While there 's probably something dirty for everyone here, this is n't a smut tale so lots trying to keep trail of what I 've been up to so far. Like watching a show as I 'm doing now, it 's actually potential to leave how and who you went through to get here. It 's a love-life timeline of me I guess, sort of a cliffnotes thing without bulletpoints. It does n't make up everyone I 've ever been with because some one-nighters are forgettable, and not every prison term I 've had sex because like nearly of us not every metre was story worthy and it 's passably frequent when you 're in a relationship. It 's Thomas More about the important ones where I discovered something new or occupy. I thought about putting it under the `` journal '' category but I think that would be misconstrued as `` dear diary, enclose porno. ``

My 1st boyfriend was a guy named fall guy, coincidentally my electric current husband 's gens. He was controlling and opprobrious in the naughty way, so I accepted it. He did n't like me having guy friends, did n't require me going out without him, easy to piss off, like what lady friend warn their girlfriends about, but I was a sexually unlettered Virgin in the `` slashie fangirl '' sock-in-your-mouth, crying-as-I-tie-you-down-with-more-duct-tape form of way at the prison term. Because I guess I was the freak he always wanted he was now justified in not asking if I wanted to try something and just went for it. Alot of hombre have experience trying to talk girls into trying things like anal or even giving pass for the ho-hum angelic girls, and it 's usually a atruggle but he did n't worry about it. We were n't attached and needy either but he was pretty territorial. We never said we loved each former or anything and he even shared me with 2 of his nicer friends once, one of whom would later get a bf so he was n't terribly in love with me. This sharing 'll become a repeat radical. So Mark was my admirer 's fellow before mine, she met him at a party we went to and I got to make love him through her, and after they broke up he came to me. She tried to warn me like I said but I did n't listen or wish, she had become kind of timid since they broke up and it was sort of an embarassed proposition at estimable. There was a good reason for it. He was never bad to me, or you could say he was but I loved it, like I said, but that was n't the compositor's case for her. Although it turned out alright for me, I did n't experience at the time ( and she did n't tell me which is variety of a putz motility ), He was the same way with her. But she was n't like me. Her offset prison term was in front line of his friend crying as she was raped and humiliated, a diminished party or bbq with his admirer or something where everyone was drunk. remember the controlling portion, she had no friends there because he did n't want them around. If there were Thomas More vocalization saying `` hey what the shag ? ! ? stop consonant ! '' it might not have happened, but they did n't try that. I assume to them it was like a rape-porno, something everybody sentinel but does n't admit to their friends. In that environment though they were all thinking the same thing ; Everyone 's cool with it and I 'm not doing it so I 'm ok with it. He did n't will a physical Mark where I could see it, otherwise the timing of that and the breakup would have been suspicious to me and I would n't own become his adjacent female child. From what she told me though during that event he was gravelly in the way I knew him, he choked and slapped her around during which is where the humiliation came in. She only told me after he and I broke up, which while I understand it being heavy to talk about was kind of messed up because it might receive happened to me. Given the circumstances she has n't been with a guy since as far as I know. I have n't talked to her in a couple geezerhood but for a few years after that she was strictly girls, including my get-go. More about that later.

Kenny came secondment. He was one of Mark 's nicer friends that I was shared with like I was talking about. After the finis brakeup he was all over my phone being `` a good friend. '' Basically he knew I was usable, what sort of affair I was into and had to flummox mortal else to me. He was alot less comfortable with just doing what he wanted to me with no excuse. But that was the only type of guy I was used to, I so was the one pushing him to try new matter. Nothing boring like anal and blowjob because he knew from experience I was into those and I consider them parts of fixture sex. But I wanted to be slapped and choked, tied up and belted like I was used to. He was my first attentive bf, the kind of formula nice guy who gives girls what they want. We said our `` do it you '' s, went out property and everything pattern yoke do together. There were things I could n't get him to do. One of them was pegging, the former was n't chemical group sex, after all that would be hypocritical since we 'd already done that together. I actually convinced him to let me take from a group of his friends for a gangbang. We 'd hang out with them one at a time, someone hanging out with his admirer and the friend 's gf basically, casually loosen them up with innuendo while playing games or what have you while I was laying on the blatant flirting. When I had private present moment with them most would flirt more directly with me, thinking I wanted something on the slope and Kenny was totally oblivious. Even guys who claim to be honorable and would never shack up with a friend 's miss will do it if they think they can get away with it. Anyway I would recount them that he was cool off with sharing and they did n't own to wait until we were alone to lay on the plot. When we were all in the same way again the conversation could extend more than fluidly. I had 6 recruits lined up pretty fast, a little more than a calendar week I think, sadly only 5 showed up. I 'm only going to namedrop the `` important nick '' but William Curtis deserves a particular credit and made up for the absense. After breaking up with Kenny I did n't see him again, but occasionally I still think about him because ... His hawkshaw was amazing. Almost coke-can thick, foreskinned that did n't come all the way around his head, light bluing veins all the way down the face, and I could n't even get my fingertips to adjoin together at the substructure. And that was soft, it hung along his thighs almost halfway to his knee joint at like 9+ in when hard like a pornstar. Except for the fact that aside from size pornstars have unremarkable dick, but this one was sodding and inviting, practically yummy. Naturally during the gangbang and probably because I 'd been making ceaseless jape about its size, he maintained a monopoly on my SOB the majority of the fourth dimension. The pressure on the back of my vaginal wall left me hovering around coming constantly, the Guy who took turns in my twat made me cum every time. I had a hypothesis that a girl 's trunk can contain 6 guys at once. The logistics are hard, not enough room to fit that many people in around a girl at once and they did in fact mostly take turns 2 or 3 at once. But with a coffee table the elevation is about right to make it work. Curtis underneath me while on my book binding, individual standing at the foot of the chocolate table to fuck my pussy, one at the head with his cock in my mouthpiece, one straddling over me and the table titfucking me, and 2 on either side for me to ball up while they waited for a undecomposed parking spot. Only 1 in that cobbler's last instance though when someone did n't show. Kenny and I were together for awhile after that too. But he personally never shared me with them again. Not that it caused any trouble or anything, but as far as I know none of them had ever seen each others'dicks and I probably did n't make him too happy with my frequent musings about William Curtis 's but he was a right athletics and it, but anyway of course of instruction we eventually broke up.

After that was H. I 'll call her H and she was the one I was talking about in marking 's story. We 'd been bff 's since we were little but we 've drifted apart the stopping point few years. It probably had something to do with being friends and then being together for awhile. I can reasonably maintain relationships with exes and abide friends, but the onus is on other hoi polloi to be able to do the Lapp. It 's a rarefied matter outside of swingers, jealousy comes too easily to some people. I 've never been in a monogamous relationship even now. Anyway, She was the first daughter I 've ever been with, and there have been 3 1/2, which will be explained. As soon as my `` single '' window was open she made her actuate the same way I tried to convince guy wire to offer for my gangbang. We 'd always been flirty the way friend are, but after him I noticed she started acting differently. She 'd stare too long or she would want to cuddle all the time, no gumption of personal space. I did n't mind, she was always like that but it was different than usual. So after the innuendo and flirting to ease me into it like I 've done, we had that conversation where she said she wanted me, and asked me to avail her get off. The way she sold me on it was that it would n't mean anything and would be comfortable, she would wear a bird and no panties for clothed unawkward access, laying with her wooden leg hanging over the bed, and I could wear a strapon over my dress. Then just came rocking together like whenever girls are dancing or giving a mock lap-dance. Basically entirely unoffensive if I was n't into it, not asking much. It did n't turn out that way. I got excited as she was and I did start off wearing it over my pants, but all of her apparel and my shirt had come off by the clip we were done. And I was on top of her with my knife in her mouth. Que blood serum ... We were living together for almost a twelvemonth, a few calendar month of which were after we broke up. I do n't hump why, we were still cool with each former and I could have had a family relationship with a female child, we were pulling it off, I was just more into hombre and she was n't at all. So we broke up but lived together and I started seeing Nick.

Nick was interesting. He was a skinny blonde fem looking guy who had some questionable fetishes and a thing for older women. He had in fact dated a 32 year old sub PE teacher at his HS before we got together and would n't you jazz it- she became my gf later. In keeping with my polygamous nature and his guy libido, he introduced me to her one Night at his apartment. We talked about how they met, PE shorts, yoga ( which we met for right away ) and they had previously talked about how she was bore to try sex with another girl. Naturally the reason he facilitated was he was hoping to be in on it, which never happened. Aside from a shared BJ at a bbq later. ANyway this St. Mary of Bethlehem 's his so I 'll say he was like my opposite word. We had dissimilar voodoo but we were both monster. Some matter even I wo n't do like diaper/shit stuff, when I want to do that it 'll be when I 'm changing an real baby, thank you. One thing we could both agree on was pegging. I had strapon experience and he had anal retentive experience so we went together like hot bounder and doughnuts. I was n't expecting him to fatigue intimate apparel but it was unexpectedly welcome too. The part I was n't with child about was topping. Not like it made me uncomfortable, I 'm just not the take-charge type and was used to being on the receive end. But I like to work my men happy so I tied his wrist joint to his headboard, buttfucked, belittled, and spanked him while he was dressed like a slutty girl. We were n't together for long, maybe 6 calendar month when I found out I was pregnant ! I planned to process out what to do together with him and I was totally open up to an miscarriage, we were n't that serious and it was still early in every signified. But he threw a fit and essentially threatened me, I wo n't say what he said but I figured it was over. My roomy was supportive but my other burgeoning yoga friend did n't want the drama at the clip. I had n't decided what to do with the pregnancy but it was decided for me when I went for a `` lady checkup '' and was told I could n't have a infant yet. I had some uterine scarring that would n't appropriate it to get nutrient and air it needed to develop. It was n't a big hit to me or anything because it was so early and actually fixable whenever I finally found the money for it, which I did n't hold at the clip ( I 'm now practicable ). So after a snaking I went menage with a sore cooch, which sounds like the darker half of a porn trick but it 's not funny at all, especially the bother and cramping.

So the PE sub. I 'll call her R, guy cable like shoutouts for bro-fives but young woman and adult female probably wo n't. While I was with Nick I actually started hanging out with her and we did Yoga at her sign. I do n't remember the stance but that 's not why I was doing it. I looked great in those pants and they were fun to rub against mortal wearing them, which we did. Our first experience was erotic but not intimate, doing stretchiness together and she showed me how to touch my toes with her lap straddling my ass for `` guidance ''. If we were n't wearing panties it could take in been embarassing wearing those bloomers wet as we were ... I was still living with H while I was with Nick, which caused friction because of our story together, then when I left him she found out I had been getting close to a woman that was n't her and how R reacted with my meaning news program, it pissed off H even more. She and R actually almost had some drama when R came to mouth about the whole gestation thing with me. After we 'd been seeing each other for awhile and my roomie got another gf the place got a little push, so I moved in with R and her son Dillan. problem. Not decently away, and the `` mom 's gf '' sounds like a story from Naughty America but they would n't legally be capable to upload this kind of thing. She was pretty inexperienced for an sr. fair sex, Me being her first girl and we had like story. Her husband was controlling, would follow her when she went out with friends, ect. The only good thing she got from him was his son. She married him before she could legally tope so she missed out on the Thomas Young messing around aspect of figuring stuff and nonsense out and was trying to make up for it with younger guys. After separating with him she burned through a half dozen barely legals and one 16 class old Nick before me, but she was n't occupy in a relationship and after having sex with them would go out them soon after, all besides dent. Anyway I loved her alot and we were together a pair twelvemonth before I messed that up. She was accomodating for a womanhood, she let me ingest a bf on the side, a single dad of 2 small fry who I actually draw a blank about from time to time, he 's the guilty reason I 'm getting this stuff down ! She did n't heed sharing either, having me home every night while I carved out whatever additional fourth dimension I could with him, and I taught her the matter my previous bfs taught me. Like I said she was pretty inexperienced in the good sense that she 'd been in the drive through plenty enough times but always ordered the same thing. I made her try anal, bondage, spanking, ect. again topping against my nature but she needed to try something unlike. The relationship with her son was easy too. Being a teen he was into gaming, little girl, and being a smartass like me so we got along great, and when she was n't home we would attend out together. But we got too comfortable. We would flirt but it was always a gag, I made certainly not to throw him the wrong estimate pretty much only because of how very much fuss I could have found myself in, so I kept distancing myself when it started heating up. But he was the only testosterone in the star sign and I 'm necessitous, but it 's not like I made the first or any move and did n't experience a bf already so my ass was covered, like how you feel obligated to say `` no '' when you do n't really want to. There was also no `` regular thing '' just the first time I did n't say no like I was supposed to, and the second time limited occasion which got me thrown out. That first time, I sat on the couch across from him and put my peg in his lap like I 'd done a hundred multiplication before, and he started tickling my metrical foot. Not a big quite a little, so I struggled a piffling and he stopped for a minute before stroking my ramification. He was getting bold and tracing mellow and I did n't say anything, when he got to the hem of my short leg I put my ankle behind his neck and pulled his head towards me, I could n't help it then. When he started kissing my thighs I lost it and let him do what he wanted. That was apparently to clean out my pussy with his tongue, or maybe shine my clitoris with it. Whatever, I played with his hairsbreadth and breathed hard while letting him do both. After that he got more confident and severe, affair like grabbing my butt while his mom was right there looking the former way, tempting fate. The second and last time I was taking him out driving for his 16th birthday but he told me what he really wanted and I agreed, it was a one-half trueness I told his mom. We were going out practice driving but he really wanted what he got a duo days before, yeah if you 're doing the math you know I 'm a bad individual. I was driving to a `` rubber dapple '' somewhere we could practice driving without the risk of getting pulled over or hitting anyone, with the tote up welfare of not getting caught giving him his present. It was just after nighttime and we were just out of the driveway when he had his dick out, playing with it in one hand and massaging the back of my cervix with the other. R had told me she was n't planning on going anywhere and she 'd see us when we got back, but about 15 minutes later I saw her again. My fault for not making it very far and picking a bad place to stop, the road towards main street went right by where I parked. He was pushy and aegir so I had to pull into a clam computer storage 's dirt lot down the street with no brightness nearby, I 'm surprised she could even see the car in the dark from the road, but she pulled in behind us and almost caught me trying to arrive at his balls with my tongue and I already had a mouthful of his dick. She did n't see anything much the car parked in the lot, but since we were parked in the shadow so soon after leaving there was zip else we could have been doing. But she did probably see us scare like insects along with him riding senior high school in the seat pulling his pants up when the ignitor hit us, I thougt she was a cop. I knew it was all my fault but I was still bitter, I got thrown out that night and went to abide with my mom. That was late in the calendar month a couple Novembers ago, I had a lot of pocketbook in her closet, Christmas Day presents that I still do n't know what happened to. That 's just a uncanny little detail that I would hold on coming back to that made me cry a long time after it was over. Now we 're actually on effortless talking term on a mutual Old World chat site we visit and we send each early pictorial matter and memes we find online occasionally. She says she realizes it 's hypocritical to detest me for doing what she 's done but we 'll never be close again because of the betrayal of it. I effectively cheated on her with her underage son. How Jerry springer spaniel.

While I was with her I had been working on a ranch. I 'd worked my way up to manager over a bunch of immigrants with varying levels of English language, but we had a fun relationship. I rode around in a golf handcart all day yelling mock Spanish along with the few Scripture I knew and I would listen things back like `` puta '' with a smile and wave, I think Puta means love ! No we were all pretty cool and loved giving each early shit. Literally, I was the coach so I decided who deloused horse carrell, Javier ! Anyway after breaking up with R I quit the job out of depression, sat around at my mom 's all day playing games and moping, a girlfriend of mine made it easier taking me out topographic point like political party. She 's younger, in fact she was Dillan 's on/off girlfriend around his age and I knew her through the kin. I started going to senior high school School parties with hoi polloi 5 or 6 eld younger than me, not that I was the only one like I thought I 'd be. One tall bald black guy was chatting with me and pretty soon I was sitting on his lap, and we were talking about what coke does to you and he was trying to talk me into it. He expected it to get me in the climate and get him laid, but while I was already in his lap I was n't sure I was in the modality. `` H2 '' I 'll call my Friend, she was putting him on about how much I actually wanted it and he should take me in the unoccupied bedchamber and dedicate me some more. She did n't recognize it at the sentence but I 'd been with fateful guys before ( not a stranger though, between-noteworthyness geological dating ), because she was n't talking about the coke, which she also totally approves of. That confect he did consecrate me got my heart going and I liked the rushing, but he followed her clue and said we could only have more if we were alone like she suggested, so I indulged him. I knew where it was going and just figured `` get laid it. '' When we were alone he rubbed some behind the mind of his dick with his thumb and I licked it off, and I discovered I did n't like it on my tongue much. Not like I have n't trained my gag instinctive reflex for the express reason of deepthroating but if I had n't it would have killed that too because my throat felt numb. side of meat note- black tool are n't any cock-a-hoop than anyone elses'. Now in porno everyone 's cock 's big so of course every black guy you see 's going to give a big peter, but the myth 's in place because of the musings of lonely clean womanhood wondering about the `` taboo '' of BBC who have never had it. Like about agressive guy, especially company guys I 've noticed there was n't alot of kissing and playing around, it was `` reverse me around, lift dress, step-in off, push down and drunk doggystyle. '' After about only 10 instant someone knocked on the door looking for him, from the ebonic accent I knew it was the other bleak guy I 'd seen there hitting on girls and failing so I think if he struck out the whole `` rap and walk in '' matter was plan B. It was the best I 'd felt in awhile, so I did n't even say anything or look back when he told him he could come in. It went on for like another 15 instant until both had cum at either end of me and the original guy before he left helped me pull my panties back on with an unexpected present. A ziplock baggie tucked by my can. That gave me an melodic theme how I could get back on the horse.

I browsed Craigslist personals for one of `` those '' submission. If you 've been heroic and horny you know about them, they say `` animal massage '' or `` amatuer defenseless photoshoot '' or something similar. I only had to message one guy back, but did my safety homework first and bagged a collegiate amatuer photographer. That 's actually stretching it, he had a camera and was in college but it was residential area college and a cameraphone that I 'm sure he did n't even know how to transfer the settings on. He took plenty of pics and a twosome videos of me posing nude with prop like his phallus and we had a fun time. I got $ 300 for it which was probably most of a paycheck since he works at at a pizza pie place rhyming with conundrum Cheesers which I say so I do n't get sued or something. From then on I went by referral, he would suggest me to his Quaker and they would get something standardized, but being `` broke Burger flipper '' as I like to call them I got frequent-but-unstrenuous body of work. I became an escort ! But since I was playing it rubber and meeting by referral the networking pool was limited to guys my age who did n't give alot of money, so I gave alot of head since that was bum and fast. The `` savings over clip '' logical system does n't put to work with instant gratification, getting off is getting off whether it 's $ 300 or $ 50 so natually everyone wanted the $ 50 option. Yeah I learned later how little I was charging, I 'm not vain but I get told I 'm hot and hit on plenty, so I think I 'm fairly aphrodisiacal. But apparently I could give been charging grand if I 'd chosen node a niggling improve, I 've talked to other girl that charge that much and they 're like 300lb chainsmoking grandmas, guys will TRULY fuck anything. Mine were overnice guys though, about 6 of them in their group and I got invited to company with them, called to hang out and fiddle games, we were friends with welfare and $ being exchanged. One client I met at a party was a landscape gardener at a winery and he referred me to `` Mk2. '' I say that as a joke because he 's my secong patsy and the one who 's my married man now. Owning a winery on top of acreage like he does I figured he was rich but I did n't know how lots, that was n't where his cap came from, it was just where he lays his head, I wo n't say how much he makes but It 's a couple on digits above the highest plausable guess. At one spot I was spending 2 days a workweek with him and getting double whole-package value of $ 400 a day. What we did those nights was the most fun too, he became my favorite in a hurry being alot like Mk1 with a meaner streak. When I slept there I actually started spent my Nox tied up on the level of his closet in between playing handmaiden, being belted while hanging from the punching bag eyebolt in the basement ceiling, led around on a 3 and swatted with a report like a dog and more. He eventually got jealous and wanted me all to himself, giving me a Miata and a $ 5000 a month allowance to come hot with him and be his alone, which I recently learned someone else is effectively paying nowadays. I would have done it for innocent for the chance to experience with him and have that kind of fun every day. We got married in July terminal year, I loved the ceremony and thought he did, it was a voyeuristical group sex thing but since then he has n't touched me like that, only wanting the occasional wakeup blowjob and housekeeping. I 'm more like the dirty live-in maid present, but I 've gotten something else from him as a comfort present- a boyfriend who is again a supporter of his. I stay with him whenever fall guy 's out of town, which is about 10-12 days a calendar month, and when I 'm over there my lady friend usually comes to hang out with us and that 's when I get my gaming time in. He 's the one who 's taken up giving Mark that $ 5000 a month I get as an allowance. As far as I know that was n't always the case, but I wonder if I 'm still in the bodyguard biz and my hubby 's now my pimp ... I have in fact entertained one of his wedding ceremony guests who was traveling to CA on job, he did n't mouth a Christian Bible of English and had an cortege, and I did n't roll in the hay he was coming until I got an out-of-timezone text from my hubby telling me to have a bun in the oven him and I was to give him the VIP discussion. I 've learned to fudge since I moved in here, there were actually faculty on another family on the property for that form of thing before he met me but it 's evacuate now. I wonder if I 'm basically getting their $ to do their jobs now since I clean this giant spot and do all the cooking and laundry and stuff.

Before I forget, earliest I said I 'd been with 3 1/2 fair sex which I said I 'd explain. I met a tgirl at a party and have been expend time with her lately. She 's so feminine and beautiful that she was getting hit on there as very much or more than than any other miss, and the guys have no idea. Neither did I until the subject came up and she whispered it to me nervously. She actually does n't feel well-heeled in the open with people knowing who she really is and wants to stay discreet for now. But at some spot we got into talking about our experiences and things we still wanted to try and I mentioned daughter with dicks, I do n't know if she somehow managed to steer the conversation that way but we got a couple joking cheers fron sot guy cable when we went to hang out by ourselves in the garage to `` mouth '' more privately. It 's a developing berth, but she 's not like the usual guys or girls I like. It 's fitting I supposition since she 's basically neither gender, but definitely feminine. She 's gentle and the like slow sex with alot of holding each other and kissing and gentle rocking. My husband being as ... progressive as he is, girls are allowed and he knows I like to hang out and mess around with H2 but I do n't know how he 'd feel about `` T '' if he knew she had a prick. She 's not on the approval lean, I 've told him about her but not the being trans component.

So that 's where I am right now, I do n't know about my standing in my marriage and while I love him and it was fun at the start right now I 'm more like the naughty maiden like I said. He gives me so practically freedom though which is totally heel counter to what I was expecting ( I graduated from the wardrobe to a cage in the basement gym when I stopped seeing him as an bodyguard and became exclusive, now none of that ) and I ca n't see myself with anyone else, so it 's not in danger just totally diametric to what I was expecting. I 'll probably update this eventually as more interesting poppycock happens so I hope it was interesting .