chef by profession and is really practiced at it, at least that's what I've heard. I will taste his solid food for the first time. With the world-class chomp, I realized how good he was at cooking."Tasty food bro."was the only words from my oral fissure and then I focused on eating all up especially the butter chicken. This dish aerial usually has a mild taste but Raj had done some pas seul to it since he knew I liked spicy food. After we were done I went to the washroom.

Remembering the taste of the awing food I ate, I was a bit attracted to Raj. It also seemed a bit weird that he didn't say a Holy Writ while having dinner. Looking in the mirror made me realize the ground for his weird behaviour. Eating that spicy food for thought made me sweaty, also while drinking water I spilled a little on my jersey to farther add on to that, it was Night time so I didn't wear any bra. The flimsy white fabric of the jersey, which was almost cobwebby after getting wet, was clinging to my boobs.

"Shit ! How didn't I realize this earliest, I was too much focused on eating."I said this out loud while hitting the palm hard on the mirror."No wonderment Raj didn't talking or eat sufficiently. His attention was elsewhere. Well, the food for thought was delicious, he deserve the peek."I said convincing myself to get over the uncomfortable feeling.

This wasn't it, the succeeding few encounters got weirder. I have small but my own elbow room where I can have my privacy. Since I have a habit of pleasuring myself to sleep, I wear loose clothes shirt-pant. future break of the day, Raj came in my elbow room to wake me up. He had in his hands, a tray with tea and breakfast, while he walked in.

"Wake up ! Sleepy head. Don't you have to go to college ?"He asked.

"College is at 11 p.m. I'll be going deep today."I told him in a soft sleepy voice.

"Alright then, I'll preserve this here. You can stimulate it when you get up."He said this with a grin and placed the tray on my report mesa. He had a giggly face while he said all this and gave me a facial expression before leaving. Another shocker, my shirt button were undone giving a sneaker of my knocker. My decent mamilla was clearly visible and he saw it. His expressions were the cogent evidence of it.

"God ! Girl, you need to be careful when former people are around, especially Raj."I said it to myself.

It was too early, but I woke up anyway. Raj was watching his usual preparation appearance while I went for a bath. I was bathing under the shower when I heard a sound of something falling. Ignoring it I continued with my bathroom. Later while getting out I saw that the bathroom door was slightly open, but I remember clearly that I closed it after coming inside."Raj saw me completely naked."Things were going really fast."Maybe I am over thought it. I don't think he would do that."I said to myself.

There was still time to give up before going to college. So I went and sat with Raj to watch TV. Saami old cookery display was going on and his middle were set on it. He didn't even notice me while I sat down or maybe he just pretended to not notice. After a couple of minute of secretiveness,

Raj said,

"Reeti, I have known you for a very long fourth dimension now. I have seen you grow up since the time you were a little daughter. Now you are a woman. You must be aware of certain itch that develop while growing onetime. Based on what I have observed till now, you have not learned to relieve those urge properly. Just to make it clear if you don't understand what I am talking about, I am talking about sex. This act is considered to be wrong or base in the beau monde. But one needs to have sex at the right age for a healthy mind growth. My question to you is, do you want to receive sex ? If you decline its amercement, I won't speak of it ever again. It's up to you now. Think about it and secernate me in the evening."

This was unexpected. When he started talking, he muted the TV and looked at me. His glasses were off and had a grievous feel on his fount. I never saw his eyes like that, they were hypnotic. Without a word I stood up and left for college early.

"I was holding up for a very tenacious prison term from having sex. Maybe I was just searching for the correctly soul. Raj, is my first cousin. He is the exclusively guy I have spent most of my childhood with. Considering his age, he was not like a acquaintance to me. He is not a brother either, at to the lowest degree I don't think that way. There has always been a different association between us. The connection where because of his experience he was my teacher and I was the student who learned new things from him. Maybe, sex is just another deterrent example I need to acquire from him. That's why he is the ideal collaborator to lose my virginity."These thoughts constantly hovered in my thinker while I sat in the talk pretending to listen. I didn't say anything about this to my Friend. Actually I didn't talk at all. Having sex for the initiative time was a big step, a big decision to be taken. I was scared of the aftermath still excited and couldn't wait for it to find. I left college a lecture early.

At home, I opened the room access with my key. There was no one in the hall. I looked for Raj in the kitchen, then my room. I turned to be stunned as Raj was standing behind me naked just a towel around his waist. Probably he just came out of tub. I had a good look at him with the expression of being shock. Not that there was something to be scared about, it was just that unexpected things were happening since the day before. He didn't have ripped muscular body but sufficiently fit, just the way I like it. I think having ‘ 6-pack abs and everything'is just over-rated and unnecessary. One rationality for me thinking that way was that I myself am a bit out of shape. That is very clear as I have always been a ‘ foodaholic ’.

Looking at my expressions he tried to get me settle with a smiled."I didn't expect you to come so soon."He said.

"Yes. I skipped a lecture to come home early."I replied.

He continued to smile at me. He kept quite but I understood the planetary house. I knew what he was expecting from me, I just wasn't certainly I want to say it. But then I took a mystifying breather, repeated the motto in mind, ‘ it's now or never'and then said.

"I'm in."His smile widened."So, do you want me to undress ?"I asked.

"No, I'll do that for you. Just freshen up and go get comfortable on your bed."He replied.

I gave an awkward smile and went to the washroom. Ten minute later I was resting in my bed thinking about what's going to happen. I was wearing the pink underdrawers and a matching shirt, which I purchased secretly for me to wear off when no one was around. I had seen a few adult movies but doing it practically is different."Will he make me do that kinky stuff done it porn ?"was the view that bothered me the most. I had a mental debate in my mind whether to agree to it or worsen. If no, then how am I supposed to block up him ? My thoughts were interrupted when Raj walked in. He was wearing a blue gown, something he brought specially for this occasion I guess.

He took it off and underneath he was wearing just the shorts. His eyes were fixed on mine while he got on the bed, getting closer and closer every second. Meanwhile I was just sitting with branch stretched on the bed. I thought he would guide me through the process by giving footprint by step instructions. But he didn't, not one word he spoke since he entered the room and till all was over. His activeness were Sir Thomas More than sufficient to maneuver me through the process.

On the bed he crawled close to me like a hazardous hunter, keeping his center fixed on me and I was frozen, still like the target that has no way out. He was steady and confident but I wasn't. I was ineffective to look directly at him ; I rolled my centre left-right up-down, tried to rivet anywhere but his face. Then he got really close so that I couldn't look elsewhere and my visual sense got blurry. There was no other option but to shut my eyes. I didn't understand what was happening but I could sense his intimation on my typeface. My inwardness was beating faster and time felt like it slowed down. I was literally in iniquity until I had the sensation of speck on my lip. My initiatory kiss. I know that a osculation is not a big thing.

But even today in Bharat not all get to go through their number one kiss at a very young age. The first one was just a tenuous touch after which he took a severance and followed with much Sir Thomas More intense and farseeing kiss pulling me fold. A kiss, the way I would trace it is like eating a mango tree. Sweet and juicy and gives you satisfaction no thing how many times you eat it. He then gently unbuttoned my shirt and took off my bra, so smooth that I didn't feel anything. But then again I was lost in the sorcerous kiss.

Then with his lead hired man grabbed on to my right breast. Touching softly, getting the smell of it, using his quarter round he played with my pap, getting them voiceless. He kept on kissing my neck while getting lower until he put his mouth on my left wing mamilla, sucking on it. Raj had bit boisterous man-hands but the way he handled my boobs, I understood that he appreciated my knocker which were of size freehanded than average girls my age. I was just sitting there enjoying the import. I didn't know this feeling was so amazing and we have not even started the sex part yet. He then turned to the slope and slipped his hand in my shorts fingering my pussy.

He was pleasuring my unharmed consistence. My puss was getting more wet every moment with excitement. Then he suddenly stopped. I looked at him to see that he stood up and dropped his shorts. Seeing a real tool for the number 1 prison term was a sight to think back. I have seen in videos but seeing it in reality is a different belief. His member was of median size not as big as I have seen in the porn movies, but that didn't matter. He had shaved the nether region as if he was already prepared for sex knowing I would harmonise to it.

He then pulled me to sleeping position to the border of the bed. Lifting my peg he widened them. He inserted his dick in my pussy slowly, knowing it was my first off time. It was a different feeling to get something inside the eubstance from the opening down there. I felt the lovingness of his dick inside me.

He looked at me to see if I was easy with taking his matter inside. Then he started stroking it, moving to-and-fro. The dense built-up and finally getting started with the act of sex was exciting. He started speeding up. A sudden rush in pleasure made me take up moaning. After a couple of mo he slowed down and stopped. Maybe he wanted to do in different side, ‘ doggy style'is what men like, I heard. But he stopped me while I was turning, hinting me that it's undecomposed to face each early while having sex the first time.

"But then why did you stop ?"I whispered. He then applied something ; I didn't know what it was, back then. Raj sensed that I was feeling a bit of itching, rebuff nuisance so he stopped to apply lubricant.

It's my first time and I was so a lot aroused at that moment that I knew I wasn't going to concluding long. He then put his dick back in and started thrusting, faster and deeper this time. I always thought moaning or screaming was unnecessary during sex. But at that moment I couldn't stop myself. I grabbed on to the bed weather sheet while he fucked me really hard. My moaning kept on getting louder and louder until the point of coming I screamed at the top of my voice. Thankfully no one was there in the next room and the euphony being played on the TV outside, covered the rest. Raj was not done yet ; still he took his cock out and stroked it with mitt money box he cum on my belly.

For that moment I was really fill. Sex made me forget any former way out that were bothering me those solar day. I was satisfy speechless and was resting naked on the bed. Finally Raj came close, kissed me and said,"Thank you."

That time I was an amateur and what I learned later that Raj wasn't much of an expert either. We have got a lot amend since then with every experience. Still, the for the first time fourth dimension I had sex was the best I ever had in life.

That incident taught me one more thing. Virginity is like a lock chamber on the door of a room. The room is total of treasure and all will be lost once you open it. This is a misconception people have. Actually, the room is full-of-the-moon of knowledge. Unless you open it, you won't be able to discover some really important thing in lifespan .