So there Alex laid, Broken by a single hit, His body twisted in manner no eubstance should, Too late did Lily realise why Alex had pushed her away from him, Too late did she realise the car was speeding and would of hit her had it not been for Alex, Had she known what fate was about to give up she would of never been so insistant on Alex walking her backbone home, He had just saved her life at the cost of another, His very own..

So back to where it all began or shall we say where it all ended, Alex had just been hit by a speeding car, He laid broken in the midsection of the road, Lily was kneeling by him while people flocked around to see the devastating accident. Lily knew that Alex was fading, His eye 's were one of the big pinch 's, She could see them clearly closing ever so slowly, His ventilation had become shallow, He was fading into nothingness yet he was still smiling, Lily on the other helping hand could do nothing but cry, She was watching the one person in her living who mattered slowly fade away and it was all her fault

*Do n't cry, bust do n't do anything for your beauty* Alex whispered, He was using his last few breaths to try to hit her flavor better

*But..* Lily sobbed, The bust were flowing freely, She could n't assist crying

*No but 's, I want you to always remember that you are beautiful to me, Always have been and always will be, You are the best Quaker I could of ever asked for* Alex again whispered as he slowly raised one script to her brass to wipe away a charge

*But..* Lily once again sobbed, She seemed unable to say anything else, The shock of what had happened seemed to be taking over

*Lily if this be my finale breather then may I ask for one last thing, Come closer* Alex asked in a breathless tone

Lily did as she was asked, She could order Alex 's clock time was nearly up and for what he had done for her she would of given the world if he had asked her to at that very moment

*I love you* Alex softly whispered in her ear, Just three little parole that he wanted to say for so longsighted

Lily was a piffling taken back by what Alex had just said but deep in her warmness she felt the same way, Since the day they had met Alex had always address her like a princess, He always did anything she asked him to no matter how stupid person it seemed, He always did anything he could to make her smiling, Even now in his net moment 's he had used them to try make her grinning one last clip

*I..*Lily cut her sentence short, She noticed Alex had closed his center, She could separate within a mere bit that it was too previous, He was gone, He had given his last hint to tell her the words she had always wanted to hear

Guess it was all too much for Lily once she heard the Siren from the ambulance nearing, She desperately wanted to run away from the panorama, Run away from all the pain she was feeling, All the guilt, All the sorrowfulness, All the harm, But she could n't, She could n't just leave Alex there all alone, Could n't allow the alone person who she had ever loved, She had to delay even if it was just till the paramedics took him away, She had to atleast say goodbye to him

*Okay I have to do this quick, Alex..* Lily broke down once again unable to end her sayonara, It should n't of been like that for her, She should n't of had to be saying good day

Too late did Lily actualize the ambulance had arrived at the scene, The paramedic were on handwriting within secondment trying to administer CPR to Alex to no service, He was gone and the paramedics knew that, One paramedical stood up and walked over to Lily

*I 'm sorry miss but he is gone* The paramedic said to Lily though what she heard of it is beyond any of us, She already knew he was but somehow hearing it from a paramedic seemed to pass water it all seem much more real to her, form of like until that very minute it all just seemed to be a ambition

*He..He's..No ! * Lily screamed *He ca n't be*

Although she knew it to be true she still had a hard clip accepting the fact, She had known for a patch before the paramedics spoke that Alex was gone but been told it just seemed to get to her look tempestuous, She felt as if the paramedic could of saved him, Should of saved him even though abstruse down she knew they could n't

*I 'm sorry young woman but there is cypher more we can do* The paramedic said a little nervously, He seemed a petty afraid of Lily, He sort of felt that she might turn all her ire on him and attack

*There must be, Please do something, Anything* Lily begged, She was on the threshold of another partitioning, She was also on the verge of letting her anger take away over

*There is nothing we can do, He has passed on* The paramedical said trying to keep Lily calm

*But..* Lily managed to stutter out through sobs, It was all too much at that level for Lily, She knew she would never forgive herself but at that instant there was nothing more she wanted to do than what she did, She turned away from the paramedical, Away from where Alex laid and she ran, Ran from the scene, Ran from her best protagonist

ternion hours Lily was on the run for, Trying to run away from her problems, Did n't run, No topic how hard she tried she could n't do anything but hurt, She was hurting for Thomas More than one reason at that point, With everything that had happened she had used all her pent up anger and ended up punching a lampost or two, Probably not the impudent thing but I guess it is much well-off to experience physical pain in the neck rather than excited painfulness, Anyways three minute was getting too much for Lily, She was exhausted, Both mentally and physically, At that point all 's she wanted was a warm bed and a effective Nox sleep, Least then she could apportion with all her trouble the following morning, disgrace things never work out that way though

*Ugh, Why ca n't I sleep* Lily moaned to herself, She had made it home over an hour ago and yet there she lay, Wide awake, ineffectual to diminish gone

It was around four in the morning before Lily finally got to sleep, Bet she wished she had n't though at that point, From the moment her eye 's closed the nightmare began, She was standing alone in a grim elbow room, Voices were chattering in the aloofness, She could n't see anything but the body laying on the floor beside her, She did n't want to look down as she could already guess who the body belonged to but against her will she looked, Of course her suspicions were slump, The organic structure laying beside her was none of than Alex 's, The way he had looked the mo he had been hit by the car, All broken, She looked up to realise she was no foresighted alone, All around her were phantasmal build, They were all chattering to each other it seemed, All saying the Sami thing though, All saying *Your fault he died*

*No ! * Lily managed to yell to the ghostlike figures, Of course of instruction that probably was n't her smartest relocation, Nor could she control it, She was losing control of herself

Of course the ghostly anatomy stopped their chatter, All eye 's in one western fence lizard motion focused on Lily, Lily was pretty a lot frozen in place, The ghostly figures for the first fourth dimension seemed to acknowledge Lily 's presence, They all stared at her for what seemed an eternity before one ghostly figure stepped forward from the relaxation of them, For the get-go time Lily realised they were n't ghosts as such, They had the see through design of a spook but they had bones, Actual bones in their consistence

*Wh..What are you* Lily asked a little afraid of the creature standing infront of her

*What am I, I am a spirit of the damned, A lost psyche who spend 's infinity trapped here* The shape said matter of factly, I guess he was tired of answering that question

*But why am I here, Why is alex* Lily asked a little nervously, She was definetly afraid that the answer would be something she would hate

*But your not here, Neither is your little friend, Not yet atleast* The figure answered, He seemed to know something that Lily probably did n't want to fuck

Lily was about to ask the one question she was completely dreading asking, The one about what he meant by not yet atleast, The word 's were almost out of her mouth when she heard a noise in the background, A faint knock noise which sounded like it was coming from every direction

*Ahh seem 's like it 's clip for you to part, Time for you to wake up, Do n't concern though we shall meet again very soon* The figure said a piffling coldly, What followed succeeding probably frightened Lily more than anything, The design began laughing, Not a funny laugh but a cold, immorality laugh, If that was n't bad enough the rest of the figures ( The lost souls if you would like ) Joined in, All with the like cold, Evil laugh

*I don't..* Lily did n't get to finish her sentence, She was waking up and her dream self was slowly fading away
A few indorsement was all it took for Lily to fully awake from her nightmare, She was drenched in a cold-blooded sweat, She was shaking, Was she actually scared of a incubus, She could n't be could she..